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Wednesday, August 25th, 2004
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9:48 am - Yesterday
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Yesterday I was bored and I was talking to Frankie and he was bored. So we tried to plan to hang out. Eventually we were able to work something out, which involved us going to Waywayanda with my brothers, cousins, and mom. So we picked him up and squished in the car, I had Thomas on my lap. And we went to Waywayanda. We hung out their for a couple hours, swimming, sitting, watching amusing brothers etc. There was this ugly old guy in a speedo which was sick and wrong and we laughed about for a long while. Then we came back to my boring house, we sat on the computer awhile, I made him listen to Ben Jelen and Hanson, than we watched a little of Nicholas Nickleby, had dinner. Than Frankie was roped into playing clue with Joshua and than Chess. After that we went and saw the movie Without a Paddle along with Joshua, John, and Ricky. The boys like it alot, it had a few funny parts but as far as Im concerned was pretty stupid. And then that was it. =) It was fun.
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| Thursday, August 12th, 2004
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10:05 pm - Gordida
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Well I went to the VBS thing and Dylan wouldnt go up and sing. he wouldnt let go of his mom, so I just stayed and watched the kids, it was cute. After that we went to taco bell, I had issues with ordering. I wanted the taco thing you saw on the commericials with the hard and soft shell with cheese inbetween it, and I didnt know what it was called. So I ended up with the wrong thing, but it still tasted good. But the guy that was taking my order thought i was like challenged. Hes like "to stay or to go?" and I couldnt even make up my mind on that and than im finally ordering and hes like "Too stay or to go!?!?!" im like "Ah! To go!" Haha I suck.
Im getting sad about the camp being over tommorow. Ive really enjoyed myself and Im gonna miss the kids, they are so sweet. Im gonna have to go back to watching Michael next week and thats not as much fun and much harder!
I wanted to go to Dunkin Donuts to get a free ice coffee from Christine and noone would take me...Pfft.
current mood:  tired
current music: The Starting Line - Almost There, Going Nowhere
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| Tuesday, July 20th, 2004
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11:19 am - quiz thingy
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x. What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?
uh? The Notebook
x. If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?
my thighs or nose
x. Do you have a completely irrational fear?
Never finding true love and dying an old maid.
x. What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moment?
I have trouble getting out what I want to say or I dont talk or bite my nails or advoid people
x. Do you have too many love interests?
no...unless you count celebrities.
x. Do you know anyone famous?
I dont "know" anyone. I met Billy Boyd and Ben Jelen
x. Describe your bed.
errr why?
x. Spontaneous or plan?
spontaneous
x. Do you know how to play poker?
not well.
x. What do you carry with you at all times?
errr...there isn't anything really.
x. What do you miss most about being little?
running around bergenfield with Tommy and JoJo and not having to worry about things and just being able to play with Barbies...it was awesome being a kid.
x. Are you happy with your given name?
sure...not many people have it and its no hard to pronounce.
x. How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year? haha wow....alot.
x. Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?
eh...
x. Do transient, homeless, or starving people bother you?
no...i feel bad for them.
x. Do you consider yourself to be a nice person? I try.
x. Do you spend more time with your girlfriend/boyfriend or your friends? friends and I dont have a boyfriend.
x. What's one thing you wish you could do but can't? fly.
x. What is your ideal marriage location? Its not important really...I just want to be married where my family and friends can see.
x. Which musical instrument do you wish you could play? guitar or piano
x. Favorite fabric? I dunno.
x. Something you love and hate? MEN!
x. What kind of bedding do you use? ummm?
. What's the one language you want to learn? none really to be honest.
x. What do you order at a bar? I dont order at bars
x. Have you ever pierced your body parts? no
x. Do you have tattoos? nope
x. Would you ever admit to having done plastic surgery of any kind if confronted?
I guess
x. Do you drive stick?
no I dont drive at all.
x. What's one trait you hate in a person?
arrogance and snottiness
x. What kind of watch(es) do you wear?
I dont wear a watch
x. Most frivolous purchase? errr...
x. Do you consider yourself materialistic? no.
x. What do you cook the best? cake
x. Favorite writing instrument?
pen
x. Do you prefer to stand out or blend in? blend in
x. What kind of books do you like to read? fantasy/action adventure/ historical fictions/ mystery...anything as long as its good and not those dumb romance novels that r like porn for old people.
x. If you won the lottery, what would you do? I'd use it to go to college, and maybe to send my brothers too...it depends how much i would win.
x. What's one thing you're a sore loser at? err...I dont really care about games and stuff so im not a sore loser.
x. If you don't like a person, how do you show it? I dont... thats the problem...
x. What kind of first impression do you think you give to people? I have no idea. hopefully a good one. They prolly think im weird or overally shy.
x. What's one thing you like to do alone? read and I like to pray alone to
x. Are you a giver or a taker? both...
x. When's the last time you cried? last saturday.
x. Favorite communication method? instant messenger
x. How many drinks before you're tipsy?
i dont know yet
x. Favorite kind of porn?
Yuck...I would never. The only thing I look at is shirtless guys pictures. i dont wanna see anything more than that.
x. Do you ever have to beg? for what?
x. Have you ever done illegal drugs? nope
x. Do you think you're cute? no.
x. Do you have problems changing clothes in front of friends? yeah.
x. What's the most painful experience you've ever had? break up.
current mood:  quixotic
current music: Ben Jelen - Come On
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11:06 am - Updatastic
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Work camp is only 5 days away! This is what Im looking forward to!
Yesterday I went shopping at Mandies. It was Sarah, Becky and me (and Dylan). It was fun. I bought 4 new pretty summers shirts and a pair of pants. After shopping I went to Dunkin Donuts got a coffee coolata and thanw ent to Steve's house. We watched a show on Vh1 called Celebrity Beefs afterwards going to Friendlys. I got chicken fahitas they were so yummy and than icecream...Im such a pig. lol.
Today...I haven't done much. Im going over Michael's later for 4 hours. he is 11 years old and has cerebral palsy. Hes so sweet tho and funny. Hes not verbal but hes so happy and Iv'e found ways to understand him. Hes good at making you understand. We usually just play board games the whole time.
The 4-H fair this past weekend sucked.
I met Ben Jelen at the Hanson concert last wednesday...which totally rocked! So now im like in Ben Jelen mode and Hanson mode. I just rotate the cds. lol.
current mood:  peaceful
current music: Hanson - Crazy Beautiful
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| Thursday, July 8th, 2004
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5:06 pm - Survey
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Do you?
-- smoke: no
-- Cuss: no!
-- Sing: yeah even tho I cant
-- Take a shower everyday: yes, unless i feel like being skanky
-- Have a crush: maybe ;)
-- Do you think you've been in love: yes
-- Will you go to college: yeah
-- Like high school: who does?
-- Want to get married: yes!
-- Believe in yourself: Not really.
-- Get motion sickness: nope. I get carsick if I read in the car tho.
-- Think you're attractive: no
-- Think you're a health freak: nope
-- Get along with your parents: pretty much
-- Like thunderstorms: yeah
-- Play an instrument: nope...im not musically inclined
In the past month have you...
-- Drank alcohol: yes
-- Smoked: no
-- Done a drug: no
-- Had Sex: no
-- Gone on a date: no
-- Gone to the mall?: yeppers
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: not in the past month ;)
-- Eaten sushie: nope
-- Been on stage: noppers
-- Been dumped: no
-- Gone skating: I cant skate!
-- Made homemade cookies: yeahh!! mmm cookies
-- Gone skinny dipping: nope
-- Dyed your hair: nope
-- Stolen anything:no
Have you Ever..
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: nope...wow my life is boring.
-- If so, was it mixd company:
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: nope
-- Been caught: nahh
-- Been called a tease: yeah
-- Gotten beaten up: nope
-- Shoplifted: no
-- Changed who you were to fit in: no
-- Age you hope to be married: asap...lol.
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 4...I know ifs a girl I wanna name her Rose or Eowyn and I have 3 boy names Ethan, Evan, and Elijah
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: Just a cute small wedding in a church
-- Where you want to go to college: dont know yet
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: i want to be a special ed teacher
-- What country would you most like to visit: Ireland or Scotland
In a guy..
-- Best eye color? Green or blue
-- Best hair color? Its not important...Its usually brown hair. But I find lots of blonde guys hot. and RED HAIR is really hot!
-- height: right now Im 5'4 so just taller than me
-- Best weight: uh...not fat...not too skinny...He atleast has to weigh more than me...and if hes buff thats a major plus
-- Best articles of clothing: uh...I dont know.
-- Best first date location: movies?
-- Best first kiss location: lips ;) lol just playing...
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: im not a druggie!
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: none lol
-- Number of CDs that I own: Im not sure...40?
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: I dunno a bunch of times becus of 4-H
-- Number of scars on my body:I have that freakin raised scar on my arm plus I have the scar from when I broke my chin open.
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: alot! So many I lost count.
current mood:  happy
current music: Ben Jelen - Wicked Little Town
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| Saturday, July 3rd, 2004
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10:15 am - Vacataion in PA
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I headed to PA with Sarah on tuesday at like 5, parents and boys were already there. We stopped at cracker barrel on the way (mmm yummy) When we got there we just enjoyed the campfire. The next day we headed off to hershey park. It was alot of fun. It was Sarah, John, and I most of the day. We went on all the rollercoasters including this new one called "Storm Runner" it rocked! Than at like 2...by this time i was sooooo hungry. We went to Bob Evans and had lunch. Afterwards we took Ricky for a while, we even made him go on The Great Bear. He didn't like it much. Than we gave him back to parents and went on some more rides. We got fudge and left a little before closing cause Sarah wanted to get a shirt from Chocolate World. I didnt mind leaving cause I was tired.
The next day we went out for breakfast. It was really yummy and than we went on a buggy ride. We had like a 20 something year old buggy driver. He was kinda cute but he smoked so that was totally ruined for me. He liked horses though and when I mentioned them perked up...I should've played that card more...but I didnt cause im stupid and anywayz he smoked. But he was funny tho. he told us about some Amish that engaged in illegal activity and was caught having marijuana in his buggy that he had grown on his farm. We went to a real Amish farm on the ride and Sarah bought me a home-made whoopie pie...It was so good. Than we went back. After the Buggy ride we went on the train. I love the train and after that Sarah, John, Ricky, and I rode on the one you have to pull and push to move. It was fun. After that we went back to our campsite relaxed for awhile and than had a fire.
Friday... we drove down to this festival...it was fun but the food was expensive so dad didn't feed us so everyone was cranky. But it was cool looking at all the craft vendors, they had some really neat stuff. After the festival we went to Friendlys...I ate alot. Than we drove all the away home. Yay and now Im home and hopefully am going to see Spiderman 2 with Christine.
current mood:  giddy
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| Saturday, June 26th, 2004
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11:05 pm - Saturday
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Today I got to hang out with Ashling and Christine. Christine's leaving me tommorow for this summer college program. Shes going to come back on weekends but im gonna miss her. We went to see The Notebook and it is now one of my favorite movies. It was so romantic and beautiful. It was heart wrenching though. It was sad but it was such an amazing story. I cried at the end. I would definately recommend it. After the movie we went back to Christine's house were we watched movie videos and played a game of sequence. I won. Afterwards we went to Frank's for pizza. It was a fun-filled day.
current mood: happy
current music: Ben Jelen - Believe
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| Sunday, June 20th, 2004
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1:35 pm - Happy Fathers Day!
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To all the daddies out there Happy fathers day!
current mood: bouncy
current music: Hanson - Dancing in the Wind
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| Monday, June 14th, 2004
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10:29 pm - Ice
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Crap and Crackers...I havent updated in a looooong while. Im too lazy. I think I start off everyone freaking entry with something among these lines. Oh well..
Friday was fun. We had TIGER. Lianna led. We made collages of things that reminded us of a certain character from a book. I did the character of Jonas it came out really cool. After that we were chilling when Ryan wanted to show us some dance moves she was learning. And than all four of us (me, Ryan, Jessica, and Lianna) started dancing. We tried Ryan's dance but it was too complicated and I sucked. But then we did this dance Jessica learnt from the renassaince fair to "Around the World" and Crazy Town's Butterfly. It was great. And Than we did "Cotton Eye Joe" And some more of the square dancing. It was great fun.
Saturday I had to get up sooo early. 6:45 to go to state presentations. I tried to relax myself but I ended up talking a little to fast and only got a very good. Oh well.. Thats what I was expecting. Its hard to get an excellent at state and out of all the people in my room only 3 got excellents. Ashling even got a very good and thats totally bull crap cause she deserved an excellent. i wasnt in her room but everyone that was was shocked and knew she deserved an excellent. Stupid judges. Anywayz after presentations i slept for two hours. Than I had to go to the 4-H rocket launch. After that Ashling, Christine, and I hung out. We watched The Other Side of Heaven and Freaky Friday. It was a good time.
Sunday I hung out with Kalina after church. We played a game of pool at her house. Than we went to see The Stepford Wives. Afterwards we went shopping at the mall and I got Becky's Birthday present. It was great to see Kalina =)
Today was worthless I ate alot of crap...Phase 1 tommorow. Mom lost her roll of film that had pickle boy pics on them *sniff*
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| Tuesday, June 1st, 2004
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5:09 pm - Random Survey
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random:~
1)Of all your nicknames what one do you hate the most? uh I dont have many nicknames. And I dont hate any.
2)What is your favorite part about were you live? my friends. lol.
3)Who's one celeb. that reminds you of yourself? Well Alanis Morisette now becuz pickle boy said I look like her
4)How long do you plan to live were you do? until I can get out.
5)What would you say your clothing style is? its just me.
6)The farthest place you have traveled 2? uh Maine?
7)What's the most disgusting thing that you have done? Alot. when I was little I used to eat whole sticks of butter.
8)Longest you have gone without a shower? uh 3 days?
9)How often do you pick your nose? not too often. Only when I cant stand it lol.
10)Who's your funniest friend? Lianna
.11)Who's your craziest friend? uh? Christine I guess
12)Who's your blondest friend? Well Kalina has blonde hair.
13)Who's your weirdest friend? Malcolm
14) What friend makes you smile the most? All of them make me smile
15)Do you like someone right now? Well not really if you don't count celebritys or weird crushes Ive only met once and don't really know
a)If so..... who? see above question
b)Do they know you likethem? THERE IS NOONE! GET OVER IT
16)Things you like in a person: a)Eye color? I like all eye colors. Some deep browns really get to me tho ;). b)Hair color? Brown, Blonde, Red...whatever
c)Tall or short? Tall? I dont really care
17)One inner quality you like in a person? kindness
18)If you could live with one of your friend's who would it be? uh I dont think I could live with any of them...they would all get on my nerves eventually.
19)Which friend can you trust the most? Ashling
20)Who is your sexyest/hotest friend? Kalina is pretty hot. if I was a guy I'd date her.
22)Who do you get the mad at the most, but end up forgiving them EVERY
time? um...Yeah Lianna...cause shes pyshco sometimes about her music.
~Music:~
23)Who's your fav. band?Hanson
24)Have you ever liked a boy band? Yeah. Nsync baby! And Hanson is NOT a boyband
25)Current fav. song? Right now Im obsessed with Ben Jelen's Falling Down. Also Something Corporate's Down. (whats with the down theme) And Well Crazy Beautiful by Hanson is my all time favorite.
"26)What type ofmusic could you live with out? rap and country and bad pop music like Britney Spears, Jessica Simpson
>27)Rap or rock? Rock
28)Silver or copper? Who the hell is gonna pick copper. Thats the stupidest question
29)Hug or friendly pat on the back? Another genuis question. HUG!
*30)Pepsi or Coke? This gets complicated. I like Diet Coke better than diet pepsi but like Diet Vanilla Pepsi better than Diet Vanilla Coke. But if I wasn't fat and could drink regular soda. id pick Pepsi over coke.
*31)Superman or Batman? Batman. Hes so much cooler.
32)Black or Red?red
33)Armpit hair or Leg hair? yuck.
34)Flowers or chocolates? Flowers.
35)Mickey Mouse or Spongebobsquarepants? sponge bob
>~Fav.:~
36)Car? beats me. i really dont care. I want an Echo
37.)Flower? daisies
38)Color? red
39)Type ofpeanut? honey roasted
40)Type of dancing? Just dancing. Like at a dance.
41)Shampoo? Herbal Essences
42)Finger? dont have one
42)Toe? my second one
43)Fruit? strawberries
44)Last words of wisdom. Dont have any.
current mood:  bored
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| Friday, May 14th, 2004
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9:42 am - Morning of the prom
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Im so excited!!! EEK! I got my toe nails and finger nails done yesterday. I got my hair trimmed. My eyebrows waxed. Im almost all ready. Im going to get my hair done at 11:00 Im gonna get a half up and half down up do I think. That way my whole ugly back won't be showing! Yuck its ugly. Why did I buy a backless? Than after my hair is all finished Becky is going to do my make-up. Then we'll finally pin the freakin dress cause the bust is too big. I dont know why the people that designed that dress made it have such a huge bust area...but oh well...I fell in love with the dress and have to deal with the minor issues. Im meeting Kalina at the Bible Book Store on rt 23 at 2:00 hopefully I'll be ready by then, Im sure im gonna have to try on my dress for my family b4 I leave and they r gonna take pictures...Im so excited. After I meet Kalina were going to head to Colt's Neck. And hopefully were leaving early enough to beat traffic. Yay prom! Pray that I look half way decent for it. And that I don't look too stupid when I attempt to dance. =)
current mood:  excited
current music: Hanson - Underneath
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| Monday, May 10th, 2004
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6:40 pm - Letter Thingy
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M - Success comes easily to you
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
R - You are a social butterfly.
Y - You cause a lot of trouble.
<---Does that really sound like me? oh well...
For you to try:
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B - You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C - You definitely have a partier side in you, dont be shy to show it.
D - You have trouble trusting people.
E - You are a very exciting person.
F - Everyone loves you.
G - You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H - You are not judgemental.
I - You are always smiling & making others smile.
J - Jealousy.
K - You like to try new things.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
M - Success comes easily to you
N - You like to work, but you always want a break.
O - You are very open-minded.
P - You are very friendly and understanding.
Q - You are a hypocrite.
R - You are a social butterfly.
S - You are very broad-minded.
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
U - You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V - You have very good physical and looks.
W - You like your privacy.
X - You never let people tell you what to do.
Y - You cause a lot of trouble.
Z - You're always fighting with someone
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| Thursday, May 6th, 2004
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10:41 am - Past Couple Days
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So where do I last leave off? Way too long ago so Im just gonna give an update of the past couple of days.
Tuesday...was starting out as just a regular normal day, as I did schoolwork and planned to go to Kalina's house to meet Matt, the guy im goin to prom with. Anyway everything was going fine until like 12:00 when my cat started convulsing, my mom had put flea medication on her and she had a allergic reaction. It was so upsetting. My poor baby she was like having 0 muscle control and all her joints were shaking, we rushed to her the vet and as we pulled up the convulsions got so bad, I burst into tears, both me and my mom were like hysterical, i seriously thought she was going to die. But I calmed myself down and a lady came out saying she was better and when they had given us our approximate payment amound, which was like $300 and something we left, Angel was going to stay overnight. Even though I was upset about the cat there was nothing I could do and I went with my mom to the Christian Book Store were I was meeting Kalina, her mom, and Matt. It was cool getting to see Kalina and her mom and to finally get to meet Matt. I said goodbye to my mom and we went to Kalina's house. We weren't there to long since we were going to the movies but we sat in Kalina's car and listened to her cousin's cd, we got to listen to 2 songs, they were a good band. After that we went to the movie and we had to practically scream at the old guy that we wanted Ella Enchanted tix...Then its gets funny. We ask which theater is Ella Enchanted
so where like "Which way to Ella Enchanted?"
and he points to the right and we are like "But it says Laws of Attraction."
and he's like yeah "Laws of Attraction"
Were like no "Ella Enchanted."
and hes like "Yeah Laws of Attraction."
and this went on for awhile. Lol he was so deaf, or just stupid. lol but Matt just made fun of him like throughtout the previews so it was very funny. The movie was very cheesy and we were all like what the hell is this? But it was fun cause Matt made fun of it the whole time, and it was a cute kinda cheesy, plus the Prince was hot! lol. But poor Anna Hathaway's career... After the movie we went back to Kalina's and had pizza. It was so funny during when we were eating Pizza Matt got both me and Kalina laughing so much that we like couldn't stop. I almost like choked on my pizza it was funny though. After Pizza we took Skyler for a very interesting walk, which consisted of laughing once again but the poor dog was scared of Matt cause he was being so loud and obnoxious. But I couldnt stop laughing. After the walk, I attempted and Matt attempted to play dance revolution, and Kalina played cause she can do it unlike me. Then we played pool. Afterwards Kalina tried on her both her prom dresses for me. They were both so pretty on her. The first was an elegant one that was coral colored. It was so pretty, than the other one was fuscia and it was so princess like. They were both so elegant and pretty plus she looked so great in both of them. After the "fashion show" we played another game of pool. Than it was time to go. We dropped off Matt first at a meeting point with his grandma and than I was dropped off. It was a lot of fun and I know that Matt is going to be alot of fun at the prom.
Wednesday I didnt do any school, so bad. I went with Becky to the mall in order to get my bra thing for the dress. I didn't have much luck. The first store had the kind I wanted but not in the size I needed. Like they had every other size! Then the other store only had size B in the stick on ones, but my size in this other type, which was more money, so then i went and tried Victorias Secret, again didn't have my size in the cheap ones, but in the really expensive ones. So I went back to the second store and paid $15 for these ones u like tape on lol. But atleast its over, i have the God forsaken things. After that Becky did her shopping and we ate at the food court. Then I went to JC Penny's and got mom her Birthday gift. I had no luck finding a purse for prom. Oh well. I got home in time to go to Starlight Farm. I worked with Meredith, shes fun to work with, she has the cutest kids. After Starlight Farm I got to pick up Angel from the vet she seemed so much better. She just seemed a little dazed and she walked kinda funny like she was drunk. But she looked great. I kept her in the bathroom. I had 4-H at 7:00 we basically just worked on our new banner. It was cool and Ashling got me this yummy French Vanilla Capichino from the machine. It was good. Then i got home and talked to like 7 people online at the same time...It was challenging but fun. I went to bed, with my book and brought angel with me She seemed a little worse then when i first got her home, but I didnt think to much on it. I read alot of chapters from the T.I.G.E.R. book, than went to bed, Angel was starting to shake again but not as bad as before. Then at like 2 in the morning, I woke up and it was really bad. I didnt know what to do. It was awful to see. I just cried. Mom tried to locate a 24 hour pharmacy so we could get her prescription that we thought we weren't going to need until morning, cause the vet said the shots would make sure she was fine all night. Well Parents rushed to a CVS in Wayne and I stayed home. When they got home they gave her a pill, and nothing she still convulsed and because we thought maybe she didnt get it we tried again and again nothing. I slept on dad's chair for the rest of the night though I didn't get much sleep. In the morning we brought Angel to the vet, shes still there, hopefully she'll be ok. If your reading this try to remember to pray for my poor kitty. Im so tired right now, I did double work for school and I have to babysit at 3:15, Lets hope I make it through the babysitting job and dont fall asleep.
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| Thursday, April 29th, 2004
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3:43 pm - UpdaTE
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Well blurty wasnt working for awhile...So hears an update on my life...
Saturday was fun-filled. Not! Saturday was kinda hell-ish for me I woke up early do to go with Dad to the DMV. To find out the computers were down plus I need 1 more piece of info to get a photo id. So we come back. Bring the cats to the free shot clinic. Which of course was a joy. Muffin scratched up my dad pretty bad. Shes psycho-cat. Finally when we were done with the cats. We went back to the Dmv with more info to get the photo id. The computers were back up but they tell us I need to be 17 to get a photo id. UGH! Atleast from doing all that I got a bacon egg and cheese bagel from Butchs. Basically what happened after that my mom and dad starting fighting I guess because of the ID so it was a rather unpleasant day. I listened to Chevelle and Lost Prophets since their music seemed to fit my mood. I babysat at 6:30 and even though I was tired it went pretty well. The kids easy, we played a board game, air hockey, harry potter games, etc. he didnt go to bed for me tho even though his parents came home at like 11:00.
Sunday, I didnt have to help out in Sunday School so I got to stay in church and listen to the sermon which was nice. After church Becky, Steve, Dylan, and I went to Walmart. I got a bathing suit as well as prom shoes. I almost bought Sugarcult's cd but talked myself out of it. After Walmart I pretty much hung out until Youth Group. Youth Group was at Walter's for a change. And walter was very nice to me and gave me rolling stone hanson pictures. We looked up verses and matched them with the 5 purposes. Where doing this 50 Day of Purpose book...I have to admit I havent gotten to read any of it yet. When I get a chance Ill just catch up. My life has been so hectic with Sat prep. Anyway while I was there Ashling told me that Malcolm had a drug overdose. It hit me as a shock...but I just continued with the night. Josh put Hanson in for me and Ashling got to here it. We got up till like track 8 and Walter comes up and turns it down to the point when you can barely hear it and even says that Zac cant sing! UGH! So Ashling and I went downstairs and finished the rest of the album. After it was over, Walter took me and John home. When i got home I sat on the computer for awhile and then went upstiars and talked to my mom about the 50 days of Purpose. While I was talking to her Malcolm came up somehow I forgot. And I just told her what happened but as I told her I broke out in tears and couldnt stop crying. I was just so upset and I guess it finally hit me. I couldv'e lost a really close friend, and the fact that it might've been attempted suicide hurt even more. I cried on my moms shoulder for awhile, and then went to bed. I was so upset, im still upset and don't know what to do, as a friend of Malcolm i dont consider myself to be that good. I cant tell that hes hurting cause hes always so happy and cheerful when I see him, and I wish he would just tell me...But I guess he doesnt feel comfortable enough. All I know is I love Malcolm and Im glad hes ok...But that just totally affected my sunday.
The past couple of days have been busy and choc-full of Sat prep. Im not doing good with it and don't think Im going to get that good of a score. Yesterday I just was so overwhelmed I broke down in tears. Im not a good test-taker especially when something is this broad and so important. If I don't do good I'll either take it again or go to college in a county school until I can get in the college of my choice. I just hope I do average...thats all Im asking for. But who knows...Im just really nervous and can't wait for it to be over.
I got my ticket for Prom today, that helped me realize life is going to be ok, whether I do bad or not. The sun will keep on rising and setting and Ill just have to figure something out. Yesterday I was so upset i was hoping while at paterson while I was getting my photo-id I would be shot so i wouldn't have to take the sat. Its sad actually.
I should'nt even be posting this now I should be doing Sat prep. But I need a break. I cant think anymore.
So yeah thats an update...my life kinda sucks...But atleast its better than some people's...
current mood: blah
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| Friday, April 23rd, 2004
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2:46 pm - Lack of Updating = Lack of interesting things
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I havent updated because nothing that interesting has happened lately. Well some stuff has but I dont want the whole world to see it lol ;)
Hansons cd came out on tuesday and lets just say its amazing! I love every single track and Zac has two songs in which he leads sings. This one "Broken Angel" is so good! Than he has Misery which was on the acoustic ep but its even coolor not acoustic. Some of the songs I actually prefer in acoustic...But its all good cause i can listen to both versions cause i have the acoustic ep. Its great to have Crazy Beautiful...Well I could go on and on about each track but I think it would just make everyone to jealous who doesnt have the cd. lol. So if u dont have it get it!
Todays gonna be busy. I did sat work in the morning, than went to starlight farm, now Im going to be babysit in a bit. Afterwards going to this teen homeschool night thingy. It should be fun. Hopefully ill meet some new cool people and hopefully Kalina is coming cause I want to see her so bad! Its so great Ashling can drive now...cause she drove me starlight farm and now to this teen thingy. I cant wait till I can drive.
Well I just felt like updating so you all know im still alive and stuff. Maybe the teen night will be so interesting ill feel inclined to write about it we shall see.
current mood:  amused
current music: Hanson - Lost Without Eachother
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| Saturday, April 17th, 2004
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9:06 pm - Hanson Concert! + Prom Dress Pickin.
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Its been a great week. Lianna came over tuesday night. And we were chilling together having fun till friday. Cause friday was the Hanson Concert. We left in the morning with Sarah and went with her to her college class and also picked up some snack foods at shoprite. The ride was interesting of course. We jammed to every hanson tape available. We got at Aunt Donna's house at like 1:30. We had lunch, watched the MTV Hits channel and I got to see the "Penny and Me"video for the first time. We just kinda hung around. I played with William, we went for a walk, I did my make-up and Lianna's for the concert. We left at like 5 and followed the directions to where the concert would be. Even though we had 2 sets of directions of course they sucked and we got a little lost but not too bad. We had plenty of time. The doors were to open at 7 and we got there like at 6. We had pizza in this little pizzeria called "Guys Pizza" It was so yummy! One of the best pizza Ive ever had. After the pizza we waited online to get in. The doors never open when it says so we had to stand outside for a little while. When they let us in we found our seats and sat down, It was awhile before the concert started. But it wasnt bad cause we could sit. Eventually someone from a radio station around there announced the opening act Ben Jelen. Lots of girls got up from their seats and rushed to the front. But the evil natzi employees of the place made them return to their seats. I didnt try to rush to the front. I was fine with where I was. You could see the whole stage. The last time i wasn't to keen on Ben Jelen cause I just wanted Hanson to come on and I didnt give him a fair chance plus the people infront of me were like talking through him and ruining it. So this time I was like eh Ben Jelen hurry up and get it over with. But as I listened I started swaying to the music and realized I was enjoying him. As I came to this realization Lianna whispers to me "Hes not that bad" and Sarah later says "Hes starting to grow on me." I agreed. I really like him now. Hes really talented. Not as good as Hanson but I like him for sure. Besides noone is as good as Hanson. I want his cd now. I got some of his songs off-line but winmx isnt being completely agreeable. When Ben Jelen ended. I sat down and waited for Hanson. It took awhile as the sound guys were arranging things. But it didnt take as long as last time. They opened with "Rock and Roll Razorblade" same as last time. Then they did "Strong Enough to Break" they got the party started! They did the song River...old skool. Meanwhile Im secretely taking pictures cause I snuck in a disposable camera even though it was not allowwed, making sure the natzi didnt see me. Zac sang a beautiful song that seriously touched me for his solo. Unfortunately he said it was not on the upcoming cd and prolly never was going to be on a cd! WHY? They did alot of great songs. Isaac sang Hand In Hand for his solo. I was so excited! Unfortunately while I was taking a picture of him the dumb guy saw me and took away my camera. Oh well. I was pissed but I didnt let it spoil my time because Isaac was awesome and Taylor came next and of course did Crazy beautiful! I almost cried. I love that song so much! What I loved also about the concert was that they didnt do MMMbop and the stupid people that were there only for Middle of Nowhere cd only got one song for the only song they did off MON was "Where is the Love?" HAHA! Next time dont come, jerk so I can have your seat. ;) They were sitting down during the concert. Stupid people. HAHA! That made my night. Im so mean.
Another surprise came as well. I love the song called "A Song to Sing." and whenever I listen to it I whine about how they should do it at a concert. I heard a couple notes on the piano and I knew it was A Song to Sing! I flipped! I was like Sarah! Is it A Song to Sing? And it was! I almost cried again. I get so emotional. Its such a good song and its even better live. Last but not least Hanson said their last song was "This Time Around" It was awesome. It was so funny when Taylor told us it was the last song everyone screamed NO! He was like "Ok well see." And they came back for an encore along with an electric guitarist and keyboard player. Since it was the last song I thought. Me, Sarah, and Lianna rushed to the front along with a bunch of other girls. Since it was so many the natzis couldnt stop us. I was so freakin close. I was squished but close. I could see Isaac and Taylor so well. Especially Isaac. I was thrilled. They did Penny and Me + a song I didnt recognize cause it wasnt a Hanson song but they rocked it, and than Hey! It was awesome. Than Taylor did hands with the crowd and I ALMOST touched him, if he reached a little farther I wouldve. But it was all good cause I got to see him real close. It was awesome. Another great concert. What should I expect from Hanson? I have so much fun. On the way out I saw the drummer that played with Ben Jelen...he was so hot and I was shy at first but Lianna came with me and I shook his hand. Wow he was gorgeous. Than afterwards we went outside and waited by Hanson's van, we didnt wait to long though cause my sister Sarah felt like a stalker. So we left. We got to Lianna's house at like 12:30.
Saturday morning I woke up, with a sore throat from screaming so much Im sure. Had breakfast, watched tv until hanson video came on, than Sarah offered to take me to Deb to see if they had a dress I wanted. They did as well as another dress I liked. I tried on the other dress first. It looked great. Than I tried on the dress I had wanted and loved it to but it made my butt look funny. So in the end I picked the other dress. Its beautiful Its black and floowy like a prom dress but the top is white with black bead work. It was only $50 bucks plus 25% off plus I had a gift card for $30 bucks. So I only paid like $11 bucks for it. Plus on the way out I got a necklace. It goes with the dress so well. YAY! Now all I need is a date.
After we got my dress we stopped at OfficeMax cause Sarah needed something. there was an icecream man there so we got icecream and than we went back to Lianna's house. We hung out till 3 and than Sarah and I left. It was a great weekend so far. Im exhausted and my throat is sore but a small price to pay for all the fun I had!
HANSON!!!!!!
current mood: happy
current music: Ben Jelen - Come On
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| Wednesday, April 7th, 2004
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8:12 pm
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I havent updated in awhile. Life has been slightly hectic. My mom went in for surgery and is back home. Shes recovering. My dad took 2 weeks off from work and is basically driving everyone nuts. "Clean your room" "Do Your chores!" "Turn off the lights!" *sigh* Atleast my mom is doing well. Im kinda doing school unguided cause my mom didnt make me a schedule. Im a slacker. lol. My days have involved the normal routine. Ive been spending nights either on aol or the tv. And basically cause my mom doesnt notice at the moment I stay up late which isn't good. Usually talking to Lianna and Adam. I also am hoping to go to prom...but i dont wanna go alone. But I dont see who I could bring. Kalina knows someone she could ask but that might be awkward if we dont get along or if he doesnt like me or something but I just might ask her so I dont like an idiot standing byself in pictures. I found a dress I want. Its Prettyful!
http://dresses.debshops.com/fashion/ViewDetail.asp?page=13&CatID=5&ContentID=178
Well I g2g were dying eggs tonight...Here comes Peter Cottontail...Hopping down the bunny trail....
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| Friday, March 26th, 2004
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12:29 pm - Its my Birthday....
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Sixteen Candles...
Yay my day has been good so far! lol. Just another day except im older. Yay 16. Sweet 16 and never been kissed "properly" though Lianna sent me an aim kiss but I dont think that counts. Oh well.
I still am yet to recieve my presents...my sister Sarah got me even more and I told her after the concert she never had to buy me anything again and id be set. lol And also Becky and my parents. Plus were going to go out to dinner for my birthday and Becky's graduation. She graduated from Capri Institute on wednesday with a 97 average thats the highest grade her teacher had ever seen. Beck has it on tape and its not funny shes like shocked cause of Beck's grade. After dinner Im going over to Kalinas and sleeping over there and shes gonna take me out for lunch the next day for my birtdhay, prolly Bennigans. Than im gonna rush back and go to Christine's party! Its a busy weekend. lol. So dont be surprised if I dont update.
But yeah happiness!
current mood: happy
current music: Sixteen Candles
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| Thursday, March 25th, 2004
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6:15 pm - Stupid Quiz
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I felt left out so now Im doing it.
The Basics
1. Name? Mary
2. Sex? Female
3. Age? 16 tommorow
4. Birthday? March 26th, 1988
Friends
1. How many close friends? 4 + my 2 sisters
2. Who are they? Ashling, Lianna, Christine, Kalina, + my sisters Sarah and Rebecca
3. Who is the Funniest? Lianna
4. Loudest? Christine
5. Shyest? Kalina
6. Most fun to be around? all of them
7. If you had to choose one person to be stranded on an Island with…who would it be? one of my friends? would be Ashling or my sister Sarah but if I could have anybody it would be Charlie Hunnam ;)
8. Best friend? Ashling and Christine
9. Who you know the best? my sisters of course but even them I dont know lots of stuff and Ashling
10. Who knows you the best? Ashling understands me the most.
Family
1. Siblings? yes
2. How many? 5
3. Mom and Dad still together? Yes.
4. How do you feel about that? good
5. Who are you the closest with? uh? both
6. Why? Cause im equally close to them both.
7. Daddies or Mommies Girl/Boy? Mommy's girl
8. Why? Just cause.
Love
1. Single? Yes.
2. Engaged? No.
3. Plan on it? I wish for it
4. How far down the road? hopefully soon
5. Believe in love at first sight? no. I belive in infatuation at first sight. But i believe you need to know a person before you can love them.
6. Why? I already explained lol.
7. What is love to you? Love is love. It can be the greatest feeling and the worst feeling. It is a bitter sweet feeling and it isnt even a feeling. Its emotion and lust and its passion, but mostly its putting the other person before yourself.
8. Do you feel like you are in love? no, but I have been
9. Ever been hurt? who hasn't
10. By who? Men Ive had strong feelings for
11. Ever watch someone you love, love someone else? Ive seen them flirt with some1 else but not love
12. Who’d you run to? I dont, I end up bottling up my emotions and making things worse.
13. What do you look for in a Guy/Girl? Good personality, sense of humor, a sweetness about them, + good lucks is a definite plus(ive got to be honest)
14. Why? why not?
Personal
1. Hair color? Brown
2. Eyes? brown
3. Build? ugh. Not skinny but not chubby. theres aextra chunk that pisses me off though. Stupid stomach. why wont you go away? I wanna get my stomach stapled. lol.
4. Want to go to college? Yes.
5. Which one? Beats me
6. What do you wanna be when you grow up? Special Needs teacher
7. Employed now? no, but unfortunatelt soon. I do babysit though.
8. Flirt a lot? No I dont know how to flirt and If I could it would be with hot guys I see and never talk too...l
9. With who? hot guys
10. What kind of car do you like (Truck, SUV, Car)? Car. SUVs are dumb!
11. What can you not stand? snotty people
12. What are you afraid of? needles, Sats, tests, failing them, and being alone forever!
13. What do you love? friends, icecream, food, not being on phase 1, Curves, tv, good books, hot guys, etc
14. What makes you happy? When i accomplish something that makes me feel proud of myself, my friends, and hot guys
15. What makes you laugh? Liannas dumb sayings, Malcolm just being Malcolm, Malcolm and Christine fighting (lol), Everything makes me laugh. Im very laughable
16. What makes you cry? lots of stuff. certain songs, sad movies, when I feel lonely, and sometimes Ill just cry for no aparant reason.
current mood:  thoughtful
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| Wednesday, March 24th, 2004
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2:10 pm - The Ashling Made Me Do It
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We'll I was just checking my email and in my inbox which is 80% full cause Im too lazy to delete email was an email message from Ashling telling me to update my journal and I quote "Okay Mary, it's been like a week since your party and you still haven't updated!!! Yes, your party was the best thing ever, but it's not the only thing going on in your life. PLEASE UPDATE YOUR JOURNAL!!!"
And yes it was the best day ever and everything else in my life sucks. And what i end up doing in here is complaining so now thanks to Ashling you all will have to put up with my complaints.
Yesterday was an ok day involving school work, Star Light Farms (screaming kid, mud, disobediant horses, but excercise and got to see Ashling! woop!) But then my day brightened I went off with Beck to get my nails done. They came out so pretty. But i hate when they talk in another language infront of you. They were prolly talking about how bad my nails were. Oh well...But it was cool. Then when i came home Steve cooked dinner for us three. It was Yummy! This chicken wrapped in bacon with cheese melted on it. MMMM MMM Good. And Ive been on phase 1 for the past three days and it was phase 1 approved. After that I went on line a little bit afterwards than I sat my big fat butt down infront of the tv and watched American idol. John Stevens <3 and Jon Peter Lewis <3. Sarah came home and she had Hanson's single Penny and Me. Its awesome its so crystal clear cause its not acoustic. And it sounds great plus their was a new song on it. I voted for my two boyz and than watched IMX and than I went to bed.
Today so far as involved schoolwork and my research paper on abortion. Right now Im talking to Lianna. Shes so funny. I dont want to do anything else today. I dont wanna go to horses and 4-H cause Im lazy. All I look forward to is watching American idol tonight and hopefully being off phase 1 tommorow. My life has such meaning. Oh well..
Have fun on your date tonight Ashling ;) ;) (sorry i couldnt help myself)
current mood:  dirty
current music: Hanson - Penny and Me
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