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[14 Nov 2006|12:22pm] |
No picture for this one. Sorry.
I met this really sweet guy when my friend called over a few of her guy friends. We cuddled and kissed, until he had to leave. He called like he promised, and I couldn't get him outta my head. We talked for 5 hours, about everything. Yesterday I went to his house, to watch movies, and the whole time I was wondering what he really thought about me. Some how, he started feeling on me, and I started getting uncomfortable...I looked at him and said:
Me: Do you really like me?
Him: Yes.
Me: I mean, like...really like me.
Him: Yes.
Me: Do you promise?
Him: Yes. I promise.
Me: Are you sure you promise?
Him: I promise I promise.
(short pause)
Me: Well can we just cuddle now?
Him: Of course.
I wanted so bad to cry, because he made me feel so special, knowing I had that control over what I let him do to me.
For the remainer of the night we layed down, talked, kissed...it was perfect. I didn't wanna leave.
What's the point of this secret?
Secret: For ONCE in my life, after ALL the guys I've ever been with, I want him to last so bad...I'm just scared today he won't call, and I'll feel stupid for ever thinking he cared.
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[14 Nov 2006|03:51pm] |
This is the first time in 2 years that i havn't felt like dying.
I forgot how it felt.
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[14 Nov 2006|04:25pm] |
how am i supposed to forget that?
i miss you so much.
& when i act like i don't care.. i really do.
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[14 Nov 2006|06:52pm] |
[i look anorexic. but im just really skinny and muscular. (sp?) i like the way i look i just dont like the number that the scale gives me...]
I HAVE TWO!!!!!. [woohooo]
[everyone in my class labels people. so i used to be called emo. and so when ever i had a cut on my body it didnt matter where they would call me emo. and it would hurt. i was at a retreat this weekend learning about jesus and god .(i think this thing saved my life pretty much) and this kid (not naming names) kept saying the girls were crying because they were emo and cut themselves. IT HURT ME ALOT. and so i am afraid to shave my legs a lot. but i do.]
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[14 Nov 2006|07:15pm] |
I think my brothers girlfriend is cheating on him.
I dont really blame her she lives in CO
he lives in Fl
but still
Secret:I've never felt so bad for someone than right now. And I'm really hoping I am wrong about the cheating thing
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[14 Nov 2006|08:53pm] |
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Last summer was the best summer ever
omgosh your flippin' amazing
you drive me up the wall with your outrageous antics
i want more than a bloody friendship james CAN YOU NOT SEE FFS
btw i hate you girlfriend. i just pretend to like her so i can see more of you.
sorry
♥
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[14 Nov 2006|09:50pm] |
ljsecret
so true thoughh
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[14 Nov 2006|11:02pm] |
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[14 Nov 2006|11:08pm] |
Me: if you're going to michigan when would you leave?
Him: idk
Him: why?
Me: jw
Him:would you wanna see me prior to my departure
Him:cause you love me!
Me: yea
Secret: I lied. I only asked to see when he was leaving for Michigan so I would know if he's going to have a Zelda party with her. Because even though she has a boyfriend I still think she likes him and it scares me to death to think that she would be spending the night at his house. And I don't understand why he wouldn't go to a dance with her bc she liked him, but it's ok for her to spend the night at his house.
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[14 Nov 2006|11:31pm] |
Extremist gay-marriage activists drive me fucking crazy.
Same goes for extremist pro-choicers.
OMG ALL CHRISTIANZ R STUPID LOLOLOL.
No. Just because they don't share your morals or beliefs doesn't make them ignorant.
If you want them to respect your beliefs, you have to respect theirs.
TOLERANCE GOES BOTH WAYS, ASSHOLES.
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[14 Nov 2006|11:32pm] |
i don't try. i don't try.
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[14 Nov 2006|11:38pm] |
I can't wait until vacations and I get to escape for a couple days.
I'm so tired of the people here.
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