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[17 Dec 2005|02:10am] |
all I really want to say is,
if I leave now,
I wont hurt myself as much,
as I would if I stuck around.
(no pic. sorry..
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[17 Dec 2005|12:23pm] |
hmm... i guess you can't read it.
"I want that "New Years Kiss" from him..."
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[17 Dec 2005|02:30pm] |
sometimes i wish it was me and not her
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[17 Dec 2005|02:48pm] |
i feel kind of pathetic for caring.
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[17 Dec 2005|03:04pm] |
...Yet i pretend nothing phases me.
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[17 Dec 2005|04:03pm] |
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COME BACK BY THE EARLY NOVEMBER MAKES ME CRY
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[17 Dec 2005|07:46pm] |
To bad I suck at making hearts..
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[17 Dec 2005|08:48pm] |
i dont know how to put these behing a cut.. so sorry if they take up lots of space!
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[17 Dec 2005|09:53pm] |
Do this if your myspace got hacked:
When you log in, click "safe mode"
Go to "television" and delete anything in there
Then go and change your name, and your password.
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[17 Dec 2005|10:17pm] |
Kay is amazing at psychology.
well the thing is. yes he was funny and things, but you can't be so sure that he's any different from any other guy. cause babe they're all the same. and i think what you find attractive about the fact that hes chubby and ntosocute is that no one else would want him that much which would be good because you;re used to getting boys stolen by whores. and you really don't get enough love thats emotional not physical other than jay and thats not enough cause you're amazing. and this boy might be your unconcious way of trying to forget jay
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| THIS AINT NO SECRET.:) |
[17 Dec 2005|10:38pm] |
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| i don't know how to add words to pictures =[ |
[17 Dec 2005|11:52pm] |
this is my best friend
the only reason we are friends is because we do drugs together
i've thought i was in love with him at least three times because i was on something [x, k2, lortab, or just drunk]
i'm afraid i am going to lose him next year when he graduates
i don't know if he's even going to college
but i realized it the other night when he was sitting on my couch with me in my living room
he's growing up, he's seventeen years old
and i was just thinking, how is this possible? this boy who smokes weed with me everyday, this boy who turned me on my side and hosed my puke off my driveway when i was too drunk to function, this boy who brought me krispy kreme to the hospital when i smoked angel dust and cracked my head open on the street...is THIS BOY growing up and leaving me?
i'm scared =[
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