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[10 Aug 2003|01:35pm]
my journal... now is at www.livejournal.com/users/zariex


okay bye.
my parade.

[09 Aug 2003|11:40pm]
[ mood | weird ]
[ music | staind - fade ]

just sitting aloneeeeeee

i feel kinda nice.

despite the fact that one of the best summers of my life is almost over... despite the fact that schools coming, and ill probably get lost the first day and get pissed on by a couple teachers.... despite the fact that sophmore year is supposedly the hardest year in school...

this is gonna be a great year. i almost cant wait til ring dance.

im still debating over whether i want to get 40 bucks for wearing a suit and a fake moustache... or wear a nice dress or something. i got a dress for 10 bucks at goodwill thats real nice. i figured theres got to be some kind of school thing that i should wear it to so i got it.

blegh.

i feel nice..

im going to bed now.

feeling super nice.

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six flags [08 Aug 2003|02:52pm]
[ mood | complacent ]
[ music | silence ]

sorry i didnt write when i got home... i got home at like midnight, and and i wanted to make sure i wasnt tired for band practice cause i had to be at the school at like 11, so i went right to bed.

my dad drove me and rob there... and rob kept begging me to go on the superman but i was nervous >.< i wanted to 'warm up' by going on the mind eraser. i had been waiting for that ride for a long time. like so long you cant even imagine. like when i was 8.. i went to darien lake with my 'fam' and i was too little to go on the mind eraser so i decided id go on when i was old enough... but i never had the chance til now.

so we went on the mind eraser... and then my dad went to get a drink while me and rob went on the batman... and then [wow this is hard to remember... why is this hard to remember?] i think i was hungry so we all went to get something to eat... then my dad was gonna go try to find dan and sheri and all them because they were at the park too... so me and rob went into the line for the scream, but we left a little while after that because the line was superlong... and instead we went on the thungerthing. i forget what the name was, but it started with thunder.

hm. after we got off the thunderthing i was sick of putting it off... because i knew i was gonna go on the superman by the end of the night, regardless of whether i was nervous or not... so we went over there and stood in line. i have to say... i was panicking the whole time. you can even ask rob. i was going completely insane. i left a message on my dads cell that said something line 'hey dad its staci im going on the superman, at least i think i am, i might bail last minute so ill call you when i get off or when decide to bail... so yeah have a lovely day.' al jumbled and smooshed together. i forget how long we stayed in line... but at one point i said 'okay, so if the thing breaks down im leaving' and then these kids that are already in the car thing get stuck ALL THE WAY ON THE TOP. like right before that insane drop? the one that goes up 208 feet.. but goes down 221 feet? yeah. that one. gheoiygow. but we stayed in line because i figured if we stayed in line for that long already, we might as well get on the fucking ride because it was getting ridiculous.

so some guy runs up and fixes it... we get in the car about a half hour later... im still panicking.. except its to the point where im keeping it to myself and driving myself crazy, and were halfway up to the top... and i ask these kids behind me if you can die and they said 'yeah and look, theres water moving down there, i think someone fell not too long ago' and then we dropped. and i had a great time.

but the ride broke down all the 4 times we went on the ride. each time wed be in line... see it stop at the top, and while people were either standing and staring or leaving because they thought the 'technical difficulties' would stop the thing completely wed cut in line and we got actually pretty far.

but after we went on the super man the first time.. we went on the flashback, because we saw the top of it from some places in the park and we didnt know what it was, so we wandered over and found that it had a short line, so we got on. i got a pretty bad headache, but rob seemed to like it. hahah

so after that we went on the superman again, and found my dad... and we got stuff to drink, and we found dan and them, and me and gil and dan and rob went on the batman again, and then we got split up again, i dont even know why, they just kind of walked away, so my dad went to the mind eraser again and we went on the superman again.... and when we got off we met back up and turns out dan and them went to see a magic show, so we looked around for the place but couldnt find it...

it was raining by now, and it was beggining to get pretty dark, but the superman was open so we went back on it. it was even better then the first three times because it was dark, and it was like... raining. even though it was rainging on and off the whole day, we went on the superman once before when it was raining, but its not the same because it wasnt dark. or something.

and you wouldnt believe how many people drop loose change. i got a whole 1.03 just picking up pennies and nickles.

i may have forgotten something... but if i did, oh well. it was fun. thats pretty much the gyst of it.

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[07 Aug 2003|08:37am]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | thursday - paris in flames ]

YESSSS

score x 5794037590327590.

its not raining.

but too bad manda and gerrit cant come. :(

but robs coming... and he said that he went on the superman like 7453759730 times last time he went to six flags... so that guarantees me a good 3 or 4 times... right? right. =D

*pees in pants*

i wish my rodney-poo could come. he was so cute last night. i got into bed and he was squeaking like mad and he had his paws on the side so he could see over the plastic base. he was looking at me. it was so cute, i wanted to marry him. and i still do. =D

but fluffy's still great. fluffy's the most inteligent fish i know. fluffy will always be better then rodney [no offense, poopypants] but hes a full 7 months older... [yes, a fish is older then rodney] therefore he is more wise.

okay well, this is me leaving to have fun at a place ive been waiting for a very long time to go to. so later.

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[06 Aug 2003|07:57pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

i have a bad headache... my whole head is throbbing.

i think its starting to subside though... i hope it is.

my mom thought i was having a fever like an hour ago. but im not. *phew*

it didnt rain today, maybe that means it wont rain tomorrow. =DD

i gotta ask rob and gerrit about whats going on though. megh.

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[05 Aug 2003|10:15pm]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | thursday cd over and over ]

i hate you.

1 rained on my parade.

[05 Aug 2003|09:49pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | thursday - cross out the eyes ]

yeahhhh so. blegh.

im going to six flags with gerrit and rob and manda on thursday [[if it doesnt rain for god's sake]]

i really hope it doesnt rain.

my dad told me that i havent done anything constructive all summer. it got me thinking... i mean. really, are we supposed to do constructive things during summer? besides the reading that they make us do... i dont think we really have to do anything.... because its summer. summer's a break from school.

school = constructiveness
summer = break from school = break from constructiveness.

right?

but then again, i have done things besides sitting around... ive helped with my cousins wedding in georgia, ive went to the beach many a time, i actually got a tan [except it went away, but oh well], ive been taking care of a goldfish for the past 9 months, i just rodney [and hey, he hasnt died yet, so i must be doing something right. i feed him everynight, and i clean his cage every other night, and give him freaking veggies twice a day], and i go skating a lot too.

and you know what? this is the best summer ive had in my whole life. for once im not sitting in a corner downstairs with two fairly large piles of books next to me [one being the ones ive finished, the other being the ones i ahve yet to read]. now i have a pile in my room. one book is on learning german, one on scientology, two on guinea pigs, and the other is some supposedly scary book, but i didnt see any that seemed as good as the ones i read last year. those were pretty cool. caroline b cooney kinda kicks butt.

so i donno what im doing tomorrow, because i cant go to hankes. we usually go there from noon til 9.30 but i have to go to sylvan from 4.30 til 6.30.... and i dont wanna have to leave early. so i might just hang out at gerrits, or read my books.

laterrrr

my parade.

[05 Aug 2003|12:24pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | two live crew - dirty nursery rhymes ]

this book is so cool. [book on guinea pigs]

the author or the book... he has like a 'free-range guinea pig' as he calls it. like he lives in his house like a dog. he named it fred.

like seriously... fred's potty trained to go in this one place in the guys house... and fred has his own little cagey thing that he can go in and out of.... but he basically can go anywhere in the house that he wants to go.

i wanna do that. i mean think. all id have to do is tape all my wires onto the walls... put my guitar and amp and stuff downstairs... put doors on my closet... put covers on my heating vents [which ive been meaning to do both for a while] and potty train him, of course.

i think i might try it. i know its harder then it seems... but im willing to try.

and im not going to inform you about what happened yesterday. hahaha. i told billy and mellie. not telling anyone else unless manda wants to know or something. i think i was even pushing it when i told billy... since hes a guy and all. but i thought it was hilarious.... he thought it was kinda funny, but mostly an overshare.

im drinking blue koolaid from a halloween cup. and coke. mmmmmmm i have three 12 packs and rob doesnttttttt. oh oh oh what nowwwww sucker.

im gonna go take a shower.

i think im gonna go to robs later.

i probably will.

my nose itches.

aww the songs over.

okay bye. have a nice day. ill probably update back when i get out... im that bored. so look forward to it. if i dont... THEN WELL I GUES YOUR SHIT OUT OF LUCK ARENT YA HMMM? rofl. later. ;D

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[04 Aug 2003|10:33am]
[ mood | disappointed ]
[ music | super mario bros. ]

no lake compounce for staci ;/

its raining like mad out there. what the hell?

oh wellllll

back to video gamessssss. later.

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recap [03 Aug 2003|09:19pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | red hot chili peppers - scar tissue ]

yeah.. so i went shopping.

i got a pair of pants and a spiderman watch.

not what i went there for... but i liked them, and there was a sale... so there.

i like the pants.. their fawesome. their like.... dark blue, and their sorta tight but sorta not... so its gonna look retarded with most of my shirts... but fuck you if you dont like it because i... i donno, but... fuck you

hahaa.

joey thinks it hurts more to be kicked in the balls then hit (or kicked, i mean hey) in the boob.

BUT THAT CANT BE POSSIBLE. i mean seriously people, until you experience pain when you're riding in the back of a school bus, or running, or jumping in some cases, you can not say a word.

girls wear bras for many reasons.. most of which you know, so im not going to grace you with that knowledge. but one is to make the pain subside. which means YEAH. if we didnt wear bras it would hurt ten times worse now wouldnt it? you guys dont need anything to protect yourself, besides maybe a cup in baseball, and man, ive gotten my share of hits in softball, i know it hurts. so thats an obvious protection youd need.

or maybe im wrong... maybe joeys right when he said boys go through more pain when they get hit... after all, he said that grown men cry because of it....

but its like as soon as us girls think weve gotten off scott-free saying 'OH YEAH i go through less pain!!!' we get slapped in the face with periods and giving birth.

i mean man like getting cramps.. and bleeding, and having to either wear a fucking diaper thing or stick a cotton thing up in a hole to absorb it... and then stretching the previously mentioned hole thats originally 1 or 2 centimeters in circumference... into 10 centimeters... and passing a baby through it.

im done. bye now.. =D

my parade.

[03 Aug 2003|12:37pm]
[ mood | complacent ]
[ music | red hot chili peppers - all around the world ]

la la la la la

im bored.

my parents are at costco... so im just sitting around..

i gotta go clothes shopping later. some kid at the carnival yesterday was whispering behind my back.. something like 'that he's a girl' so i got thinking that i should wear more girlie shirts. but nothing could make me give up my pants. man i love my pants.

lake compounce tomorrow. =DDDD

i cant wait

its gonna super duper fun. were gonna go sky diving. =D

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quizes all around. [01 Aug 2003|11:37pm]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | red hot chili peppers - otherside ]

chain holding jack
Good stuff, you are "Wedding? I love
weddings! Drinks all around." You're the
life of the party and nothing gets you down,
not even certain death at the hands of your
zombie nemesis or the Navy. Come to think of
it, realism isn't your strong suit...


Which one of Captain Jack Sparrow's bizarre sayings from Pirates of the Caribbean are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

mmmmmmmm *wishes i was the chick, except not with the chain cause thats too funky*

Queen of Deep Thought
The Queen of Deep Thought


Which Deep Emotion Are You Queen Of?
brought to you by Quizilla

i kinda feel like doo-doo. crap. shite. diarhea?

my parade.

[01 Aug 2003|11:12am]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | red hot chili peppers - purple stain ]

when i was growing up... i always visioned myself being a single parent and a lawyer. not that i had to be single... just because i wanted to be.

i firgured thats how i wanted to be.. ever since i was 6 years old.. me and my dad were walking into taco bell, and we saw a lady. she had black sunglasses and a black dress on, and she was getting food to go. when she left, you could see her walk out the door, get into a black car... and race away.

i never understood why i thought she was a lawyer. ever. maybe its just the stereotype that lawyers get. they always seem to work late, so they get fast food for dinner... but i wanted to be like her. i dont even know why that is either, for all i know she could have been an assassin or something.

but i realize that having all three of those is impossible. i guess i have to think about which one id compromise. it wouldnt be a lawyer though... its either not have a kid, or get married and hope my husband wants to stay home.

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some really retarded survey on kissing. really. dont mind me. [31 Jul 2003|09:09pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | tetris from the other room ]

1.) Have you ever been kissed? yeah
2.) How many people? a couple
3.) Can you name them all? yeah
4.) Do that now. ...no.
5.) Who was the last person you kissed? rob
6.) How long ago was it? idk.... a few minutes ago? he just left.
7.) Describe that kiss. im not gonna tell you. ;D hahaha rofl
8.) Describe the best kiss you've ever had. havent had that kiss yet.
9.) Who was it with? you mean who will it be with? i dont know.
10.) Do you kiss your friends? nah. most of my friends are guys. and i dont think id kiss a girl besides manda. rofl and evern with her its debatable.
11.) Do you think that kissing is only for dating? depends on what kind of kiss.
12.) How old were you when you got your first kiss? 14
13.) What was it like? akward
14.) Have you ever kissed a stranger? nah. thats f*cking slutty.
15.) How long was your longest kiss? pretty long ;D rofl
16.) Do you like tongue? egh. sure why not?
17.) How do you like lips to be? {i.e. soft, firm, thin..ect.} i dont give a damn?
18.) Do you like kissing? sure why not.
19.) Where do you like to be kissed the most? lips. and.. on my neck. *giggles*
20.) Is kissing a essential part of dating? nah.
21.) Has kissing someone ever lead to sex? *blinks* im 15. i dont do sex.
22.) What direction do you tilt your head when you kiss? donno.
23.) Have you ever kissed someone else while commited? i kissed rob while being engaged to mellie. does that count? if it does... IM SO SORRY ITLL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN!!
24.) Have you ever kissed your best friend? yeah. fifth grade. i kissed alan on the cheek.... >.< but hey... evil eevee and zapdos were my favorite pokemon cards... and he just gave them to meee
25.) Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? nah
26.) Do you believe kissing is an art? nah. a kiss is a kiss. nothing to it.
27.) Have you ever kissed someone you dont like? nah
28.) Did you end up liking them based on their kisses? i like them before i kiss them... so that question was pointless.
29.) Do you believe that two people with braces will get stuck together if they kiss? nope. it would be funny if it could happen though.
30.) Did you kiss someone with braces {if you had them} to see if it was true? nope. i asked my orthodontist. but you can get stuck with a retainer and braces if you really work it.

3 rained on my parade.

[31 Jul 2003|07:16pm]
I HAVE A GUINEA PIG AND YOU DONT. except maybe if you do..

and his poops are pretty and cylindricly perfect. you should see them, theyre so adorable and cute and stuff.

rob got him for me today. =D robs great. i named him rodney.

zariex: rodney
zariex: has cute little poops
zariex: its great
rawr its mel lie: ROFL

this 'pig' is so cute. he looks like a chinchila. like... put a big white splotch on a chinchila's side.. and a little one between its ears.. and make its ears a little smalller... and youve got rodney. =DD
4 rained on my parade.

[31 Jul 2003|10:08am]
hi. if you like me... fill this out. leave your name. and everyone that reads this loser journal should fill this out. unless your stalking me. because if thats the case, i dont wanna hear about it.

01. When\How did we meet?
02. Have we ever met in person & have we hung out?
03. What was your 1st impression of me?
04. Have we ever talked on the phone?
05. Have you ever seen me cry?
06. Have you ever seen me dance?
07. Have you ever seen me in my underwear?
08. If you could spend a day with me, what would we do?
09. Have we ever gotten in a fight?
10. If you could give me a gift, what would it be?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Would you kiss me?
13. What major thing do we have in common?
14. What is my best feature?
15. What is my worst feature ?
16. Have you ever made me laugh/have i ever made you laugh ?
17. Describe me using four or less words
18. Would you make out with me?



OH YEAH i forgot to tell you about the ghetto girl from before the show... it was great.

me and hanke and rob and tuzzio are sitting around infront of the webster, waiting for chubbz and neil and everyone from reviance to come.... and robs like 'im gonna go check up here, be right back'... so i follow him because i was looking for pennys and i found like 4 where we were sitting, so i figured there might be more over there... so we check up there, no u-haul van... so we start back and theres this chick and she says to rob 'YOU GOT A GIRL?'. me and rob are so taken abback, that we dont know what shes saying and we're like 'what?' and she says it again and im like '....oh' and robs like 'huh?' and me and rob start walking away and shes like 'IM TALKING TO YOU'. i lost it by then... so i ran over to the others and laughed my arse off.

rob was hit on by a ghetto girlllllll. lmfao
4 rained on my parade.

[31 Jul 2003|09:39am]
[ mood | complacent ]

reviance show wasnt what i expected.

not that it wasnt great.... it really was. the reviance show... was great.

everyone there that was 21+ and even some kids that were underage were piss drunk. it was hilarious to look into the mosh pits... i mean, instead of people flailing around kicking everywhere... it was basically drunk guys.. flailing a little and then falling over, then getting help up by their friends, and hugging like anyone they see.

the kids before reviance looked like they were 13 years old... and the singers scream sounded like a wounded bird. you know turdy's bird call from rockos modern life? it resembled that...

some industrial band played... it was kinda funky.. i didnt like it much. i dont really like music with people complaining about how sucky the world is... if you hate it here then do something about it. all your gonna do by making music like that is cause a riot and screw it up further.

the last two bands... honestly. i liked the music. it was cool. and the guitarist for hanzel und gretel was awesome. he had cool hair and stuff. but the girls... man i could have done without them. if i ever disliked that type of girl before... id think i hate it now. they had miniskirts that were like a million miles up their thighs... and when the chick from voudoo jumped around ((which she always did)) her boobs flew around everywhere. i donno. maybe im just real insecure and selfish and i think other people should dress the same way as me. ((no i dont want you to)). i got over it when i covered my eyes and listened to the music without watching the girls. hanke and tuzzio and rob thought i was sleeping i guess. they were pretty mesmerized... i doubt they noticed a thing.

i didnt get killed in the mosh pit ((thanks tuzzio for trying to help if i ever needed it))... that was pretty neat. the only drawback about the people that were there was that i couldnt really tell if some where boys or girls. the guys wore dresses and skirts and stuff... im not against it.. i just thought it was strange that i couldnt tell the difference.

on another note... tuzzio got me that pirates of the caribbean poster from mcdonalds. =DDD

1 rained on my parade.

coke bottles are sexy. [30 Jul 2003|09:30am]
[ mood | chipper ]

you know... coke bottles... the real bottles made out of glass....

theyre real sexy.

like think about it.... theyre curved. they dont look like any other soda bottles... do they? no. because coke has their own bottle type. its got a long name. i forget it. it looks different then every bottle... everywhere. its different from every other company.

and like... all the other bottles are like.... not curved... and they would be flat if they were people.

but the coke bottle is curved. like perfect.

i dont think you understood that. if you did, its a miracle.

rudolf the soda bottle...
had a very curved body
and if you ever saw him
you would even say THATS SEXY

all of the other bottles
used to laugh and call him names
they never let poor rudolf
join any soda bottle games

then one sunny ((insert date here)) afternoon
some guy came to say
'rudolf with your bottle so sexy
wont you be the trademark bottle for my company?'

then all the bottles loved him
as they shouted out with glee
rudolf the coca cola bottle
youll go down in historyyyyyyyyyyy


thats my better version of the reindeer thing. its better. better x 53530753257395737509375. you know you love it.

3 rained on my parade.

*pees in pants* [30 Jul 2003|09:10am]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | have a coke commercial stuck in my head >.< ]

hey there.

im finally home!!! =D

i got to go to the coke factory before we leftttt. it was great. like heaven. there were like a million dates telling when they improved it to make it taste better and stuff. like there was a date ((i forget the date)) when this guy got bored with it and wanted to add pazazz and he put carbonated water in it and it was like BOOM everyone liked it ten times more. and there was another room where they played old coke commercials... and then there was a room where you could taste coke products from all around the world ((some apricot sh*t from africa tastes real funky.... dont try it. haha)) and the last place was the gift shop. *knows what im getting rob now* and there was like a million tvs in there and they were playing coke commercials from now.. like that one that goes 'lets make it really real, lets make it really real.. try to make it REAL compared to WHAT.' i think thats how it goes. hahah

i got here around 4. it took like 18 hours to get home... its only supposed to take 15... >.< must have been loads of traffic or something.

and then at like 5 i got a ride to robs house and we hung out for a while... what a way to end my dayyyy. it was nice. =D hes a nice fellow. =D

so today... rob and tuzzio are coming over at like 1.30. then we gotta walk down to krusty kreme to pick up hanke because hes gotta walk. then i donno when were leaving... but were leaving to go to the reviance show. *squeals* i cant waitttttttttttt *pees in pants* man. i feel like a girl... thats over reacting about something.

and you know what happens tomorrow? YES YES YES YES YES YES. ((no not an herbal essence commercial)) 6 months. =DDD

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leaving tomorrow [27 Jul 2003|05:31pm]
im in georgia... but im leaving tomorrow. *phew*

its nice to visit... but i wouldnt want to live here *quotes clarissa explains it all*

i miss everyoneeeee =D

im gonna hang out with mellie on like the 1st so she can see my guinea pig. i think im gonna name him dirk. hahahaha

then im probably gonna go to hankes with rob so him and joe and jon can have a bass-off... and so i can see hanke... and jared wants to see me too... so i figured i should say hi.... being nice you know.

the wedding yesterday was pretty.

i miss my house.

i miss fluffy.

*pouts*

laterrrr
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[23 Jul 2003|09:52am]
[ mood | empty ]
[ music | dora the explorer from the other room ]

im leaving for georgia in a couple hours...

gee i hope youll miss me. ;D

i know three people ill miss indefinitely.

man.. july is a good month.

reviance show is on the 30th. im driving rob and tuzzio.... score. i get to spend like 4-5 hours with two of my favorite people. =D

6 months in on the 31st. im probably gonna be spending the day with rob cause we gotta get the guinea pig and all that stuff. =D *still doesnt know what to get him* oh well... ill get something for him from georgia... even though im only staying there for a day. i practially scoured the mall a couple days ago.. didnt see anything i could get him. cody said i should get him a beta fish, but he doesnt like fish... *sucks at getting presents* haha

i miss people already. i want phone calls people.... if your important, you know the number.

my phones fixed so you can call the normal number now... =D

next entry will be on the 29th or 30th.

later.

2 rained on my parade.

[22 Jul 2003|04:05pm]
[ mood | mellow ]
[ music | silence ]

i really hope i can get to robs later...

i really really really really do.

my dad brought the car to the car place... and now we dont have a car.
he was going to ride his bike back to get the car... but its raining now.
i leaving tomorrow.
im going to be gone for a whole week.
no rob for a week.
so now im wondering what was happening yesterday that was so great that we couldnt hang out.

well. i went to mellies... he was at gerrits...
i stopped at tuzzios for a 1/2 hour.. then went home.. he went to the mall...
i went back to tuzzios when i realized me and him werent going to be hanging out that day.

its thundering and lightning outside.

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[22 Jul 2003|12:34pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | no doubt - simple kind of life ]

yay.

so.... lets see.. whats new?

i spent the day with mellie yesterday... and then i went to tuzzios...

turns out people think i like tuzzio more then rob.

well is this makes you feel any better... i like rob. no.... i love rob. no... i love love love rob. x 573895737537503759375973057357392753097537959375903750937593075

see.. tuzzios one of my best friends... i guess i didnt get the notice that you cant have best friends of the opposite sex. next time someone call me if the rules have changed.

no... next time, someone confront me, before you go and tell my boyfriend that you think i like someone else. id really appreciate it... ;D. in fact... no one has told me except rob and tuzzio... thats weird, dont you think?

and you know what?

rob makes me happy. he makes me real happy.

i dont like... and never have liked... any guys more then i like him right now.

really.... theres no reason for people to be paranoid and think im gonna start liking one of his best friends.

if i wanted to go out with tuzzio... i had the chance a while ago... i didnt take it. i didnt want it. he was my best friend, and i didnt want to screw it up then... and i still dont want to screw it up.

really. im sorry if i hurt any feelings while hanging out with tuzzio. i wanted to see him before i left. same reason i wanted to see mellie before i left.

see.... i dont have that many friends... i cant afford to run off to georgia and not see people before i leave.

yeah... news flash, im going to georgia... see? you didnt know. ill be back on the 29th. dont miss me too much. *laughs*

*glad i got that off my chest* please guys... next time if you think i like someone, tell me... not rob.. not tuzzio, but me. dont act like your scared of talking to me or something... thats insane. im the one thats supposed to be paranoid that he doesnt like me... thats how its been for 5 1/2 months... id rather be the paranoid one then him.

im driving rob and tuzzio to the reviance concert... one more spot in the car... who ever wants to come is invited... as long as its one person. haha

2 rained on my parade.

soda soda soda soda soda [20 Jul 2003|11:38pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | no doubt - just a girl ]

zariex: oooooohh *just remembered soda i left in moms room at 10.30* *drinks it* mmmmmmm soda at 11.30 at nightttttt
zariex: i think im gonna open another at 12 so i can say ive drank soda in the wee hours of the morning


mmmmmmmmmmmmm

9 rained on my parade.

soda soda soda soda soda [20 Jul 2003|11:38pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | no doubt - just a girl ]

zariex: oooooohh *just remembered soda i left in moms room at 10.30* *drinks it* mmmmmmm soda at 11.30 at nightttttt
zariex: i think im gonna open another at 12 so i can say ive drank soda in the wee hours of the morning


mmmmmmmmmmmmm

my parade.

[20 Jul 2003|11:23pm]
okay so i dont know what im getting him. scratch that whole idea. ;/
my parade.

[20 Jul 2003|06:30pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | no doubt - excuse me mr ]

got my pictures developed todayyy ---not many came out too good... damnit---

dave grohl and anthony keidis are two of the 100 sexiest people. =D

*hopes i can go to mellies tomorrow... not going to see her til 5735097329 million years if i cant hang out with her*

found out what im getting rob. and no one knows but meeeee

one hint... its gonna be blue. [thats the only hint youll get.. and really, i dont think youll get far with it]

i had to get my hair cut for the wedding today.... >.<

*loves rhcp x 540935703297523975*

my parade.

[19 Jul 2003|10:17pm]
[ mood | complacent ]
[ music | no doubt - tragic kingdom ]

just got back from loo's party.

twas real fun.

i saw like 5775309 people that i havent seen in a long time... it was great.

i hung out with casey and matt and john ---johnny--- and steveo and i met carl... [[who screwed up practically my whole year by telling me his name was john at the beginning... i just found out his name like a few weeks before school ended]]

i went in the pool with john... and we made a whirlpool ---but dont tell rob that... i told him we had mad monkey sex. lmao---

loo liked my pretty present i got herrr. it was a fisher price guitar/violin for like 2 yr olds and up. :D

i 'got caked' by steveo... real bad. i swear i didnt start it... all i did was smear some on his cheek... he didnt have to smoosh it in my hair.. and up my nose... and in my ears...!!

amanda got pretty pissed though *laughs to self* it was actually kinda funny... she got caked too... but she didnt take it as well as i did i guess... because she tried to wash it out in the pool ---yeah... try to ruin the filter why dont you--- and kathy pushed her in... and then she chased after her... and tried to punch her ---she didnt succeed--- .... and he ran home i guess and i didnt see her since.

steveo wont marry me... >.< *pouts*

oh well. matt said he would... dunno if thats a good thing or not....

2 rained on my parade.

[19 Jul 2003|02:19pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | no doubt - suspension without a suspence ]

You are DORY!
What Finding Nemo Character are You?

brought to you by Quizilla


someone tell me who dory is? i never saw the movie. >.

my parade.

tragic kingdom [19 Jul 2003|09:24am]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | no doubt - dark blue ]

Once was a magical place
Over time it was lost
Price increased the cost
Now the fortune of the kingdom
Is locked up in its dungeon vaults
The castle floor lies in traps
With coiled wired set back
Decoyed by old cheese
Now the drawbridge has been lifted
As the millions

They drop to their knees
They pay homage to a king
Whose dreams are buried
In their minds

His tears are frozen stiff
Icicles drip from his eyes
The cold wind blows as it snows
On those who fight to get in
On heads that are small
Disillusioned as they enter

They're unaware what's
Behind castle walls
But now it's written in stone
The king has been overthrowned
By jesterly fools
And the power of the people
Shall come to believe they do rule
They pay homage to a king
Whose dreams are buried
In their minds
His tears are frozen stiff

Icicles drip from his eyes
Welcome to the tragic kingdom
Cornfields of popcorn
Have yet to spring open
Have they lost their heads
Or are they just all blind mice
We've heard all their stories
One too many times
Hypnotized by fireflies
That glow in the dark
Midgets that disquise themselves
As tiny little dwarfs

The parade that's electrical
It serves no real purpose
Just takes up a lot of juice
Just to impress us
They pay homage to a king
Whose dreams are buried
In their minds
His tears are frozen stiff

Icicles drip from his eyes
Welcome to the tragic kingdom
Cornfields of popcorn
Have yet to spring open

1 rained on my parade.

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