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[27 Dec 2006|12:24am] |
I would sacrifice my own, lord, all of it, just so they were happy. If you exist, under any plain, under any light, under all scrutiny, please grant me. Once.
I ask nothing for myself.
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This, here, is for whom shook my world today.
Although, you know, when I flicked through my diary book, I found love today. And I returned it. Somebody, appears to love me. I don't know why, or how, but I think i'm loved. And how that feels. Oh, how that does. Time dessicates my muscle, but it does not massacre my heart, hips or head.
I respond, with undiluted love. Distantly, yes. But I am one for pipe dreams, as you know. Today, someone made love to me. Not literally. No, i'm not that lucky. But it's nice to be made love to distantly, rather than fucked, literally or otherwise.
And I was. And I feel every minute, every lip on skin, every breath on my chest, every kiss on my forehead. You have been my protege, but baby, you don't need me, you're so in control, so assured, so on the way you don't need any direction. I would love you, deeply. The only thing that holds my heart back is that fact that you're in another place.
The biggest tribute I can give you is...this. I would have you in my arms in a minute, in my sheets, my thighs, my chest, and my shoulders, if you wandered in tonight. I think you and I could change a thousand years history. And shit, you're cute.
One day, sweets, we shall meet.
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Bolb, Richi, and Phylly drank in the New Inn. Last night, for the three. A sad night, but a good and great one too. My Bolby and her beau, the night before we are to be parted. Not for long, but bittersweet. I am sad, but I am glad, that we were there, all there, tonight. Yes, i'm smashed now, but i'm happy. I write my most sincere posts when i'm wankered. And I take extra time too. And i'm happy I got wasted tonight, because I needed it.
Richomoto (tm) and I walked back. I gave him a farewell hug and sent him off with good feelings. I love my friend, and I will miss him. Very much.
Goodnight.
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