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[31 Jul 2003|01:40pm] |
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HAHA yes! I went to see a movie..at the movie theater! With Chuck and Patrick! WOOHOO! I think Pat was like..high. He kept seeing all these weird things and I kept speaking my JIBBERISH! Poor Chuck haha going around in public with two psychos...one being his husband! MWAHAHA! Yes...Pat does have his obsession with free porn..especially live porn haha personally live porn scares me. WHOA okay it wasn't even half way through the movie and Patrick was like freakin going insane! dlfhlksdfg HIM AND HIS WEIRDNESS! AH so..he brought popsicles and didn't wanna eat them..I guess he wasn't expecting them to melt? dumbass. On our way out of the theater I ran behind the snack..thing and DRANK OUTTA THE FOUNTIAN! MWAHAHA and the old lady threw a cup of ice at me..bitch. HEH whatever. After we got back to..wherever Chuck and I just sat there together and...*shrugs* had fun?
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[28 Jul 2003|06:04pm] |
AHH I died on you all. Sorry..I'm like boring lately and all anti-social. So yeah, back to ignoring you all.
[[I actually just have no access to a computer. BLAH my lap top uses up phone lines and people need the phone..you know.]]
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[23 Jul 2003|08:23pm] |
Sorry I'm not around much lately..I'm all emo and anti-social all the sudden. I dunno why. It's probably cause I haven't been drunk or high in so long. It's like..withdrawl or something. I'm all BLAH. EEP. Tony I love you! You're not allowed to forget it either! buttfuck
WE NEED A PARTY OR SOMETHING.
I love you Chuck.
Later days..
Pie
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[17 Jul 2003|09:46am] |
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A lot is going through my mind lately...now that I’m married and able to think. BLAH sorry I hadn’t updated sooner. Married life is..well weird. But I wouldn’t change it for the world. I married the man I love and it’s great because he’s always around....which can also be a negative thing. HAH o well. I love it, and I love him.
The wedding it’s self was great [[and very confusing]]. There were a few people missing..but it’s cool. There isn’t really a polite way to say this...but it was ruined with your not being there. Keep in mind our families weren’t there...fuckers. Anyways, everyone looked great, thanks to Lyssa and Jessi for helping me out with all of it. I’ll love you two more then you’ll ever know. And both my mommies! HEH you’re both kick ass people. I love you both. FAITH WAS BEAUTIFUL!
UMM...JC! Chuck’s best man. We’ve been cool lately, but maybe we can make it stay that way? Anyways, you’re a great guy and a good friend. Sorry for being a dick in the past.
BENJI! Dude, you are so mother fuckin’ awesome! You just kick ass. There’s not much else to it. You’ve been there for me through thick and thin. You saved my life. You broke me out of the hospital..on a few occasions. Even through my stupidity you dealt with me. Your friendship means a lot to me. I really do love you man. I’d be lost without you around...I’ll always be here for you. No matter what. I’m a Madden. HaHa. Not really, I’m not cool enough.
Speaking of Madden’s, WHERE THE FUCK IS JOEL?! I miss you man! I really, really do! Same with Sebby and David...and Chris Wilson...and TONY! WHAT THE FUCK! WHERE ARE YOU ALL!? I’m on...you’re not. Shit sucks. Anyways, hope to hear from you soon. You fuckers!
HMM GOOD CHARLOTTE ROX MY SOX! Dunno why. Suddenly I have an obsession for the music. OH WELL. They kick ass end of story.
Later days,
Pierre Bouvier-Comeau
[[Shit comes up randomly in my life..and I was doing fine lately. But last night something came over me...and I tried overdosing. No reason behind it. I just did. End of story. So if I’m not around awhile...I need my time. I’ll probably be around a little this morning and tonight...maybe tomorrow. This weekend I need to be kept to myself. So no worries about me. Peace.]]
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[16 Jul 2003|08:18pm] |
Patrick! We made our slave join! yay! HAHA.
Sebby and David, you need to come around more. HAH. Jeff...seeing him with a journal would just make me happy. HMM. Chuck and I, we own.
Chris where are you!?!?
Yeah, while I'm at that..sorry I haven't been around much. I'm...busy.
Yeah so...later.
Love ya Chuckles.
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[15 Jul 2003|08:26pm] |
UPDATE. UPDATE. UPDATE.
I have nothing to update on :[
HAHA I'm married.
I love Chuck.
THE END! THE END!
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[11 Jul 2003|02:46pm] |
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I’m just fucking hurt...I don’t understand what is going on with the one person I’ve always loved and my best friends. It’s like a fucking war or something...and I don’t know what to do. Today I’m getting married and I’m finding out that CHUCK is bitching out my best friend and throwing beer bottles at her? And then acting like he’s shit and going saying that other people are hot and all? What the hell... Chuck you’re a totally different person lately...and it’s painful. Your not the same guy that I asked to marry me...and I really don’t know what to do. We’re going through with the wedding because I love you...but you need to work things out and give my friends a chance...if it weren’t for them I would have never asked you to marry me. Hell most of them kept me alive. You know what...when I was in the hospital, they were there for me. YOU WEREN’T. So I’m sorry...but this shit has to change. Some way or another. You can either suck it up and get over this bullshit you have with them...or our lives may fall apart. It’s hard to chose between someone you’ve loved your whole life and the people that help you get through every single day....it really is. So Chuck, I’m leaving this all up to you. If you really do love me...you’ll accept my friends as well and be there tonight. Otherwise, I’m guessing you should just leave me...I know it sounds like the last thing you want to do...but sometimes the things you really don’t want are the best things you can do.
I have to admit, it hurts when you say one thing to me...and act totally different behind my back. I also never thought I could be this pissed at you...but shit happens. And I’m crushed. Once again, I guess my friends will be here for me...instead of you.
OH and to everyone else, if the outcome of this isn't as Chuck and I planned. I'll let you know ahead of time that I'm sorry and it will piss me off worse. K thanks. Bye.
Chuck...*wipes his tears away* I'll always love you...
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[11 Jul 2003|11:27am] |
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I never really thanked Jessi for my llama hah. So ya thanks hun. I named it Cow cause cows are also cool as hell. OHH also to Maggs! The stuffed llama I can bring on the bus with me so I won't miss Cow! ;]
OHH OHH! EMO, Janie and Orli gotted us a silver cooper..fucking awesome! I love you guys, you kick major ass! And EMO went and bought a brand new Ibanez bass guitar and an Electric Guitar. Top of the line..... *nods* impressive man. DAMN impressive. Thanks to all of you. <3
Mkay wow Chuck you really surprised me with getting the tattoo, thats all. I don't hate it. I love it! I love you! You just caught me off guard and I was speachless thats all...I'll get you back for it. Trust me.
Congrats to JC and Lance! Hope you all had fun in Canada.
HAWII
WEDDING
EEP! I need my daddy...the first one :P
PSH peace,
Pierre
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[10 Jul 2003|11:24am] |
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....I stayed up all night watching the disney channel. I'm still watching it. I didn't sleep at all. It sucks. But yeah, I now know what the wiggles are *nods* I see why Benji and Mandy are obsessed. But yeah...I've discovered a liking for Boy Meets World it's awesome. I also have a new obsession for Temptation Island even though I do hate reality shows...I hate TV in general. It bothers me.
HAHA I JUST WITNESSED A FAT KID BREAKING A BALANCE BEEM! AHAHAHA I'M GONNA WAKE UP MY BANDMATES!! :x
...I'm now part of the TIMBERMOB pretty cool, eh? PSH you should be jealous.
Shakira is ugly. So is Louis of Even Stevens...they both scare me shitless...
I'M GETTING MARRIED TOMORROW
PSHAW...lateeeer
*runs and jumps in Chuck's bunk with him*
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I was an ass lasnight to Jessi and I'm so sorry about it. But I'm sill not going out of my way and beg for you to forgive me. I also got a little bitchy with Chuck which really got me pissed at myself. Chuck I love you so much, I'm so sorry. I don't know what happened lastnight...maybe the fact that you were yelling at eachother with me standing right there...whatever. I don't recall pissing anyone else off..but if I did sorry. I'm so fucking stressed out these days and it's just all hard on me...I dunno. I feel depressed...like I'm going back to being my old self. I won't be around much today, I need my time to think...
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[09 Jul 2003|09:21am] |
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*takes off his bling bling and pulls his pants up*
PSH Amy and Erika...yer terrible <3
hah
TWO DAYS!
*goes back to being ghetto*
FO SHO DIRRTY!
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[08 Jul 2003|11:02am] |
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It’s absolutely amazing to wake up every morning and count down the days until you marry not only the one you love, but your best friend. The past few months since Chuck and I got together have been unbelievable...it’s like what I've lived for. I would seriously give up anything for him...my life, just anything. I love him so much and I pray to god that I never lose him. I live for him, and only him. I just thought I’d never see the day I even admitted to liking him more than a friend...this is just a fucking dream come true. Chuck I love you so much. I’d do anything for you...
[[PSH know what I realized! People just don't get married on the beach in Hawii with 90 plus degree weather in tuxedos. It's just not a smart thing.]]
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[07 Jul 2003|09:24pm] |
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PSH three fuckin days man.
I love you Chuck.
*runs off to sleep with Chuck*
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[07 Jul 2003|03:10pm] |
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PSH I wanna llama. Chuck when we get a house can we get a pair of llamas?
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[06 Jul 2003|01:40pm] |
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Did you know that drugs can kill? Wow, I just found out. It's amazing news isn't it? PSH
I couldn't sleep lastnight..all I could think of was Chuck. He was only a bunk away too. I didn't know if he was sleeping or not and I really didn't want to bother anyone...so I just sat there all night thinking about him and how much he means to me. I don't think anyone even really knows how much he means to me. He's my world, every breath I take is for him. He literally kept me alive. There were times when I was younger that I had a blade against my flesh ready to end it all, but I just thought of my best friend and how he would react. I couldn't exactly predict how he would react, so thats why I'm alive today. I love him with all of my heart...and it's weird when we say we'd both give the world to eachother *laughs* but thats how it is. I breathe for him.
Lastnight was the first time I can admit that the wedding scared me. Big step. Thats all that went through my mind, is the huge step we're taking. It wasn't even long ago when we opened up for the first time...in a long time and admited to how we felt about eachother. Then I proposed. Now we're engaged. And we're getting married...in less then a week. My life is amazing.
It's only corny to say he's my addiction because our song is Addicted. But too bad, I'm addicted to him. Remember when you were a little kid and you'd freak out and get all giddy over a piece of candy? That's how it is..weird but still. I love him and everything about him. He's amazing.
Chuck, I love you so much. <3
-Pierre
[[WooHoo! New icon!!...Friday wedding, wedding Friday!...I think. I'm lsoted. *sob* Paige I need you]]
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[06 Jul 2003|12:41am] |
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I'm going to marry the one person I've loved my whole life in less then a week. And I just bought him his ring :x
I guess everyone should know if they have a part in the wedding or not huh?
Alyssa, Jessi and I were talking about it it planning it on July 4th and we've got it all settled. If something makes no sense at all to you keep in mind that it was Jessi, Lyss and I planning it.
*Bridesmaids-Jessi, Amy, Brody, and Mandy
*best men- David and Sebster
*flower girls- Faith and Luna
Err...Joel is walking me down the aisle haha
*maid of honor- Alyssa
BLAH BLAH BLAH. ((if any of you ^ can't get online lemme know))
*nods* and thats it...I hope. We'll get into the place and shit later. I have to talk it over with Chuckie first.
And I miss you every second your gone.
-Pierre
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Umm.
Umm.
Umm.
Lyssa and I were talking about the wedding today, like whos gonna be what and all that shit. I'm kinda in a predicament over a few things and it's pretty much stressing me out. But oh well, I'm excited as hell!! Your all invited...and I think it's just gonna be our friends, for our personal reasons. If you really want to know why our family isn't going ask me, not Chuck he probably won't want to talk about it. Umm..speaking of which I need Chuck. CHUCK I NEED YOU!..
PSH lateeer,
Pierre
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[03 Jul 2003|06:56pm] |
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Hmm where to start?
Chuck is back..I missed him so much. But whenever something good happens to me something bad always follows it. Ever since Chuck left home to be in our band his parents have been just bringing him down and I'm sick of it. I feel like everytime they fight it's my fault, or at least it leads to me. He and his parents are fighting because of our engagment now. I can be strong on the outside about it, but on the inside it hurts. His parents took me in as their own when I was 13 and now they act as if they hate me. Eh, as long as Chuck and I are together I'll always be happy. It just doesn't help right now that his parents aren't going to their own son's wedding. It's fucking tearing him apart and I feel like there is nothing I can do. *sighs* I'll get over it in time...but for now, I'm gonna go to bed with my Chuckie *winks*
Rock it,
Pierre
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I dunno what the fuck I'm doing up this early...cause it's too damn early. *sob* someone pranked my cell phone like ten times at eight fucking AM. I'm so pissed cause I didn't go to sleep till four lastnight knowing I could sleep in until like noon. DAMNIT DAMNIT DAMNIT!
Ehhhhh..so now I'm hyper.
...um amazingly I dunno what to update on because I got four hours of sleep lastnight and I'm now hyper. Soo...I love Chuckie. THE END! THE END!
Rock it steady,
Pierre
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[01 Jul 2003|04:39pm] |
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I love Chuck. I owe him my life. My friends rock my world. I'm blessed. I hate everyone I don't love. I hate people shorter and taller then me. Fuck your mom for me. The end.
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