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[12 Dec 2003|09:00am] |
Don't fucking call me a freak again without thinking about what you're saying. You may think it's a joke but it doesn't seem that way to me. I spent a lot of time feeling like i was too different for people, and YOU seemed to care about me once. And when you throw words like that around so easily to me it fucks me off.
So just THINK for once, will you.
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[12 Dec 2003|09:14am] |
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Kilroy is on. More dumbarses shouting at the same time. It's like a fucking battery farm.
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[12 Dec 2003|10:14am] |
Aside from a few things, last night was pretty pleasant. Had a really good chat with Geoff and Gordy.
Talked about films, education, and other things before the Stella boiled my memory.
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[12 Dec 2003|04:57pm] |
Abound have sent me another demand for payment, which i actually sent a week ago. Fucking cunts.
I've been roped into working tomorrow afternoon, as well as tonight and tomorrow evening. I used to like weekends.
Merry fucking Christmas.
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[12 Dec 2003|04:59pm] |
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I'm dressing rather over the top for washing up. Entirely black, with my pinstripe overcoat. This is because my leather coat is falling apart faster than a leper in a wind tunnel. I look like a kind of satanic preacher.
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| More fucking questions. |
[12 Dec 2003|05:13pm] |
01.favorite color: Red, Black
02. favorite drink: Guiness.
03. favorite computer accessory: Organic Eyeballs
04. favorite cookie: Chocolate Chip
05. favorite author: Don't know. I've not read enough to acquire a favourite. Yet.
06. favorite beatle: Despise them
07. favorite way of getting caffeinated: A barrel of tea smashed down my throat
08. favorite chipmunk: The dead one.
09. favorite ice cream: caramel
10. favorite lover: That's a stupid question considering my history, isn't it?
11. do you believe in love at first sight: Not yet.
12. do you wash your hands after you go to the bathroom: Without fail.
13. do you put empty cartons back in the fridge: Yes.
14. do you do things you know you shouldn't: Yes, but sometimes without er...knowing about it.
15. do you take responsibility: Yes.
16. do you have someone else's underwear: No.
17. do you associate with people you don't even like: Hardly ever. I usually keep my distance. I've no patience with wankers.
18. do you have any psychological disorders: Oh yes. The wonderful absurdity known as B.D.D. Possibly a little of something else, too.
19. do you drink diet soda: No, i fucking hate sweetener.
20. do you kiss on the first date: It really depends. Well, it WOULD.
21. have you masturbated in front of someone who is not your lover: Certainly not.
22. have you broken the law: Yes.
23. have you had one too many to drink: Not for a while.
23. have you stuffed cocoa puffs up your nose: No.
24. have you backed into something: No.
25. have you graduated high school: No, i hated the whole thing, and did nothing to improve my position.
26. have you bitten someone until the bled: No, but i've WANTED to.
27. have you ever stolen a street sign: Fucking sister did! And i got it dumped on me at 1am.
28. have you ever been kissed: It really depends in what sense.
29. have you ever been in a food fight: No.
30. have you ever sucked helium: No.
31. what are you not doing: I'm not boiling the Pasadenas. (80's band)
31. what are you talking about: Your fucking mum.
32. what are you wearing: Pinstripe overcoat, black shirt i've had for years, some very dark blue trousers, griever necklace. I'm dressed for a burglin'. No, not fucking REALLY.
33. what are you craving: That delicately soft hair and skin to brush against again.
34. what are you lusting: Fucking same thing.
35. what are you lacking: Creativity
36. what are you going to do after this: Listen to the Labyrinth soundtrack.
37. what are you dependent on: Love and affection.
38. what are you hoping: That i can grow my hair long without looking like an organic hedge.
39. what are you reading: This bloody question.
40. what are you listening to: Shuffling.
41. last movie you saw: Aliens
42. last person you touched: Zoe, last fucking Saturday. Or Alicia.
43. last person you yelled at: Dave, in fun.
44. last time you got pissed: Last night.
45. last person you told you loved: Zoe. Rest assured, i no longer do, or ever did. I was just lonely, pissed off, sick of everything and looking for someone to latch onto, and she was on the end of a text. That's not to demean her meaning to me, she still means a lot. But i never actually loved her. Fuck, i was stupid that day.
46. last thing you drank: Tea
47. last year, what were you for Halloween: Er, i just dressed like me.
48. last year, you were: Here.
49. last time you were on the phone: This morning, to the surgery.
50. last song you heard: Some godforsaken Christmas muzak.
51. do you want to get married / divorce: Certainly not. Most marriages i know of aren't worth the paper they're printed on. And i can think of no-one i'd ever marry. Possibly i'm just a pissed off bachelor. But i don't think my view would differ otherwise.
52. do you want to have children: I wouldn't not want children.
53. do you want to tell certain people off: FUCKING A. Yes. Several.
55. do you want to be somewhere else: I want to be in a lot of places.
56. do you want to be someone else: Only to satisfy various fantasies.
57. do you want to be famous: Sort of.
58. do you want to go for a walk: I will have to anyway, to go to work.
59. do you want to hug anyone: Yes, and a lot more besides.
60. do you want to make a difference: To what? Boulders? Eggs? Chairlift shares?
61. how do you feel about PDA: It's a pointless abbreviation to me.
62. how do you feel about the other PDA: It's a WOFT.
63. how do you feel about alternative lifestyles: Whatever floats yer boat.
64. how do you feel about president bush: He's not my most beloved of people, to put it mildly
65. how do you feel about birth control: It is what it is. No real opinion. But then, it's hardly an issue to me, is it?
66. how do you feel about abusive relationships: A wretched poison which needs to be expunged from society, but sadly, never really will be.
67. How do you feel about the internet: All depends on what you use it for, bucko.
68. how do you feel about your family: Love my sisters, am largely indifferent to my parents.
69. how do you feel about your friends: Love them. Sort of.
70. how do you feel about polygamy: I don't know her. I'm fucking joking.
71. do you like jelly beans: No.
72. do you like it when it rains: Yes.
73. do you like to drive: Can't.
74. do you like to eat out: Yes, when i can afford it and actually have someone to go with.
75. do you like being home: Sometimes.
76. do you like people (or animals) : If they're alright by me, they're alright by me.
77. do you like emo: Is that the thing out of Sesame Street?
78. do you like Microsoft: They provide this service, so i suppose so.
79. do you like your name: No.
80. do you like the person you ganked this from: I know little of him/her
81. worst musical artist: At the moment, Chrstina Aguilera. Voice like turps, and the most annoying woman since Jordan. She can fuck right off.
82. worst feeling in the world: Love. Perversly also the best.
83. worst color combination: Yellow and yellow.
84. worst texture: Potato salad.
85. worst taste to burp: Eggs.
86. worst thing about people: Cunt headed bigotry.
87. worst thing about outer space: Jupiter. Fat gaseous cunt.
88. worst element on the periodic table: Mercury. I don't know.
89. worst disease / infection to get: boiling eyes disease.
90. worst position to sleep in: with a spanner lodged in your eye.
91. you are: Phyllis.
92. you are: not a bench
93: you are: pissed off
94. you are: your mum
95. you are: arching my neck
96. you are: rapidly shifting to ease bladder congestion.
97. you are: bored
98. you are: tired
99. you are: aching
100. you are: seventeen feet annoyed
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