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Monday, December 30th, 2002
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12:16a - halo and cigarettes dont mix, cracker
so i did end up going to gregs tonight. i stayed for a few hours, playing halo and super smash bros melee until i couldnt stand the cigarrette smoke...3-5 people smoking at the same time in a small trailer adds up to hell for my eyes and nostrils. i should've gone hate-edge, but a few of them were my friends. next time motherfuckers.
jess is concerned for me and says my journal sounds sad, which i am well aware of... but i guess thats just me. i'm glad she cares enough to say something.
amy wants me to go bowling with her and her...friends...new year's eve...wont that be fun....not. but hey theres probably nothing better to do. i guess we'll see what happens. oh well anyway i'm tired and i smell like cancer, so i'm off to bed soon. goodnight.
current mood:  groggy
current music: Richard Wagner (comment on this)
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4:21p
dentists suck. i couldnt feel my mouth for the whole first half of the day. i finally ate lunch around 3:30, when i stopped involuntarily drooling. i didnt have to work, which is good and bad... no money, but i wasnt really in the mood to lug furniture around today anyway.
i wish there was something to do tonight, but there really isnt. i'll deal with it. i'm just posting this now because i'm sorta bored...waiting for someone interesting to call or get online, which probably wont happen...
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current mood:  pessimistic
current music: Richard Wagner, Throwdown (comment on this)
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11:37p - "tomorrow WILL be a fun night" or "axe cures cancer"
people are talking to me and i couldnt give a shit less about what they're saying. i have no idea why. i keep saying "wow" and "yeah". and various other 2-word replies. i dont really know whats wrong with me, i just feel uncomfortable. oh and i smell like cancer again from playing halo at gregs, which was ok, at best. i think thats the last time i'll do that for a while. argh, my eyes are killing me, but i'm too lazy to take my contacts out. i'm also thirsty. i'm also bitching like there's no tomorrow.
i just want to do something this new year's. i want to have fun. i dont know if thats going to happen, but i'm going to give it a shot. no. i'm going to make fun happen. tomorrow is going to be a fun night. ......... guaranteed.
ha.
current mood:  cranky
current music: beloved, prevent falls, moneybags gram (comment on this)
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