Beth a.k.a. AngstyPenguin http://www.blurty.com/users/angstypenguin/ Beth a.k.a. AngstyPenguin - Blurty.com en Public Service Announcement http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=61384 "Let go..." http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=61182 "'Yeah!! Okay!! What!!'" http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=60712 Ligonier, session five 2004... and everything before it (no lyrics in this subject line). http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=60271 I'd write a real entry, but there's no time... http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=60072 "Day by day, day by day, oh dear Lord, three things I pray..." http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=59687 "And if you leave here, you leave me broken, shattered..." http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=59550 "Don't let me down." http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=59009 "And all this empty space that you create does nothing for my flawless sense of style." http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=58861 "So obviously desperate, so desperately obvious." http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=58600 "I'm lost in myself and afraid of who I really am - the shell of a man." http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=58182 "I'm a hazard to myself, don't let me get me, I'm my worst enemy..." http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=58038 "Your eyes are fighting sleep while your mouth makes your demands." http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=57832 "I'll speak my mind whenever I feel slighted." http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=57372 "I hope you choke and die." http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=57180 "Lend me some sugar, I am your neighbor!" http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=56971 "I am the cause to all your problems." http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=56695 So much for writing about Williamsburg and whatnot... an interruption... http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=56568 "when you are out there on the road" http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=56239 I'm at the school library. w00t. http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=55968 My ears are ringing... ow... http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=55682 Short and sweet... I guess. http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=55084 Good times? http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=54884 It's happy snappy closet conservative time!! http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=54679 "Nobody likes me, everybody hates me, guess I'll go eat worms." http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=54395 "It's the end of the world as we know it, and I feel fine." http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=54250 A love/hate relationship with "teenagerism" and "Id, Ego, and Superego" (a.k.a. my crazy mind). http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=53835 "A funeral keeps both of us apart." http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=53753 "It's Ladies' Night and all the girls drink for free." http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=53301 "Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?" http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=53194 "Maybe you'll love me when I fade to black..." http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=52836 "We're so c-c-c-c-c-controversial." http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=52673 "d.c. sleeps alone tonight" http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=52274 Timers ticking and guitars strumming... it's the beginning of another short weekend. http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=52187 "Cause you can't keep a secret when it never was a secret to start." http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=51856 "If today's the day it gets tired..." http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=51599 Nutritionists. http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=51406 Short Monday. http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=51026 "I tried living my life through your eyes, smother me with your ways..." http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=50733 "To experience the bittersweet, to taste defeat, then brush my teeth." http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=50521 "Wait... They don't love you like I love you." http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=50228 "Smeared black ink." http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=50135 Not a long update because I don't have much time. http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=49734 Dammit. http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=49590 I'm a creep... http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=49245 Be prepared... http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=49125 A fun little distraction. http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=48759 Haven't updated this in a while... http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=48566 Maybe things can get better. Maybe things will get better. http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=48251 "I Miss You" http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=angstypenguin&itemid=47907