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[16 Oct 2006|12:38am] |
i didn't really get a ticket for what you did to my car.
the money you're giving me to "pay for it" is actually going in my own pocket.
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[16 Oct 2006|01:10am] |
I'm so sick of being called a loser.
I laugh it off and pretend like I don't care, but it's starting to bug me.
Mostly because they are right.
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[16 Oct 2006|11:47am] |
38 more days until day 60
I'm I being stupid for doing this not talking to him for 60 day thing? I just don't know anymore.
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[16 Oct 2006|01:15pm] |
I'm afraid,
I'm afraid he's not who he says he is.
I'm afraid he's realy a 60 year old prevert.
I'm afraid he lies to me.
I'm terrified of getting hurt again.
I think I'm starting to care too much,
I'm afraid I'm starting to love him.
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[16 Oct 2006|03:53pm] |
talking to you gives me a headache.
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[16 Oct 2006|04:07pm] |
i really don't mean to start shit at alll with this.
you have no idea how happy this made me.
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[16 Oct 2006|04:24pm] |
I feel like it's ALWAYS me
making an effort to start conversations and keept them going.
For once I'd like him to take the wheel and try as much as I do.
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[16 Oct 2006|06:10pm] |
I'M ABSOLUTLY FUCKING SHITTING IT!
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[16 Oct 2006|06:25pm] |
Though I don't want to admit it.
I need him.
And I'm incapable of being upset with him for very long.
And that scares me.
Because what if he wakes up one morning and thinks to himself, "She doesn't deserve me. There's plenty of prettier girls."
Ugh.
To me he's entirely perfect.
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[16 Oct 2006|07:29pm] |
If you cant read it:
Mom I want to meet my granfather.
But I am too scared to ask because I know it would kill you inside.
I know what he did to your family was horrible and I know that he put you through hell. I know that you hate him with every fibre of your being.
But don't I have the right to see him? Don't I have the right to know what he looks like or if he even knows who I am? Don't you think it's weird for me to think that saying "grandfather" is wrong?
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[16 Oct 2006|07:34pm] |
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WTF
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[16 Oct 2006|07:50pm] |
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exit to exit-ryan cabrera |
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[16 Oct 2006|07:59pm] |
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When I get the courage,
I will purposely overdose
and commit suicide.
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[16 Oct 2006|08:27pm] |
Besides the fact that there's no way my family could pay for private school,
The only reason I love public school so much is that my parents believe EVERY excuse I make about why I failed a test or whatever.
= )
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[16 Oct 2006|08:36pm] |
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I have a secret I want to post, but I don't know how to get pictures on here. Help, anyone?
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[16 Oct 2006|09:07pm] |
jealous and paranoid... not a good mix lol
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[16 Oct 2006|10:06pm] |
I can't stop.
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[16 Oct 2006|10:09pm] |
the fact that i feel so alone, is making me vulnerable.
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[16 Oct 2006|10:25pm] |
Its been raining since yesterday and....I wish the flippin school would flood for just one day so we can have tomorrow off! Hello we are referred to as "the bottom"...come on school flood!!!
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[16 Oct 2006|10:42pm] |
whenever people tell me i look spanish or peruvian i sort of wish i was. i love my ethnicity and all, but i'd love to be latin or latin mixed with jamaican.
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