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[08 Nov 2006|12:03am] |
this isent much.
but tonight i showed my mom that cut.
along with a few others.
i told her its becuase of her that i do that.
she came crying to me saying sorry and that i should have to live this way.
secret #1. i dont feel bad at all.
secret #2. shes not the only reason why i do it.
*no crude comments.
please.
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[08 Nov 2006|02:39am] |
I HATE my roommates right now.
They complain that the room is too hot, but they refuse to open a window.
They complain that the room is to cramped, but they refuse to bunk the beds.
Now its 130 in the morning, I have work at 8, and I cannot sleep because the room is so fucking hot. And they wonder why I am getting a single next year. Assholes.
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[08 Nov 2006|02:52am] |
I can't believe that you and me are having trouble being friends again. I thought we could be this whole time because that is how we started off.
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[08 Nov 2006|07:20am] |
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My mom and sister would love me more if I was a lesbian.
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[08 Nov 2006|08:22am] |
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He cheated on me with my best friend...
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[08 Nov 2006|08:37am] |
I've been practicing Wiccan since I was 12. Next Samhain, I'm going to be initiated into my friends mother's Coven. My father is a Methodist Christian, and he has no idea. I feel guilty every time we say grace...The worst part is...
My mother is Wiccan too, and he doesn't know
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[08 Nov 2006|10:59am] |
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[08 Nov 2006|10:59am] |
My ex boyfriend dumped me after I give him all my trust. He fucked me and said bye. Was my fisrt time. I waited 20 years to do it with someone special... hehehe... guess that was something movies made me think I could have.
my secret : even with my
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[08 Nov 2006|11:08am] |
My ex boyfriend dumped me after I give him all my trust. He fucked me and said bye. Was my fisrt time. I waited 20 years to do it with someone special... hehehe... guess that was something movies made me think I could have.
my secret : even with my broken heart I can't stop thinking about sex, sex, sex. I'm horny as hell and I imagine myself with every boy or girl I see. But then I remember what my ex did to me and I feel like shit, like I don't deserve any fun of it.
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[08 Nov 2006|02:02pm] |
sometimes i don't think i "love" my boyfriend as much as he thinks i do.
yet i do think i'm quite afraid of ever losing him.
i am contradictive and do not know what to do with myself.
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[08 Nov 2006|02:26pm] |
I wish I had her body.
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[08 Nov 2006|05:09pm] |
but i plan on telling my boyfriend the next time we get to see each other, which is in a week and a half. yikes..
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[08 Nov 2006|05:35pm] |
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im moving to london in 4 weeks to start my courses in the london college of fashion
i have my train ticket
and my rented flat ready for me to move in.
im so excited
i wont know anyone there
and no one will know me
i will finally be able to do what i want without my parents on my back
new life :]]]]]]]]
secret: no-one knows except me :S
i don't know how to break it too them, i know i won't be able to handle there reaction :S
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[08 Nov 2006|08:06pm] |
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"I've wasted thousands and thousands of kisses on you...shame on me for kissing you with my eyes closed so tight"
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[08 Nov 2006|08:07pm] |
secret; i hate all females.
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[08 Nov 2006|08:33pm] |
he means more to me than almost anybody right now.
But I'm too scared to tell him because we're ex's who just started talking again and i don't want him to get the wrong impression.
I need to tell him before he gets shipped off to Iraq in a month, though.
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[08 Nov 2006|08:47pm] |
I shouldn't blame her, but I do.
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[08 Nov 2006|09:22pm] |
i just got back from the psychic. my life is screwed. it will be devoted to:
-getting a master's
-relationships with cheaters
-health complications
-depression
funny. the palm reader in july said the same thing.
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[08 Nov 2006|09:39pm] |
well guess what sweetheart? you are a hinsdale kid.
who else’s daddy would drop $3.5 million on a house
for two people? who else would spend $35,000 on a 16 year
old’s first car?
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[08 Nov 2006|09:53pm] |
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im so scared one day another person i love will go to war.
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[08 Nov 2006|11:45pm] |
Every day my brother's fiance comes over.
She'll be here for Christmas.
My husband is missing Thanksgiving, his birthday, our 2 year anniversary, and Christmas.
I'm jealous.
Yesterday he told me missed her after not seeing her for two hours.
I wanted to yell at him and make him realize how lucky he is.
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