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[28 Dec 2005|03:27am] |

blehh
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[28 Dec 2005|10:48am] |

and maybe it your up there somewhere reading this, there it is.
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[28 Dec 2005|11:18am] |


my hips are the only part of my body that i like.
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[28 Dec 2005|12:40pm] |

[[new pic.]]
uhhh.
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[28 Dec 2005|12:54pm] |

okay so not the greatest pic but you get the point. CHEERCAMP...
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[28 Dec 2005|01:18pm] |
 ^when i see him it still stings like hell. we'll never be more than friends...
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[28 Dec 2005|01:53pm] |
no matter how bad things get,
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[28 Dec 2005|06:33pm] |
this is the son of a math teacher at my school. he was my math sub for a week a few years ago. and i saw him at church on christmas eve with his mother.

how amazing is that? how HOT is he?!
my secret is that i wanted to have sex with him right there and then in church. and i feel terrible about it.
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[28 Dec 2005|07:35pm] |
i dyed my hair today

not much of a secret. but im excited.
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[28 Dec 2005|08:47pm] |
 i pretended to cry when i got that pierced, just so i could get some attention.
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[28 Dec 2005|09:03pm] |
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Ahh, crap didnt mean to post here. =/
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[28 Dec 2005|09:42pm] |
knowing that he has a gf makes me feel unwanted and makes me want him more than ever before.
i know there together right now...
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[28 Dec 2005|10:13pm] |

btw, that picture is of the Mihama area of Okinawa,Japan...aka home sweet home ♥
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[28 Dec 2005|10:24pm] |

20,000 kids are kidnapped everyday. 58,000 are declared missing every year...sometimes...i want to be part of those statistics
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[28 Dec 2005|10:56pm] |

I miss her terribly. She is the reason I wake up in the morning. She's my baby. But her parents won't let her talk to me. They're scared she'll be with me for the rest of her life. What's so horrible about that?
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[28 Dec 2005|11:03pm] |

and i just got done crying
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[28 Dec 2005|11:18pm] |
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I know you like my big pictures. ;).
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[28 Dec 2005|11:21pm] |
i got this bruise from paintballing and it makes me feel bad ass.
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[28 Dec 2005|11:29pm] |

I made that when he went to college in North Carolina.
And you wanna know what? I only talked to him like 3 times.
3 times, what the fuck?
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[28 Dec 2005|11:33pm] |
he doesnt want me because i'm fat..
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[28 Dec 2005|11:40pm] |

This picture is from the fourth grade at my familie's easter party. My uncle is dressed up as a bunny, and I am still friends with all of the kids in this picture (I took it. whoo rah at my 4th grade photo skills) The difference between then and now? Well, we're older. and I realize that I'm in love with the boy on the left.
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[28 Dec 2005|11:57pm] |
 Sometimes, when nobodys looking, i frown for a second. cause thats what I really feel.
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