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cool list of wut ppl should kno about ballet dancers [28 Feb 2005|11:00pm]
We do eat, we just work hard enough we don't gain weight.
Outside of dance we are actually very clumsy and accident prone.
Outside of the studio we don't look like dancers either, we slouch, we scuff our feet and we are completely unbeautiful.
When in stores, dancing is imminent. Turns, jumps and poses are sure to happen as soon as the isle is clear.
Crack the back, we must crack the back.
If we try to crack the back, but fail, it's rather depressing.
When we hear music we've danced to we have to do a part of that dance, no matter who looks at us.
If we've done something incredibly stupid and hurt ourselves, we must tell everyone how we hurt ourselves stupidly.
If(and when) we fall on our ass, we have to make it look like we did it on purpose. Oh, and end it in the most beautiful pose you've even seen.
If we come close to doing something, we'll keep trying untill we do it.
We could hate a song, then do a dance to said song and if the dance rocks wind up loving the song.
It's not unusual to buy a CD with a song we danced to, just for that one song.
After doing four, five, six or whatever you consider to be an amazing amount of turns look around and pray someone saw you.
No one saw.
If that rare time someone does see you do six turns they become your new hero and best friend.
We always count the turns. No matter whose doing them we count, three, two, seven, every head spot gets seen.
When messing around we do the best turns.
It's insainly argravaiting when we forget to count and we feel like we just did more then normal.
The teacher never sees when you do something damn good.
We find the rhythm in everything, music, hammering, turn signals, walking, everything and anything.
Everything is counted in eighths.
We stand in variations of first, third or forth, and on rare occasions second and fifth.
Ballerinas have the best bodies.
All ballet dancers must hate cheerleaders.
Those movements we're doing with our hands, those are dancer steps, twilling a finger, turns, lifting our hands up and down, jumps, it's a complicated thing non dancers will never understand.
Nothing sucks worse then working your butt off in a performance, you go out and bow, the audience gives you a pretty dang good response, then a young child comes out who did nothing and the house blows the roof off the place. At this point we wonder, I wonder how many rows I could kick that kid?
When some one falls down(And doesn't get hurt) at class, its funny. When someone falls down in a show in a dance other then yours it sucks for them, but its funny. When someone falls down in a show and its your dance it's not funny.
Watching ballet with non dancers sucks, our pointing everything out falls on deaf ears, "Wow! look at her feet!" "...Okay..." "What a great pointe!" "...Okay..."
Watching ballet with non dancers sucks, they point out stupid stuff, but we're quick to shoot them down and prove our dancing prowess "Wow! They sure did a lot of turns!" "Not really, their right shoulder was up slightly and they only did four, I can do four!" "That sure was a nice jump!" "I've seen better, their foot wasn't turned out enough, the spits could have been higher, and their arms would have looked better in third then fourth."
There's always someone better then us.
Show off discretely, and act surprised when some one compliments you.
Whine about how bad you are.
Whine about how awful your body looks.
Our legs are never long enough.
Our jumps are never high enough.
Our feet could have a better pointe.
We could have better turn out.
We could be more flexible.
On video, we always suck.
We want a clone, so we can sit in the audience and watch what a bad job we do.
You've just done something astounding, hard, amazing, and the audience... Does nothing... And as you stand, kneel, or whatever, you think... Clap you rotten...
When watching ourselves on video with non dancers we must point out our mistakes, even though they would never notice.
If we have room we must turn.
If on hard wood or linoleum, we must turn, even if we don't have room.
When our knee slams into the drain board, chair, cutting board, table, ect. after turning in the kitchen(or where ever) we must try again, to prove it wasn't us(It was the floor).
And above all else, hate those who are better then you are, especially if they're younger than you.
There are times when we don't bend at the waist when picking something up, in those cases we do great arabesques.
Blisters, raw skin, missing, warped and ingrown toe nails are all part of the game
Our bare feet are not pretty
Sewing pointe shoes takes too freaking long
Nothing sucks worse then killing a new pair of pointe shoes
There are so many different ways to break in pointe shoes they could never be counted
It feels great to be able to do more turns then a guy
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langham creek...REPRESENT!!! [07 Oct 2004|10:38pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | postal service ]

all this week has been spirit week; monday...tacky day, tuesday...team (jersey) day, wed...era day, today was gender bender (guys dressed as grls and grls dressed as guys), and tomorrow will be spirit day...wear blue and yellow. i'm thinking about wearing courtney's letter jacket from langham...lol. i'll balance it out w/ a mum that's school colors, so i'll be nuetral. yea, i'm going to the homecoming to dance w/ andrew. i think he likes, but i like michael now. and i'll try to stay and like this guy instead of going back and forth...lol! today, i wore michael's clothes head to toe other than my underwear, sports bra, and shoes. yes, i wore his boxers...lol! wut was weird was even though michael's kinda small, his pants fit fine w/ out his belt. surprisingly, i looked a lot like a guy...especially from the back bc i just let my hair dry down and i didn't wear ne makeup. it was kinda nice bc i had time to get ready in the morning. bc my hair how it was, everyone thought i looked like joseph k, so i made sure to get a pic of me w/ him...lol! on the bus i told him, i was the hot version of him :) mr. remec was the worst out of all the guys yesterday. it was just plain awful; i should have gotten a pic of him...it terrible; he looked a 40 some yr old whore...lol! and not one of those well age ones either....an ugly whore who tried to cover up the ugliness w/ excessive amounts of make-up. a lot grls wore make-up even though they were "guys." all i did was put a lil conclear under my eyes, and that's it.

mrs. mudd finally got it and decided to put me front and center stage for the intersection dance instead of all the lil drill team dancers. we're doing hip-hop AGAIN, and mrs. mudd's choregraphing. she's not that bad, but everything she does is soo lil, and hip-hop's suppose to be big and stylized. we had someone come in to from ballet austin, and i knew the lady. she dances at dancer's workshop sometimes...she's really good, i can't remember name though bc it's kinda weird, but i remember her last name was brown. obviously, she got married...lol! it was cool bc i walked in and i was like hey wuts up. it felt cool that i knew the guest speaker...i felt like i had a bunch of connections...o yea!!!

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since yea... [01 Oct 2004|11:27pm]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | tv ]

this is gonna be a short one bc i'm STARVING and it's late. umm...well, i'm going to a wedding this weekend, so i get to go to houston! yay! hopefully this time i'll remember to speak up in sunday school class and ppl will remember me. last time i went to houston, i was really quite and no one recognized me during sunday school. next weekend, i have homecoming....i'm going w/ andrew. we're going as friends and hopefully it'll be fun.

i feel like one of those stupid ditzy grls that can never make up their mind about who they like bc for awhie i've liked paul on and off (bc caity kinda likes him...she doesn't quite kno herself), and now i really don't like him. now i like michael. i don't kno y i'm going from liking to guy to guy...i usually like a guy for a really long period of time.

that's about all for now...i'm hungry and i gotta get up early tomorrow to take a shower and then, leave for houston.

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yea... [18 Sep 2004|02:37pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | broken social scene - almost crimes ]

it's now 10th grade (i've been in 10th grade for about 5 weeks now)...whoa! i'm a sophmore!!! the main campus is sooo much better than the crappy old hopewell place. it's bee forever since i've written ne thing, and that's bc i've either been too busy or too tired/lazy...i'm always lazy. lol! this yr so far seems pretty good...i have a lot friends in my classes this yr and there's a lot more hot guys here...hehe. ap world history is really hard; there's so much work. i should be doing my reviews this weekend bc they're due when we take the test (well, it's opionational, but u get a curve if u turn it in) and i haven't done ne of them and plan to do them all this weekend. math isn't hard, but i was slacking off and had a 60, but i brought it up 71 in one week, so i plan to get my grade at least another 10pts higher. then, i've got team sports...the most boring class EVER. it's suppose to be TEAM sports, but we got the tennis coach for it, so we gotta play tennis and tennis related games. on top of that, we gotta wear these ugly yellow shirts bc ppl skip class and go into the p.e. classes. after that, i got chemistry, it's fun...the teacher, mr. coslet is really cool (yea, my math teacher, mr. remec is very unique, too), but the stuff in chemistry is getting kinda weird. i kinda get it, but i don't comphrend it bc i don't see the pt in it. all those classes r on a-day, and then, on b-day i've got health class first. that's a really ez class...it's good that i got it first bc it gives me some time to fully wake up and do hw for other classes. then, i got spanish (that's usually the hw i'm doing in health), that class is fun bc it's pretty much our 8th grade class...melissa, taylor, me, caity, and nick r in it. after that is english and melissa, me, caity, and taylor all walk down to that class together bc we're all together, and there's a whole bunch of other ppl in my english class that i kno. mr. white (my english teacher) doesn't really like our class bc we're so loud bc we all kno each other...lol! last and still least, is dance 3. that class is sooo freakin' ez! lol! at the beginning, i really didn't kno ne one, but now i do and it's cool even though the student teacher we have rite now is teaching us how to axels...it's a first for everyone else. i was taught how to do them in 3rd grade or something like that. we don't even do axels ne more at my dance studio...lol!

i want to go soo bad to barcelona this coming summer ('05) in spain, but i can't...money issue...everything is a money issue now. my dad's been out of a job for over a yr now, and my mom started working as a recipitionist a doctor's office. the good thing about that is we get free medicine bc my mom just takes the samples at the office bc medicine for my dad's high blood pressure is really expensive. my dad's been trying really hard to get a job or so he says. he goes to interviews, but he's on the computer a lot and he says he's looking for jobs, but when i look at his computer monitor, he's looking at the stock market or some news site. my dad (and my mom joined along slightly unhappily) have decided to start some assisted living home on this piece of land my dad bought. this means major loans, and my mom coming from the family she's from, she's not used to borrowing so much money, so she's really stressed out. and on top of that, she's working and we're all still used to her being the stay at home, so she does the laundry, cooking, and cleaning. i feel really about that and want to help her out, but i either forget about helping out bc i'm busy w/ other stuff or if i do have the time and i remember abouut it, i'm just make up an excuse to do something else. my sister is even worse about, but u kno, she's away at college, so she doesn't have to really deal w/ ne of this stuff. so she comes home and she wonders y she can't borrow mom and dad's credit card to buy all these clothes online.

today i was planning on going to this dance convention at my school, so but all they told us during dance class was wut time to meet up here and that's pretty much about it. so yea...my mom drives me up to the school this morning and no one's there other than a bunch of ffa ppl. my mom started getting made at me bc i hadn't asked for more info, but mrs. mudd had said i'll tell ya'll more about it on friday, but then, u kno friday came and class started and i forgot about it. when class was over, i was gonna ask her, but her along w/ the rest of the tiger dancers had left bc they had to go to the football game which was in kileen (i heard we lost by about 20pts...yea, we suck). so i never got the info and my mom was getting all mad at me, so after about 30min of sitting around, we drive home. one we get home, my mom wants me to call mrs. mudd's house to tell that i couldn't come. i said no bc there was no pt bc for one thing, she probably wasn't there and plus, i had never said for sure that i was could go...i only told her that i mite go, so there was no pt in calling her at home. and then, my mom tried to guilt me out by saying, "well, i guess i'm just the type of person..." and then she trailed off. i was just like wutever and went upstairs to sleep since it was 8 o'clock in the morning. i fell asleep and both of the kitties came and slept w/ me!!! :P (yea, we had to put ginger to sleep about a week or two ago bc she was so old *tear*) it was kinda annoying bc mariko was taking up the whole pillow! then, i woke up...talked to caity, ate lunch, and here i am. *gasp* lol!

tonite me and my parents r going to some lil neighborhood thing where u can meet some ppl in our neighborhood since lake forest is still pretty new. in other words, free large masses of food! lol! my mom said i should wear my colors bc the ppl's house that we're going to, they're aggies, so i'm washing it rite now (and i probably need to wash myself before we go too...lol). i just hope she doesn't plan on wearing her aggie shirt so we're one big happy maroon family...that's just retarded unless u're in aggieland or going to an A&M game. i don't really have much more to say now, so yea...

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maddie's REAL profile [18 Feb 2004|11:09pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | tears of fear - everybody wants to rule the world ]

this is wut i think maddie should put in her profile:

i'm maddie, the biggest drama queen/ditz in the world! i pretty much forced my friend to go out w/ me, and this other guy likes me, but i'm mad at him bc he got all upset when i started going out w/ mike who didn't even act like he liked me until the day i made my friend, jade, make him ask me out. don't u hate ppl that go too fast in relationships and becoming extremely jealous and overprotective? by the way, mike, happy 48hr 21min 38sec anniversary! o yea...i also hate persie bc she looked at mike from across the room...i think she likes him. actually, i don't think that, i just think she's too nice. rite now, i'm mad at amy and i want to yell at her. no reason just want drama in my life...won't talk to her for another month! all guys love me...they just follow me around like puppy dogs, yet i'm extremely annoying bc either things go my way or i'll ignore u, yell at u, etc til i get my way, i complain about everything, i find the stupidest things funny, and i never get common sense stuff bc i'm a ditz! i'm such a blonde that i dyed my hair even blonder, and it looks really bad bc i always wear my hair ^, and they didn't highlite the bottom part, so it's a lot darker on the bottom. and if i have a hair sticking ^, i'll freak out, but if u try to pull it out, i'll yell. as u can tell, i'm ez going grl...now stop looking at my profile and im me! o yea...mike, i can't wait to see u again...i haven't seen u in the last 30min!

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recent events [08 Feb 2004|03:31pm]
[ mood | pleased ]
[ music | seal - my vision ]

free time! i'm really tired, so i'm not taking a nap during my free time, and that's pretty unusual. it was cool, this morning i walked into the sunday school room and the lady said...did u get a lot of sleep last nite? u look nice and well rested today. no one has ever said ne thing like that to me. if ne thing, everyone thinks i've had too lil sleep or i have a black eye. inside when she said that, i was probably jumping around...lol!

i just got done talking to stina (that last convo), and i don't wut it is. when stina told me john asked maddie to the valentine's day dance, i was shocked. probably bc several including stina told me that john probably likes me. it's not that i'm jealous, it felt like he was mine...u kno if i ever did like him, he'd be there for me. i can think of two reasons y maddie said maybe: she still likes mike and she made a pack w/ jade. just last week, she told me about a dream she had about her making out w/ mike at her grandparents' house. the next day, she had a dream about him carrying her down the street and they were making out then, too. maddie says she doesn't like mike, but she still does. at least, she says she's not waiting ne more for him to ask her out. plus, her and jade made a pack that neither one of them were going to go to the valentine's day dance, and they'd only give v-day stuff to each other.

OMG! my mom and dad just came come, and i got 20 FIVE PACKS OF SPEARMINT GUM!!! lol! :D :D :D :D

ne way...lol! i kinda like mike, but he's very secretive about who he likes. i was talking to lauren about him, and she said that he probably likes me. then, i was bored yesterday and took some online quizzes two said we'd only be just friends, one said he's going ask me ne time, and another one said he's just a friend, but it could become more. and all those quizzes were from the same site...they suck! lol! it's not that i like him a lot, i really don't...it's just i haven't had a boyfriend in a long time. in fact, i'd probably be fine w/ a just short lil fling-ish type thing w/ him, but i'd never ne guy that i like that i'd want to just have a fling w/ them. lol!

o yea! a while back, we got our class rankings, and i'm number 39! that's in the top 4.5 or so percent. caity's 34, phil's 31, maddie's 197, russ's somewhere in the 200's, mike's 10, persie's 11, melissa's 9, and stina's 18. kathrine ho, of course, is number one. it would be a tie if darlene still went here. u kno wut makes me mad, mike copies my math notes, i have to explain our hw rite after we do the lesson, and he gets the better grades in math. it's not rite! then, i try to help brittany, in my dance class (at school) w/ her algebra II hw, and she says i just confuse her more, so i really don't help her ne more...lol!

i have decided and i won't change my mind. i'm not going to join the drill team. everyone sees them as sluts and cheerleader rejects. plus, i can do better than that. next yr, they said they'd probably put me in the red group. and, i thought it wouldn't showing me as doing ne thing, but i was talking to lea (and she's sent out a lot of applications to colleges) and says out of school things count, too on ur application. so when i apply for A&M, it won't just say my gpa, it will also probably say, danced 24-7, worked at forest creek animal clinic, helped animals at local pound, apart of something's afoot for several yr, etc. :P

i haven't been typing in new entries lately, but i probably won't in the next couple of weeks bc of all the extra dance practices. my company show is at the end of this month. it'll be AWESOME!!! i would describe some of the dances, but that would ruin the surprise for caity. she'll probably read this before feb 28th. the shows going to be great...if she along w/ the rest of my friends don't go, they're going to be hurt on the prociding monday...lol!

i had a weird convo w/ my cousin, cody a couple of days ago. (ok, it was a few days, but i like saying a couple...whenever i say a couple, i mean a few most of the time.) he at first asked me if i had ever had a boyfriend. at first i almost said no bc his mom is my dad's sis, so if he told her, she mite tell me dad, and then, i'd get in trouble or a "talk" bc i'm not suppose to have a boyfriend yet. i said yes, and the questions continue. he asked how many, if i had ever kissed a guy, if i had more than one at a time, and the questions went on. then, he asked me if i was a virigin. of course, i said yes (bc i am). after that, he quickly signed off and signed on about three min later. it was really weird. when he got back on, i asked him y he signed off so quickly, he didn't respond. i think his mom or dad walked in the room or something. he was probably asking all that bc i'm a grl and i'm only a yr older than him. i wonder if he asked sam the same stuff...probably not, she lives like 15min from him, and they hang out a lot, so he would probably already kno. of wut i kno, there's a lot of grls that like cody where he lives, so there mite be a chance that he's thinking about how far he should go w/ some grl. i don't kno...he's a spoiled brat. lol! the only time i met him, he had every game...ne thing he wanted. that has nothing to do w/ wut i was talking about before, but wut the hell? lol! mite as well throw it out there.

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stina... [08 Feb 2004|03:25pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | ludarcris - saturday (vol and bass turned ^ real loud) ]

PrimaBa11erina17: is tomorrow a b or a day
Starryeyes0839: lol B
PrimaBa11erina17: y lol...it's a serious question
PrimaBa11erina17: stop making fun of me!
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
Starryeyes0839: because if we had an A day on friday we'll probably have a B day on monday...
PrimaBa11erina17: well, then it's pretty obvious i forgot if i we had an a day or b day on friday
Starryeyes0839: short term memory loss I presume...
PrimaBa11erina17: it's kinda far away...it is sunday
Starryeyes0839: lol its SUNDAY?!
PrimaBa11erina17: u would kno if u went to church!
Starryeyes0839: I did as a matter of fact
PrimaBa11erina17: ha! i kno wut today is
PrimaBa11erina17: then, u would kno it's sunday
Starryeyes0839: lol sarcasm...learn how to indetify it....
PrimaBa11erina17: sarcasm...i invented that
PrimaBa11erina17: it's just harder to idnetify online bc u can't see their expression or tone of voice
Starryeyes0839: on the contrary it is I who invented it..
PrimaBa11erina17: u mite bc older than me, but i was born making sarcastic comments...well, as soon as i can speak
Starryeyes0839: well @ least your long term memory is ok
PrimaBa11erina17: my short term memory is good, but i forget facts that don't seem to deal w/ me
PrimaBa11erina17: school isn't really a high pirority w/ me
Starryeyes0839: uh huh....
PrimaBa11erina17: it's like 5th or 6th
PrimaBa11erina17: 7th!
PrimaBa11erina17: it's 7th
Starryeyes0839: try 8th
PrimaBa11erina17: for me or u?
Starryeyes0839: ooo
Starryeyes0839: I thought u meant date...didn't know you were still talking bout school....
PrimaBa11erina17: when did i ever mention the word date
PrimaBa11erina17: talk about short memory lost
Starryeyes0839: u said its the...
PrimaBa11erina17: u forgot wut we wear talking about and made ^ a new convo
Starryeyes0839: lol w/e
PrimaBa11erina17: ooo
PrimaBa11erina17: two days for me, two seconds for u
Starryeyes0839: straight A's for me straights B's for u
PrimaBa11erina17: i don't get straight b's...i get a's and b's
PrimaBa11erina17: mostly a's
PrimaBa11erina17: and i don't even stress out about school
Starryeyes0839: I dont stress
Starryeyes0839: I prioritize so that doesn't happen
PrimaBa11erina17: exactly, i prioritize too, but like i said school isn't number one for me
Starryeyes0839: wut is
PrimaBa11erina17: colleges don't just want a super smart kid, they want a well rounded kid and that's wut i do
Starryeyes0839: I'm very well rounded
Starryeyes0839: that's y i'm in all those clubs...
PrimaBa11erina17: y did u stop playing basketball
Starryeyes0839: debate
PrimaBa11erina17: i thought u LOVED that
Starryeyes0839: I love both
Starryeyes0839: my mom made me choose and when I couldn't she chose 4 me
PrimaBa11erina17: but u can get scholarships for playing basketball
Starryeyes0839: u can get even more w/ debate
PrimaBa11erina17: nope, it's not as big
Starryeyes0839: w/ debate u have good speech skills,writing skills, and know how 2 get a point acruss
PrimaBa11erina17: sports players seem to always get the most
Starryeyes0839: it's VERY big actually it gets u TFA pts.
Starryeyes0839: the more pts u have the more money u get
PrimaBa11erina17: tfa...is
Starryeyes0839: I forgot wut it stands for...but supposedly that's what colleges are looking for now-a-days
PrimaBa11erina17: texas fund something?
Starryeyes0839: Texas Fund Academics maybe...
PrimaBa11erina17: if u're not stressed then, y were u studying on the bus
Starryeyes0839: because I was just sitting there
Starryeyes0839: it's pointless to not be doing anything
PrimaBa11erina17: relax
PrimaBa11erina17: u can listen to music
PrimaBa11erina17: talk to ppl
PrimaBa11erina17: socailize
Starryeyes0839: I do enough of that when I get home after I do hw
Starryeyes0839: Kathleen wasn't on
PrimaBa11erina17: me, zak, michael
PrimaBa11erina17: , jc, johnathan
Starryeyes0839: u I'll talk 2 maybe but Zack is dumb michael I really don't like anymore JC never rides and he always has his headfones on and Jonathan...no that's gross
PrimaBa11erina17: yea, i hate johnathan, but so wut if someone's dumb doesn't mean u can't talk to them
PrimaBa11erina17: dumb ppl r nice
Starryeyes0839: Zack is like annoying tho and he makes dumb remarks
PrimaBa11erina17: sometimes, but not all the time
PrimaBa11erina17: plus, everyone is annoying once in awhile
Starryeyes0839: he's annoying all the time
PrimaBa11erina17: not if u give him a chance
Starryeyes0839: but anyway I have lots of things to do and yes I have given him a chance he's in my bio class and I used 2 have to sit by him
PrimaBa11erina17: but u don't listen to music bc u do enough of that after u're done w/ hw, but now u say u have a lot of things to do, so that means u wouldn't have free time to listen to music after hw
Starryeyes0839: I do have things to do like going to the mall and getting my dress....
Starryeyes0839: chores..there's other stuff 2 do besides hw
PrimaBa11erina17: well, i don't have time to do ne of that once i get home
PrimaBa11erina17: and u wonder y i get a's and b's
Starryeyes0839: I dunno u tell me I'll c ya later
PrimaBa11erina17: huh?
PrimaBa11erina17: y u going
Starryeyes0839: mall trip
PrimaBa11erina17: dress?
Starryeyes0839: yep
PrimaBa11erina17: for the dance?
Starryeyes0839: yep
PrimaBa11erina17: cool
PrimaBa11erina17: bubi
Starryeyes0839: u going?
PrimaBa11erina17: nope
PrimaBa11erina17: y would i
Starryeyes0839: because its fun..
PrimaBa11erina17: it's a couples dance
PrimaBa11erina17: u can't go w/ a friend
Starryeyes0839: lol omg that's not even true
PrimaBa11erina17: v-day...lol
Starryeyes0839: there are soo many ppl who are going alone
PrimaBa11erina17: well, none of our friends r going
Starryeyes0839: like who
PrimaBa11erina17: maddie, caity, melissa, i don't think ne of the guys going
Starryeyes0839: o
PrimaBa11erina17: jade isn't
Starryeyes0839: well that's their loss
PrimaBa11erina17: well, that's the pt of view of someone w/ a boyfriend
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: u'll have someone to hang out w/ no matter wut
Starryeyes0839: yea but u don't have to have a bf to enjoy v-day
Starryeyes0839: besides John asked maddie
PrimaBa11erina17: did she say yes
Starryeyes0839: she said maybe
PrimaBa11erina17: bc i remeber her and jade said they weren't going
PrimaBa11erina17: she'll either have fun or make the worst of it
PrimaBa11erina17: one extreme or the other
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
Starryeyes0839: yea
Starryeyes0839: well I really have to go now
PrimaBa11erina17: k
Starryeyes0839: bye
PrimaBa11erina17: bubi
Starryeyes0839 signed off at 3:24:06 PM.

i was seriously about to start cussing her out when she said i got straigt b's, and i can't believe i was defending zak keplac. she thinks she's higher than ne one w/ a lower rank, but luckily before she got off the convo kinda turned around. i came pretty straight forward w/ her about some things and it was kinda pissing her off, i could tell. she says she does do stuff, but they're all nerdy things: debate, student council, etc. she used to be a lot cooler...

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wut i wanna do before i do part II [20 Jan 2004|04:51pm]
i thought ^ some more stuff i wanna do during my life time:
-travel the world
-go for wheeling on one of those huge trucks (like in ace venture) thru the swamps
-eat one of those giant steaks at a resturant that if u eat the whole thing it's free
-go to a town that has a big boy thing at a dounut place
-see mathew goode w/ his shirt off again... :P caity...
-learn how to put on a spare tire
-save someone's life
-go to the worldest largest mall (and have money to spend)
-watch scream, scream II, scream III, i kno wut u did last summer, i still kno wut u did last summer, the exorcist, chucky, jason, freddy, psycho, american psycho, stigmata, children of the corn, halloween, etc
-see the american pie movies, too
-make a cake, but don't cook it...eat it all raw
-change my e-mail address to something that doesn't contain Z1A9Y2CB17
-find jeans that fit me perfectly
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rated m [18 Jan 2004|11:15pm]
[ mood | grossed out ]
[ music | soundgarden - black hole sun ]

the following entry is rated m...the top part is funny and not that gross, but it digressing into some gross stuff...here's me convo w/ maddie, which is kinda weird that we had such a long convo bc we usually don't talk too much online...o well:

PrimaBa11erina17: hey
BigDitzMaddie: hey
PrimaBa11erina17: i haven't heard from u in awhile
PrimaBa11erina17: wuts ^?
BigDitzMaddie: nm u?
BigDitzMaddie: ill brb
PrimaBa11erina17: just listening to u music
PrimaBa11erina17: k
BigDitzMaddie: back
PrimaBa11erina17: ...hour later
BigDitzMaddie: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: i'm so freakin' bored!
BigDitzMaddie: really?
PrimaBa11erina17: yup
BigDitzMaddie: MY SISTER COMES BACK TOMORROW!
PrimaBa11erina17: comes back? u mean leaves
PrimaBa11erina17: school starts tues
PrimaBa11erina17: ooo...from ohio
BigDitzMaddie: i kno
BigDitzMaddie: lol
BigDitzMaddie: there yea go
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: look wut boredom does...i can't think
BigDitzMaddie: i was like umm u want me to look it up in the dictionary...lol i need to read things better
PrimaBa11erina17: u totally confused me there
BigDitzMaddie: lol
BigDitzMaddie: me 2
BigDitzMaddie: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: did u go to russ's party
BigDitzMaddie: yea
BigDitzMaddie: it was stupid
PrimaBa11erina17: that's wut i heard from russ
BigDitzMaddie: he was like uo yea u have to leave at 5 we r going somewhere
BigDitzMaddie: thanks for telling us that
PrimaBa11erina17: lol...did u even stay that late
BigDitzMaddie: everyone that was there but like 2 ppl came to my house and watched pirates of the caribbean bc stina had never seen it
PrimaBa11erina17: cool
BigDitzMaddie: ypu
BigDitzMaddie: yup**
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: yea...i preformed yesterday
PrimaBa11erina17: it was a mini one
BigDitzMaddie: awesome
PrimaBa11erina17: and my hip didn't pop out this time!
PrimaBa11erina17: last dinner show, that's when it happened
BigDitzMaddie: that sucks...lol
PrimaBa11erina17: oh! i did and didn't help when u pushed me when we were going into the lunch room
PrimaBa11erina17: that hurt almost as bad as it popping out!
BigDitzMaddie: haha
PrimaBa11erina17: not funny
PrimaBa11erina17: so, wut r u going to do on ur day off tomorrow
BigDitzMaddie: i am going to vball
PrimaBa11erina17: haha
PrimaBa11erina17: all day?
BigDitzMaddie: umm basically bc when i wake up i will have to get my sis then we might go out to eat and then i will go to vball'
PrimaBa11erina17: haha
BigDitzMaddie: yea...
PrimaBa11erina17: i think i'm coming down w/ a cold
PrimaBa11erina17: so, do u wanna come to my house?
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
BigDitzMaddie: cold...and me dont mix
PrimaBa11erina17: i was kidding
BigDitzMaddie: i was about to say i am not sitting with u on the bus!
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: i'll make sure to save a seat for u
PrimaBa11erina17: and sit nice and close so u don't get cold
BigDitzMaddie: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
BigDitzMaddie: dont think i wont ;-)
PrimaBa11erina17: omg! maddie i was kidding...u freak!
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
BigDitzMaddie: lol
BigDitzMaddie: i kno!
PrimaBa11erina17: i kno u knew
BigDitzMaddie: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: servatis a pereculum.
Servatis a maleficum
PrimaBa11erina17: wuts that mean
BigDitzMaddie: thats wut i am looking at at the moment
BigDitzMaddie: give me a sec
PrimaBa11erina17: ok...
PrimaBa11erina17: i'm sooo tired
PrimaBa11erina17: i don't kno y
BigDitzMaddie: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: i even took a nap
PrimaBa11erina17: from like 3 til 7
PrimaBa11erina17: if u don't kno wut servatis a pereculum.
Servatis a maleficum means y do u have it in ur profile
BigDitzMaddie: bc its from a song
BigDitzMaddie: the song above it
PrimaBa11erina17: for all u kno, it says i'll have sex for free
PrimaBa11erina17: wut song is that
BigDitzMaddie: whisper by evanescence
PrimaBa11erina17: is it from where's ur head at?
BigDitzMaddie: no
PrimaBa11erina17: y does is say where's ur head at? at the top
BigDitzMaddie: BC I WAS LISTENING TO THAT SONG AT THE MOMENT
PrimaBa11erina17: OK!!!!
BigDitzMaddie: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: can i get a witness to testify...open ^ ur eyes and electrify
BigDitzMaddie: ok
PrimaBa11erina17: electrify...electrify...electrify
PrimaBa11erina17: it's part of a song
PrimaBa11erina17: guess wut the title is
BigDitzMaddie: electrify?
PrimaBa11erina17: EXACTLY
PrimaBa11erina17: guess who it's by
BigDitzMaddie: umm
BigDitzMaddie: wheezer?
PrimaBa11erina17: it's weezer...and no
PrimaBa11erina17: i'll give u a hint
PrimaBa11erina17: ...the first white rap group
BigDitzMaddie: oooo
BigDitzMaddie: beasty boys
PrimaBa11erina17: yup
PrimaBa11erina17: and it's beastie boys
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
BigDitzMaddie: IM NOT DOWN ON ALL UR MUSIC!
PrimaBa11erina17: u like a lot of the stuff i do now...u used to be like miss pop queen
BigDitzMaddie: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
BigDitzMaddie: yes but i dont like all of it
PrimaBa11erina17: yea
PrimaBa11erina17: that's bc u're not cool enough
PrimaBa11erina17: jk
BigDitzMaddie: umm ok
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: y does no one ever get on
BigDitzMaddie: i dont kno
PrimaBa11erina17: ...w/ out their away message ^
BigDitzMaddie: they r all at the mexican's house
PrimaBa11erina17: huh
BigDitzMaddie: jp
PrimaBa11erina17: ooo
PrimaBa11erina17: where does he live
BigDitzMaddie: in here somewhere
PrimaBa11erina17: that's kinda racist...u call him the mexican
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
BigDitzMaddie: i do it to his face
BigDitzMaddie: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: that's nice
BigDitzMaddie: yup
PrimaBa11erina17: every single one of them is at jp's house?
BigDitzMaddie: guys
PrimaBa11erina17: i kno that
PrimaBa11erina17: every single one of the guys r at jp's house?
BigDitzMaddie: yes
BigDitzMaddie: hang on
PrimaBa11erina17: ok
BigDitzMaddie: yea they are at jp's and they are going to play tag...haha
PrimaBa11erina17: r u serious?
BigDitzMaddie: dead serious
PrimaBa11erina17: how sad is that
BigDitzMaddie: very and earlier they play twister!!!! SOUNDS LIKE GREAT 2 YEAR OLD FUN!
PrimaBa11erina17: wait...they played twister w/ all guys?!?!
BigDitzMaddie: i think sam is there...
BigDitzMaddie: and probably band ppl
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: we're getting replaced by band ppl!
PrimaBa11erina17: how sad is that
BigDitzMaddie: russ said it was fun and i was like was it fun in a band nerd kinda way? and he kinda changed the subject
PrimaBa11erina17: high school band is like a freakin' cult
BigDitzMaddie: OMG I KNO!
PrimaBa11erina17: u can't leave bc u don't want to bc they brain wash u
PrimaBa11erina17: it like takes over their life
BigDitzMaddie: i kno!
PrimaBa11erina17: and it's like the geek-est thing
BigDitzMaddie: and phil is like omg vball takes over ur life and all this stuff
PrimaBa11erina17: at least u're excersing
BigDitzMaddie: i am like PLLLLEEEEEAAAAASSSSEEEE
PrimaBa11erina17: band all u do is stand around in stupid outfits
BigDitzMaddie: OMG I KNO!
BigDitzMaddie: they are like its so hard u have no idea
PrimaBa11erina17: look at us! we can make formations that look like nothing
BigDitzMaddie: and i am like u try running one sideline 17
BigDitzMaddie: LMAO
PrimaBa11erina17: college band at least makes the school name, but they're still pretty geeky
BigDitzMaddie: yea they are
PrimaBa11erina17: unless u go to a&m bc the band is part of the core
BigDitzMaddie: core...?
BigDitzMaddie: is that like a cult?
PrimaBa11erina17: army thing at a&m
BigDitzMaddie: ooo
PrimaBa11erina17: it used to be a military school
BigDitzMaddie: aaa i c
PrimaBa11erina17: not until the 70's grls couldn't go to it
BigDitzMaddie: that sucks
PrimaBa11erina17: there would have been no reason for them wanting to go back then, a military and ag school in the middle of nowhere
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
BigDitzMaddie: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: lil lecture on a&m history, back to band losers
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
BigDitzMaddie: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: y do they like band so much...other than they're brain washed
PrimaBa11erina17: band is pretty much the after school thing for all the kids who couldn't play sports
BigDitzMaddie: nothing about it really draws me in
BigDitzMaddie: lol
BigDitzMaddie: very truwe
BigDitzMaddie: true**
BigDitzMaddie: and then they all make fun of us who do play sports
PrimaBa11erina17: i kno...there's a lot more ppl that play sports than play in the school band
PrimaBa11erina17: hmm...i wonder y
BigDitzMaddie: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
BigDitzMaddie: the football team is bigger than the band
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
BigDitzMaddie: and i mean all they do is play music during half tiome and who watches that?
BigDitzMaddie: time**
PrimaBa11erina17: their parents
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
BigDitzMaddie: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: during half time, everyone gets food
PrimaBa11erina17: or goes to the bathroom
BigDitzMaddie: i kno its like not right if u dont
PrimaBa11erina17: no one says no lets wait the bands done before we get a snack
PrimaBa11erina17: wut would u rather miss...the band or the football game?
BigDitzMaddie: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: u come for the football not the band
BigDitzMaddie: well
BigDitzMaddie: or to socialize
BigDitzMaddie: like me bc i dont kno wut the hell is going on
PrimaBa11erina17: yea...if u're football teams no good
BigDitzMaddie: lol
BigDitzMaddie: very true
PrimaBa11erina17: if band is so cool how everyone other than band ppl think band ppl r losers?
BigDitzMaddie: thats a great question
PrimaBa11erina17: o yes! my life time dream is to be in the school band!!!
BigDitzMaddie: omg mine 2!!!!!!!!
PrimaBa11erina17: i wished i would have learned how to play an instrument!
BigDitzMaddie: well i did but in a since i didnt u kno bc i cant remeber
PrimaBa11erina17: man! i'd give ne thing to wear one ot those hats they wear
BigDitzMaddie: OMG AND THE OVERALL THINGYS...
BigDitzMaddie: they are so kewl
PrimaBa11erina17: and the diamonds they have one the front that u can flip around
BigDitzMaddie: lmao
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
BigDitzMaddie: we are so mean
PrimaBa11erina17: it's so true, though
BigDitzMaddie: yes it is
BigDitzMaddie: so techicnally we are just stating the facts
PrimaBa11erina17: it embarrasses me every time i look at phil's profile
PrimaBa11erina17: it says band kicks ass no matter wut
BigDitzMaddie: OMG I KNO ITS LIKE I DONT WANT TO TALK TO HIM AFTER I READ IT
PrimaBa11erina17: more like band sux ass
PrimaBa11erina17: I KNO!
BigDitzMaddie: im like umm i gtg...
PrimaBa11erina17: haha
PrimaBa11erina17: u have v-ball
BigDitzMaddie: *band nerd* *cough cough*
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: ooo i thought u really had to go...vn
PrimaBa11erina17: nvm
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
BigDitzMaddie: lol
BigDitzMaddie: geesy creesy
PrimaBa11erina17: yea and for a long time he had that thing in there that said put this in ur prfolife if u like someone u can't have
BigDitzMaddie: yea i kno
PrimaBa11erina17: i'm just kinda like hmm hmm hmm...who is he talking about
BigDitzMaddie: i dont kno...haha
PrimaBa11erina17: thing is if ne grl liked him, he'd go out w/ her
PrimaBa11erina17: omg! phil is sooo gross during art
BigDitzMaddie: r u serious?
PrimaBa11erina17: YES
BigDitzMaddie: wut does he do?"
PrimaBa11erina17: he talks about (to paul) how lesbos r the greatest... and i'm like y...they're never gonna like guys especially not u
PrimaBa11erina17: i don't say that
BigDitzMaddie: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
BigDitzMaddie: y though i dont get it
PrimaBa11erina17: i don't kno!
BigDitzMaddie: i mean 2 guys kissing is just SICK!
PrimaBa11erina17: i mean i see y guys would like bi grls, but lesbos don't like guys at all
BigDitzMaddie: i kno!
BigDitzMaddie: and i mean bi girls are always like EWWWWWWWWWW I AM SHEMAN!
PrimaBa11erina17: all those unaturall ppl that date the same sex r sooo gross
BigDitzMaddie: i kno i kno!
BigDitzMaddie: they are like men
BigDitzMaddie: but with woman body parts
BigDitzMaddie: and guys are just not right
PrimaBa11erina17: i kno! u notice in a couple one acts like a guy and one acts like the grl
BigDitzMaddie: they are supposed to be manly
BigDitzMaddie: YES!
PrimaBa11erina17: and then to have sex, they use a fake dick...if u wanna have sex y don't u date a guy?
BigDitzMaddie: LMAO
PrimaBa11erina17: it's true
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: *shudder*
PrimaBa11erina17: so gross
BigDitzMaddie: lol
BigDitzMaddie: thats so hilarious
BigDitzMaddie: BigDitzMaddie: do u think that lesbians are attractive?
BigDitzMaddie: bc phil always is like i love lesbiens and all this stuff
gmbaseball07: lol
gmbaseball07: not really
BigDitzMaddie: ok so its just him...
gmbaseball07: its fun to watch girlz dance but
BigDitzMaddie: lol
gmbaseball07: no more than making out
PrimaBa11erina17: i don't get y gay ppl r pushing for gay blind date type shows...i can stand being around or seeing gay ppl as long as they're not...umm...expressing their attraction to the same sex as theirs
BigDitzMaddie: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
BigDitzMaddie: I SAW 2 LEZ'S MAKING OUT OVER AT THE MAIN CAMPUS!
PrimaBa11erina17: y? y?
PrimaBa11erina17: y do u tell me
BigDitzMaddie: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: i kno they're there, but i don't want to kno they r
BigDitzMaddie: jade had to walk pass them to get on her bus
BigDitzMaddie: it was hilarious
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: instead of yelling get a room...u should yell go to a therapist and get a boyfriend
BigDitzMaddie: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: i wonder ppl thought ^ u could be gay...u kno a guy could date a guy or the opposite
BigDitzMaddie: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: two desperate nerds
PrimaBa11erina17: started practicing kissing on each other bc they couldn't get a grl and "fell in love"
BigDitzMaddie: lmao
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
BigDitzMaddie: i think it started back when the pirates where here bc they never got of a ship and where around hot tan muscle bodies all the time
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
BigDitzMaddie: and then they all went to prision
PrimaBa11erina17: and there weren't very many women pirates
BigDitzMaddie: and then they got let out and all hell broke loss
PrimaBa11erina17: hold on
BigDitzMaddie: k
PrimaBa11erina17: back
PrimaBa11erina17: u kno...whoever thought ^ anal sex must have been pretty damn sick
PrimaBa11erina17: *shudder*
PrimaBa11erina17: the grossness
BigDitzMaddie: soudns very painful
PrimaBa11erina17: it's soo gross!
BigDitzMaddie: yes yes it is
BigDitzMaddie: u kno how ppl are like omg sex sex sex and i am like its not a big deal to me
PrimaBa11erina17: yea
BigDitzMaddie: i tihnk i will oose my "flower" when i am drunk lol
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: so the day u turn 21
BigDitzMaddie: i guess if i have to wait until its legal'
PrimaBa11erina17: psh...u'll be drinking in a couple yr
PrimaBa11erina17: whenever u can drive
BigDitzMaddie: yea probably
PrimaBa11erina17: get knocked by some random guy
BigDitzMaddie: its my dream u kno...jk
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: guys that knock a grl while she's drunk usually get off ez bc they'll probably never see the grl again
BigDitzMaddie: lol
BigDitzMaddie: very tru
PrimaBa11erina17: and she can't get a hold of him she doesn't kno his name
BigDitzMaddie: but thats y u dont do it to a random guy and u use a condom
BigDitzMaddie: and birth control
BigDitzMaddie: lots and lots of birth control
PrimaBa11erina17: i kno a sophmore that's on the pill
BigDitzMaddie: and if that sob makes it it was meant to be
PrimaBa11erina17: i don't see y ppl r like oh! i have to have sex w/ my boyfriend to show i love him
PrimaBa11erina17: um...no
BigDitzMaddie: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: that's the line guys use all the time...don't u love me?
BigDitzMaddie: lol
BigDitzMaddie: so sick
BigDitzMaddie: i could see nick doing that
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
BigDitzMaddie: he seems like the kinda guy to do that
BigDitzMaddie: and russ would just invest in a date rape drug to get wut he wants
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: then he'd go to jail and get butt raped by his cell mate
BigDitzMaddie: LMAO
PrimaBa11erina17: that's wut the song date rape is all about
BigDitzMaddie: i think he might enjoy that too much
PrimaBa11erina17: that's wut it says
PrimaBa11erina17: lmao
BigDitzMaddie: omg
BigDitzMaddie: u kno wut is sick
BigDitzMaddie: bj
PrimaBa11erina17: that's soo sick
PrimaBa11erina17: hand job...maybe
BigDitzMaddie: well kinda
PrimaBa11erina17: blow job...gotta have a gun to my head and i MITE
BigDitzMaddie: lmao
PrimaBa11erina17: i would not swallow
BigDitzMaddie: omg
BigDitzMaddie: me either
PrimaBa11erina17: that would be so sick
BigDitzMaddie: yes it would
BigDitzMaddie: i dont think i could ever get myself to do that
PrimaBa11erina17: i'd have to drugged
PrimaBa11erina17: and drunk
PrimaBa11erina17: both, not just one or the other...both
BigDitzMaddie: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
BigDitzMaddie: i would have sex b4 i did that shit
PrimaBa11erina17: same here
PrimaBa11erina17: and y do all guys want to get a bj?
BigDitzMaddie: i dont kno...
BigDitzMaddie: i guess its a guy thing
PrimaBa11erina17: i guess
BigDitzMaddie: bc i wouldnt want someone down by my jewls
PrimaBa11erina17: u have jewels?
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: jk
BigDitzMaddie: lol
BigDitzMaddie: if i was a guy
BigDitzMaddie: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: i got that
BigDitzMaddie: goof
PrimaBa11erina17: wut if the grl accidently bit down
BigDitzMaddie: oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo\
BigDitzMaddie: ouch
PrimaBa11erina17: yea
BigDitzMaddie: i would do it on purpose!
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: u kno wut would be the worst thing ever
BigDitzMaddie: bc i would have been forced to do it in the first place make them suffer!
BigDitzMaddie: wut?
PrimaBa11erina17: if u gave a guy a bj and it went soft
PrimaBa11erina17: in ur mouth
BigDitzMaddie: ew
BigDitzMaddie: ew
PrimaBa11erina17: i kno!!!
BigDitzMaddie: just the though of it in there is enough
PrimaBa11erina17: i kno
BigDitzMaddie: but for that to happen
BigDitzMaddie: thats a whole nother story
PrimaBa11erina17: how the hell did we go from band to bj's?
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
BigDitzMaddie: i dont kno...
BigDitzMaddie: it went band to gay ppl to bj's...
PrimaBa11erina17: o yea...band to phil to phil like gay grls to gay ppl to sex to bj's
BigDitzMaddie: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
BigDitzMaddie: well i gtg my mom has to go to bed
PrimaBa11erina17: k
PrimaBa11erina17: bubi
BigDitzMaddie: bubi
BigDitzMaddie: ttyl
BigDitzMaddie signed off at 11:14:40 PM.

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friends [16 Jan 2004|11:33pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]
[ music | brand new - sic transit gloria...glory days ]

PrimaBa11erina17: hey
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: hey
PrimaBa11erina17: wuts ^?
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: nm just kinda bored and talking to ppl
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: u?
PrimaBa11erina17: just listening to music
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: wut kind?
PrimaBa11erina17: just wutever
PrimaBa11erina17: rite now brick
PrimaBa11erina17: by ben folds five
PrimaBa11erina17: can i ask u something and u see if it's weird or not like u did to me?
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: k
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: go 4 it, but i warn you that i might be too honest
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: one of my good friends, we exact opposite tastes in pretty much everthing, but we still get along pretty well. well, she used to listen to like pop and hip-hop music and this yr she's starting to listen to the same kind of music i like...stuff that would be on the buz...here 101x stuff like staind, godsmack, puddle of mudd, pod, etc
PrimaBa11erina17: and it kinda bothers me
PrimaBa11erina17: i don't kno y she switched styles of music, but i don't like the idea of us liking the same kind
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: maybe u inspired her
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: i dunno, it seems pretty inocent to me
PrimaBa11erina17: i mean i always u used to make fun of the music she listened to, but i was never sericous
PrimaBa11erina17: she always takes things serious instead of joking back
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: lol thats so funny!
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: that could be bad too
PrimaBa11erina17: yea
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: i bet it wus fun making fun of her music though
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: i do that to my friend, i make fun of her country music
PrimaBa11erina17: like on the bus a couple of days ago me and my friends were making fun of the way she says both (pronounces it bolth) and she got mad and wouldn't talk to ne of us all morning
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: lol no that's hilarious
PrimaBa11erina17: she could have gotten on to me about how i say sryup or ketchup and a lot of other crap
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: ok thats also pretty sad too
PrimaBa11erina17: yea...i kno
PrimaBa11erina17: that's better...it's easier to read...it was hard for me to read wut i was typing
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: well at least she has a reason to be mad at you (even though it's not a good one)
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: my friend (i told you the situation) just gets mad at me for NO REASON AT ALL!
PrimaBa11erina17: some days she'll just be in a bad mood ignore EVERYONE and won't talk
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: it's so innoying, so i kinda know how u feel
PrimaBa11erina17: yea...
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: OMG thats how my friend wuz doing!!!
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: this is just too weird
PrimaBa11erina17: i kno! we're like wuts wrong and she walks away
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: OMG i went up to my friend today and i wuz like are you mad at me? and she said "oh wow, ur actually talking to me?!"
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: i wuz so confused
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: did i tell u wut she has been doing?
PrimaBa11erina17: yea
PrimaBa11erina17: she tells u to call her, but she can't talk
PrimaBa11erina17: and she wants to hang out w/ u, but she blows u off
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: yea well there's more
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: all of a sudden she's not just mad at me, she's mad at everyone
PrimaBa11erina17: huh
PrimaBa11erina17: will she tell ne one y?
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: not yet
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: its so weird and we got in a fight today online
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: but she wuz like, does this mean we're not friends, and i said, i dunno you tell me
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: so w/e
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: yea
PrimaBa11erina17: that sux
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: yup
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: do u like switchfoot?
PrimaBa11erina17: yea...i like that one song that's in ur prfoile
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: yea i LOVE them
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: my friend is burning the cd for me and i can't wait
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: it's kinda sad
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: yea, my friend is kinda like urs...she tells me she never sees me outside of school and then, she doesn't like to go to my house bc it's boring bc no one lives by me and i don't have cable. then, she never invites me over, and all my friends live by her so they just drop by or she goes to their house and no one ever calls. i've told it's not fair that she doesn't tell when ppl r hanging out at her house...she answer that w/ a smile on her face. plus, every monday i hear about wut they did at her house on the weekend. it's like she wants to exclude from my group of friends
PrimaBa11erina17: and i don't wanna just show ^ at her house bc i'd have to walk and i wouldn't kno if she was busy or even home
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: OMG! THIS IS GETTING SOOO FREAKY!!!, i know exactly how you feel, my other friend jillian would always have these pool parties and invite everyone except for me and i would say something to her and she would get all mad, i wuz like wut the hell?!
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: yea you should start inviting all ur friends over EXCEPT for her
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: then maybe she'll see how it feels on the other side of the fence
PrimaBa11erina17: yea and since i never go to maddie's house (that's the friend i'm talkling about) ne more over the weekend, i never see my other friends ne more and so i'm not as close as i was w/ them. and this weekend one of my other friends is having a b-day party and he invited everyone, but he never asked me
PrimaBa11erina17: he asked just about everyone around me
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: :-( i'm sry
PrimaBa11erina17: it's ok
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: i still know how you feel though
PrimaBa11erina17: yea
PrimaBa11erina17: great friends we have, huh?
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: victoria did that to me once, i bet u didn' t know that
PrimaBa11erina17: when i lived there?
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: she invited EVERYONE and ANYONE
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: no
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: it wuz in 8th grade
PrimaBa11erina17: ooo...she was already starting to change then
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: no she already changed
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: and she had the nerve to come up to me today and start talking to me
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: she just really changed
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: at least u 2 are still friends
PrimaBa11erina17: yea...i remember in 8th grade i went down to houston and she smoked, but whenever i was around her i wouldn't allow her to smoke bc i didn't like the smell and she'd have to smoke outside, but she didn't want to leave me alone, so she never smoked while i was there
PrimaBa11erina17: since she'll listen to me, i always wonder if she wouldn't have gone so far off the edge if i still lived there
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: yea well i don't think she'll be smoking for a while...
PrimaBa11erina17: y
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: no, she still would've
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: she just hung out w/ the wrong ppl
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: becuz she went to boot camp
PrimaBa11erina17: she's in it rite now?
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: i don't think she wants to go back
PrimaBa11erina17: her dad sent her there?
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: no i'm answering ur question, y
PrimaBa11erina17: who sent her to boot camp, then
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: i dunno i stopped talking to her a long time ago, i just heard from a lot of ppl
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: almost all of her friends left her bcuz of that
PrimaBa11erina17: does she even live w/ her dad
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: yea i think so, her mom is an acoholic
PrimaBa11erina17: i kno that
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: i really don't know a lot anymore
PrimaBa11erina17: she's been an achololic since toria was in like 5th grade
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: yea
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: i'm pretty sure she's still living w/ her dad though
PrimaBa11erina17: i remember she used to talk about how she'd come home in 6th grade and found her mom passed out or the door locked w/ her mom passed out inside
PrimaBa11erina17: i kno...for the most part she's always lived w/ her dad
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: yea, but her dad works a lot too
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: maybe that's how she could get away w/ everything
PrimaBa11erina17: it's just in her profile it says a shout out to two ppl about how they were the best roommates
PrimaBa11erina17: her dad had and probably still does have weird work days
PrimaBa11erina17: like he'd get tues and thur off and work the rest of the week
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: yea well i remember she would tell stories to her friends about how her mom wuz drunk or something, but she would make it sound funny
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: everyone would laugh and it would be like one kinda of big joke
PrimaBa11erina17: yea, like i think she would joke about at school when i lived there, but at her house she'd be serious
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: yea she did that all the time in 7th & 8th grade
PrimaBa11erina17: she didn't have to smoothest childhood...her parents' divorce was pretty nasty
PrimaBa11erina17: that's probably one reason y she's so messed ^
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: yea, one of the main ones
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: i heard she would shoplift too
PrimaBa11erina17: not surprised...was this before or after i left
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: after
PrimaBa11erina17: not surprised at all
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: i heard it from a lot of her friends
PrimaBa11erina17: i was going to say bc she never told me about her shoplifting and she told me EVERYTHING when i lived there
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: and most of her shirts had little holes at the armpitts
PrimaBa11erina17: i won't be surprised if i see her on jerry springer or a show like that in about 5yr
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: LOL i know, OMG!!!!!!! she was voted in 8th grade *most likly to be on Jerry Springer* it's in the yearbook
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: i'm sooooooo serious
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: we didn't have that one to vote on for our yr books...my middle school would be equal to labay...the rich school
PrimaBa11erina17: even though i'm not rich
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: wow that's weird, onece again
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: and this other school hopewell is like truitt, but not as bad
PrimaBa11erina17: i live in round rock...nothing happens here
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: yea, truitt turned into a hoochi-mama, hispanic, gang, smoker, mixed in w/ snobby preps, kinda skool
PrimaBa11erina17: it was funny in debate we were talking about something and someone said something lower gang crime and drive bys...i just started laughing
PrimaBa11erina17: there's no drive bys here
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: this gurl in my advisory )in 7th grade) became pregnant but got an abortion, and then in 8th she got pregnant again and kept the baby
PrimaBa11erina17: u're either a prep or a gang or can't speak english
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: lol
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: that's so true
PrimaBa11erina17: yea...u see ppl walking around my school all the time that r having a baby and i'm only talking about the 9th grade campus (i'm not including the main campus)
PrimaBa11erina17: yea...the high school i go to is like langham, though
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: yea she wuz only 13 and walking around pregnant
PrimaBa11erina17: but not as many confusing hallways
PrimaBa11erina17: yup, i think there mite have been one grl in 8th grade
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: yea
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: well langham is really big so it can be confusing
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: its a good skool, i wuz suprised
PrimaBa11erina17: yea...it's just has a bad rep
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: lots of preps, omg there is soooo many preps its innoying
PrimaBa11erina17: langham is the same size of my high school, but i never go to the main campus and langham so confusing bc it's go hallways going like every direction
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: there is a whole lotta new rich neighborhoods that have been built behind langham
PrimaBa11erina17: i can't believe copperfield is still growing
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: like lake this and blah blah blah lake
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: everything has a freakin lake!
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: i know!
PrimaBa11erina17: haha...i live in lake forest
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: it's so big
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: but only half of copperfiled goes to langham
PrimaBa11erina17: it has a lil pond in the middle
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: lol
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: how cute
PrimaBa11erina17: which used to be for cows
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: wow u must be rural or something
PrimaBa11erina17: used to
PrimaBa11erina17: not ne more
PrimaBa11erina17: but it's on the very edge
PrimaBa11erina17: i wish u could come here, but u're algeric to cats
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: lol we use to have this little farm, if u called it a farm cuz its so small, but now its a walgreens that opened today
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: hehe
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: no, not anymore, the doctors said that along time ago
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: my dad is
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: he hates him
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: i like them but they scratch too much
PrimaBa11erina17: so u're no longer algeric?!
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: no
PrimaBa11erina17: mine don't
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: its a miracle!!
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: lol, no
PrimaBa11erina17: they're nice
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: yea
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: they're tamed
PrimaBa11erina17: i still have ginger if u've ever heard me talk about my cats
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: yea
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: i remember
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: but i've never seen her
PrimaBa11erina17: she's 15 going on 16
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: is she the retarded one?
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
PrimaBa11erina17: not really...she just looks REALLY bad
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: didn't u have a stupid cat or wuz that someone else
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: lol
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: that's hilarious
PrimaBa11erina17: mariko is kinda retarded...she's not very smart at least
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: is she blonde?
PrimaBa11erina17: if she was a human, yes
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: y don't you just come down here?
PrimaBa11erina17: she's a seal pt siamese
PrimaBa11erina17: i could, but when?
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: o those kind of cats look kool
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: i dunno, whenevery
PrimaBa11erina17: abbacus is also a siamese
PrimaBa11erina17: my weekends r starting to get REALLY busy bc i have a preformance coming ^
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: yea i have a lot of tournaments coming up in like 2 wks
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: maybe spring break, i dunno
PrimaBa11erina17: i have a mini preformance tomorrow
PrimaBa11erina17: i don't think i'm doing ne thing spring break
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: kool, come down here
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: do u have family here?
PrimaBa11erina17: like when i went to houston, toria and i would meet 1/2 way so our parents wouldn't have to drive the whole way
PrimaBa11erina17: nope
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: u don't? where do they live?
PrimaBa11erina17: family in iowa, kansas, colorado, and oregon
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: i have family in oregon
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: which city?
PrimaBa11erina17: wut r the big cities in that state
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: portland is all i know of really
PrimaBa11erina17: yes
PrimaBa11erina17: that's it
PrimaBa11erina17: they live near that
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: that's where my cousins live
PrimaBa11erina17: i went there not 2003, but 2002 to go skiing
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: well a lil town outside of portland, beaverton i think
PrimaBa11erina17: we didn't stay there, just stayed the night
PrimaBa11erina17: u kno wuts funny
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: yea we went in the fall once and it wuz really pretty
PrimaBa11erina17: i met my cousin for the first time in 2002
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: kinda rainy though
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: lol
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: wow
PrimaBa11erina17: and he's not like 2
PrimaBa11erina17: he's 13
PrimaBa11erina17: soon 14
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: well these are my 1st cousins so i see then every year
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: kool
PrimaBa11erina17: he's a spoil brat, though
PrimaBa11erina17: lol
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: i have 3 of them, 11, 15, and 19
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: i'm closest to the oldest
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: but he's going away for college this year so
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: well my eyes sting.
FrUiTtiCuTtiE777: i g2g
PrimaBa11erina17: hmm...my mom's side i got 3 and my dad's side i think 8
PrimaBa11erina17: k
PrimaBa11erina17: bubi

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[09 Jan 2004|07:45pm]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | sublime - summertime ]

school started again this week. the time off was ok, but in a way it really sux...i never saw one of my friends...not once. caity went to mississippi for most of the time. none of the guys would come down to my house bc it's too far; plus, they were probably to busy hanging out w/ each other. then, maddie either had jade over or she was home. since she NEVER got online, i thought she was out of town, so i never called her. that really pissed me off on the last day of the break and tells me she's been home the whole time. she just laughs when i tell her i thought she was out of town. lately it seems like no one really likes me. everyone seems to tell everyone else stuff, but no one tells me things they never tell ne one else. mike tells stina he's secrets, persie tells her to caity, maddie tells her to phil, and the list goes on. ppl kno i don't say things, y do they never tell me ne thing? i kinda feel like i'm not apart of "the group" ne more. i could probably move away and no one would notice.

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damn virus [02 Jan 2004|05:30pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | songs downloaded from kazaa ]

i got this virus thing stuck on my computer, and i can't get it off. wut it does is make pop ^ ads pop ^, and i can't delete bc it's always running in the background. i went to their website and went to the questions. one question was how did i get cydoor downloaded w/ out my permission, and u get it from downloading kazaa or other programs like it. another question was how do u get rid of it, and it said u have to delete the adware, kazaa for it to be deleted. i don't wanna delete my kazaa...it's my friend. lol! i still have all these songs i want to download; plus, new songs r always coming out, so i guess i have to keep that stupid thing that makes pop ^ ads pop ^. it also makes cookies which remember wut sites i go to and other personal info...fun! so every day i delete all the cookies, but they'll keep coming back until that cydoor thing is deleted which mean kazaa goes away. : (

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lost and now found [29 Dec 2003|05:30pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | collective soul - run ]

i found my wallet! i've been searching for it for forever!!! it had some money in it, too...about $50! it's all good now. i found it in here, the guest bedroom. i had searched my room twenty zillion times, the whole house through at least twice, and the guest room three or four times bc i spend most of my time in here. yesterday, i moved the bed to look under it and didn't see it. i bet if i would have moved it a couple more inches i would have seen it. i found my wallet under the bed just like two sec ago...i'm so happy!!! : D

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it's christmas time in err...winter?! [25 Dec 2003|06:21pm]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | jet - r u gonna be my grl? ]

today was x-mas!!! i got cd-r's (since i'm out), a new cd player, sharpies to color my cd-r's, 5th season of friends, chocolate, mcdonald's coupons from my grandma, $20, and i believe that was it. we couldn't get really expensive or a lot of gifts bc u kno...my dad's job situation, but it was a good x-mas. i like decorating for x-mas and wrapping presents, but i really don't look to forward to x-mas. all this tension gets build ^ for this holiday, and it's usually over by noon time. plus, the true meaning of x-mas has been lost bc of america's culture being so diverse it's become more about santa and presents than the birth of Christ. it's lost its whole meaning.

ne way, this x-mas was actually pretty good. we opened presents, my sis and i watched friends, i set the table (it look wonder like usual...lol!), ate, we watched more of friends, and here i am now. we stopped watching bc it started skipping bc we had it on pause the whole time while we ate. csi will soon come on, though. i think this x-mas was pretty good bc it was like when i was lil. i used to get all these toys and play w/ them all day. then, i got older, and i started getting clothes and things like that, so i got bored during x-mas. since i've been dvd's all day, i haven't been bored! lol!

that's about all that's going on w/ me rite now. tomorrow or some time soon i need to start working on my biology projects. they're due the day school starts again! i'll probably wait til the day before school starts...more like the nite before! lol!

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my dream last nite [24 Dec 2003|11:29am]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | x-mas songs ]

i had the weirdest dream last nite...it including michael, steven, some cops, my mom, maetha, pat, maetha's grandaughter (whos asian...i made this person ^), phil, russ, mike, my sister, a bunch of 8th grade grls who go to ridgeview, britney spears, will farell, the rest of the cast of snl, caity, and a bunch of other ppl that i didn't kno. obviously w/ the amount of ppl i listed, it was a LONG dream...lol!

it starts out w/ me at church during a sermon, but i'm at my old church, bear creak in houston. i get ^ to go get a drink of water. after i get a drink, i look ^ and see michael and steven. of course, i was really annoyed bc they were bragging about the bomb/gun things to each other. no one else around i'm the only one that's hearing this. somehow i knew they'd been doing this for awhile when we were at school. i got sick and tired of it and so i asked michael who his gun worked. of course, he was holding it in his hand and he did something and it unfolded, and said all u have to do is press this. they thought nothing of wut i just asked and went back to talking to each other. when michael had his guard down, i took the bomb pressed the button and threw it on the floor. somehow he didn't see me, and i continued to walk casually back into the church where my family was sitting. i look back and see four cops run ^ trying to disable the bomb, but they couldn't. so they brought in a dog to help disable it. the dog and one person get badly hurt. i run back to try to help them throw the bomb outside. i came too late and the bomb exploded. the bomb wasn't very big, it only had about a three ft diameter. i helped the two cops that could get ^ to the choir room for someone to tend their inguries. (i kno that doesn't count ^ for all four cops two plus one; i guess the fourth one either ran off or just disappeared! lol!) when i was helping them walk to the choir room, they knew it had to be either michael or steven. when i came back to the church, michael and steven were arguing about who set michael's bomb off...no one had a clue it was me. then, michael got upset that he had to rebuild a new bomb which he would make bigger, but be able to fit in a smaller container. then, the dream started all over again except i was walking out to get a drink of water and i look out the glass doors and see michael's bomb strapped to steven's back. michael finally realizes wut he did and runs out side to help take the bomb off before it explodes. i run outside trying to help. i get the bomb off throw it on the ground, and it explodes. again, it's only about three ft in diameter. for some reason, i go w/ the three of them into michael's car which is really small. of course, i'm in the back. all of the sudden, i'm in the front seat in my mom's car, and she's driving me to this place.

she driving me to this place (i don't kno wut it is), but she's complaining about the parking. i don't kno y bc she keeps passing ^ all the parking spots. she finally finds ones that she likes and parks. we parked rite by the enterance, but my mom keeps saying that's the wrong way to go in, so we walk all the way around to the other side of the building to get in. we walk all the way through it bc the place was on the other side of the building where i wanted to enter. by the time we got there, there was a huge line. once we get to the register (it was like a buffet place where u get all u want to eat for just a certain price), and maetha and pat who worked w/ my mom popped ^ from behind the register. she hands both of us a sandwhich. my mom was like that's ok, but u mite not kno wut i wanted. they were like it's ok, u can also get wutever u want. i asked of course, if my sandwhich had onions bc i don't like them. once we pass them the register ^ in the line, my mom disappears, and i'm in a line for a ride at a water park.

i don't remember this part every well, but i was w/ a group of ppl and a younger person jumped off the slide and ended ^ on another slide and was going the wrong way, so we had to get them and figure out which slide would lead us back to the park.

then, i was in ridgeview's cafeteria standing by a table where no one was. (there was ppl sitting at other tables, though.) i say pretty loud so every one can hear me, do u kno wut they found at the water park? one person replied, jesus duh! they were serious, too. everyone believed that person. i was like no, they found sasquatch. (when i was at the water park, i saw the back side of a huge hairy man being escorted by to men.) everyone looks at me in disbelief. then, i look into the common's area and see phil walking to the cafeteria and start laughing. him and russ come and sit across from me, mike sits on my rite, and maetha's "grandaughter" comes in and sits on my left. me and maetha's grandaughter get in an arguement bc she says she lives in france by herself, and i tell her that's impossible, she's just a kid (she's about 12). we keep arguing until my sis walks in. the first thing i notice is my sis has some huge boobs...they're like a d cup...lol! (in the dream, i was surprised her boobs were so big.) and she was wearing a REALLY low shirt w/ a sweater over it which was like a red spegatti strap and had a tie in the back. she bends over the table to talk to me about me borrowing her sweater. this whole time mike's looking at my sis's chest, so elbow him and he stops. i tell her the only reason y borrow the sweater is comfy and warm. mike asks me which sweater. i tell him, u kno that purple sweater from express i wear a lot (which is one of my sis's sweaters i wear a lot), and he says o yea. then, all these preppy 8th grade grls come ^ and start hugging her. they were all like courtney, u're the best dancer on the drill team ever. i wish i could dance like u! then, i kinda whisper to mike, i bet none those grls kno i'm her sis. and i bet none of them can even do a double turn. mike kinda looks at me weird bc he doesn't kno wut i mean by a double turn. after that, my sis leaves. then, i'm in a huge dressing room for a lot of ppl and there's two tables.

i was in the snl dressing room bc i had a lil part in it. i'm sitting at one table w/ one or two ppl from the cast of snl, and then, i make a joke (i don't remember it) and will farell thought it was funny; everyone rushed to sit at my table w/ me. there was a tv in there, and it showed one of the previews for that nite's saturday nite show and britney spears was the musical guest. i said y does she get her own dressing room, and everyone started to get a lil upset bc we all had one dressing room. the show began, and i stayed in there w/ one other grl bc i was in one of the last skits. britney spears began to perform one of her songs, and while we were watching the tv, the glitter that was apart of her performance began to come through the tv. then, i noticed it was my turn to go on. i was some lady getting married w/ a white dress on and a ring. after it was over, all these grls came out of no where. i jumped off stage and started looking for an exit to leave. all these grls my age were running everywhere. among all the grls, i find caity. the two of us think we almost found a way out, but it was a dead end. i notice a shortcut to get out of the dead end. caity didn't follow me, so i kind left her...sry caity! lol! when jumping over some stairs, i accidently hit this dog. (all the dogs i see were in the show.) the owner was like watch where u're going. i tell her i'm really sry and i didn't see the dog, and she's just like ok! then, this grl is holding a lil dog w/ a piece of paper between her and the dog. the lil dog is on its side bc it's dead. she hands it to me and tell this lady that it died during the show. the lady says back to her, we gotta do wut we gotta do for show buissness. all the sudden, the dead dog in my hand comes back to life. i hand it back to the grl who handed it to me. we're suppose to leave w/ our costumes still one, but i still had mine on (so did caity). i finally come to a door that leads to outside. these two grls w/ ax type things (except the stick part was really long) were guarding the door. as me and this other grl get through the door, she brings the ax down and cuts my clothes. (it must have been pretty dull bc it didn't cut my skin.) that pisses me off that she messed ^ my clothes, so i take some scissors and cut her expensive leather jacket. of course, that makes her mad she repeatedly hits me over and over again w/ her ax. i continue to cut her leather jacket. her ax begins to hurt, so i and along that one grl begin to run away. she says something to me, and i flick her off. the two guard grls r like oh no she didn't! but they just stand there and continue to insult us. me and this grl begin to run a really steep hill. there's houses on our left and huge trees on our rite. once we get to the top of the hill, we hop the fence. we find ourselves a ditch in a city. (so it's a cement ditch...apartments on our rite and a huge steep cement incline. the rode's on top ^ there.) on the roofs of the apartment, these guys made this trap so if ne was to walk by, this sharp huge blade would drop. one of the guys, thought it was a horrible thing they had made and left. he saw us to grls about to walk into the trap. he stops us rite before we walked into it. (he was really hot, too! lol!) he took us this other way where we had to cross about four train tracks. he goes first. me and the grl go next. when we're about half way across all of the tracks, a train comes, but since the tracks turn a lot, we couldn't tell which set of tracks it was on, just stood there for a second. luckily, we weren't standing on the tracks, we were standing inbetween to sets of tracks. the trains really long, so when i saw a large gap inbetween two box cars (or wutever they're called), i jumped through. soon came the other grl. when i jumped through, i gave myself so much force, i almost fell off this ledge thing back to where started in the ditch. the guy caught me and kissed me. that's when i woke ^.

i kno how the dream ends, he leads back to the water park, and i then kno where i am. plus, my mom's there. how do i kno how it ends? starting at the snl thing, i've had this dream before, but the dream went a lil farther...i got back to the water park. the time i had the dream before, i didn't remember it, but in the dream seemed so familar when i was dreaming it last nite. i realized while i was running to get out of the snl building that i had had this dream before...just from the snl part. everything before that was new. long dream, huh?

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one extremely hard day of school left! [17 Dec 2003|09:55pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | nickelback - figured u out ]

NO MORE FINALS!!! all i have to do is sign in tomorrow bc i'm exempted 8th period...7th is dance and we already took our exam. in math i got a 89, science a 81, debate a 100, and english a 94. i did better in math and biology than i thought i would. i didn't even study for biology and didn't use a notecard w/ notes on it, and i think i did the best in the class. all the really smart ppl in my biology class exempted it. i don't have to worry about the really hard exams next semster bc i took them all this semster. well, spanish mite difficult, but ppl said this semster's exam was ez, so yea...

i have more to talk about, but i'm tired. i'm so tired i don't wanna get out of this chair...it's all nice and warm! :)

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interesting math class [12 Dec 2003|06:45pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | guess who - secret agent man ]

FINALLY! the week is over!!! only four exams, one full class period, and a shortened class period til x-mas break!!! yay! u kno...i never say x-mas; i just type it bc it's so quick and ez to type :) caity just called me, asked for my bra, underwear, pants, shoes, and shirt size. i have a feeling i'm getting some sort of item of clothing. i can see caity jokingly get me some g-string that has ties and all this crap all over it so u can't even wear it...lol! i would say wut i got her, but she reads this once in awhile, so yea...haha! i kno wut i'm doing caity!

today was cool, spanish...blah, just spoke spanish. actually, i just sat there and watched other ppl speak spanish. lol! math...was different. mrs. bonk was upset bc half of the class failed the last test. nick fail and so did melissa! melissa! she said she even studied; i didn't and i got an 82, melissa got a 66, nick got a 41, and mike, of course, gets a 91. all the ppl that failed had to go over problems like ones that were on the test (not the actual problems). the handful of ppl leftover went to the back of the room and did the math review for the final. psh...i was going to do that. i took my review back w/ me to seat by mike, so i'll have one person to talk to since melissa and nick failed the test. at first, mike was just drawing funny lil pics of an elf and a turtle (which he "never called" maddie). then, the pics got pretty gross, so by the end of the class he had all this scribbles all over his schedule bc he didn't want ne one to see those after he draw. (of course, he let me see them before he scribbled over them...i'm disturbed for the rest of my life! lol!) i remebered i had a $10 bill in my back pocket and put it in my wallet. (i was going to give it to sam, but she can't play on the soccer team ne more bc of her knee, so she didn't need it. i was going to donate $10 to the soccer team.) mike saw my wallet and that it had a lot of cash and just took it. guess where puts it? not in one of his pockets...oh no...it goes down his pants. i hope i did not go down his underwear bc if it did, that wallet needs to be thrown away...lol! after about 5min, he finally gives it back. u kno whenever u sit down u're shirt comes ^. well, that happened to me and mike's like dress code! i was like shh! and pulled down my shirt. i notice mrs. bonk is explaining something to one person, so i tried to get melissa's attention. all the sudden, mrs. bonk's like mike, amy...seperate. i moved my desk over a lil since i had moved it closer, so we could talk. then, mike makes this lil tank out of paper. the cannon on it can be taken out and put back in bc it was just a rolled ^ piece of paper. then, he starts moving it back and forth as if it wasn't a tank it was...yea. he did that the rest of the class. he'd be like amy, look...and do that. u kno wut was annoying, going from spanish to math, i walked mike and he's come w/ me. i tell him y he's just like. he's walking away from our math class, and i can't figure out where he's going. i keep asking where he was going. i thought he was going to meet someone over in another hallway and talk to someone. oh no...he had to get a drink of water at the water fountain. three min of my life wasted...lol!

english was easier than usual. (i thought it couldn't get ne easier...oh, i was wrong.) mrs. morgan-gohlke wasn't there, so instead of reading romeo and juliet, we made cubes which santa/she'll fill w/ candy. then, we watched the movies. the sub was horrible. he was one of those old guys that lets the class do wutever they want and then, leave a bad note about the class. i don't whether he left a bad note or not, but i have a feeling that he did...lol!

omg! during debate i was so nervous...i had to debate someone. since no one was left w/ a negative case, i debated against michael sparks whos in cx. (he didn't have a case, so he just read someone else's.) he talked so fast! i think the only reason y i won is bc he argued aganist my criterion which the round then became weighed in my favor, so i won. if u don't clash w/ the other person's criterion, u pretty much agreeing w/ theirs, so yea...

that's pretty much all that's happened today. tonite i have to babysit for the stipes. then, tomorrow i'm babysitting from these ppl that just moved to the united states from ireland. that should be interesting...

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[09 Dec 2003|10:53pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]
[ music | incubus - wish u were here ]

for waking ^ EARLY two days in a row...my week so far has been pretty good. see, for my world geography project, we agreed to come before school, but i forgot whether they said monday or tuesday, so just in case they wouldn't all come except for me, i went monday morning. i woke ^ at five o'clock, but for an hour i laid in bed. i got at school at 7:30 on monday bc my mom took me (i thought i had to be there at 7:45, but it was really eight the next day), and she had to go to work. these two and a half hours gave me time to do my math hw, get a pass from persie so i didn't have to do my spanish hw, and start on my english. my math took me awhile bc i was kinda tired and i really didn't get it...lol! then, this morning, i got at school at eight. (my dad took me.) i got there, and jc and colby were there, but not mrs. naugle or the rest of my group. i saw caity walk by, and i went and talked to her for awhile. when i came back joe and kari had shown ^, but no mrs. naugle or nate. it was 8:40 when mrs. naugle finally got there. we decided to finish our project during class, so all that before school stuff was pointless. for being a crappy beginning of the week, it hasn't been that bad.

it was kinda funny...this morning maddie comes ^ to me...she says, "u don't ride my bus ne more?" i was like huh? phil told her that i didn't ride the bus ne more bc i didn't ride the bus two mornings in a row. rite...lol! i told her the truth, and she was like good...i need someone to save me a seat bc by the time she gets on, she doesn't have a seat and since i'm on the first stop, i get a seat and save it for her. it was sooo funny one time nick mad the mistake of trying to take maddie's seat. she yelled so loud when she got on the bus. everyone was like calm down maddie! lol! then, just last week, fuzzy tried to seat there, and i was like u HAVE TO move..lol! so rite as maddie gets on, fuzzy moves, but just to annoy maddie, mike sits there. of course, she wouldn't yell at her precious mike.

lets see...one...two...three ppl like mike. that's not counting me bc i'm not sure whether i like him or not. phil made a good pt during art (phil doesn't kno that i mite like mike) that mike is just a flirter. it's true...he's all flirting w/ every grl then when he goes out w/ someone, he totally changes...he's all trying to impress her and yea...maddie, persie, liz all like mike, and from wut i've heard mike likes liz, but i don't kno if that's true or not.

it was cool...today me and my sis talked on the phone. we just talked about wuts college is like, exempting exams, going for once in a life time events, and how teachers always try to scare u about next yr and how it's gonna be so hard...psh! it's always exactly the same; maybe u'll get a stricter teacher than the one u had the yr before, but that's about it. then, we were talking about that i should take the trip in june of 2005 to go to spain since that be the chance. we kinda joked about whether i could get the money or not.

i wanna see the lord of the rings: return of the king the day it come out (bc i'm exempting my exams that day), but it will probably be so crowded even if i tried to get in in the morning. it'll probably be really crowded on thursday, but not quite as bad. finally, i'll get to see how it ends...w/ out reading the book. lol!

u wanna kno that pissed me off so much in math yesterday? out of the blue, nick says u're so skinny bc u throw ^ after everything u eat or something to that degree. if i wasn't at school, i would have slapped him then and there. the thing is, i wonder if ne the knows me thinks i actually have eating disorder (which i don't...just do A LOT of exercising...dance). if someone sericously thought i did, i'd slap and then, probably go cry especially if it was a close friend. caity and maddie sometimes joke about me having an eating disorder, but i can never tell if they truthfully think that or they're just joking. it really bothers me when ppl make those jokes; it hurts even more when ppl laugh at them.

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... [03 Dec 2003|09:27pm]
today...it was just kinda there; it came and went, nothing really happened. this morning my dad was pissed at me, though. i missed the bus...again. lol! he's like u need to watch the clock, i tell him i do (bc i do), but he doesn't believe me. i watch it, but i just think oh...i still got 3-5 more min, i'm not gonna miss the bus...i shouldn't rush. lol! since i missed the bus, i got to school earlier than i usually do, so me and melissa cleaned maddie locker and took down all of her johnny depp pics and put them in mike's locker. they all come and maddie saw that her locker was open and was like ok wut did u do to my pictures? i was like i just cleaned ur locker; she didn't believe me. lol! mike opens ^ his locker...one of hundred billion johnny depp pics fall out. he just closes his locker and walks back to the circle and says i feel violated. lol! he then reopens his locker...dumps all the pics on the floor. maddie tells me to pick it ^. psh...y would i do that? lol!

it's so freakin' cold in here...of course, it doesn't help when i'm drinking this big glass of cold apple juice...lol! ahh!!! i can't remember; this morning i could, but i lost it...i can't remember this dream...i hate when this happens. i kno it had several ppl i knew and some was like sitting on the floor or they got left behind (not me, one of my friends) or something of that matter. that sounds so proper...of that matter. :) i'm such a loser...lol!

i don't kno if he does or not, but persie asked me while we were ice skating if i liked john bc she thinks he likes me. (i don't kno if i said before, but last saturday i went ice skating for the first time w/ persie, john, ben, and clayton.) i don't like him, and i hope he doesn't like me more than just a friend. is it a turn on for guys when u don't like them bc it always seems like the guys u don't like like u and the guy u like doesn't like u. i hate that...lol!

ahh! the internet isn't working, so i can keep typing, but i can't "update journal" until it comes back ^. i've got a really bad headache. i've had it since at least 7th period. it probably started in advisory when i have ms. hill...lol! she's worst than mrs. bonk in my opinion. mrs. bonk is just kinda weird...math is fun to her (which makes sense since she's a math teacher). ms. hill is, well...messed ^. i don't kno, there's just a characteristic she has that just annoys the crap out of me.
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[02 Dec 2003|05:19pm]
[ mood | listless ]
[ music | red hot chili peppers - fortune faded ]

my grandma left today; sad, but glad at the same time. she's so nice, kind, and caring, but how can i put this...she's not ^ to date w/ the things like yesterday the computer screen started flashing according to her, so she shut down the computer. when i come home from school, i turn on the computer, and everything is normal. then, she asked me how to get on the internet i was told her u just click on the the button that says internet explorer. omg! her voice, it sounds like she's constantly wining; it's so nasily. i don't mean to dis her, she's my grandma, but she doesn't get ne thing bc she's a grandma (they're never up-to-date w/ things), and plus, she's a farmer (they also rn't every up-to-date).

she was here bc of thanksgiving. my sis was also in town from college. this thanksgiving break felt so short...just monday would make things a lot better. no one wanted to go back to school monday. today, no wanted to come either. of course, mrs. bonk (i feel sry for the guy that married her unless he's just like her) was the only teacher that gave hw over thanksgiving break, but like usual, i just did it on the bus the day it was due. next semster i won't have her...she's retiring!!! lol! one guy, max had her last yr and is so sick of her that he's counting the min that he has left w/ her...a lil over the top.

i saw finding nemo this weekend...it was so cute! dori was so great; she forgot everything. bingo...jose...lol! i wanna see gothika...it's supposed to be REALLY scary, but i still wanna see it even though i'm the biggest chicken ever! some time this weekend (probably sunday) i'll see if i can get some of my friends to go.

A&M lost to ut...:( it's so sad. my sis went to the obviously, but i just watched it on tv w/ my family. it was so annoying, my dad kept sayig A&M's going to lose, they're going to lose. then, my mom would walk ^ stairs and be like A&M has no chance of winning. at half time, they were only five pts away, but after half time, they went down hill...their defense seemed like they just gave ^.

i don't kno...i like mike, but i don't wanna tell ne one bc (this sounds so kid-ish) he could figure out, and as far as i kno maddie and persie like mike. plus, maddie liking him and her knowing i like him could cause some problems and i don't wanna deal w/ that. i don't kno wut to do...it was nice wut caity said today, my stomach hurt bc i didn't eat breakfast (bc i didn't have time) and had a small lunch, do i was leaning over bc it hurt so bad, but from caity's angle, it looked like i was leaning on mike, and she pointed it out. then, she went on to say that we'd make a cute couple...:)

hopewell had a fire today, so all the lil 6th graders had to eat lunch at stony pt. (the fire was in the cafeteria.) it messed ^ our lunch schedule, but they all ate in the gym. as i walked to lunch, i looked in the gym, they're so tiny! i can't believe that i was that small is 6th grade!...or like everyone says...they get shorter every yr...lol!

i was wearing my hair down today, and everyone kept messing w/ hair...ok two ppl, but it annoyed the crap out of me. druing spanish, i was laying my head on persie's desk which was behind me and she was like let me braid ur hair...i was like how 'bout not and lifted my head off the desk. then, on the bus, johnathon kept touching my hair after zak was talking about how he lost a race in swimming bc he didn't wear his lil cap thing...yea...

got dance in a lil, so yea...

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