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[02 Dec 2006|12:38am] |
i tell even my best friends that i hate him.
but i would still give up the entire world... or more... just to be friends again.
he's a hypocrit & i finally realized it. but it doesn't change that i don't want to live without him.
and i'm scared i'll be like this forever. i've never even liked another boy.
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[02 Dec 2006|02:04am] |
him: we can't think of each other in a relationship way. we promised we'd be just friends.
me: that's when they were in the picture.
him: i know, but we still promised.
me: well... i don't know then.
him: i can tell that you're still in love with me.
me: you can?
him: of course i can.
me: okay...
him: can you tell i'm still in love with you? because I am.
me: really?
him: yeah.
... i don't think he'll ever get over the "promise" we made just a month ago when both of us were taken. and it's killing me.
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[02 Dec 2006|09:42am] |
i read way too much into every little thing.
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[02 Dec 2006|11:44am] |
secret: even after realizing this, it doesn't stop me from judging people or comparing myself to others.
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[02 Dec 2006|12:01pm] |
secret: I'm scared to be alone with my mom. Because she always ends up yelling and making me cry when no one else is around.
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[02 Dec 2006|12:11pm] |
Secret: I left public school because the one in the middle screwed me over and she was my best friend in the world. I wish I had stayed. I was so happy.
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[02 Dec 2006|01:17pm] |
i know this is a stupid secret but it's just so FRUSTRATING!
how are you supposed to be able to turn the backlight on when you need it, if you can't see the screen to get to the menu where you can turn it on?!
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[02 Dec 2006|02:28pm] |
i constantly find myself asking
why i'm never good enough for anyone.
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[02 Dec 2006|03:11pm] |
sucks to be me right now.i'm a bitch and i hate it.
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[02 Dec 2006|03:24pm] |
cause im not.
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[02 Dec 2006|03:56pm] |
if we dont make serious progress by the end on winter break im ending it.
i just cant take it anymore.
and it sucks because i like you so much.
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[02 Dec 2006|08:24pm] |
Secret: I only signed up because there was a hot guy selling the bracelets and I wanted an excuse to talk to him. Pathetic.
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[02 Dec 2006|08:30pm] |
It was really great getting that 'I love you text'
ALMOST as good as the one after it saying it
was from the girl that likes you at work who took your phone.
Now you're asking what's wrong?
What the fuck do you think.
Reallly put the cherry on my good night :[
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[02 Dec 2006|08:35pm] |
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At Least someone gives me attention i guess
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[02 Dec 2006|08:52pm] |
way to not invite me tonight.
how do you think it makes me feel?
and if you're not going to.. don't say hi to me on msn.
you don't understand how left out i feel right now,
i thought we'd never do this to eachother.
so much for good friends.
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-sorry not pic, don't know how to explain it.
FUCKYOUALL.
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[02 Dec 2006|09:13pm] |
this doesn't necessarily have to do with cheerleading, it's generally everything, and anything i do.
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[02 Dec 2006|11:06pm] |
he's my friend.
a better friend than you'll ever be.
so stop making fun of him,
you pretentious bitch.
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