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[30 Dec 2005|12:23am] |
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YAY IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!
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[30 Dec 2005|01:11am] |
even better. I hate this soooo much, and my brother tells me : "it's not your responsibility to care if your dad drinks" well fuck you. no one in this house understands me anymore, they just throw it away, they did a long time ago.
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[30 Dec 2005|12:12pm] |
^im pathetic.i know.
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[30 Dec 2005|04:10pm] |
(I won't let this show)
I'm so excited for New Years Eve. I get to see Him.
Yet I haven't in 9 months. Too bad the kid I used to hook up with over the summer will be there, too.
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[30 Dec 2005|07:25pm] |
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whoa-paramore |
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[30 Dec 2005|07:41pm] |
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shimmy shimmy quarter turn |
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[30 Dec 2005|07:48pm] |
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I LIKE EGGS! |
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[30 Dec 2005|07:55pm] |
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institutionalized-senses fail |
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[30 Dec 2005|08:43pm] |
im finally as happy
as i've been pretending
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[30 Dec 2005|09:54pm] |
i need your help
apparently someone was posting my writing and claiming it was theirs earlier.
if you have a link to where this happened, or know who it was PLEASE let me know.
and because of this i have looked into other people who are stealing my work and claiming it as their own
and found this
so if you have a xanga, please bitch out that girl.
thank you loves.
http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=emolyrics&itemid=67115512
^i found where she stole it.
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[30 Dec 2005|10:52pm] |
sometimes i often think i could go mad with love,
the thought of him. just seeing him for that one second.
that one second in which i smile and i act pathetic. and
i swear if he asked me to do anything i would do it in
a instant. because its him. because of what he stands for.
because yes indeed he is a jerk and yes i could do better.
but it is him. because its the way he makes me feel
when he is nice to me. its the way i want to cry every single
time he lets me down. its because i kissed him out of
this absolute feeling of love, security, happiness and that
i could not put it down on a piece of paper, because words
would be an understatement. i really wish he understood this
feeling. that grows so heavily on my heart.
oh darling how i wish
i just love him so much.
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[30 Dec 2005|11:05pm] |
I smoke and to be completely honest I love it.
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