06:02pm 15/05/2003
mood: depressed
music: march of the pigs***nin
i'm a fat pig, and i hate myself.
i atempted to make myself vomit today, didn't work quite as well as usual.
i'm supossed to be going to the deftones tonight, special show at nita's, i already bought a ticket; but i'm not going. why you ask...because cause i'm a fat ugly asshole who doesn't want to be seen in public, that's why.