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[16 May 2008|12:17am] |
I'm going to the play tomorrow. It's rock influenced, so i'll be dressing up like a rock star. I've got an idea, i'm going to back comb my hair and spray it, in the style of Russell Brand. I know he's more a comedian than a rock star, but I like his style, and he's a rock star sort of comedian.
I did go out tonight, but I kept to two pints, which is damage limitation for me. Rebecca wasn't in, but I didn't expect her to be. Maybe Saturday. If she is in then, perhaps the festive gaggle of playhouse bods will inspire me to do something.
I've gotten into a beautiful vein of writing with Rebecca. The fact that she is in essence an unknown quantity, makes her an untouched sort of fantasy. If you like, her not knowing me and me not knowing her makes for a transluscent daydream. If I did get with her (Big if), i'm sure reality would be very different. It takes a lot to enter into a relationship, and far more than I once thought was required.
However, that's why it's ultimately so rewarding, even if it doesn't work out. You learn something about yourself, you get stronger, you get used to it.
Don't get me wrong, i'd love to get with Rebecca...mmm...she's a pretty one. But i'd find it a lot more complicated. If I ever do date again - again not currently likely - I will be very careful, and cautious.
But I still dream...I still get that shake in my hips...I wonder what it'd be like to greet her from a train..during a bright, rainy afternoon. I'd excitedly wrap an arm around her waist and grin widely as I rested my eyes upon her. She'd probably think this was freakish, but really, it's just a boy with a dream about a girl.
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[16 May 2008|01:07pm] |
I'm very busy. No time to talk. This is what i'm doing now, it's my job. I'm multi-tasking between Final Fantasy VIII, and playing Scrabulous with The Bean (TM) on Facebook. What I do, is I sit on the bed, playing Final Fantasy VIII, and when i've done a battle or something, I go to the computer and try to find a word on Scrabulous. This takes effort, you know.
Right, I found the word Dex. Next, I have to try and beat Diabolos on FF VIII. It's all go.
I have to try and back comb my hair later. It's play night!
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[16 May 2008|03:38pm] |
80 points to 92 so far. It's like the gap between United and Liverpool. Embarrassing. I just got twenty four points in one go, though. So i'm happy about that.
Back combing isn't easy. I can't find the hairspray. I'll have to practise on it. I found my old pinstriped jacket, which I think will look very good with my black shirt. I am going to be a dark rock god tonight.
Right, time to find that hairspray.
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