| 1:27p |
Wow. Lots of things going on right now.
We've had so much fraternity drama that it sickens me. Sometimes I really believe we're just hanging on by a thread... and then someone says something that seems to strike a chord, and everything's good again. We just don't have the communication we need, I think. We think so much of each other that we don't want to offend one another... yet we'll talk to OTHERS about our problems with an active. It just doesn't make sense. If and when I become president, that's going to change. This is bullcrap. It'll all be good in a few weeks.
School is freaking starting to kick my butt all over the place. So I'm beginning to get a little stressed out over it all. But I'll make it, I'm sure. It's just going to require me taking a little bit more time out of my day to study.
John's getting married to Jessica Saturday afternoon. We've been working non-stop on the house this week to try and get them ready to move in for post-marriage. I know John will be happy when it's over. I KNOW all of us will be. It's just cost too many in the family too much sleep, too much time, and too much grief. But it's almost over, now. So we'll be all good, I think.
Family life is getting better. I'm still getting a little bit of grief sometimes concerning the amount of time I devout to them... and I've resolved to work on that; because I realize that I have drawn myself away from them. And my family's too important to me for me to do that to them.
Then there's Amanda... the one thing that seems to be going right and helping me get through all the crap in my life. I love you so much, babe. The only problem we're having right now is that we haven't really been able to be with each other very much lately, as both of us are uber busy. I'm hopeful that maybe Spring Break (next week) will help that a little bit. I want it to. Because us being together and not seeing each other sucks pretty bad. We'll be alright, though (I think). So long as she doesn't get fed up with it and break up with me. ;)
That's about all that's going on with my life right now... hope all of you are having great days.
Oodles out.
P.S. Good luck to all the SAI's tonight at the stepshow, and to all the probationary members of Phi Mu Alpha in their class recital tonight.
Current Mood: eh... aight.
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