| 1:18p |
Two dreams stand out - they were very, very vivid.
The first I went to Sandy's house. For some reason, Tania and the girls showed up. I left soon after, and didn't even say hello to her, though I felt like I should - just to be the nice one. I remembered that I had met her before, and she had dark brown hair. In this dream she was small, with long blonde hair (dark blonde, a dirty-blonde more like) and pretty.
The second Baret and I were in my Miata on I-10 - we had the top down and I was driving. We were just coming up on the Grosse Tete exit, for some reason I was on the shoulder and about to pull back into traffic. I was going pretty fast, but suddenly had to slam on the brakes (unsure why). This isn't a likely scenario in real life, but in the dream, the force of the brake slamming sent the car over itself! The back came up and the car began to flip, I felt my head graze the cement of the road - I knew much harder than I actually felt it as I was pretty sure a good portion of my skull had just been ripped away. When the back of the car (the trunk area) hit the road at the end of the flip, it turned over and began flipping sideways into the grass on the side of the Interstate. Somehow, then, my seatbelt came undone and I went flying into the grass. I saw this from two views all at once - I was experiencing it, but also seeing it happen as if I were standing a few feet away. As I landed on the ground, I rolled once and as I came to lay on my back an enormous amount of blood (from my head) splashed over my face (as if it had been splattered from the force of my landing and spinning). I couldn't move and I absently wondered how damaged my already not-working leg was. I could only look up at the sky, and I saw Baret run up to me and look down on me - this look of fear and horror on his face. I knew that I looked bad. I knew, without seeing it, that my body must be a bit mangled or bloody and I knew for a fact my face was covered in blood and my head had a hole in it. I called out to him, "Baby!" but I still couldn't move. I began to lose consciousness and I was suddenly very frightened. I was afraid that if I lost consciousness I wouldn't wake up - that I would die. I was fighting it but it was becoming harder and harder to stay awake.
Then I woke up.
Current Mood: scared |