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[11 Oct 2004|12:05am] |
Well, Des has departed, bound for cat nightmares...hopefully involving Bowl-BEE, and I. He is the cat monarch, and we are his usurpers. The ball eyed cunt.
Who's up? No one.....I have no conversation. A little more tea then, and presently bed. Tomorrow is a day filled with another shift featuring the cretin twins, and me wondering what i'm still being a kitchen porter for. And after that, college. I have no better understanding of this book, nor have I any desire to gain any. All I want is to get through the sodding thing. As soon as possible. As long as we know what it means, and I can write about it, i'm happy.
Let's face it, I am never going to be booklearnt...I have not the concentration or the patience. What I can be I do not know, but it is not an English teacher, or anything similar. I love the language, but that's it. I'm not going to become a professor of literature at this point.
So what remains? A life...that's what. What kind of existence is unbeknownest to me...but it's a selfish life...I want to use my base intelligence for my own ends...and outcomes...there's enough for me to get by.
But how?
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[11 Oct 2004|12:12am] |
Well, I think that is enough...no more to say, but for the goodbyes.....i'm going to bed, with the wind in the outside world to keep me company........and the cigar in my paw for keeping my lungs endangered but happy.
And the vegetable curry, to drown out both with hydrogen bomb intestinal explosions.
Goodnight.
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[11 Oct 2004|09:41am] |
Awoke....to another Monday morning. Got some tea and toast, and the stomach is still playing cards with it's bitches.
Too much yawning.
Today is college day, tonight! Which will be a welcome break from the fun packed three hours i'm going to spend with the brothers dickhead in the kitchen. With any luck they'll piss about with each other and leave me the fuck alone to get on with my work.
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[11 Oct 2004|11:03am] |
Okay, it's nearly time for work. I'm going to bypass the kitchen and stay in the bar until work time, have no intention of indulging in prole speak with two people that I have nothing in common with.
Yeah, that's them. Gonna smoke me a cigar, gonna stare at cars. I'll be back later to panic about college. Bye!
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[11 Oct 2004|03:09pm] |
Had a lovely flirty chat with K this morning. She taught me well, and I found it rather difficult to walk when I had to go to work. My god the woman knows how to talk dirty.
Kind of needed a cold shower, sadly i'd had one already prior to that conversation.
Work was okay, things seem better between Dan and I. A little, anyway. Not many people, but an irritable late trio who put paid to me leaving early. Sods.
Now i'm tired...i'm finding it hard to scrape together the energy for college. Must have been all that naughty talk. Your move, miss!
Train is in two hours time. Haven't read a fucking line since last week. Whoops.
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[11 Oct 2004|03:44pm] |
Apparently FMW came in today. I was late, having been...ah....talking....and missed her...she entered apparently at twenty to twelve, and does so every two weeks.
As you know. But....this is more specific timing...perhaps I should really test to see if she really is interested....but hey.....maybe not.
One fucking hour and then out.
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[11 Oct 2004|04:09pm] |
Must go and ready myself for college. The hair alone will take an hour. I'll be back maybe...hopefully tonight, but if not, we'll reconvene tomorrow morning.
Okay? Stop that...st...GET OFF.
Bye now.
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