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Very hungover right now. My stomach has been bothering me this weekend anyways lol and the combination of cognac, whiskey and beer didn't really help matters much! :p. And Joey's glad I didn't kill our guest last night, in fact we talked each other's ears off. He's at his mom and dad's right now, I've been in the bathroom most of the morning lol. Oh great...now I'm developing heartburn...too much party hahhahaa. Life, death, the universe and everything we talked about last night, she looked at the extensive stash of pictures I've taken over the years. She even said she's glad to see me--do I believe it? I don't know, I'm sure she was damn surprised to find Joey still with me lmao. She wants to get up with her old friends but it's been eight years and most of them have moved away, gotten new lives of their own, died, etc. I guess it's a good thing we didn't stay in that city, considering what it's done to her and her life. I thought this place was a rathole one horse town, but at least I'm safe and alive, the people I talk to are (loosely speaking, heh) normal and ain't in detox, my family is here and I have my sanity (such that it is). I should count my blessings, I suppose. Think I'll nip off and have some soup now. Here's something else for you guys to chew on hehehe.
Save You
Pearl Jam
Gonna save you fucker...not gonna lose you
Feelin cocky and strong...can't let you go
Too important to me
Too important to us...we'd be lost without you
Baby, let yourself fall...I'm right below you
And fuck me if I say something that you don't want to hear
And fuck me if you only hear what you want to hear
Fuck me if I care...but I'm not leaving you here
You helped me when I was down...I'll help you when you're down
Why are you hitting yourself?...Come on hit me instead
Let's pick up your will...It's grown fat and lazy
I'm sympathetic as well...don't go on me now
And I'm not living this life without you I'm selfish and clear
And you're not leaving here without me, I don't wanna be without
my best...friend. Wake up, to see you could have it all
Cause there is but you...and sometimes within you
It's taken control...let's beat it, get up let's go!
Oh you're in your own wolrd, let's see the whole world
Let's pick up your soul
And fuck me if I say something that you don't wanna hear
And fuck me if you only hear the treble in your head
Please help...me..To help you...Help yourself,br>
Help me help yourself...Please help me to...Please help me to...
Help you.
Ah, the people we care about, and continue to, even though we only have their scorn.
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