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umm .. i guess for my day .. i went to sleep pretty early yesterday.. my father made me get off at like 12.. i kept waking up to blow my nose though .. hmm.. weird.. cuz i didnt have a stuffy nose.. but then i did ..? hmm well whatever.. and then i woke up at like 2pm today.. i forgot what i ate for my breakfast/lunch .. *confused look* hmm.. then i watched some filipino soap operas w/ my mommy.. i wanna work w/ the police.. and use a gun!! hahah. --so yeah.. i was suppsoed to wait for my auntie to drop something off.. so i walked on my daddys treadmill thingy while waiting.. but only for 10 minutes.. haha.. turns out.. she never came.. ha. --and then i started packing some stuff.. i got bored so my dad taught me how to iron clothes! =P haha im a loser and i didnt know how.. until today!! ha.. --then i went online.. well i was online.. but i stayed on an away.. my "wet .. unbrushed .. hair ..you fancy it dont you .." haha hanady said she liked it.. it was just me being weird.. haha.. --well then i talked to mandy! we had a great conversation! or well i thought.. we talked about wearing ponchos.. and sledding down the stairs.. and our names! i just love that mandy//mando//odnam//oh damn! haha!! shes got the cool came.. "oh damn!" while i got "puppets" hahhaa cuz steffo.. offets.. pup.pets.. hahhaha i dont know!! but heyy! it was great! --hmm.. i like using my sisters shampoo! it makes my hair softer! ahha --and i talked to hanady about some stuff.. and we got A SONG!! hahah. yup. the one im listening to! =P --ahh!! earlier.. there was an ant on the.. computer screen.. monitor thingy!! it was scarryyy!! hahha.. --well my daddy said i have to get off at 12 again.. goodness.. he ruins my fun sometimes! mother would let me stay on a little longer .. bahh! --i think im going shopping w/ mommy tomorrow.. more clothes!! ahha for the trip.. hahahhahhaha. yup. i havent been out in a L-O-N-G time.. mann.. im such .. a loner .. hahha. but its okay! --rj said that april .. MY LLL goes online.. like every other day? so maybe she'll be online tonight.. but i probably wont be able to talk to her.. cuz my dad said i have to get off at 12!!! >=O .. .. ... --well i think thats all for my day.. ill be off now .. .. *stupidfathernaggingmetogetoffgahhitsnoteven12yet* ... ... .. *sigh*
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[music| juliana theory- if i told you this was killing me would you stop] ((it wouldnt fit..))
so yeahh.. earlier.. last night.. er yeah.. umm.. i felt.. better.. but it didnt really seem like it made a difference =/ i hate being confused! ugh --then i went upstairs.. put mishas letter in an envelope.. mann it took me forever to find the right size! ha.. and then i went in the closet again.. and tried to do my word search thing.. but my highlighter was getting.. umm.. it wasnt working! ha and i was too lazy to get my other one.. so i just.. slept.. yeah.. BUT.. my family found me.. and made me go to my bed =( .. they ruined my funn.. --so yeah.. in my bed .. i guess i just thought about some stuff.. im thinking i should keep my mouth shut from now on.. like not.. i dont know.. just not say anything about myself.. or what i think.. cuz it doesnt even matter.. and it just ruins things anyway.. so yeah.. im gonna try that.. it'll be hard.. but heyy.. its for the best ..? --so anyway umm thenn.. i still couldnt sleep.. so i tried to read some harry potter.. im still on chapter 6 .. =/ OHH WELL. --thenn!! i found our {sof, tiff, tin, misha, me} talent show thing!!! from 5th grade!!! hahah we did a dance to 'bye bye bye' we looked okay.. but kinda silly too.. like we didnt wanna dance.. and kinda confused.. hahaa! but it was great! ..MISHA!! was dancing! heh.. mann *memories* makes me kinda happy.. but then kinda sad.. cuz those were the 'good ol days' yanno?! ha.. OH!! and.. SCOTT was there too!! singing 'its gonna be me' i think.. yeah.. ha mann.. he like.. looks the same as now.. except then.. he was shorter.. ha of course.. and his cheeks were kinda chubby! kinda kinda! it was cute!! =) heh! ..man.. heh .. "his shoes!!" heh. --i told sophia about this earlier.. and i wrote to misha about it too! haha now i just gotta tell tiff and tin! haha -- well at least it was US.. yanno.. hmm.. wow. well anyways.. im not tired yet.. still kinda bored..
well its like 5:15 now.. im acutally eating! wahoo! haha.. hmm.. ..mann.. i weighed myself last night .. =( ... *sigh*
[later:] hmm.. well .. umm yeah .. 6 more days until hanadys b day!! right?! ha.. hope i got the count right .. --i got to talk to my brother today! but i felt bad cuz i was being boring.. well im a boring child.. --it was funny though.. cuz we were talking about me and my cousins.. going to school.. and like all fitting in the car.. haha .. well I thought it was funny.. --hmm.. so 'mother' hasnt called 'father' yet? .. i kinda feel bad for him .. hahahhaha .. --well im gonna find some food.. then see if theres anything to watch on tv.. though i have stuff to do.. but me lazy.
[later-er:] hmm.. i watched ghost ship it wasnt really scary .. *pout* ..it was just.. bloody and gross.. but it was okay.. i thought the end was kinda sad.. and annoying.. cuz of that guy.. crazy.. but shhyeahh.. --hmm.. i have a confession to make.. but i shall keep that to myself.. for now =P HMM .. ..
hanady and i pretend to be 'okay', together!! =) ha! i could barely tell i was pretending! --i told her.. er.. i confessed to her that was.. umm.. in my head..? haha however you say it.. i dont know! bahh.. --boy meets world is a cool show.. and those sour patch things.. those are good!! hahha. =P --lalala.. well im just being a loner right now.. SO BORED.
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[06 Jul 2003|07:40pm] |
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well all i did was lay around the house this afternoon.. well just my beds.. my closet and my parents bed.. haha.. first i was on my bed.. then i went to my parents bed cuz it was sunny in there.. i was trying to think..but then my sister jumped on me! so i had to run to my room and lock her out. ha. im mean.. --well then i was on my bed again.. and then i remembered i wanted to hide from themm so i got my sleeping bag, my flashlight, and my cd player.. and hid in the closet. haha yes. closet.. it was kinda cramped in there.. and now my shoulder kinda hurts.. but i deserved it.. --i fell asleep for like half an hour in there.. then i woke up and slept on my bed.. and then i woke up.. around 7:30..? well i had about a 3 hour nap. =) i kinda feel better.. but i still kinda feel crappy.. and i feel bad.. =/ i need to apoligize to my kuya and my senior.. cuz i was being grumpy. =( --well im just gonna go wait for themm..
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[06 Jul 2003|10:41am] |
hmm.. i didnt do an entry for yesterday.. 'i ruined it' said carmen! hahhaha.. hmm.. so what did i do yesterday.. nothing at all really.. was online for a bit.. watched tv for a bit.. THERES NOTHING ON ANYMORE!!!! >=O goodness.. and then was on the phone for a bit.. talked to my dads friends son.. cuz he was teaching me how to get this thing to get movies online cuz my dad wanted movies.. so yeah.. then i talked to my 'father' hahha crazy kid, and i talked to my senior. --gahh.. people were feeling crappy last night.. it made me.. bleh.. i only talked to 2 'ok' sounding people last night.. kinda 3.. but i dont know about that one anymore.. --hmm.. so i was feeling all kinda sad, confused and happy.. but then kinda retarded cuz i was drinking this beer-like stuff but it wasnt as alcoholic.. it tasted like shit.. hahha. but heyy. dad let me try.. UGH! my dadd.. bahh it was like 12.. and he kept telling me to get off the computer.. and i guess i was being dumb.. and saying "ok .. i will" sorta stuff cuz i was still talking to someone.. and hes like telling me i might not be able to use the computer after 11.. cuz i wouldnt listen.. well that was the thing in the first place.. but still.. goodness.. well i deserve it i guess... --so yeah.. then i went to bed.. i slept on the top bunk last night.. haha.. to 'hide' from my parents.. haha cuz this morning.. my dad couldNT find me.. HAHAHHAHA GOOD. *evil look* hahah. blah. im a tard.. hmm.. *sigh* *sigh* *sigh*
--well.. for today i guess.. APRIL, MY LLL!! left me a comment!! she got on a computer! P25 per hour.. thats a pretty good deal i think.. haha! ohh yess.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY RJ!!! hopes he gets that call form april! heh =) --awh.. ryans leaving today.. and sofs leaving next week for cali too.. hope they have funn! --well i have to go to church today.. gahh.. im still tired.. and my back hurts.. gosh.. well i deserve it anyway ..
[later:] hmm.. church .. ... .... shit. --umm.. after church.. we went and ate some viet. food.. it was good.. but my stomach hurts now.. i feel .. like shit.. im just gonna take a nap or something ..
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[04 Jul 2003|07:51pm] |
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hmm.. my day was pretty boring!! nothing on TV!! =/ but! my brother called.. so it wasnt SO boring.. and hanady came over too!! so it was great! ..she just left. we had another great *chit chat* ha. we can rhyme!! haha cuz we're cool like that! =P haha.. us seniors!! hanady!! his voice is so sexy!! oh myy gahh.. i feel so weird saying it.. but it IS!! =X ah! stop me! --well thats pretty much all that happened today.. im going over to my cousins later tonight.. i think im gonna fall asleep there.. cuz i woke up early! ha. well im gonna eat now! hanadys orders! ha =P
[later:] hmm.. lets see.. @ the cousins house.. i showed them the pictures we took at that wild cat lake place.. hahha eww!! my picture is scary!! too much legg! ahh ew! hahaha. --we also watched totoro and kikis delivery service ha! i wanna lay down on totoros stomach!! while it breathes! hahah!! 8 legged cat bus!! ahh! ahhahaa. rats?! haha. mann.. that was a great movie! reminds me when i was little! i think i fell asleep during some parts in kikis~ but ohh well ha! --MANN!! the sound of fireworks annoy me very much so!!! ahh!! ive been hearing it ever since this morning!! like 2 in the morning.. no.. maybe even since yesterday! i ferget.. but its finally getting on my nerves! =x mann!! --ohh yess.. earlier.. i saw my sister playing out side with her little friend ryan! hes such a kyootie patootie!! hahah. they were playing.. CATCH!! mann! thats my game!!! mann.. im jealous of her.. i never got to play outside when i was little.. or play catch! mann! but he was here cuz his dad was talking to my dad.. so yeah.. but still.. *HAHAH. i think she likes him.. or.. used to! ahha.. hes a cute kidd! =P --anyways.. im kinda hungry.. i want.. ice cream! haha again.. =P , i think im gonna send mishas letter tomorrow.. --DUDE!! ITS HOT!! mann!!!!! gahh.. i wont be able to sleep like this!!! i need my COLD pillows to sleep! =) but no.. i guess not this time =/ sjhdakshd *mumbles* jahsdjkashd --wow. carmen makes me feel TOO spethal.. it scares me.. i cant handle it! haha. it makes me wanna hide behind her!! haha --and hanady loves me wayy TOO MUCH!! haha i cant handle THAT much love!! scary!! i wanna hide! hhaha. but i love them very very~ much! =D --well im gonna go get me some ice cream.. then ill go clean my room! cuz its getting messy agian.. hahah thats what i get when im bored and theres nothing to watch on tv!! >=O
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[04 Jul 2003|07:15am] |
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good morning. okay.. first.. i just wanna thank hanady for our little *chit chat* last night.. er this early morning! ha. it helped me very much!! =) 10 more days until her birthday!! , 10 more days until she gets old!!! haha! =P senior seniorr!! haha! --i actually woke up.. kinda early!! ha.. wow.. the rest of the family is still sleeping.. hmm.. my dads friend is coming over today.. i think at 2.. --so yeah.. im a bit bored.. maybe i should go back to sleep.. or eat.. or maybe clean more.. mother would be very happy at that.. hmm.. decisions decisions.. ha..! --hmm.. so whats happening this weekend..?
04 * fourth of the month.. wa hoo..? hahha
05 * carlos birthday
06 * rjs birthday // ryan leaves for cali
HAHAHA. i feel retardedd.. cuz like.. yeah.. today is the fourth of july.. and then carlos birthday.. i think i only know that.. only cuz of.. my obsessive years ..?!?!? AHHH.. man oh mann.. i feel so... ahgjsdgvjsdh. i feel sorry for him still.. having to put up with me being so gahh dernn stupidd!! gahh.. i sadden myself. =( --anyways.. and rjs birthday.. im not quite sure how i know of it.. maybe april told me.. or he told me.. haha oh well.. i know it! but i dont really know him.. anymore..? he thinks we're not that good of friends.. i kinda thought so..? since we all {april, rj, brian, and me} had the same 5th period... and then he talked to me about some stuff.. and i talked to him about some stuff.. but whatever.. --so yeah.. OH! dear ryan is leaving sunday! gonna be gone for about a month? OH! ha, and i know of this becasue he told me! haha so i shant feel retarded for that! =P --hmm.. now i dont feel as retarded.. ahhaha. well im getting bored.. so lonely.. no one to talk to! =/ stefs a loner! --mann.. yesterday.. i kept sneezing and sneezing! it wasnt pleasant at all!! and i have no more halls! gahh.. why do i always eat them when i need them the most?! , so now i have to live off my juice.. but its almost gone too!! =/ goodness.. at least i have tissue for my stuffy nose .. =) ? bahh.. this is sad.. very sad.. --i think im gonna go eat.. hm. then ill go clean! hahhaha. [hahha wow!! the 'sick face' had a band aid !! hahahhaha. wow.. *easily amused*]
[later:] hmm.. i had ice cream for breakfast ehh... hahahha... i know i know! but its for my throat! haha. --hmm.. well i was just watching rocket power.. hmm.. wait.. is that the title of the show..? i forget.. ehh hahha. but yeah.. i was watching thatt.. then i watched some filipino soap operas with mother! ha. mann.. sometimes i think its funny how they act all.. yeah.. and then sometimes their plots are pretty dumb.. and i think its scary how old ladies are evil!!! ahhh!! ahhahhaha. but.. some are really sad.. like this one show.. these two sisters.. they like the same guy.. one sister denys it.. cuz she doesnt wanna ruin her family ? and her sister.. but really.. hes the father of her kids! so yeah.. but then the other sister.. she admits she likes the guy.. and she says she loves him.. but she doesnt wanna hurt her sister.. but she loves him yanno.. and the guy loves her.. but.. hes the father of the other sisters kids! (and theres more with that... but yeah..) and he knows that! but.. the kids dont know.. and neither does the other sister.. --ahhh haha. im a tard.. enough of that.. well my dads friend is coming at noon.. not 2.. so yeah.. imma get ready..
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wow. everyones gone. im alone once again. everyones busy today? hmm. well good for them!! heh. hmm.. i have a plan for an adventure..!! this is what ryan and i thought of! : first, we're gonna steal an ice cream truck.. we go up to the guy.. and tell him that hes got a flat tire.. then when he goes out to inspect it.. we jump in and drive away with the music plaing loud and fast.. we eat as much ice cream as we can, and sell the rest on the high way! then we abandon it at a gas station!! --then we go camping, but "get lost" ;) and have a video camera with us, so we can tape it and act like the blair witch project movie!! and it'll be a musical! with broadway dancers and tap dancers! and then we're gonna have a rap session, ryan will say "i'm ryan d.. she's april c.. stefanie's last initial does not rhyme with thee.." and ill 'break it down now' while ryan and april spin.. on their feet! hahha and then ill break dance.. on my butt! haha while april spins me around! cuz we're bad like that! --so what.. we're gonna steal an ice cream truck .. go camping.. make a movie.. have a rap session! haha --ryan and i are SO easily amused! =P haha its great!! so thats one plan so far.. my second plan is.. going on the road trip with the SQUARE! hahha.. but tin and i arent quite sure how its gonna work yet.. cuz we still need the other two corners! haha *day dreams* its sad.. so yeah.. ill just wait until she gets back to plan the rest --lets see.. for my third plan hmm.. i guess thats just to: get black, to gain weight, hmm.. exercise ..? ahhaha. and umm.. the game ..? ahhaha i dont know about that.. but yeah!! whatever.. --han-ah-day just called.! shes one great kid! well im gonna go do something else i guess.. OH! lets make me another 'to do' list! cuz i barely got anything done yesterday.. haha
+ send letters
+ read
+ clean ..?
hmm.. well thats all im gonna try to do today.. too lazy.. im boredddddddddd my goodness!! i need to do something! --hmm.. my sisters not home.. my parents are cleaning.. and i got the ice cream and the whole downstairs all to myself! ;) ;)ahhahaha.. imma go watch me some tv.. ehh.. thats didnt make any sense huh? ohh well! im just stefanie!
[later:] hmm.. well.. i cleaned a lot today.. cleaned my sisters room.. gahhhsh.. ohh well.. its not like she could clean.. her room is messy!! my mother 'hired' me to clean it! haha cuz she got 'overwhelmed' looking at her mess! =P --well yeah.. OH!! HANADY!! I HAVE TO TELL YOU SOMETHINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!! you probably know? but ohh well.. we can have out little chit chat about it k? hahahhaha. well im kinda tired.. nahh... not really.. hmm.. but im kinda hungry..? no.. not really.. but i didnt eat dinner yet.. ohh well.. ohh.. i finished writing misha letter! but i need to send it.. hmm..
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lalala.. ive been eating cake for 'breakfast' for the past few days now.. hmm.. --well i went to sleep pretty early.. only 1 am this time! ha.. --but i was moving my tv out this morning.. uncle and auntie came over.. and we switched it w/ their other tv.. i was moving my book shelf.. and i scratched my leg.. its kinda sore.. and it kinda stings.. but its a L O N G scratch! haha i have like 4 or 5 band aids on it.. --hmm.. so now.. since my tv was huge.. and we traded it w/ the other tv.. cuz its smaller.. we then switched that one w/ my sisters tv.. and put that in my room w/ the dvd.. but my sisters mad cuz it doesnt have the things for her video games..? i dont know..but yeah.. i dont know.. --so yeah.. im just being a loner.. talking to mr junior and mr ryan.. ryan is my teacher! we're gonna have "rapping" classes!! '-izzle' ahhaha.. i still dont get it !! but.. "h-e double hockey sticks!" and "its cuz we brown huh?!" yup yup! haha what pisses YOU off? ryan gave me that quiz.. "stupid people" piss me off.. or thats what i got.. hmm.. thats true i think..? cuz im stupid.. and i piss myself off all the time.. cuz im stupid! haa --ohh.. look what i found in this 'rap dictionary' he showed me.. "911
The U.S phone number for emergencies." AHHAHAHHAHHAHAH that cracks me up!! =P --hmm.. what was i gonna say.. oh! i just told ryan my great adventure plan! here: "okay.. we should go up to an ice cream man car thing.. and go.. youre tire is flat.. and when he gets out to inspect it.. we jump in and drive away playing the music incredably fast! and then we'll take / eat the ice cream.. and sell the left overs on the high way and abandon the car thing at the gas station!" --yup yup! hahah. i wanna go an adventure!!!!!!! mann.. like.. maybe.. go on a nature trail.. and "get lost" ;) hahhaha. yeah!!! --so anyways.. i have more cleaning to do.. and then packing later on.. ive been saying that a lot.. ah! and i still have to read.. and make my sister a cd.. and send misha a letter!! gahhh.. not enough time! --oh! april!! junior saw sunshine yesterday!! ahhahahhaha!! wa hoo! our good ol' loner traditions! =P wow.. --ehh i think im in trouble.. stupid kidd.. now mother suspects .. bahh.. ryan! i have NO life at all what so ever! so be quiet about that --ahha thats why i read this all the time! haha cuz i have nothing else to do.. --well im lonely.. kuyas away.. and mr dee azz left.. i guess ill just go clean..
[later:] nope.. didnt clean.. haha.. yet parents are out.. went to get our tickets.. and then i think my sister is going to my cousins again. hmm.. it'll be ME, MYSELF, and I, and THE HOUSE!! ..?! HAHHAHAHA. well what can i do anyway... hmm.. clean! hahahahha. --well i finally had some of this war heads sour spray candy stuff.. its not so sour at all.. and.. it kinda tastes funny.. ohh well.. lets make me a 'to do' list!
+ clean.. still
+ pack.. or start packing..
+ read.. im behind..
+ exercise.. im out of shape!! =/
+ eat.. im too skinny.. still
+ buy stuff.. for the trip
+ send misha a letter!
if theres anything i missed.. tell me k? ahha wow. if you know something i did miss.. then you know me very well.. =) =P okay.. i should get started.. BUT!!
i love hanady!! and theres 12 more days until her birthdayy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[01 Jul 2003|06:55am] |
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hm.. another day.. and i havent slept yet.. i was cleaning my room most all yesterday.. and this morning .. and im still not done.. my mother needs to help me get rid of some stuff.. dannggg!! okay.. i have this shelf thing my in closet right.. and well.. my mother.. she kept these boxes up there.. which occupied half of that shelf space.. and guess what was in it?! those.. bow thingys!! yanno.. that you put on top of presents or something?! well yeah.. theres like 7 boxes full of that stuff!! mann!! and its been there forever!! it was gross cuz i was taking them down.. and it was all dusty!! and then i dont know.. it just made me sick.. but yeah.. i have a lot of space in my room now! i could like.. do dances in there.. full out.. HAHAHHA. cheer dances that is! hahahha =P --but my dads gonna take out my tv .. =/ but then ill have more space.. ahha so yeah... --but MANN.. im hungry!! i didnt eat breakfast, lunch, or dinner yesterday!! i just had .. well nothing really at all!! just chips.. and cake .. =( and i already lost another pound.. =( this isnt good.. well its only like 7 right now.. everyones sleeping.. --im kinda tired .. but i kinda wanna see if i can stay up for another 6 hours.. hahha.. my record will be 2.. for staying up for 24 hrs. hahha. but my mom said ill get sick of i do that.. something about my immunity ..well yeah.. im gonna go get me something to eat.. maybe ill regain my lost pounds..
[edit:] hmm.. well i didnt really eat breakfast today... =/ i dont know why.. i just didnt.. i had some strawberry milk though .. =P --well then i fell to sleep on the couch.. hahha.. then i woke up.. and i watched the filipino channel w/ mother.. and i had some of this stuff my auntie made. it was good! and i had mango juice! .. hmm.. still not a full breakfast or lunch.. but heyy! ehh yeah.. well im cleaning right now.. cuz..... WE'RE GOING TO THE PHILIPPINES!! wa hoo!! so thats why i gotta clean lots today.. then i gotta start packing.. i think we're leaving.. yeah.. we're leaving on the 17th and i dont know when we'll be back.. but we're only staying for 2 weeks.. so yeah.. im happy.. BUT.. ill miss stuff.. and.. yeah.. =( hmm.. maybe i can call.. LONG DISTANCE!! hahaha. yeah yeah.. i dont know. but shhyeah. hmm.. dads gone to develope my second camera.. hmm.. OH! i need to send misha a letter still! hmm ... --okay. i feel sad now.. --im gonna get back to cleaning ...
[and later:] hmm.. well my room is clean and all.. well.. its 98% finished.. i just stuffed a few stuff in my desk.. i was too lazy to put it in its porper place.. hahha. --hmm.. i also vacuumed (hmm.. sp?!) my room.. it was fun.. =P --oh yeah.. i just remembered.. my sister was gone like the whole day. haha she was at the cousins watching a movie.. while i was cleaning! haha the house was SO quiet! i was 'scurred' ! cuz mother was working.. and then dad went out.. hmm.. i was bored all day.. cleaning.. not so fun.. i havent really started packing yet.. but ive gathered some stuff hahha. and im making a few more cds right now.. my cd burners messed up! it always screws up everything every once in awhile.. >=X goodness.. a waste of a perfectly good cd.. --but then yeah.. earlier i was organizing books on my book shelf.. and watching the real world.. mann.. people have problems.. why cant we all just be friends..?! =/ hhahhahhaa. --hmm.. oh yess! i got two phone calls today! ahhaha. yep.. but i didnt get to talk to them much.. cuz they had to go.. =/ hmm.. ohh well.. --so0o00o0o yeah.. OHH!! carmen and i! we both have to get off the computer at 11! ahhaha isnt that weird?! orr maybe I think its weird! hahah.. but.. i just stay online.. even if i have to get off.. cuz im retarded like that.. then my parents are like.. "stef.. thats enough.." or "stef.. a few more minutes k?" or "stefanie.. get off now" haha and ill just say "okay.. just a sec.." hahahhaha and yeah!! its funny! but then they catch me.. and then "the partys over"... hahahhaha. man oh man. im such a loser! well yeah.. gonna finish my cds.. and then ill be off..
hmm.. well my cds are done.. and im just watching some filipino movie! ha. its quite interesting actually.. i wanna go an adventure! thatd be grand!! but yeah.. first.. i wanna go on my road trip! =P HAHAHAHHA. k.. back to the movie! =P
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*big sigh* mann.. i woke up around 1 today.. and when i went down and got on the computer.. my dads all like screaming at me.. telling me to get off the computer if its not important.. cuz he wants me to clean my room! gahh.. i didnt even get to eat breafast OR lunch.. =( ..so i was cleaning until like 5.. until tiana came over! that was the highlight of my day! o0o0o0o0o she made my HALLS bracelet!! ohh mann! its so grand! i love her!! haha. not in a LLL way.. but shhyeah! ive known the kid since 1st grade! hahah.. well anyways...we talked for like 3 hours.. about the stupidest stuff!! we even scared ourselves cuz we thought we saw people in a window.. and they looked dead!! ahh haha. and we looked at clouds.. and figured out what it meant.. OR what we thought it meant! hahha and WE'RE GOING ON A ROAD TRIP!! WITH OUR SQUARE!! ;) =) hahahhahaahha. or so we wish!! hahaha.. mann.. *day dreaming* -- hmm.. we saw kelsey and kiley!! heh.. and MANN!! we kept seeing the same people in their cars passing by.. hahah and we found some wheat looking stuff in my grass!! SIGNS!! haha.. we had fun today, even if it was pretty stupid! but heyy! we're just cool like that.. HAHAHHA =P --she also helped me figure some of me stuff out.. shes my 'interpreter" haha since im SO slow.. i dont understand anything .. --but tins leaving tonight for cali again... i wont see her until august..?? maybe.. =/ so that sucks... --hmm.. OHH YESS!! okayy.. first.. we werent going anywhere.. like.. we werent going to the philippines... then we were gonna go to las vegas.. but not anymore... then we were gonna go to canada.. but not anymore! ahha BUT.. we might go to the philippines after all!! cuz my mommy say that the philippines got off the list thing in her work or whatever.. but she still has to check w/ her boss if she'll be allowed to go.. but if we go.. its gonna be in like 2 weeks.. but my dad doesnt know if we'll have enough time to pack and all.. since right now.. we're cleaning the house.. my room is messed up! my beds have stuff all over it.. so i cant sleep in my room tonight.. not unless i finish cleaning.. but i wont be.. theres stuff all over the floor.. but yeah.. anyway.. i might be able to go!! ahha and ill get black! like april! =P but then ill miss a lot of 'happenings'! as tiana says.. =/ =( ..hopefully not.. hahah. but yeah.. guess what?!!?!? 14 more days until hanadys b day!!!! woo! haha. i hope ill still be here though! =/ --hmm.. well.. today.. all i ate was about a slice of cake.. strawberry milk =P, and "dor-ee-toes" !! ahha mandy!!! toes! ew! ha.. well my dads getting mad again.. gahhhhhsssshhhhh...
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[29 Jun 2003|02:18pm] |
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haha.. okay.. well this morning.. i ate come chocolate cake.. it was very tastey! and very rich.. i couldnt handle it after awhile! ahhahaha and then... and thenn.. i had JUICE to drink w/ it.. HAHAHAH. wow.. well i barely drink milk anyway.. but yeah.. then i was watching tv.. flipping around.. i only got to mtv though. cuz i remember something about christina and justins tour thing.. yeah.. then i fell sleep.. this was around like.. maybe 10:30.. then i woke up to the filipino channel around 1.. i was really tired.. couldnt even open my eyes!! =P i was awake for a lonnggggg time!! dangg.. haha i should do it again!! cuz when its like 5.. it starts to get bright.. then it gets all nice and sunny around 6.. and then yeahh! haha. --hmm.. but then i had eat... but i only ate a little but cuz i was kinda full from earlier.. hahha. and yeah.. then i kinda went back to sleep.. but then i just watched some tv.. i feel a craving for more cake... with JUICE! hahahah. nah.. but i still want cake.. but should i eat it..?! decisions decisions! haha.. HMM. that looks like its spelled wrong too! mann.. im dumbb.. --heyy! its all.. gray outside!! weirdd.. weather is retarded!! =P AHH HAHAHHA. --well im gonna go get me some cake.. then im gonna read.. haha ohh mann.. i feel all... wooooooooo... ahhaha. gahhshh! stefanie is retarded! wheres my drug when i need it?! hahhahaha. mint chocolate chip ice cream!!! ahhhhh! my addiction! hahah --OHH YESS. mandy had the greatest weekend of her life!!! isnt that grand?! im happy for her! --my weekend was okay.. pretty boring.. but yeahh. what can i do about it.. --okay okay! cake awaits! =p dude..
[later:] hm.. i didnt do anything today! i was being a lazy poo all day! =P but tomorrow im planning to actually exercise.. clean.. and read.. hahha.. i dont think it'll all happen.. but heyy.. its a plan.. --i watched some filipino shows =P, played monoply w/ my sister.. and watched tv.. shes all that.. and bring it on was on earlier.. on the super station i think.. i dont remember.. well yeah.. i need to take a break.. too much stuff to think about.. i cant handle it. im too slow.. haha. but really.. thanks mando for the help!! its weird huh? --hmm..
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mann.. its like what.. 3 am now?! ive spent about 12 hours at my cousins house today! haha. hmm.. so what did i do there..? hmm.. well i read some more harry potter.. im still in chapter 5!! mann.. i must be slow ((haha like who?! brian .. and april!! it runs in the family! =P ha)) .. or maybe that chapter is long? haha. it doesnt matter.. im still behind.. whatever though.. ghyeahh.. --hmm.. thenn.. mariela and i went upstairs.. and played with my sisters fishing pole things! hahaha. mariela is a 'fishing pole repair-ist'! haha cuz i like broke it.. and i couldnt fix it! hahha. but SHE did!! =) cool cool. then we went downstairs and watched some tv.. daria.. hmm.. i think i spelled it wrong..? ohh well.. -hmm.. i ate some pizza and had some coke.. haha yes. coke. not pepsi this time! =P well.. on the can.. it said that if you bring it to wild waves.. you can get like.. a little discount..? hmm.. something like that.. so thats pretty cool..? --hmm.. then later that night.. we watched the sweetest thing.. MANN that looks spelled wrong too!! =/ im sloww now... well anyway-- i didnt really like the ending much... but it was an okay movie.. kinda sad for her.. i remember a part.. she says 'i met him for like two minutes.. and now im chasing him like hes something special' .. hmm.. something like that.. i forgot it.. but it was pretty funny too! =P but also kinda gross!! EW. hahha. piercing! YUCK! ahha. --well then after that.. we ate.. i had a lot of food today!! =D lets see.. i had... :2 slices of pizza, 1.5 cans of coke =P, 1 slice of cheese cake, strawberry cheese cake drumstick.. ice cream thing.. , rice/ chicken, another glass of coke, and.. HALLS! haha but that doesnt count right? the halls that is.. haha but yeah.. thats what i had at the cousins house! haha. --but mannn!! i weighed myself there.. and... i LOST 5 pounds!! =( that sucks!!! mannnnnnn......... gahh --then later.. me, my ahh-tee-mahh-ree and tee-wahh talked.. haha we talked about a lot of stuff from a long time ago.. and then now.. mann.. funny stuff.. --then we got tired.. our parents got home and talked for a long time before we went home.. like always.. and we just got home around 3.. and NOW im awake... bahh.. and now they want me to go to sleep?! mann.. too late! but i hope we dont have to go to church.. cuz i know ill be tired later.. and theres no use going anyway.. =/ ?? i dont know.. im just dumb like that? --HAHA.. ahhtee!! the game!! dude.. what am i gonna do?!!?!!? --mann.. so how many goals do we have?! ahha.. hmm.. i have.. lets see.. 1..2..3.. i think 4 goals.. .. hahah =P mann.. --hmm.. get me sometime!! and we'll run the track.. OH YESS! our plan!!. wake up, tred mill (sp?!), shower, eat.. hmm.. i think im missing some stuff.. ohh well.. --mann.. im always getting hurt.. like today, i was helping mariela close the ironing board thing.. and i figured out how to.. and i pulled the thing.. and the leg things of the ironing board hit my head... mann.. im so unlucky! --gahh.. i need to 'go to sleep' says my mother
3 hours later... --HAHAHAHHA WOW. it is around 6 am now! haha i never went to sleep.. ive been awake since like 10:30am on june 28.. until like.. now.. haha WOW!! this is funny! --well anyways.. when i was writing earlier.. my father was looking! or trying to read.. so yeah.. i played some spider solitaire.. then i talked to my mom. wow. we had a long conversation.. a 3 hour conversation that is.. haha its all sunny now! --i told her i was gonna 'eat breakfast' haha. yeahh.. she thinks ill get sick if i dont sleep though.. is that true?! ohh well.. i dont think we're going to church later.. haha.. since i got my mom talking for 3 hours.. and shes tired now.. she was falling asleep while i was still talking at times.. --well i guess im gonna eat now.. to gain more weight! gotta make up for the 5 lbs i lost =/ ..ill probably watch some tv.. if theres anything on that is.. and no ones online yet.. haha so yeah.. ill just be bored.. OR.. i could read more.. or.. start exercising?! ahahha. nahh.. ill start.. tomorrow. hahha. i should finish cleaning tomorrow too.. gahh.. laziness is taking over... HAHHA. --ohh yess.. we're not going to canada anymore.. myy goodness.. would they make up their mind?! well... at least i wont get SARS.. and ill be here.. w/ the computer! hahaha.. i need a laptop.. but.. i was kinda looking forward to going.. since it was somewhere else.. and we'd be driving.. but whatever.. mommy said she'd buy me stuff cuz of my grades.. but yeah.. not much fun is gonna happen this summer i guess..? not unless something does happen.. thats.. fun..? haha. or.. if i reach my goals.. =P or if i gain more weight.. =) orr.. haha i dont know.. but my days kinda starting off well.. ive been awake for the longest time.. not thatt tired.. and its SUNNY! =) --hmm.. i think i write too much in here.. cuz i have no life! hahahha. poor me.. hahah. im just a LONER and a LOSER like that! =) =P --well im gonna check the tv..
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[28 Jun 2003|11:08am] |
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mann... im still tired.. but i have to get ready cuz im going over to my cousins again. uhgahh.. i feel. like crap.
[later:] mann.. i need to exercise more.. i dont wanna wait until cheer in august to do so.. cuz then ill be sore.. but-- im too lazyyy.. AHHHHHHHH i just pulled something in my back i think! gahhhhh... it hurtss.. djhgfdikfhvb --hmm.. maybe i can get someone to run w/ me.. if you wanna run w/ me.. call! ;) ha. but really.. i need to run and stuff.. --gahh.. nothing to do.. OH EW. i do not like spiders!!! im not scared of them or anything.. not unless its BIG.. but i dont like them.... and you might eat them at night!!! ehhhhhhhhh
16 more days until hanadys birthday!!
GRADES GRADES GRADES!!
ohh myy.. got my grades back.. im not saying anything!! =x umm.. what counts.. the current GPA.. or the cumulative GPA?? i hope the current GPA counts... ehh... mann.. --HAHAHA on the raiders reaching out news letter thing.. they spelled my name wrong on the '100% club for the whole year' :steffanie and for the cheer squad..:stephanie damn.. its STEFANIE!! but whatever.. people will never learn.. =/ haha well mommy and kim got back from the store.. FOOD!! =D hahha. lemme see whats 'thurr' HAHAHA. =P
[edit, edit, edit-edit-edit:] haha.. well im putting this up here instead of down there today.. well.. DUDE. ahhahaha. ryan and i spell it the correct way, for we have correct grammar. hahha, oh yess.. and i am an info critic.. and im also
ryans #1 fan!! wa hoo!! =D hahha. -- well anyways.... my sister got me some warheads sour spray stuff.. and im 'scurred' to try it!! ahhaha =P man oh man. im such a loser --hmm.. i havent brushed my hair yet.. its still kinda wet.. but its like.. all.. messed up kinda.. hahaha whateverr.. im just gonna be at my cousins.. well im just waiting for ryan to come back.. so ill be on my wayy. [:edit, edit, edit-edit-edit]
DUDE. yes yes.. im adding more stuff again.. ryan just made me the coolest thing! wow.. i made it my 'default picture' hahaha. thanks ryan!! i will fulfill my duties of being your #1 fan! =P haha.
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mann.. i accidentally closed the window thing earlier.. so i have to re type what i wrote.. hmm.. i dont know.. i forget.. but.. im going to my cousins house later.. --carmen! im getting high.. off my drug.. mint chocolate chip ice cream! its my addiction! hahaha =P --mandy! lets go on a shopping spree!! clothes!! hahaha. asian mothers! ahhahha. ORR!! lets go on a road trip!!!! our 2 seated car guys!!! hahahha 2 SEATS!!! hahahha. and we'll drive to china.. to get our chop sticks.. bamboo chop sticks.. and we'll drive back to canada.. and agitate the evil buffet man!! hahahha.! --ahh tee mahh ree! we need to get a job.. hahah.. 'un weed our own yards.. ' hahhahhaha oh and!! lets learn how to break.. hahahha. mann im too weak though.. but id like to try =P.. --hmm.. what else did i do today.. hmm.. HAHAH i tried to do those upside down ups ups!! it was hard.... i couldnt get.. upside down.. hahha mann.. but that was funn.. i wanna try again... --i also watched tv.. hahha.. nothing too interesting.. but it was okay. hmm.. OH! yess.. the funniest thing happened earlier! orr well i thought.. haha k.. well... : my daddy told me that some people were looking for me.. and i was like.. who is it.. and he said some guys.. so i went out to see who it was.. still in my pjs! =P haha. it was only brian and carlo.. so i didnt really care anymore.. about being in my pjs that is.. HA. but brian wanted to get his pictures.. i forgot i said he could pick them up today.. well yeah.. then i got it for him.. andd then yeahh.... then i told them that i was going inside.. cuz i was.. 'tired' haha. but really.. i just didnt wanna be outside any longer.. cuz i looked like crap! and then yeah.. they said bye.. and i went to go inside.. and i heard carlo.. i think it was him.. yeah.. i heard him go.. "bye uncle" to my dad.... HAHHAHHA it just cracked me up.. even though filipinos call their friends parents 'uncle' or 'auntie' ..? hahha but yeah... then i guess my sister heard him say that.. cuz.. she told my mom.. 'wha?! carlo just called dad "uncle"?!' hahah. and then mothers like.. 'carlo? carlo i.....?' and im like yeah.. and shes like.. 'i like him.. hes respectful..' HAHAHAHHAAH ohh mann.. that was funny.. or well I thought.. but whatever.. hmm.. i still look like crap.. didnt take a shower yet i will!!! but yeah.. haha. shut uppp.. --mann.. im bored.. tins in cali.. reslyns in hawaii.. aprils on her way to the philippines.. and then people are off somewhere.. or going to be going somewhere.. and im still here. yup. here. the only place im going is canada... i dont really wanna go there.. but now i kinda do.. cuz at least ill be somewhere else.. even though i wanna be here still? haha i dont know.. but yeah.. but i dont know when we're going.. so yeah.. haha.. ohh.. and then cheer stuff in august.. but thats all i think.. -- i think im going somewhere tomorrow.. some party thing for the nurses..? i dont know.. --hmm.. i found these socks im my mommys closet.. i like them... im gonna keep them! hahahaha. =P im SO retarded... hmm.. OH! i trapped a spider under a cup earlier.. hahahha. cuz im too scared to.. like.. yeah.. i dont wanna kill it.. but i dont want it to wander around in the house... and end up eating it when im asleep! ew! cuz i heard you eat spiders in your sleep at an average or 8 spiders a year..? i dont know... --well im gonna get ready to go to my cousins!
[later:] hmm.. @ the cousins was funn! when i got there.. i couldnt find my ahhtee. so i talked to my fellow cousin teewahh! we just talked about school.. and harry potter.. and sports.. and.. haha just stuff.. then my other fellow cousin, she popped out of no where! hahahha. 'candy lipstick!?' hahha. watermelon? or apple? ha. fuzz?! ahha that was FUNNAY!!! --i also talked to her.. ive been saving up stuff to tell her! haha. im still sitting out for half time.. or maybe im injured... ;) =P hahaha} -- then we watched tv... thats so raven! ahhahhahaha. --mann.. i keep listening to these 3lw songs!! whoa! ahha right now im listening to... "ghetto love and heartbreak" ha.. some parts of the lyrics.. i agree.. with? haha like..
Ghetto love and heartbreak
is always a mistake
trust your heart to someone
when you think your in love, cause you thinking your in love
they gon' do their own thing
ghetto thoughts they can't change
so don't give your heart away
cause you're gonna get hurt, when you think you're in love
carmen! haha songs again! ahh haha. --hmm.. i read a little more.. haha i am SO behind.. ohh well --i very much bored. i guess ill just .. ? haha i dont know.. this weekend is gonna be oh-so-very boring!! =/ =( ?? --ehh.. maybe if im lucky.. mother will bring me shopping.. haha .. but im thinking not.. cuz we're going somwhere tomorrow.. then church on sunday..? and i dont really like to go shopping on sundays.. sometimes.. ..well at least theres no school on monday =) ha. hmm.. i wonder when we're going to canada.. bahh.. i hope we're not going during the week of hanadys b day though!! =( cuz if so... thatd suck!! well imma go have my littlechit chat w/ my favortite-est~one and only~senior andy!!
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[27 Jun 2003|10:49am] |
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dude. gah..im saying that word too much! cuz all you people keep saying it! but anyway.. i dont wanna sound lesbian.. even though april is my LLL, but i miss her.. and shes leaving today!
[aprils comment:]
stefanie!! dahh .. i leave today! it`s HELLA early. we dont leave till like 9:30 er 10, but i just couldnt ggoo back to sleep! anyways. i`m gonna miss my lesbanana loner lover! i`ll miss you as much as i`m gonna miss rj .. only instead of that way, i`ll miss you in that way .. get it?! haha. well i`ll try to get you some stuff. and a rock, and a leaf, and some beach sand. but they won`t be just ANY created-by-nature stuff. i`ll make sure i find you a NICE rock .. and leaf .. and sand! HMM .. since i can`t go to raider rush .. wanna ask mrs larson if you can get a locker for me??? you prolly can`t, but just in case .. yano? cuz maybe something good will happen and i WONT move. but if i do move, it won`t be the end, cuz that`s not okay for me! haha .. well yeah. the locker .. make sure it`s by ryan! i already asked ryan to ask if he could get a locker for me, but he`s prolly gonna forget. i`m bored. i`ll leave a comment in here everytime i have a chance to go online in the PI. soo yeah .. DON`T stop typing in here! just make sure you don`t type much about you-know-what .. cough. yeahh .. i`ll miss you alot! alright .. later loner. see you when i see you! [if i move, i`ll visit, and you can help ryan and brian and rj kidnap me .. so i won`t have to go back to seattle, okay? haha .. ]
i lava you !
thank you for EVERYTHING. i owe you soooo much! i do .. seriously. all that lunch money and stufff. ha! i`ll pay you back in some way, shape, or form. k .. catch you later ! oh and don`t be jealous cuz i`ll be black when i come back =p. haha just keeeeding!
- april, your one and only LLL
thanks april!!! for everything!! youre my one and only psychiatrist! LLL! loser! { =P haha shhyeah.. whatever.. hahaha }
i feel like i wanna cry...
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k.. enough of the sad stuff... umm.. its nice out! umm.. HA.. oh oh!!
hanadys birthday is in 17 days!!
hmm.. what else to say..? i dont know.. ha i was talking to carmen about songs last night.. we're like our computers.. gay and lesbian!! hahah NO. NOT LIKE THAT. its our inside joke.. HAHHA. but yeah.. ive been listening to these 3lw songs now..hahaha --well the family is gone right now.. just me, myself, and i, oh and the house.. all to MYSELF! haha. not that i can actually do anything.. but heyy...
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im sorry. for all the things ive done wrong. to you.
im sorry. for all the things i never did. for you.
ive screwed up so much..
so just finish breaking me. its almost over..
im sorry.
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lalala. well. i didnt actually tell my parents about going to christines today.. i was planning to bring it up whenever later.. yanno? well christine, brian, and colin came over around like 12.. haha.. my hair was still wet.. and i was wearing my 'house clothes' haha. pretty funny.. so yeah..then i changed and went there.. so it was us four.. and then carlo and kent came.. and then scott and jordan came.. scott got a hair cut! it looks cute! ha! as in 'hes by brother cute' okay?! ..brian tried to get rj i think.. but he couldnt come.. christine and i went to sophias to see if we could get her.. but she wasnt home.. --so the guys played baseball.. it was funny.. cuz we were trying to get someone mad.. so we 'cheered' for the other guys.. HAHHAHA but when he was pitcher.. he was like pissed.. cuz he threw the ball at the guy.. or at US! or just away.. haha. later, christine and i had to get the wodden boards to protect ourselves from the ball.. haha i got hurt a lot today.. the ball hit me in the face.. then in the leg.. and then in the head! mann.. ahah it was funny though.. --then the ice cream man came. i didnt get anything though.. didnt feel like it.. then jordan left.. and the guys played basketball.. then we went to christines.. it was gross.. cuz colin was like.. WET.. from sweating.. so yeah.. hahah then we went online and talked to him it was scary.. cuz the guys would open the door. .and then we'd scream.. hm. then the guys went outside.. but christine, colin, and me.. we just stayed inside.. i felt tired.. --christine was just playing drums.. i was just sitting there.. and colin was sitting there.. i dont know if he was playing the guitar or not.. but when ever i looked at him.. and he saw.. he'd smile.. HAHAH it was funny.. --then we went to brians.. it was only brian, carlo, colin, christine and me then.. i guess scott and kent left.. they were.. ' breaking' and doing push ups upside down.. i tried! =) haha i did.. "a half" said carlo.. it was fun.. i wanna try again.. sophia and tiffany came over.. but then they left later..hmm.. then yeah.. we were just talking.. then colin had to go.. so we went with him to the bus stop.. or they did.. cuz i decided to go home on the way.. im tired.. kinda.. ehh yeah.. now im bored.. hmm.. i think ill either..
+ drink juice
+ eat ice cream
+ read harry potter
+ clean my room some more.. or organize.. whatever..
+ try to do those push up things.. hhaha
+ or just stay online..?
haha i dont know.. but yeah.. shhyeah
* APRIL is leavingTOMORROW!! =(
* HANADYS birthday is in 18 days!! =)
man oh man.. well today was pretty fun.. i feel kinda hyper now.. in a tired way? haha. im gonna go.. do whatever i said i might do up there.. HI MANDY!! have a nice day!!!
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[26 Jun 2003|09:20am] |
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well last night.. my parents were like.. 'get off the computer.. you can be on past 11' gahhhh. stupid stupid. --well i stayed up until like 2 something.. cuz i went through all my school papers.. i saved like all my math and science notes and stuff.. haha like all the notes i took, that i thought i might still need... *future references* hahhahha. and then i saved all my tests and quizzes.. haha. --i DIDNT get to read! myy goodness.. --BUT.. i had a weird dream.. that i was going to a wedding.. and the groom guy.. he gave me lots of money.. haha. and then it was weird.. cuz then i was at my house.. and then.. yeah.. i forgot the rest.. i kept waking up at different times this morning.. -its sunny! woo! -hmm.. i still need to ask my mother if i can go.. crapp.. ohh well.. -my sister keeps asking me to play this card game w/ her.. gahh. i dont wanna play.. but she'll probably tell mom im not playing w/ her.. and then ill HAVE to!! oh whatever..
[later:] hm.. OH! GUESS WHAT!?!?!?!?!? i have a chance to get braces!!!! cuz my mom was like.. let me see your teeth.. and im like why.. and she said she wanted to see if i had an over bite or whatever.. cuz i might need braces... but yeah.. i dont know if i can get them or not.. cuz she said i kinda have one.. but its not that bad..? i dont know.. but yeah.. --ohh ew. when i was gonna take a shower.. there was a spider in the shower thing..!! and it was gross.. good thing i saw it! ha. cuz then i took a shower in my parents shower.. the have a better shower head.. and they have a window thing in the ceiling.. too.. so it was sunny! HAHHAHA. BUT-- for some reason.. the water wasnt that hot.. no matter how far i turned it.. it was like.. cold.. bahh. ohh well.. -hmm.. the mail isnt here yet.. report cards?! let me see.. F F F F F F woo! whatdya know.. straight F's! haha. well im feeling kinda.. bored.. i wanna watch the national geographic channel.. cuz its cool! ha. but yeah.. AHHH!!! im running out HALLS! man oh man. ='(
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yup. im doing pretty okay today, other than the fact that i was bored for like the longest time earlier.. im just a loser like that. well all i did was watch tv. be on the computer. and use the phone. hmm.. fun huh?! HAHAHAHA. yeahh.. --well when i was watching tv.. i watched QVC for awhile. haha. it was quite interesting.. they had a teeth whitener pen thing.. and then later.. it was about lipstick.. some of the shades were pretty! ha. i feel gay saying that. but whatever.. and then i was watching the national geographic channel it was about this guy who liked snakes or whatever.. ehh i cant explain.. and he was like catching snakes on islands.. and then he got blood from them.. yeah.. --ohh hanady, colin called today .. heres what he said..
well.. we were talking.. and then later on.. he was like.. 'sorry about yesterday..' and i was like.. 'ok..' and i asked him about it.. like what was up w/ him.. and all.. bu all he really said about it was that 'he didnt feel good.. and that he was bored' ..thats not a really good excuse.. but whatever.. i guess ill still talk to him.. ONLY cuz he talks to me.. but yeah.. if he does 'that' again.. ill be like "its over!!" --HAHA remember that?! haha. yeah.. well yeah.. then we talked more.. it was weird.. cuz remember when i told you that when i started talking to him.. we talked a lot.. then like these two days.. he'd barely talk cuz he was 'watching tv' ? well today he talked alot.. but yeah.. anyway.. what do you think? like about his 'excuse' probably the same thing as me right? but if he calls you.. will you still talk to him? bahh i hate this. cuz i know he was being a jackass.. and about stuff about him yanno.. but i dont like.. not talking to people.. especially if they're still talking to me.. but whatever..
anyway.... oh haha we were both watching AFV it was really funny. but kinda sad.. cuz there were a lot of cheerleader clips.. like.. one of them was.. the basketball guys were gonna run through the paper banner thingy.. and a cheerleader was standing in front of it.. and i guess the guys didnt know.. cuz they ran through.. and they hit her.. and she fell over.. and yeah.. ha. and a lot of football ones.. where the guys ram into the cheerleaders while they're stunting and stuff.. really sad.. and that hurts! and then some where they're at competitions or whatever.. and one girl would do a flip or whatever.. and hit the rest of them.. mann it was funny.. i kept laughing..!! haha. and then there were dog ones! pretty funny.. and then one about a clown.. a kid hit him.. *down there* haha.. but it was sad.. cuz the kid hit him with a HAMMER!! hahha. wow. thatd hurt.. right guys? haha. but shhyeahh.. {april! remember woodshop.. with blake.. shhlake.. shhno.. shhyeah ?! mann good times! } --then he called christine.. and then we talked to her for a bit.. and sophia was there too. christines bob. and colins betty. since he calls me jim.. i dont know why.. but yeah.. i think we're gonna watch a movie at chrisitnes tomorrow.. 12:30.. thats early!! well i tihnk it is.. hm.. well yeah.. then i wanted to call junior.. so i left.. but when i was gonna call.. they were still on the line! i got scared and screamed.. and they screamed too.. christine was like 'youre still there?!' haha it was funny.. but yeah.. so i waited like 30 seconds.. and yeah.. talked to my kuya for a little bit.. i think i bothered him.. whoops. ohh well.. i bother everyone.. its not my fault they never tell me to go away.. its not like i'd get mad or anything! geez. silly kids --mann.. earlier earlier.. no one was online.. then a lot of people were online.. and now no ones online.. --i think my moms mad at me.. cuz i was on the phone too long.. and i was being loud? haha well i WAS being loud.. but heyy.. hahha. --i need to read harry potter! i need to catch up! im so behind. ohh well.-- its hot! wow.. yay!! summer!! ahhahhaha. im a dork. --hmm.. yanno what.. no one ever reads this.. hahha well except for april probably! ahha cuz shes by LLL =P but yeah.. its funny! well im gonna write all of this just for you april!! =) hehe and i guess to those who DO read this..? HAHAHHA. whatever.. i dont really care.. im just a bored kid w/ no life. =D --hmm.. i dl-ed like 3 korean songs today.. they're pretty cool.. i think i can understand what they're saying.. even if i dont know what they're saying.. yanno? haha im just weird like thattt.. hahah --well im gonna read.. or so i hope..
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