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I always dreamed of a guy.
He wasn't the richest guy.
He wasn't Mr. Popularity.
He wasn't the varsity football star.
He wasn't liked by everyone.
He wasn't superficial like that.
He loved music, and being himself.
Noone could tell him how to be.
He had a few good friends.
And if he gave his heart away, it was always true.
He doesn't lie, and he's the sweetest guy.
The guy I dreamed of was not perfect.
But I saw him to be flawless.
I have finally found this dream guy.
You'll never guess where he was.
He was always right in front of me.
I can't believe I never knew.
I found him in you.
This poem was written in a half hour, and don't laugh at me, because I know it's dumb.
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The Verve-Bittersweet Symphany |
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Why do things happen like they do?
Why am I me, instead of being you?
Why do we fall in and out of love?
Should everything always fit like a glove?
Who determines each person's fate?
What are you called if your always late?
What happens if your whole life, you're sad?
Wouldn't that suck and be pretty bad?
Don't ya hate the old lady that reuses the plastic shopping bag?
Doesn't the sound of someone gagging make you wanna....gag?
Why you ask? Why does anything happen? Good or bad?
In death, all of our questions are answered, so I'm glad.
Well, when I die, I'll know the answers and go Ra Ra Ra.
I can't wait to see you all in Shangri-La.
I wrote this poem in 10 minutes, so shut the fuck up if you don't like it, because I do.
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[08 Jul 2003|03:24pm] |
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Well, I made a new journal. I'm keeping this one though. xKid_at_Hartx
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[08 Jul 2003|11:30am] |
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I'm thinking about making a new journal...what do you guys think?
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[04 Jul 2003|12:32am] |
You come from the Middle Ages. Your soul came from
a time when dragons, knights, war and
Princesses ruled the land.
Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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[02 Jul 2003|11:29pm] |
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Savage Garden-Truly Madly Deeply (on repeat of course silly) |
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Omg, this song was playing last night when I was with Tim, and I can't explain what it was like hearing it while I was with him, but, here, check it out. I'm not putting on here just to try to explain, but it is exactly how I feel about him. ( Savage Garden-Truly Madly Deeply )
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[24 Jun 2003|11:18pm] |
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like my layout? Rissa made me the icon, and i did the rest!
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[24 Jun 2003|10:53pm] |
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Paperclips are like virgins...once you mishape them or break them you can never return them back to their original shape.
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[16 Jun 2003|02:52pm] |
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Number One Song-Fixer (the band that played that night...) |
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What the fuck did I do wrong? I'm fucking crying right now, because Fred keeps saying I did something soo terrible...I didn't fucking do anything. I'm going to fucking kill myself. Bye. *grabs a knife*
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[11 Jun 2003|10:06pm] |
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Cradle of Filth |
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like my icon? Rissa made it for me. It's to Fred...even though I know he won't take it, and if he does, he'll break it.
¤*.¸¸.·´¨` »* Cassie *«´¨`·.¸¸.*¤
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[11 Jun 2003|10:04pm] |
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like my icon? Rissa made it for me. It's to Fred...even though I know he won't take it, and if he does, he'll break it. ¤*.¸¸.·´¨` »* Cassie *«´¨`·.¸¸.*¤
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[03 Jun 2003|11:37pm] |
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innocent kiss - you're cute and sweet and like it
that way
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always
pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no
where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek
or more passionate embrace. super markets and
work places are your favorite places to attack
your loved one with all your love =p
What kind of kiss are you?
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Baranalcarien - so you are somewhat of a brainy
jock. Who cares you're "special". You
tend to listen to punk and have violent and
depressive tendancies. Don't worry we still
love you anyways.
Which Mad Hatter Are You?
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Your a loyal girlfriend......
you love your man and would do anything to make him
happy except perverted things.......You would
help him in hard times and face it....when ur
in love...your in love!
What kind of Girlfriend are you? ( For Girls unless ur a gay dude!)
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[03 Jun 2003|10:12pm] |
Jesus? I know you're in there jesus. Jesus? I need to have a firm discussion with that badass Jesus. Lmao Rissa. Well...this is really weird. I haven't written in here in a while..so this could be a long entry. I'm making it even longer by telling you it's going to be long. And if it's long...DAMN IT! There I go again rambling on about worthless crap. Well...Saturday I went to Rissa's house. We walked to Mobil and made complete fools of ourselves. Then we went back to Rissa's, but we were really bored so we walked to Rocco's to eat pizza. There were a million cops there for a fund raiser or sumthin (all I did was avoid eye contact with all of them) and we saw deusch Mrs. Power...my math and literacy teacher last year. That was freaky. When we were finally seated...after standing there for 1/2 an hour we orderes a sprite, and a coke, and a medium pizza. We devoured everything...just the two of us. It was fun. So we payed and walked back home...looking like retards just walking home out of a fancy smancy restaurant. But who gives a hoot. So we got back to her house. We went online, called Fred, and just hung out like always. Then we decided to go on Valon's ghetto trampoline..but we got there and the piece of crap wasn't even bouncy. So we walked to Mobil and got free doughNUTS. (lmao rissa) So we walked to the graveyard...all the way around in the dark and the rain and every noise had us on edge. lol. Good times. I wanted Fred to come over, but no. So the next morning I had my dad bring me home. I took a shower and went to my baby cousin's first birthday party. God I love kids. They're so darn snuggle-able. lol. My cousin's came down from NY, and theyre leaving tomorrow. I'm going to miss them. But I'll see them in a month or two cuz I'm going up there for a month when my mom goes to Ecuador. Fun Fun. I'm going to be watched like cat watches a bird outside the window. It's going to suck...BIG ASSES. Well at least I can go to the beach whenever I want to. Well..my stepdad's brother is moving, and for the 4th of July, a million spanish people are coming over....including Milton...(drum roll). lol. but oh well, my mom will be around. back to life...I love Fred....but whatever. He has a "girlfriend" and he always tells me he would never see me. I can still talk to him, I just want him to tell me he loves me once in a while...cuz he says he does...but he doesnt say it. So today..I went to school, came home and ate dinner. I went for a really long bike ride down the mountain to clear my head. It felt good. I layed in the grass....having false hope that Fred would just come along and lay with me. I rode for an hour and a half. I went home...got a drink...and went outside to kick a few goals into my soccer net...then i layed in the grass daydreaming about Fred and how great he is. But I was getting eaten alive by bugs so I went inside, took a shower and did my homework. I am going to start my diet tomorrow...eating good food...not eating breakfast...and riding my bike 3 times a week. It should work. For the dinner dance...it's going to be so cool. I'm going to the mall this weekend to get a new dress because my mom changed her mind about my old one. Im buying the dress the shoes...everything. I'm getting my nails done...and Dee's mom is doing my hair. I'm getting my eyebrows waxed at Renee's work. I'm gonna have a million pictures taken of me to give to people so they cant say they never saw me dress up. It's next Friday!! Yay!! Well, I'm gonna get carpooltunnel from typing...so I'll talk to you all later. xoxox. I love you all. And I'm sorry for everything I ever did wrong. Forgive me?
¤*.¸¸.·´¨` »*Cassie*«´¨`·.¸¸.*¤
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SHit..it stopped again, Good Charlotte-Riot Girl |
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This is so cute, and it's all true. ( aww )
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