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Friday, December 27th, 2002
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3:54p - so this is odd.....
so i'm in the middle of watching behind enemy lines and all of a sudden, things hit me like a brick wall. i now feel emotionally like shit. i'm second guessing myself, and wondering if i did the right thing. i suppose only time will tell. i just need to do something to keep my mind off matters at hand. maybe i'll go to the high school basketball game tonight. i wish someone interesting would get online. .....ok someone just did. not the best person, i might come out of the conversation feeling worse. but, i guess thats life.
i've done nothing today. i was feeling dandy this morning, i played some chrono trigger and sat around. oh well. i'm quite emo now. maybe i'll listen to some dashboard and cry later, like a little bitch.... oh yeah NIKKI STILL HAS MY SWISS ARMY ROMANCE CD...heh.
current mood:  sad
current music: dashboard confessional - the brilliant dance (1 comment |comment on this)
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11:54p - if i write a song about you, will you fall in love with me?
so i'm doing a lot better now. i went to the basketball game, which was a complete waste of 3 dollars (i'm still a student, dammit) and my time. then i went to meadville with pat and fidanza and had a decent time at mcdonalds and walmart (number of 50 cent crash bandicoot figures to go: 1). pat called me fat, which made me feel bad, but i know i am.... damn freshman 15. fuck... i'll do something about it eventually.
i had a conversation with a friend before i left. female. made me feel like shit at the time, but now i'm better. funny how things work out that way. i'm supposed to email her but i dont really know what to say.
so i can't find tabs for starting line's the drama summer. i fucking love that song. people are stupid. every single one on punkhardcore.com is wrong. maybe i'll just transribe it myself.
i want to be in a band more than anything. i mean i'm going to college for music just basically so i can be a better musician... in a hardcore band...ha... being a teacher is my second priority. but more on that later.
i think tomorrow i'll practice trombone for 2 hours. 2 sessions of an hour each probably. i didnt practice at all today. i also need to start writing songs on electric guitar... if i can find a 9 volt battery for my pedal. that thing is a motherfucker on batteries. drains them overnight..... anyway, i might also go to a show tomorrow night... shitty bands, but there's probably nothing better to do, we'll see.
yeah this was a nice long healthy post. later all.
current mood:  okay
current music: midtown (eh.) (comment on this)
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