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Blurty for Freaky-freaky Kirameki.
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Tuesday, January 4th, 2005
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| Subject: | Haaappyyy biiirrrthhdaaay tooo meee... |
| Time: | 12:03 am. |
| Mood: |  amused. |
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=3
XD
I am now officially 15.
*Does as Mishi fears. Goes around with random boys and gets some STD. Yum.*
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Saturday, January 1st, 2005
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OKAY!
ONE LAST TIME!
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HAPPY NEW YEAR!
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Friday, December 31st, 2004
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| Subject: | One pair of candy lips and your bubblegum tongue. |
| Time: | 10:44 pm. |
| Mood: |  sleepy. |
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Because it's really not big...
Taken... like two hours ago.
Why do I bother? XD No one but Kea reads my blurty... and she's gone!
Ah, well... That's for any passerby.
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| Subject: | Don't judge me tomorrow by how I act today. |
| Time: | 5:28 pm. |
| Mood: |  sad. |
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Last night mum 'n I were sitting in front of the Christmas tree. She asked me, "Who are you thinking of?"
Before I could answer the obvious answer (and that took me some time), she began singing Silent Night in Spanish, Noche de Paz.
I sang a bit with her and then we went quiet again. I stood up and ran to my room, got my tin whistles and went back. I told mummeh to sing again and since I knew how to play Silent Night a bit by memory, I did so.
When I couldn't remember anymore I played 'We Wish You a Merry Christmas' 'cause I had the tab thingies. I gave mummeh the other tin whistle... and we played nonsense together. XD
It was nice.
On another subject, year's coming to an end. I find myself caring less. But, I do have a lot to be thankful for.
This year has been the most eventful of my life.
I got much closer to my best friend (and we only get closer each year), I turned 14, I finally snagged Brian (=p), I had the worst summer (summer school, horrible RO, best friend leaving, things concerning God, near break-up with Brian) in my life that turned out to be quite worth-while when I think about it (in the learning-more-about-life sense), I began seeing school as something I should take seriously, I began seeing my classmates as self-absorbed demons (in my critical stage... I swear I'm taking control of it now), I fell in love, I learned to cope with the fact that I'm going to have be patient for many things, I learned to survive without desperately clinging to one person only (because I was forced), and last but not least, I got a manicure.
Now, I welcome you, new year, with open arms always. I'll make the best of you... and I hope you take it easier on me. <<;
To Mishell: Honey, fate has seperated us. >< Yes, I'd be happier if you were with me celebrating the holidays, but, sincerely... I'm happy you're away from P.R. also. I don't want to seem like a mum saying this, but, it brings me relief to know you're in a better environment than you were back here. I love you, so so much, and I wish the best for you in the scarce hours left of 2004, and for the upcoming year. I'm sorry I couldn't go over there like I badly want to.
And, to Brian: I know you'll read this soon enough. Thank you. >< For helping a buttload making this year worth it all, I can't thank you enough, which is why I can only express myself through a simple, yet powerful 'I love you'. Ready for it? Okay, here goes!
I LOVE YOU!!
I still know nothing about how you've been holding up ever since the 5th, but whatever it is, I know you'll pull through it just fine. 'Cause the Brian I know is strong like that. I can't describe with words how lonely I feel without... well, without my other half, and I can't deny that being left in the dark is something that drives me mad. But, it's okay! Because when you come back my world is going to be that annoying shade of pink again, and you all know that means I'm going back to being annoyingly peppy again! nn I can't wait. It's hard, I know. This would've been our first Christmas spent together-together, our first New Year. And my quinceañero, I'm afraid, won't be the same.
xx; I'm gonna go now. I can't stop talking.
Happy New Year!
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Thursday, December 30th, 2004
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| Subject: | I'm the girl who's kicking the coke machine. |
| Time: | 11:02 pm. |
| Mood: |  okay. |
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I got, for the first time in my life, a french manicure.
... Hell, the first time I ever got my nails done! OO
XD Feels weird, but I like 'em.
That... that's it for now. Taa!
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Saturday, December 25th, 2004
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Friday, December 24th, 2004
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| Subject: | You're laughing every where... trying hard to be cute. |
| Time: | 5:12 am. |
| Mood: |  tired. |
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Yes. I am bored.
So. Yes. I did tweak my info page just a tad.
And, yes. I did make an icon out of the dress because I am that obsessed. (I'm also giddy because I finally learned how to twist and turn text.)
Yes. I will go to sleep now.
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Yeah... xx tomorrow's... or, well... today's Christmas Eve.
No... I'm not feeling all that jolly.
Yeah. G'night.
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Thursday, December 23rd, 2004
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| Subject: | *Burps.* |
| Time: | 5:09 pm. |
| Mood: | groggy. |
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My angst tastes like...
Lime
Find your angst's flavor
Sour yet intriguing, your angst is of the romantic variety. You probably spend a good portion of your time daydreaming about that one person you want, how your first date would be, how you'd love to do certain things, and above all how everlastingly happy you would be together. While there's nothing wrong with this, you know that it's unhealthy to spend too much time dreaming and not enough time in reality, and to build lofty goals and fantasies that no actual person could ever hope to achieve. Try to center yourself and cut back on time spent in your fantasy life; you may find out all that experience creating romantic moments has made you quite the charmer if you would only try!
Oh noes.
How true. oo;
Ooohh nooo.
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I'm bored. uu
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| Subject: | Se delicado y esperar, dame tiempo para darte todo lo que tengo. |
| Time: | 1:05 pm. |
| Mood: | satisfied. | | Music: | The White Stripes - Apple Blossom. |
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Well, yesterday I went to the clothes-making chick Doña Lucy 'cause she was the one... making my dress for my birthday. << It is mega purdeh. We brought her this Betsey Johnson evening dress so she could try to make it but in a different color and it's like... the exact replica! =3 Except for a few tiny details.
( This is the original Betsey Johnson dress )
The one we showed her was in black though. =3 I loff this dress! It's so weird. Well annehwho, Doña Lucy made it in blue.
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I tried making a lil' image of the color, but it's still not exactly this blue.
xx It's... kinda... lighter... brighter! It's... like an aqua. It's weird! You'll see it eventually.
Annehwho! =D I'm happy 'cause the original dress was 300 dollars and muh replica was 80! As for the small details, my dress doesn't have the halter straps, nor those lil' bows on the corset... or the little... stripe thingehs coming from 'em. So, since it's strapless, it looks a little... bare, so mummeh and I went to Solo Para Ti where we got my tiara, and the nice chick person is gonna be making me a set of earrings and a necklace made outta the same stone thingehs my tiara has.
Aurora... something. o_o I forgot...
Annehwho. Also in Solo Para Ti, I got the shoes I'ma be wearing! There were all these pretty shoes 'cept all of them were in white. oo The chick told us it was 'cause she dyes 'em. So my shoes are getting dyed!
Annehwho, I know where Brian is.
My sister is holding him captive until my b-day. oo
'Cause Jenny said she had a surprise for me and I asked if it was Brian and she never answered, so I must be right. =3 I mean, why else has Brian dissapeared for two weeks and a half? Obviously he's touring PR first and learning Spanish so he can come to my b-day and talk to my parents without feeling like a baka.
nn So, I told Jenny to make sure to put a bow on his head.
Y'know, since he's my present and all.
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Wednesday, December 22nd, 2004
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| Subject: | Sunday morning, rain is falling. Steal some covers, share some skin. |
| Time: | 2:35 am. |
| Mood: |  sore. | | Music: | The Craft on TV. |
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( My world? )
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Monday, December 20th, 2004
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| Subject: | All excuses now exhausted. |
| Time: | 7:39 pm. |
| Mood: | uncomfortable. | | Music: | Danilo Montero - Nadie Como Tú. |
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I find that if I truly... actually... think about it, it's too much. So, I stop.
I forbid myself to.
Mommah keeps asking. Every day, every day. And now I'm taking long pauses before I answer, almost as if I'm indifferent about the whole thing. But, I'm not. I'd just rather keep it far from my mind and topic of conversation. As if it'll somehow make it less of a big deal.
It's psychologically comforting, if anything.
Now, I'm getting depressed. xx Sorry.
I should find something to do.
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Saturday, December 18th, 2004
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| Subject: | Noche de... amor? |
| Time: | 2:56 pm. |
| Mood: |  sympathetic. |
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I feel bad for Jenny.
She turned 18 not too long ago, and already is my whole family attacking her, yelling at her these 'warnings'.
"YOU THINK YOU CAN DO ANYTHING YOU WANT JUST BECAUSE YOU'RE 18?!"
"CLOSE YOUR LEGS!"
"ONCE THAT SACRED GIFT IS TAKEN AWAY, YOU'RE NOT WORTH ANYTHING!"
Know what's left? o__o "PENISES ARE EVIL!"
My God. I am in no rush to turn 18. TT
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Thursday, December 16th, 2004
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| Subject: | No me llames Dolores, llamame Lola. |
| Time: | 5:06 pm. |
| Mood: |  hot. |
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Bah...
Those itchy spots are back, but not as much. Like only one or two. Now I have this fever. xx I'm going to get... more shots tomorrow morning. I can't stop crying. I'm trying, 'kay? It's kind of hard to ignore, and that's not even really what I'm trying to do.
If I acknowledge it, it'll get to me, and I'll cry.
So. No more tears 'cause he's a-gonna be back.
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Wednesday, December 15th, 2004
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| Subject: | ... What did you say? |
| Time: | 9:25 pm. |
| Mood: | sleepy. | | Music: | Dashboard Confessional - Vindicated. |
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Last night was the worst. I couldn't sleep at all. xx I itched all over my body and I felt mosquito bites everywhere. I'm not sure how many times I woke up in the middle of the night, not being able to get rid of the itches, and I never thought about getting up to get the spray thingeh.
So, I woke up this morning, uber sleepeh, and I saw that on my left wrist there was what looked like... a huuuge mosquito bite! >< I mean, it was all swelling and I showed mom and she was all, "What the hell bit you?" It was probably a mosquito bite, I told myself... but it itched so much and so did the rest of my body. ><
I went to school... still itching, but it wasn't something extreme. I'm really glad we only have half-days because of finals, but since mom is a teacher in my school, she has to stay until three. I hitched a ride with a friend and when I got home, I started itching more than usual. <_< the="the" thought...="thought..." no="no" my="my" tt="TT" on="on" like="like" whine="whine" pants="pants" in="in" spots="spots" so="so" 'why="'Why" night="night" them="them" itchy="itchy" do.="do." one="one" covered="covered" usually="usually" but,="But," and="and" hips="hips" with="with" and muh blankeh?' But, I never ponder on stuff like that for too long.
I went to Jenny's ACed room 'cause I may have itched onleh in my room. It could be a possibility, right? I itched even more there! TT I felt those baka mosquito bites all over my back, my legs, my arms, my face. I tried sleeping, but it was impossible when I kept tossing and turning and scratching. Jenny got home and when she saw me, she was all, "... What the hell happened to you?" But, I was all, "What? TT" "Look at you! What are those red marks?" So, I skiddadled to a mirror and, DUNDUNDUN! Evil red-marked monster staring right back at me.
I called mom 'cause I was worried and she told Jenneh to take meh to a doctor. We went to every doctor but something always happened! Either the doc wasn't there, or I needed to have a record, or anything else. So, mummeh got home and she decided to take me to the doctor she goes to and Jenny goes to. Sooo, I did. After mummeh got pissed for having to wait for so long, and after I had scratched so much I was a tomato, the doc finally called us! TT
So, apparently, I went all Jaden-like.
Err...
I had an allergic reaction to something. >> But, honestly, I dunno what.
So, the doc felt me all up. After feeling oddly violated, he said I had to take Allegra or something like that.
I was all, "Mmk, cool. So, we're done?" The doctor... laughed. =3 Yeah, he laughed.
He laughed and said he needed to give meh a shot.
I was all, "o__o... Oh, a shot. Well... that's... not so bad."
Brian: And... I doubt it'll be fun! >__> My mom thinks I have a deficency (sp?) and I'm only going to the doc to get him to recommend a place to get my blood tested! >.> Needles!!
Meh: Needles rock =D
Brian: ...You freak.
Meh: I ONLEH SPEAK THE TRUTH!
Brian: TRUTH MY ARSE! OO
I have never felt more like a hypocrite, so I started laughing and... getting nervous. Just... a bit.
I was mentally preparing myself. I thought I was ready.
"Okay, shot's ready. Turn around."
"nn Excuse me?"
The mom interrupted, "Where are you sticking that thing?"
"Oh, don't worry. Just a quick pinch on her rear!"
Brian: <<; I can't watch 'em 'cause I'll tense. ...The doc got mad when I tensed years ago! XD!
Meh: ... WELL, GOOD! When seeing a needle, one must relax! =D Because needles are your friends...
Brian: XD That makes you sound like a drug addict.
"WTF! TT YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO ME!!" Okay, I never really said that. I was thinking it. But, I was stuttering and laughing... 'cause ya'll should know by now that when I get nervous I start laughing like crazy.
The doctor tried turning me around, but I felt sick to my stomach and I wouldn't move. TT I was going to get a bum-shot. He told me it wouldn't hurt, but isn't that what all doctors say?! I kept remembering something that happened when I was younger. Jenny got a bum-shot and she cried like crazy and got spots all over her face. I was imagining many tears, many spots.
PLUS, HE WAS GOING TO SEE ME BUM! TT That doctor was... YOUNG! A kawaii doctor was going to see my fugly bum!
I was so embarrassed. He asked me, "Would you prefer to keep these horrible itchy spots?" And I cried, DESPERATELY, "YES! JUST LET ME GO!" Mummeh told me to lower my voice and stop being such a drama queen. BUT I DIDN'T CARE! O_O I WAS CRYING! I WENT BACK TO BEING A FIVE YEAR OLD!
I DIN WANT MY BUTT TO GET PUNCTURED!
But, alas, he turned me around... He pulled down my skirt just a bit, and I was half expecting him to pull it down all the way like in the movies! TT I just closed my eyes. Sooo tightly. I couldn't stop shaking! And then...
BAMSHABOOMKAPLAT!!
HE SHOT MY BUTT!
It didn't hurt as much as I thought it would. XD
Then he was all, "There, that didn't hurt. Now hold still. There's one more." And I whined. TT
Lemme tell you now... it still hurts to sit down.
AND THE DOC! He was acting like he did this all the time! And he probably did! BUT WAS HE NOT SCARRED TO SEE MY BUTT?!
*Sighs.*
uu He said I might feel sleepy in a little bit.
I was in the waiting room... um... waiting... with mom for the chick to get me an excuse for school in case I din go.
I was reading a magazine, and a after a bit, I looked up. The world turned upside down. xX Everything was dizzy and I couldn't stop laughing! Mommah was all, "OO; WTF!" I was talking like I was drunk. My words were all slurred, and I kept laughing at myself! XDI was like, "Mooomm... *Geegle.* Mummeh, let'ss... go, 'kay?" People were staring and mummeh told the chick the meds were getting to me. She also told them that the one screaming was me... I DON'T KNOW WHY SHE SAID THAT BECAUSE I DON'T THINK THEY EVEN HEARD!
So, anyway, I had trouble... sitting. I slept, peacefully, when I got home. I no longer itch. =3
I'm still sleepy...
So, I'm thinking I'll review my notes for the tests a bit 'fore going to bed.
I'm almost happy this whole fiasco happened.
Got my mind off other things. nn; And I needed that.
EVEN IF MY BUM GOT SHOT!
Taa.
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Saturday, December 11th, 2004
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| Subject: | Burger King. |
| Time: | 9:53 pm. |
| Mood: |  weird. |
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Like... just two minutes ago, there was a cop car outside and I got all scared! <<; I told Jenny and she went downstairs. I STARTED THINKING, "OMFG WHAT IF DADDY GOT ARRESTED? WHAT IF SOMETHING TERRIBLE HAPPENED?!" And then Jenny came back, holding her wallet. "Look, Stephy! It's my wallet from two months ago that I left in Burger King!" TT Then I laughed... and she was all, "That cop was kinda cute."
That's it.
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Wednesday, December 1st, 2004
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Check out my GJ, 'kay? O_O ALL of you's.
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Sunday, November 28th, 2004
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| Subject: | Unnecessarily critical. |
| Time: | 6:10 am. |
| Mood: |  restless. | | Music: | I can hear Harley barking.... |
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My GJ
Mainly, I made it so I could know what's going on with Shmookie, my friend. But, I decided that besides being her GJ buddy, I think I'll actually post in it. XD
It's got these wicked layout thingies! OO; As you can see, I've got a dizzyfying checker board...
But I loff it. XD And, yeah, maybe it'll die, but as I said, it's mainly for that one reason! OO
I think I'll try to coax Brian into getting one so we can join random communities and junk and post nonsense! =D
We could do that with our blurties... but, y'know, nah. <<;
I think I'll go to sleep now...
I'm feeling a bit better. nn;
G'night, people!
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Saturday, November 27th, 2004
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Friday, November 26th, 2004
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| Subject: | ... |
| Time: | 3:43 am. |
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I've been waiting... forever... *Twitches.* Gr-gr... graah...
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