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*carols* [23 Dec 2004|11:04am]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | gone-kelly.clarkson ]

i hope everyone has a great christmas! see ya in 2005!!!!
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if you dont take me to paris on a lovers get away its alright [15 Sep 2004|04:40pm]
[ mood | devious ]
[ music | if nobody believed in you/ joe nichols ]

mkay guys i think im going away from blurty...

ive had a deadjournal for a while and i post most of the same entries on here as i do there... so theres no use keeping 2... i only had two cuz there was certain stuff i only wanted certain people to read but im over it so yeah whatever i dont care anymore... my DJ's all public... so yeah... w/e

i may come back here sometimes but dont expect it...

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whats going on? [10 Sep 2004|10:57pm]
[ mood | flirty ]
[ music | lala/ ashlee simpson ]

wow... what a night... lol party was canceled so i went to the game... okay first off id liek to maek the point that i never NEVER get hit on... well tonight was just so weird...
robert hit on me but thats not unusual lol hes done it before... and this guy named matt who i just met tonight... he was flirting and hitting on me all night.... he was like "ill take you to a movie... or a ride in my car or you can come over" but later he asked if i just wanted to make out and i refused... i shouldve lol... i couldve used a good make out session (sorry guys to much info there) and i probly would have if my brother hadnt been at the field to... damn it whyd i invite him... anyways... he gave up on the propositions and we just flirted... and then he had to leave and he went to take my hand just like a good bye kind of hand shake... but
he kissed my hand...
it was so sweet... a guys never done that to me...
awe... anyways... it was so cute...
but seriously i never get hit on and i had a bunch of guys hit on me tonight and i got some very nice (and very funny) "boob" comments... i dont understand it... guys just dont hit on me and then out of nowhere tonight guys are all over me... thisll never happen again...
and a proposition from jeff lol... i believe he was serious to... thatll never happen *shudders*
OH! i beat up justin!!! lol although he will probly say otherwise.... i think i bruised him... lol
but anyways it was a very interesting night...
i hope ivan doesnt hit... that would suck really bad... ruin more plans... ugh... were staying here to... this sucks... i keep trying to get mom to take us out of state.. but shes all "where will we go?" ack... i dotn want to stay for this one... its scary.. all it really is is an oversized tornado... this is so rediculous...

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Theres no one left to love [06 Sep 2004|06:14pm]
[ mood | dorky ]
[ music | harder everyday/ashlee simpson ]

well its been a while since ive updated... hmm... havent really had anything to say...
other than hurricanes continually interupting them lol my classes are going very well

*gov/econ: holmes and margie with trout.... 'nuff said
*compII/ amer lit: holmes, colin, melissa.... yeah were a trip and a half...
*photoI: fairly boring class.... ms. montanas nice but the class really just sucks...
*portfolioI: athena, cristin, anthony, amber, jessica, matt.... the list goes on.... still kinda boring but the people make it good
*spanishII: class sucks... i hate spanish.... really i do....
*coll stat: this class sucks as well... not only do i have huge for my teacher but they school has decided to make the class i hate most 20 minutes longer.... can i die now?!?! at least its only for half a year...
*ceramics: my fav class by far... ms phelps rocks... so do the people.... andrea, anthony, amber, justin, and matt (that kid cracks me up) such a freakin fun class... me matt and andrea have like full reign over anything we want to do in that class... we coudl get away with murder in there... phelps wouldnt do anything... lol

anyways... hurricanes are stupid... they cancelled school for charley but thats understandable cuz we had no elecricity in our area.... but they cancelled school last friday for frances.... please tell me the point of that... its so stupid.... of course if school had been in then i woudlnt have had a great day with margie and chelsey so i guess there are some benefits....
but theres also some bad things.... i was suposed to go to ambers agina this weekend... that didnt happen cuz school cancels all plans get canceled... it sucks...

so ive just been bored... people were SUPOSED to call me to come over on friday but NOOO did anyone even try to call??? NO... anyways... no big deal... it just irks me... some other time then i guess.... hmm.... well... idk what else to say... cuz yeah... my life is boring....

*note to self* email tim and remember josh's b-day!!! *end note*

away laughing on a fast camel O.o

harder everyday/ashlee simpson )

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they say im doomed but i feel fine [22 Aug 2004|09:54pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | myself/ karas flowers ]

i am possibly one of the happiest people alive... its funny how much little things can cheer you up... lol *cheesy grin spreads across face* i got an email from my long lost brother... not my real brother obviously but we consider each other brother and sister... hell be 20 on september 21st... i miss him so much... im sure ive said this before but hes training to be in the marines... hes always away... but now for the news on why im so happy!! he emailed me and heres what he wrote:
Lol, sorry couldn't resist. Thanks for the e-mail. Like you said long time no hear=) Are you gonna be in town around, oh say....October 13-27 or so? ;) Shhh, its a secret =D Don't tell anyone. I get to spend a week or two at home before I deploy. I'll tell you where I deploy to when I get home, but remember its a secret, aight? Cool. I'm happy that your dad found someone, well, I'm happy your happy =) How's school and all that other boring stuff? Are you a billionare yet? lol, I wish I was a billionare but I sorta got the wrong job for that lmao...Hehe, well talk to you later, I'm going to be out of contact for like 3 weeks, cause I am gonna be in California (the desert part) for trainging. See ya round sis.

HES COMING HOME!!!! im so completely overjoyed!! *sighs* i saw his email in my inbox and i was so happy... i love when he writes to me... idk why maybe cuz hes always gone and neither of us have very much time to write so when we do write idk i guess its special.... oh but im so happy now... 2 months and ill get to see him!!! haha yay!!

type your name with your:

nose: caitlyn
elbow: xcauilyn
tongue: caitlyn
chin: casitlyn
heel: cxaaitrl;ynjm
eyes closed and one finger: ca74o6h
back of my hand: cd qa9gt5p7hyn
palm: c azkit5g.lhy n
wrist: v aity,.hunm

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I've been waiting for the king of hearts, Still I get the joker every time [19 Aug 2004|11:08am]
well i havent updated here in a while so i figured what the heck... not much going on really...
hurricane hit friday, chelsey stayed over on saturday, got electricity back and cleaned on sunday, went shopping monday, lau came over tuesday and then we went to danas birthday party.... babysat and went to church yesterday... i go tto see becky!!! i was so happy... i missed her... then i talked to my pastor for a while just about... everything... and today... well im bored... ive nothing to do... if ya wanna hang out gimme a call!!!! im bored.... well thats about it...

some favorite quotes )

undiscovered/ashlee simpson/aka: the perfect song )
1 want my autobiography♥ baby just ask me

[11 Aug 2004|06:37pm]
well.... not much going on lately.... at least not that i feel liek sharign at the moment.... its all good stuff tho.... lolol anyways.... i got my schedule straightened out... that was crazy... i just hope it works.... lol
oh genskes bday friday... if the hurricane doesnt rain us out.... hmm... well i havent written in so long... well i wrecked my car again for those who didnt already know... and my cousin got married... it was such a beautiful wedding... i hung out with my cousin and her "boyfriend" lol.... shes an idiot... this guy is head over heals for her... he has been since high school... and you can just see how he feels in the way he looks at her.... its unbelieveable... hell just stare at her and she doesnt acknowledge it... it makes me wish someone would look at me the way he looks at her... hes so in love and its so obvious... anyways im rambling... hmmm... haha i ran into laurence yesterday at walmart (as usual lol) and i dragged him to my mom and was like "hey mom look what i found in the toy section!!" lol eh... i found it amusing anyways... crap im also suposed to be goign to see amber this weekend... well i guess thats not happening... darn it... we havent tlaked all week and i had lots to tell her... oh well... next week it is then.... i hate prejudice.... i was in ceramics and a bunch of ignorant freshman were making fun of this gay guy and i got really pissed and got out of my seat and walked away from them... oh man i almost blew up in their faces i was so upset over it.... anyways thats about it...
ryan cabrera/on the way down <----i love this song )
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because i'm obsessed with what would happen, if we had never changed a thing [03 Aug 2004|05:22pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | some girls/ rachel stevens ]

well.... lets see.... what to say.... i went to the mall with leanna uh.... yesterday lol that was fun... and today i went and got a job application at the lehigh golf resort place thingy... lol yeah... but anyways... i be busy this week.... tommorrow im goign with lynne to look at wedding spots then church, then thursday im not doing anything (yet), friday is my cousins weddign reahearsal and dinner... then saturday is the weddign and open house.... sunday im hanging with my friend, vedanta.... and monday..... skool.... bleh.... im not ready.... i mean i am but this is the end.... oh i talked to my cousin and she has agreed to do my senior photos for me... really awesome artsy stuff.... and my other cousin will be doing my makeup.... woohoo for haveing an MAC specialist in the family as well as a proffesional videographer.... well.... thats all for me... im out guys *cait*

"so should we shag now or should we shag later?"
nevermind guys.....

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bleh blah... [30 Jul 2004|11:43pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | gavin degraw ]

lol im talkign to my friend tim... lol we have this relationship where anything goes... we talk about everything.... but tonight were stuck usually theres problems and advice goign back and forth like crazy .... lol but were discussing what our convo shoudl be about cuz we cant think of anyhting to say.... its strange lol cuz i usually talk to this kid for like 3 hours about every other night... and theres never a break in the convo.... we can just talk... its really good... no judging, no criticizing... we just talk... we have the same views and priciples.... hes been one of my best friends for years and this is th efirst time we havent found somethign to talk aobut with in five minutes of sayign "hi" lol idk... i just found it amusing

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.... [30 Jul 2004|11:31pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | gavin degraw ]

i recomend NOT seeign the village.... it doesnt even begin to compare to the other m. night shamylan movies... the plot twist are good and the reality of human nature is very well prtrayed but as a plot goes... it was quite week....

I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdgnieg THE
PAOMNNEHAL PWEOR OF THE HMUAN MNID Aoccdrnig to rscheearch at Cmabrigde
Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the
olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer are in the rghit
pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses, and you can sitll raed it wouthit
porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by
istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh?

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updating to update [29 Jul 2004|11:26pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | just friends/ gavin degraw ]

well lets see.... nothing worth writing about really... i FINALLY saw butterfly effect and just let me a say its been a looooooong tiem since a movie has ended and made me go "wow".... thats seriously all i coudl say after it finished.... awesome movie...

question for who reads this:
if you could change 1 instance in your past what would it be and how many people would it really effect?

anyways... ive got senior pictures tommorrow... oh man... i dotn want to be a senior.... i dotn want it to end.... its so scary... but thats life... we all have to move on at some point....

im obsessed with the gavin degraw cd.... i love his voice.... omg his music is like john mayer/jason mraz... but his voice kinda sounds like eamon.... its raspy and really sexy.... hmm... lol anyways...

leannas back in town....

oh! almost everyones got their schedules and its not looking good.... ive only got 1 class with like each of my friends (that ive talked to anyways)... it sucks....

well thats about it so im out.... later guys...

"i believe there shoud be an application process to wear a thong" ~bill engvall blue collar tv

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i dont wanna be anything other than what i been tryin to be lately [27 Jul 2004|07:37pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | i dont wanna be/ gavin degraw ]

alright everyone knows about the show "pimp my ride" well last night me and my friend amber were bored so we made our own "pimp" show so now i give you the one and only episode of..... *drum role*

pimp my couch )

yeah that was fun....

1 want my autobiography♥ baby just ask me

im here for the party and i aint leavin till they throw me out [25 Jul 2004|02:18pm]
[ mood | groggy ]
[ music | here for the party/ gretchen wilson ]

wow what a night.... lol i went to ricochet and was there until 1 in the morning... i go tto meet all my dads crazy friends... omg they are so awesome lol...
Ryan: aka "meatstick" (jackie says hes called that because hes hes meaty on the top adn has skinny ass chicken legs) hes teh one who gets me into all this stuff
Jackie: ryans girlfriend, she used to be a lesbian... now shes bi
Budweiser Tim: is inheritign the largest budweiser distribution company in the US... he got me my hat
Chopper: never foudn out his real name but hes called that because his legs look like chopsticks apparently
Cliff: aka "h2", "ross" (cuz he suposedly looks liek ross from friends but i didnt see it), or as lynne so appropriately called him "cutie pie jewish guy" lol... i hung with him most of the night... hes 29 and really hot/cute...
anyways everyone was drunk it was so f*ckign hilarious... my dad especially... he danced on the bar... it was like a really bad version of coyote ugly... oh but cliff and tim the whole night were like "i swear we know you from somewhere... you sure youve never been in a bar before?"
"yeah im the good kid... its my first time in a bar lol" then ryan cuts in... and hes like "no its your first time in a bar where your not dancing on a pole" and im like "shhhh no ones suposed to know about that"
and then cliff: "so thats where i know you from" lol it was pretty funny... lol but yeah it was awesome... i was really only there for a concert but the artist i wanted to see was only on for a 30 minute set so i was kinda pissed but i did get to meet her... so yeah thats about it... it was fun tho... id do it again... anyways thats about it... so im off to clean then im gonna go see my cousin... so... later!

Pictures )

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i got stains on my t-shirt and im the biggest flirt [22 Jul 2004|11:18am]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | autobiography/ ashlee simpson ]

I gots my celly guys!! woo hoo!! okay maybe im not AS excited as i seem... 229-8977

survey of boredom )

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.... so..... happy... no.... ECSTATIC!! [20 Jul 2004|02:18pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | pantry queen/ kara's flowers ]

I just got back form the SHeDAISY concert.... wow did i say there was goign to be aroud 200 people yeah... well there were less than that.... ALOT LESS!! there wer under 50 people there.... it was so awesome... we got to broadway palm at 11 and then got served lunch, and then they came out and sang.... they were so good!!! then after that we got to meet them and ask questions and take pictures with them and i got cds signed... it was so much fun.... lol i even got a VIP pass lol its great...


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why why why???? [19 Jul 2004|08:52pm]
[ mood | RRRRRRR ]
[ music | *sings* im an idiot *end song* ]

omg!! lololol yall have no idea how hard im laughign right now!!! okay ya know those people who come around your neighborhood passing out advertisement stuff.... well a guy just came to my door and lolol he was really cute... adn he went through the routine stuff... is the home owner home adn blah blah... so anyways he left... adn as i was thinking how funny it woudl be if he came back... the door bell rang again... and guess who it was... yup the guy... oh man i dont even know his name although it was kinda cool to be hit on by an older guy... lol... he was cute to.... oi stupid girl.... *smack*

new found glory )

3 want my autobiography♥ baby just ask me

Life is not what I thought it was 24 hours ago.... [17 Jul 2004|09:59pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | 24/ switchfoot ]

oh man!! guess what guys?! i get to go to a SHeDaisy concert... only 200 other people are going... lol woohoo!! i cant wait... its on the 20th... yay! and also the sherrie austin concert at ricochet is coming up and i might get to go to that to... lol *crosses fingers and prays that ryan comes through with employee backstage passes* he said he coudl probly get tham and that thats the only way i could get in.... but hey backstage!!! who cares!? i cant wait *sings* lalalalalalalalalalala..... so happy... oh i also have news about my dad! anyone wanna take a stab at what it is? lol

oh yeah im also finally getting a cell phone.... woo next week... yay for me....

"I can't find anything
to be sad about
they say I'm doomed
but I feel fine"
~Kara's Flowers "myself"

2 want my autobiography♥ baby just ask me

we are the symphony of modern humanity [16 Jul 2004|09:41pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | 24/ switchfoot ]

i, robot.... freakin awesome movie!! i highly recommend it!! lol it was a typical will smith movie tho so if your not a fan dont go... lol but i thought it was awesome....

*fake sneeze* "oh, sorry, im allergic to bull sh*t"

"dude you cant cuss, so--"
"yeah yeah i know.... go home"
^in reference to shia lebeuf (sp) not being able to cuss

well thats all nothign really goin on... other than i finally got my web cam set up....


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i suddenly have this feeling that nothing is in my hands and if it isnt then what do i do with that? [15 Jul 2004|02:47pm]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | movie: city of angels ]

"You should write a book," Ron told Hermione as he cut up his potatoes, "translating mad things girls do so boys can understand them."

ah boy.... im bored... i have nothign to do... except well clean... but thats nothing... *sighs* i tried uploading pictures but photobucket is being gay... ugh... anyways... i have nothign to say so im out... ~cait

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from up here the city lights burn [14 Jul 2004|12:33pm]
[ mood | naughty ]
[ music | anthem fo our dying day/ story of the year ]

wow... ive had a couple crazy past few day....okay i got back sunday nad went to the movies sunday night.... dotn see king arthur... it sucks... oh but somethign i didnt mention cuz i was uneasy aobut it... at the airport my dad told me that he has a girlfriend... not just someone he casualy date like before but an official girlfriend... well me and my brother went bowling with them monday night and then to the movies (anchorman is awesome!!) and shes really cool... shes an artist... she does painting, photography and interior design.... can you saw sweet?! then we went out with her again last igth to to the sports page.... adn played golden tee it was so funny cuz my dads friend ryan was there dn we were all completign it was sooooo much fun... but anyways... my dad and lynne are so adorable... hes like a giddy school kid when hes around her... he opens door adn holds her hand adn they are just so adorable.... lol theyve only been together for like 5-6 days... but hes changed so much i havent seen him this happy in such a long time.... i knew somthign was different when he picked me up at the air port he had this glow about him... i knew somethign was differetn... but theyve been together every night for the past week and tonight is just the same lol hes takign her the meltign pot.... i love that place lol anyways... thats about it.... so yeah.... church tonight... adn im bored... i think i may go to the movies today... alone... oh well... bye guys ~cait

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