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[06 Jul 2007|12:06pm] |
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i don't know what i want anymore. i'm not happy right now. i have a feeling something is wrong, but the person who i want to talk about with will not talk about it.
i'm sure this will pass, and i've been getting better, but sometimes it's hard.
moving to a new place changed me, i think, and this time it was for the worse.
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| more sigh.. |
[09 Jun 2007|12:07am] |
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i don't know how to let go...i don't know if i can ever trust anyone 100%.
i've definitely improved, but it's not enough.
nothing much to do be done, but i just wanted to say this on the anonymity of the internet :P
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| *sigh* |
[02 Jun 2007|03:10am] |
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today was my last day of work.
i felt very weirded out when a co-worker was close to tears and i don't know if they were doing it as a joke or serious.
so sleepy...
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| hmm... |
[20 May 2007|10:09pm] |
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i don't understand why i lose friends over the years....
am i a bad friend? i don't like one sided relationships. i refuse to do all the work to keep a friendship up.
if that makes me a bad friend, then so be it.
i just want friends who believe i'm worth the time and energy....
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| blah |
[13 May 2007|10:43pm] |
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i drove a total of 10 1/2 hours over the weekend.
i really don't want to drive to work.
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| hmmm |
[14 Sep 2006|10:04pm] |
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 indescribable |
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life is what you make it.
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| still here... |
[21 Aug 2006|05:23pm] |
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i thought for sure this would be deactivated!
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