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Sunday, August 17th, 2003
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12:47a
for some reason, i'm nearly petrified with fear whenever i talk to my dad. its been like this for about as long as i remember. i think its because he flips out on me sometimes, and has quite a temper. on occasions. it was much more frequent when i was around the ages of 10-15. i was terrified of him back then. its his fault. and he wonders why i never talk to him. he wonders why we cant have a regular conversation. he's the one that raised me wrong. we're not friends. there is no father-son bond.
i know i have a temper myself, but i'm confident in my ability to control it. which he rarely does. and i also know i'll be a better father than him.
and this is not what was bothering me earlier.
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1:24p
i have to be down at slippery rock for band camp in a few hours. i will however have computer access while i'm down there, since i'm staying with erin the first half of the week. toodles.
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