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Thursday, December 26th, 2002
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12:10p
for some reason, i feel like a whore. but i know i'm not. maybe i should stop what i'm doing. no, because then i'd regret it. maybe. fuck.
oh well. this is my second post, yippee... i havent brushed my teeth yet... ew.
so i'm supposed to shovel the snow off of our porch and walkway today. that sounds like fun. maybe i'll get around to it sometime. i have to watch zoolander and behind enemy lines. doubt i'll get to both of them, if either.
all i want is a meaningful relationship, and my current state is far from it. i think i'm too picky. the girls i can see myself with are either taken or not interested. i'll just keep my options open i guess, and maybe i'll see something in someone else.
current mood:  discontent
current music: the lyndsay diaries (comment on this)
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12:13p
and no, i'm not sleeping with 3 different girls. i'm not that exciting.
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11:34p - slowly eliminating bad possibilities
so i just ate a frozen michelina's pizza. it was about 4 inches by 2 inches big. and it fucking sucked. probably because i overcooked it....oh well.
pat is not going to florida for school, despite what he thinks.
i looked up some of the big word mood choices i have for this thing... i remember learning a lot of them in high school, i just cant remember what they mean...quixotic, pensive, complacent, recumbent.... maybe i'll use them some day. or i'll forget what they mean by tomorrow morning.
girls.....suck. i don't know whats going through my head, and i wont even try to put it to words. fuck relationships. i just want friends. blah.
need a guilt trip? try lying to a friend.
current mood:  indifferent
current music: emperor & the starting line (comment on this)
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11:57p
all my posts can now be freely commented on by anyone. just dont be ignorant about it.
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