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early release!!! there was one today. when i first heard we had one last week, i was surpised bc courtney never had ne last yr; she just had off periods. school was out at one...three hr earlier...30 min earlier than we got out in middle school. there was only 55min per a class (five min passing time), but there was no lunch. i was really hungry when i went to maddie's. yup, i went to maddie's after school...she didn't have v-ball practice after school. it was a lot of fun. at first we were going to watch a movie, but maddie didn't have ne good movies. we really wanted to watch the matrix: reloaded because mike just got it, and he was going to watch it. he didn't get to watch it either bc rite before he started the movie his dad walked in and asked wut it was rated, and it's r, so he didn't get to watch it. haha! lol!
after we sat around for awhile, maddie called phil to come over, but he was doing hw. who the hell goes home on an early release and does hw? ...phil lol! then, we got some food from mcdonald's and wendy's. just about as we finished, mike comes over. we just sat around talking and watching tv; then, mike walked rite and front of me and he had a huge hole in his pants rite on his butt...like two inches in diameter, and i told him. it was so funny, he covered his butt and ran into the sitting area and sat down by katy. (that feels so weird to type katy not caity.) while he did that maddie and i were laughing and throwing this wrapper or something back n forth. well, dj wanted it and i didn't catch it and landed rite in my crotch and dj goes for it. i jump out of the chair, and maddie and i start laughing. luckily, mike didn't see that.
soon, phil came along. katy, maddie, mike, phil, and i started talking about the best place, and of course, we all said our home towns. houston rules! lol! (oh yea...russ isn't there bc he's on a cruise all week...rich bastard! lol!) then, we started talking about "the hick states:" arkansas, missouri *cough cough*, tennessee, west virginia, and for some reason maddie said louisiana. i was like wut? she like, u kno...it's where all the black ppl live; it's all ghetto. i was like there's a big difference between ghetto and hicks, rednecks. o yea, katy also told us about the last time dj ate chocolate because he had just eaten a hershey's kiss...wrapper and all. well, he got really hyper and tried to rape pee wee. lol! i kno scary...especially since they're both male dogs. she said it took dj two days to get over wanting to rape pee wee.
after that, we go upstairs to play pong...well, katy and mike play pong while we all watch. mike won two out of three. then, we went outside to play v-ball. i wearing jeans bc it's kinda cold; plus i never wear shorts to school, so i have to change into shorts just in case i slide on the ground. only shorts of maddie's that fit were her old v-ball shorts...spandex. w/ mike and phil, i had to put on another shirt that cover my butt bc...ya, u kno...my nice, muscular ass! lol! yea rite...ne way, thank god we didn't keep score. maddie and phil were on a team, and mike, katy, and i were on a team. it was funny, i followed the ball back, but then realized it was behind me and told mike to get it at the last second. of course, i kinda took too big of a step back and kinda fell in the splits, (and didn't realized it bc i'm so flexible that i didn't even feel...i knew i was on the ground, though) and mike missed the ball. mike never did ne thing on our team, but he said i wanna stay in the back row bc i like the view...it's one of those compliments u don't wanna take bc they flatter u, but they're also very wrong bc for him to be complimenting that means he must have been staring at my spandex. mike kept bumping the ball wrong so for the 50th time he bumped it wrong, so i throw the ball at the back of his head, and he turns his head. opps! lol! i hit him rite in the nose. by then, maddie's mom was playing, and we were all laughing. a couple min later, my team was doing horrible bc phil and maddie's mom had maddie, and bc i hit mike on the head w/ the v-ball, maddie and i switched teams.
after that, we only played for like two more seconds and started playing basketball bc the guys wanted to. since phil and katy had the most basketball experience, they were captains, and since phil like loves me, i was on his team, and maddie and mike were on the other team. mike was guarding me since he'd rather guard me than phil. of course, when i'd check the ball in, he'd be like where r my heads, they could be here, they could be there, they could be smacking ur ass. another time, (bc i was ^ against the garage bc that was out of bounds) he puts his hands on the garage door and like surrounds me, and he's like wut? i was just blocking. katy said no...that's harrassment. it was so funny! lol! and then, mike said to me, y can't they do in basketball wut they do to each in football and pat each other on the butt, and he makes the motion of smacking someone on the ass. of course i didn't say this bc he's probably be like that's ok too, but in football they "pat the ppl othe butt" that r on their team. throughout the game while mike "guarding" me, his hand kinda grazed passed my ass a couple of times. both times i was like MIKE!, but he'd just act clueless. before the game was over, i had to leave for dance :( lol! (i'm sad about the game ending, not mike trying to touch my ass.)
omg! i sit by the sickest guys in english. they're always talking about sex or jacking off. in fact, today alex was talking about his friend and her boyfriend having sex in her closet so her parents wouldn't get caught. alex also gave steven a condom, and then, they all started joking about how he'd never use it, and u should always buy two condoms, one for sex, the other to try on before to make sure u got the rite size. it's really sick. alex has this huge hicky on his chest from his grlfriend, and he was bragging about how he went the movies w/ his grlfriend, but they didn't watc it. every day, they always seem to talk about balls being attached to the chins...i dont' kno y...
speaking of weird things, on friday i was talking to kari when we had extra time in world geography. she thinks i should go out w/ nick. eww!!! i'll never, ever go out w/ nick again. i've said this before and i'll say it again, nick is a horrible boyfriend, and i'll never like him in that way again bc he turns into a major jackass. (for homecoming...when maddie and nick still liked each other, nick didn't even make maddie a mum or wutever they're called.) then, we started talking about how kari dislikes maddie, and that she's horrible friend. of course, she can do some bad things, but she's not a bad friend (unless u're counting that time she chose nick over me...but that's done and over). kari did tell me something about maddie i never heard about. last yr while mike was going out w/ persie, maddie was pretending to be lesebian or something like that (i couldn't understand exactly wut kari said...lol!) and she, stina, and mike were hanging out, and she licks mike's ear. then, she tells maddie to make out w/ mike and stina said no i'm not going to do that to persie, so her and mike just go behind the wall and just stand there for awhile. y would u lick someone's ear? that's really gross...lol...ew.
i kno as soon as i get a boyfriend, i'll be like i dont' have enough time for him...y do i have a boyfriend? but rite now, i want a boyfriend!!!!!!! phil would go out w/ me in a second, but i don't want to go down that road again! lol! that road leads to some poor farm down in mexico...lol! out of the guys that i hang out w/, john, mike, and chris would be the only possiblities. well, i really don't hang out w/ chris, i just see him every b day during lunch...he's russ's friend...that says a lot! lol! plus, he's really quiet. john...i don't kno, he's nice and all, he just has this weird quality to him. i don't kno wut it is...maybe he's too nice...i don't kno. lol! (i'm very picky.) only thing wrong w/ mike is maddie likes him, and phil likes me, so he probably wouldn't even think of liking...which really pisses me off if that were true. i won't have another boyfriend until i go to college...just kill me now.
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