| Christmas EVe |
[24 Dec 2002|07:24pm] |
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im thinking of doing my web blog here..hmmm
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[24 Dec 2002|07:39pm] |
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Scorpio Rising, Death in Vegas |
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I cant believe it's going to be 2003 next week..
it's so odd on how things unravel..
time moved real slow and fast for me this year..
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| i stepped on something squishy |
[24 Dec 2002|11:15pm] |
i am feeling very depressed right now.
im upset. i dunno why.
well i do knwo why but i do not know what it is exaclty.
I feel bad because Blake doesnt understand what im going through.
and i am very sensitive today...
because im celebratiNG xMAS away from home fro the first time.
i wish i can just disappear.. go home..then go somewhere else.
travel.. dicover myself.
not to worry about money.
about being a bad person...
i wish i can solve the formula for sadness.
and anger,,,and violence..
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