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A Pregnancy, A Concert and The Ex
Last week I had the second dream I've had that Amber was pregnant. These dreams are very strong and real.
Last night I had many dreams; this is the first in awhile that I've been able to remember any part of my dreams...probably b/c it's the first time in awhile I've slept in my bed alone. I suddenly remembered this dream a few minutes after I woke up. It was a Spoon visitation dream - I woke up feeling him strongly. True to the visitation-dreams, I've been feeling him thinking about me and hearing certain songs on the radio that don't normally com e on. Indeed, as I write this, I remember being at a Dave Matthews concert at The Bayou in a dream last night with Brandon and Spoon. I also remember some dream last night that involved an N'Sync concert and I remember thinking "Chuck would love this; I wish he were here." Anyway, I remember Spoon came to visit. We kept hugging, and joking and laughing. I remember clearly looking into those eyes of his....he wanted me to take off work on Thursday (it was Wed. in the dream) so we could hang out together that night and all the next day. I kept telling him I couldn't, as I'd taken off already that week. He kept insisting b/c we wouldn't be able to spend Friday together b/c he had to go and take care of his school stuff...his going back to school for culinary arts. After that, we could hang out but neither of us wanted to wait. I kissed him good night and went to bed; he didn't come and sleep with me, and I went to work the next day as I said I would. He went and took care of his shit, and we got to hang out. We have so much fun together in these dreams; just like when we get together in real life. I awoke feeling him strongly.
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