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[05 Jun 2003|08:53pm]
[ mood | content ]

New journal. Go there. Fawn over it. Okay thanks bye.

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[04 Jun 2003|04:31pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Goodnight, Starlight - The Juliana Theory ]

Hi I love Aby!Spam.

Sk8er Gurl Avy: WOO
Sk8er Gurl Avy: MORE SPAMMAGE TIME!
Sk8er Gurl Avy: mandy is a friend of mine
Sk8er Gurl Avy: and i love her tooooo
Sk8er Gurl Avy: she is so perdy
Sk8er Gurl Avy: and she's dating joely-pooooo
Sk8er Gurl Avy: *cracks up*

And this song reminds me of Joel. Damn the Juliana Theory. *Dies laughing*

1 realized Today I'm starting to dream again...

[03 Jun 2003|10:47pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

Liza -

You're so hot you'd make the devil sweat.

I lost my teddy bear, would you sleep with me?

-Mandy


(Haha, I haven't seen ya 'round so there you go. Gotta keep up my status as pickup line queen!)

2 realized Today I'm starting to dream again...

[03 Jun 2003|08:48pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]
[ music | Konstantine, Something Corporate ]

Because Mandy hasn't done it in forever...

SHOUT OUTS! YAY!


First off?

*Laughs* You can fight over the space later. This time it's going to my Romeo, my love, the spiffiest pimp dancin' guy on your block and all the blocks around that. Nope, all the blocks in the world. *Grins* He's too good to me and I don't deserve him. He's also out of his mind, duh, obviously, because he's with me... *Smiles a little* I thank God everyday for Joel, because he's everything to me, a friend, a lover, all that good stuff rolled right into one. Love you, baby. *Smiles to herself*

L'ris. Only one person in the world could annoy the crap out of me and have me laughing so hard I can't breathe/pee myself/am crying. You're the second person who welcomed me, and I'm so glad I took up your offer to be my pal. *Smiles* Even if sometimes I feel like kicking you in the face, isn't that what it's all about? You're like my sister to me, and you know I'd do anything for you. <333

My partner in crime, Benjamillion. And only I call him that so back the heck off. Benji Wenji's funny as hell, and I probably wouldn't do half the things I do with him if he wasn't my friend. He owns me like whoa. Oh and we're engaged. *Smirks* Long story? Haha... Benji-boyyy! *Hahaha I did it again* You ever need anything you tell me or I'm forcing regular showers on you. *Smirk*

Moo Moo! My new big brother. He came to the community, said hi, and I swear I felt like I knew him forever. He's just the type of person where you feel so comfortable to do or say just about anything... Probably why he's the first person to view Emo!Mandy live and in the flesh. He's also my Toto and he's going to help me hunt down and maim the people who made that fake porn of me online. *Growls*

GWEN! WHERE ARE YOU?!?!?!?! I LOVE YOU COME BACK OKAY BYE <33333333333

Abbers. You're so awesome, and make me feel so loved... is there anything else I can or need to say?

Sarah Darah! The bestest hairstylist in the whole darned world, yes she is! She doesn't complain when I'm being an obsessed annoying fangirl, and even ate food I cooked. (Brave soul!) She does my hair, and she loves my icons. Almost as much as I love her. *Love to Sarah!*

Um hi I might've forgotten people... I'm not finished yet, either. I'm planning on adding Mila, Brittany, Liza, Juliya, an' Kelly. Tell me if you're not here and I'll add ya with them.
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[03 Jun 2003|06:39pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | Perfect World, The Weekend ]

It's a Benjiful day in the neighborhood? *Laughs* Woo I nearly became Emo!Mandy today, but I talked to L'ris some, nearly broke a mirror, and, um, then it went away.

Okay so the mirror would be broken right now if Benji didn't need it for his makeup. *Rolls her eyes and mutters under her breath* Worse than I am... . So he talked me out of it and I suggested getting drunk on Pepsi One. I guess that was too girly for Benji-boy *dies*, so he asked if it was okay if we used Code Red instead. Hi for the record I LOVE CODE RED SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH ;x So what did we do? We went to the grocery store, duh.

With $120 and the intention of buying as much Code Red as we could afford. We made up fake names for each other. I was Susie Q and Benji... Benji had so many friggin' names I can't even remember them all... I know there was George, and Rico... *Smirks* But he decided on George in the end. And we went inside. ... And I distinctly remember saying, "This is a very delicate process"... right before Rico screams, "IT'S MANDY MOORE!"... *Smirks* Yeah okay the place was kind've deserted... Hell it could've been filled to the brim and no one would've come running, but you know it's bad when I announce Benji's presence and you can hear the crickets chirp...

Anyhoo. Benj ran around the store like an idiot yelling my name while I found the soda and packed it into the cart. He decided he'd be a sexy bitch in a straight jacket. And then the fun!!!

(Which of course means no good because Benji and I in a store alone whilst slightly hyper = bad). I told him to get into the cart so I could push him into things. He didn't believe me at first but then he got in and I pushed him into a muffin display. And because I was so witty I have to quote myself here.

"It was like the parting of the Red Sea and Benji was Moses."

Okay. Um then he pushed me into a paper towel display that was really high up... I didn't know paper towels could hurt... *Smirks* And after that we high-tailed it out of there all innocent-like and went to the check out with our 23 cases of Code Red. The guy scanned the same box 23 times, he looked so pissed off... But of course little Mands had to push it! <333 We paid the $80.50 that it came to and then I stared at the guy and he gave me that "WHAT do you want from me?!" look. Annnd yours truly goes-- looking completely serious --...

"You're gonna put those little stickies on 'em, right?"

Because I'm EVIL and I can DO THINGS LIKE THAT!

... He didn't put the stickies on so I pouted and walked out.

Benj and me are going to have drinking contests with the Code Red tonight. WHO THINKS I CAN DRINK BENJI UNDER THE TABLE?! *Dies* I'm going to count how many boxes we go through... And no one else is allowed to touch our Code Red! We have to drink it all ourselves! *Does a dance*

[/end pointless update]

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[02 Jun 2003|07:01pm]
[ mood | scared ]

Oh. My God.

Make it go away, Mommy... )

... Oh... my God.

*Goes to die somewhere*

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[02 Jun 2003|03:08pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Become What You Hate, Midtown ]

Woo. Like I don't update enough. Um... So what to say...
Oh, Mandy knows:
Gwen, where are you?! *cries some* Yeah I miss my Gwennie pie, and if she's not back tomorrow, no word game! *Gasp*

Um yeah so anyway, Liza gave me special permission to call her Liz and she loves when I hit on her. ^^ And Joel and I have special chat-killing abilities! I think it was the Romeo and Juliet ) that got everyone. *Dies* Mmm I had fun with the poison though... I mean what I'm innocent and cute and innocent! *Smiles prettily* So the only person that we didn't successfully kill was Brittany. I even sent her Grease!Mandy and she stayed. *Pouts* No. Fair. Benjamillion and Tony even know that Grease!Mandy is so way beyond creepy...

Bah. I'm bored. Someone unbore me.

Oh speaking of my self-proclaimed partner in crime, check out his journal. It's spiffy. Mandy helped! I know you're proud.

Anyway, what else? I highly doubt that's all...
Oh, yep. I'm Tony's new baby sister. And only he can call me Squirt. He has those big brother privaleges.

Um hi and after Toto (my nickname for him, use it an die) brought it up... I guess I kind've do look like a nun? And I have to find out if Joel really did think I should be one or if Moo Moo's pulling my leg. So I leave you with this.

WHY DO I LOOK LIKE A NUN?!?!

*Ahem* That'll be all. *Bows out*

Mandy

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[01 Jun 2003|05:57pm]
[ mood | peaceful ]
[ music | The Closest Thing, The Juliana Theory ]

Because this song won't stop nagging. )
-The Closest Thing, The Juliana Theory

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[30 May 2003|08:55pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Yeah hi I forgot about this and I'm trying to make my whacked out emo-y post thing go away so here we go.

AmandyxMoore (11:53:53 PM): WOW
AmandyxMoore (11:53:55 PM): This is dirty
AmandyxMoore (11:53:57 PM): "Unlike Aries, Pisces doesn't need to be the leader or 'on top.' "
AmandyxMoore (11:54:21 PM): Aries being me... and Pisces being Joel...

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[30 May 2003|07:49pm]
[ mood | okay ]

And, um, on a lighter note, I miss Gwennie-pie.

2 realized Today I'm starting to dream again...

[30 May 2003|06:33pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]
[ music | ... ]

I've come to the conclusion that I don't know. And since that's going to confuse you all, unfortunately, I'll elaborate on it. I try to help everyone, even if they didn't ask, or at least put the offer on the table. No one ever really takes up that offer, but it's there. *Lets out a sigh, staring at the screen* So maybe I worry about other people too much. Or maybe I'm tired. Maybe I'm coming down with a cold. I don't know. When people ask me for an answer, or advice, I give them what I think is right, and make suggestions. It's funny that the only person I don't have an answer for is myself. It's everything and anything lately, the whole kit'n kaboodle, and it's making it hard. I try to smile. Try to act like a total fool because, yeah, I don't know how to deal with people when they're emo. I don't know how to deal with them when they're depressed. Call me sheltered, a baby, whatever you want, but somewhere in my life I got comfortable ignoring it. Life's short, right? So I don't let it bother me. I smile, laugh it off. But lately... it's been harder to do that. And I don't know why. And nothing scares me more than not knowing. Especially since that means I have no valid reason to be acting like this. I have no reason to be typing this, and therefore you shouldn't all have to read this drivel and pity me. I don't want pity. Maybe sometimes I want to punch a pillow, or vent, or cry, or curl up into a ball in the corner, or be so un-Mandy-like you'll wonder who I am, but doesn't everyone? *Closes her eyes, calming herself before she opens them to type again* I don't know. So who am I? Am I always like this or is it just because for some reason I'm upset? What in God's holy name is that reason, then?! I don't know, I don't know, I don't know.

I hate those words to death and yet they're the only answer I'm getting, and the only answer I'm going to get. I want everyone else to smile for once. To act like a complete fool. Be happy so I can see that you learned just a tiny bit from me, and I can get out of this stage of sudden depression. Or, you don't even have to do that! Tell me I've made you laugh, at least once in your lifetime, give me a reason to be here, to wake up in the morning, to go to sleep at night, to make it through the day.

Or don't. Don't listen to me, it's the depression talking. I don't want you guys to see me and go, "Aw, Mandy, poor baby..." I'm not a pity case. I don't want you all to think I am.

I'll get over this. I'll make it through.

Amanda Leigh.

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[30 May 2003|12:14pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | Headstrong, Trapt ]

This isn't a real update. I just thought you all should know the wristband icon beat me with a stick until I uploaded it. And I wanted to show it off. So there you go.

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[27 May 2003|05:37pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | Poem, Taproot ]

Uh... right... this confuses me.

http://www.amiannoying.com/(hym0ueafzmheqoa20tnv3h55)/view.aspx?ID=767

http://www.amiannoying.com/(hym0ueafzmheqoa20tnv3h55)/view.aspx?ID=7334

So apparently Good Charlotte's annoying 'cause they're friends with me, and I'm annoying because I like the number 23...

... 'Kay. Oh wait, if Billy, Benj, and Joel are vegetarian and annoying, how come I bypassed that?

... *So confused.*

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[27 May 2003|03:49pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | Hurricane, Something Corporate ]

It's Tuesday. Expect another story from Gwen and I soon. *Smirks* But for now, you'll have to settle for a stupid little Mandy!Update. I think I'm going to start callin' 'em Mandy-dates or something. Nothing super-ultra spectacular has been going on, other than Mandy possibly killing Joel's social life by hanging off of him so much... *Smirks and pulls her hair back into a ponytail* I took him for ice cream yesterday, so... *Grins slightly* ... *Coughs* Sorry... Anyway, we're in agreement that it's best to stay with one of the original flavors and not one of those all-the-flavors-you-can-think-of-mixed-together-ish-ones... Um, and, yeah. Joel doesn't trust me with ice cream, even though I'm an innocent little Mandy and you all know I'd never smear it all over any of you... unless you made me mad or I felt like it ... Anyway, I made a slight idiot out of myself, though Joel told me I didn't... *Laughs* And only a select few of you know HOW I made an idiot out of myself! *Bows* Which means like other than those like, two people, you're in the dark! Hah. So there. Um. Anyway, Gwen and I finished up the word game, so here it is...

Happy Hot Chocolate Time

Once a girl went to pee in the bushes but a monster bit her on the heiny. "Ouch!" She yelled, "Dammit!" and then she flew back to her grandma's house to bandage her heiny, of course. Then she baked muffins with her feet. Her monkey said "Yum!" while it shoved watermelon into Evan's ear and twisted. Evan cried and whined while funky cows tickled his armpit which smelt like Benji. So the cows ran away screaming "THAT IS SO GROSS OF YOU!" Evan pulled a sausage from his backpack and gave it to the monkey, Bobo across the street. But Bobo got balloons and ran away as fast as he could. So Evan ran after him, crying, "I'll get you back, Bobo!"

The End


I know how amused you all are.

I love you, Joel!
Today I'm starting to dream again...

[24 May 2003|06:19pm]
[ mood | flirty ]
[ music | The Closest Thing, The Juliana Theory ]

Okay. Okay. *Coughs* Anyway, so Mandy's got The Plan... *Dies* I just have to wait for time to put it into motion. Hopefully I won't make a complete dweeb out of myself.

And I'm going to get tattooed... sometime. I dunno when. Larisa and I are going to get a friendship tattoo on our feet or ankles or something, and I wanted to get another one just 'cause. I was going to get a flower or something, but 'Liza helped me decide on these...



For the small of my back, like... Hmm.

Unless anyone else has a better idea. *Smirks* Haha watch me wimp out before I even get there...

Okay. I think that's about it. Oh. Hi Joel, I love you! *Laughs* Wanna go for ice cream sometime? *Dies*

Mands

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[24 May 2003|02:35pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | Flavor of the Week (Acoustic), American Hi-Fi ]

Mandy's got a new layout ;x

It has a shout out to Joel in it, kind've ;x

Mandy doesn't want Larisa to be too turned on by the picture with the tan line and lack of... ;x

Mandy owns Benji, because she made his font pink ;x

Mandy loves Sarah like whoa ;x

Okay Mandy's promising a good update will come later.

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[20 May 2003|10:49pm]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | Me laughing insanely ]

"The Little Pink Puppy"
by Gwen Stefani and Mandy Moore


Guitars make me look tingly like whoa and I don't wanna wait until Joel eats [Mandy] his sandwich because he takes too long fighting Benji without mayonaisse on his cereal because he ate the mayonaisse so it's gone! Then Billy wanted a cow in a bus but he couldn't fit it into the tutu so Avril said, "You stupid cow" and then singers from New Jersey said "GC is bad." Because they were stupid and didn't look at Joel's bootay like "Dayum" but Mandy does! And then watermelons came falling out of Benji. ...'s pants. And Joel was laughing because Billy had peanut butter on his nipple.

THE END
*Snaps fingers repeatedly*
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[20 May 2003|07:22pm]
[ mood | complete ]
[ music | Perfect World, The Weekend ]

My Joel post, because he gave me a Mandy post and I haven't returned it. *Grins and tucks a strand of hair behind her ear* So here I am, in good old... God knows where. And to be one-hundred percent honest, I really don't care where I am, because Joel's here and now I can see Joel and yay there's Joel and Mandy's going to burst. Or squeal. Or something. I dunno. *Laughs* I missed him, so much. *Cue sap* I mean I thought I missed him so much I would die before, but the whole time on the plane was worse. Because I knew that I'd see Joel as soon as the plane stopped, and I know I get to just be with him now. Haha, so what does the plane do? It decides to phone it's buddies in for a traffic jam. So Mandy got to circle the airport a few times with a look on. Kind of like this : T_T , I guess... all I know is that I scared the guy that had been hitting on me the whole time away with one look. *Laughs innocently* And a, "If you touch my arm again, I'll smack you". *Smiles* So I finally got to see Joel. And there was hugging and love-age. He's still marrying Benji but I guess I can forgive him... *Smirks* We had an "I love you more" fight. It was... *Laughs* There's a word, I'm looking for? I can't describe it without sounding like a dork and without proclaiming my love for Joel about a billion more times... So I guess you'll just have to deal with that!

*Smiles* Still with me? Okay... well, here we go. When I was away from Joel, the whole time, it was sad. I was whiny, you all know that. And then I saw him, standing right in front of me when I walked out of the little creepy hallway thing, and the first thing I thought of, before, "He's standing out here in plain sight and there's no screaming fangirls?" was "Oh my God. I love him." *Laughs* And it sounds like pure cheese, but I swear to you, it happened. Your vision kinda blurs and all you see is that one person, and God I felt so complete I swear I could've died right then and there with a stupid smile on my face. And then there was huggage and he took me back to the bus and I stood outside talking on AIM on my cell phone to Benji, waiting for him to realize I was right outside... Yeah he didn't until I told him but it's okay because I got a Benji hug and stuff. *Laughs* Billy, he didn't smell too funky. Hahaha, Billy's got a journal! Billy owns me too o.o; he told me about how they send Benji to a dog groomers' and he smells nice after that and gets a bow on his collar but then he goes and rolls in the dirt and smells bad again.

What else?! Oh, Larisa listened to me and got her sexy Oleynik ass up here... *Dies* She showed up before me! *Cries* And didn't even tell me... I guess I can forgive her. And I'm going to beat her ass at [insert a game here] when she's done playing with Billy and stuff. Hm.

Oh back to Joel, since this is his post and it's basically because of him I keep going on and on. *Laughs* I swear, the guy has cursed cuteness... it's no fair, it gives him unfair advantages! *Smiles softly, stretching a little before continuing* What else? We had an "I love you more" fight... *Laughs a tiny bit* Which just added to the cuteness.

Sap and stuff )

*Sighs* Okay... I'm going to end this seemingly unending entry now with a big "Joel I love you", because I do and I want him to know that. *Laughs* Like he didn't already.

Mandy

Miss Juliya C: You are the Queen of Ghetto-ness and Joel is the King of Ghetto-ness

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[19 May 2003|08:05pm]
[ mood | blah ]

Miss Juliya C: so whats up?
AmandyxMoore: Nothing good... I miss Joel ;(
AmandyxMoore: I MISSED HIM
AmandyxMoore: HE WAS ON
AmandyxMoore: AND I WENT FOR A WALK
AmandyxMoore: *Dies*
Miss Juliya C: aww
Miss Juliya C: he
Miss Juliya C: will be on again.
AmandyxMoore: I hope ;(
Miss Juliya C: so it wasn't a walk to remember then...
AmandyxMoore: *Dies laughing*
AmandyxMoore: No

Today I'm starting to dream again...

[19 May 2003|03:19pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

*Chews on her lip, watching the blank space on her screen for a moment*

Okay... so... Larisa. *Laughs nervously* I'm sorry if I acted like an ass last night, I got carried away. I shouldn't do that to you, especially for all the times you've been there for me, all you've helped me through, etc. So, this is Begging-Forgiveness!Mandy. *Smiles softly* I was a jerk, I shouldn't have even gotten involved, I know I didn't help at all. I just hope we're still okay, because I don't feel like losing my best friend over something this stupid. I'm sorry I can't help in ways that would bring out rainbows and happy clouds, and those little spooky happy bunnies that can dance around to 80's cartoon theme music. But I'm an ear, and I swear I won't get into a heated debate with you over it again. *Bows* Next time, Mandy will just listen instead of lecturing. And if I eat my words, feel free to lecture me in return.

*Nods slightly* I love you, L'ris! I'm sorry I was a poo head. *Frowns slightly, brushing a lock of hair from her face* Feel free to flame me and stuff.

<3
Mandy

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