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[06 Dec 2006|12:35am] |
i have the password to your myspace.
and sometimes i check it.
just to make sure i haven't been demoted on your top friends.
i know its silly.
but sense you think no one sees it i really just like to know where you stand.
i really don't look through too much i just look to make sure you like me better, which is childish.
but hey, thats what i am.
everytime i check it, i smie.
because not once, even when i was being horrible to you, did you change it.
everyone else has moved either down or up, by i really like that stupid spot i have. :]
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[06 Dec 2006|01:40am] |
I can't help that I love you.
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[06 Dec 2006|08:31am] |
i like to go on google images
type in a random phrase
and see what pops up
it kills time
and its wierd what some people title thier pictures
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[06 Dec 2006|09:45am] |
hahahaha p.s. I like to pretend im artistic.
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[06 Dec 2006|03:18pm] |
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Just feel like I'm mimicing how I think I should feel or something. Most of the time, to be honest, I feel quite blank, but it's sorta nice... ^-^ I just don't get emotionally aroused very easily.
(Characters above are from Kingdom Hearts, called Nobodies. They collect hearts because they don't have any)
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[06 Dec 2006|03:33pm] |
Today someone compared the Holocaust to animal slaughter for the food industry.
Sorry, are you a complete moron? I wanted to punch her, honestly.
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[06 Dec 2006|03:35pm] |
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I love my ex boyfriend. we went out on and off for three years. then we tried the whole friends with benefits just because i sitll loved him and just had to be with him someway. But we stopped talking for a while and we just recently started talking again. I want him to come over, but he wants to just fuck me when he comes over.. I want to kiss him, and hug him until my arms and lips fall off! This kid is the best ever. He makes me smile when he's with me. But if he's not at my house, he's a dick. and I HATE IT. But he's coming over Monday and we're going to fuck most likely. I'll regret it and cry. He'll probally be drunk, because he usually is when we fuck. it's the only time he calls.
(read convo)
Keith(the ex) [3:17 PM]: i am never drunk
Keith(the ex) [3:17 PM]: ;-)
Megen returns(me) [3:17 PM]: bulll shitttt.
Megen returns(me) [3:17 PM]: you were so fucked up last time we fucked. i dont even think you remember.
Keith(the ex) [3:17 PM]: lol
Megen returns(me) [3:18 PM]: i remember you called me and was like "i'm on my way home and im drunk, can i come over so maybe ill sober up before i go home". and i'm like sureee. why not. and then we fucked.
Keith(the ex) [3:19 PM]: ohh
Keith(the ex) [3:19 PM]: was i ok
Megen returns(me) [3:19 PM]: you were ok, yes.
Keith(the ex) [3:20 PM]: good
Megen returns(me) [3:20 PM]: =] i miss you.
Keith(the ex) [3:21 PM]: awweee
Keith(the ex) [3:21 PM]: what is love, baby don't hurt me
Megen returns(me)[3:22 PM]: you're gay.
Megen returns(me) [3:22 PM]: i <3 you.
Keith(the ex) [3:22 PM]: k
SECRET : He's great in bed, but I don't want to boost his ego. I love him to death and I wish he'd love me back. I always tell him i love him, but he never says it back, as you see he just said K, like always. HE PISSES ME OFF BUT I STILL LOVE HIM!
sorry no picture!
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[06 Dec 2006|04:31pm] |
Mostly on the bus I do this, I know they can't really see what I'm thinking but it crosses my mind.
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[06 Dec 2006|04:50pm] |
I've never heard my brother tell me he loves me.
and since i started keeping track of memories,
I can remember one time that he's hugged me on my own.
and it scared the hell out of me.
because i love him so much
sorry no picture
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[06 Dec 2006|04:52pm] |
look at the entry below.
it should say, SCARES* the hell out of me
hehe sorry
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[06 Dec 2006|04:53pm] |
i am scared to death of growing up.
plain and simple as that.
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[06 Dec 2006|06:53pm] |
there are only 20 bags left in my box.
i don't think they sell this tea here.
i'm scared to forget the taste...
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[06 Dec 2006|07:24pm] |
I have been under so much stress lately. I just can't handle it anymore...
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[06 Dec 2006|07:45pm] |
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[06 Dec 2006|08:03pm] |
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(Says “I don’t need drugs when I have these guys”)
I wish everybody on earth could know who they are.
I feel alive when listening to them.
I would kill to go to one of their concerts.
[100 points if you know who they are.]
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[06 Dec 2006|10:03pm] |
You make my heart go from Zero to Sixty in about
0.6 seconds.
:[ i wish i didnt care.
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[06 Dec 2006|10:11pm] |
You're not worth it
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[06 Dec 2006|10:46pm] |
I just wrote him a letter.
I'm going to give it to him when he comes to visit
But only if I don't have the courage to actually talk to him about it.
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[06 Dec 2006|11:03pm] |
you are nothing like i'd hoped you were
you are too opinionated.
you're too involved in politics.
you're pushy.
you're so far from perfect
and im not disappointed.
because i don't care about you anymore!
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[06 Dec 2006|11:14pm] |
I don't know what I would do without you two.
And I never want to know.
So why can't I tell you that?
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[06 Dec 2006|11:27pm] |
my confidence came back today ^-^
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[06 Dec 2006|11:58pm] |
Until I was fourteen, I was always afraid I peed louder than the other girls.
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