What day is it? What time is it? Where am I?
I'm so lost. Mentally lost. Emotionally lost. Physically, I know I'm sitting at my computer, staring at a bright white screen that is making my eyes burn...but that's about all I know right now.
I've been really sad about a lot of things lately. I don't show it, because I never show it...but deep down, a lot of things really suck.
I'm really sad to hear about Nicky getting kicked out of the Dividing Rule. I love that boy so much, and I know that he's going through a really tough time. I wish there was something I could do. I want to give him a big hug and tell him that everything will be okay. Nicky, I love you. I don't know if I've ever told you, but you're one of the sweetest boys I've ever met. You're an amazing person and a talented musician. I know that it'll all work out for the best, it's just so hard to see that right now. I just want to know that I'm here for you if you need anything at all.
I don't know what is going on with Meredith. I don't even want to talk about it anymore. It makes me sad just thinking about it.
I met Em in Royal Oak today to hang out and go shopping. That girl is fucking awesome. We went to the thrift store and The Cat's Meow, and then over to a few record stores. I picked up the Super Mario Bros soundtrack for $2.99 and Robbie Williams "Sing When You're Winning" for $3.99. Hot! Then we hit up National Coney Island for dinner. Em made me two really good mix cds. Thank you!! I love them!
After the Royal Oak adventure, I headed over to Beck's for a minute before we went downtown to see Ash. I like those kids a lot. We ran into Eric the sound boy and he and Beck were finally properly introduced. Double D was on the hunt, so I spent most of the evening cowering in fear. *shudders* A big FUCK YOU goes out to Brad for making me show him my ID and stay there so that Dennis noticed me. Haha, asshole!
The show was pretty good. It wasn't outstanding, but I had a good time, and it was nice to FINALLY get to see Ash. The last two times I was supposed to see them, they got stuck in Canada or the van broke down, so they didn't show up.
I noticed E-boy, but he was with this girl that is always hanging on him 24/7. I didn't really care...or at least I tried to convince myself that I didn't care. I still don't know why I like that kid so much. I was in one of my moods, so I was playing the, "If he wants to say hi, he's going to have to come over to me." After a few minutes, I felt a tap on my shoulder. I knew Dennis was behind me somewhere, so I was a bit reluctant to turn around. It was E-boy, with a huge grin on his face. I couldn't help but laugh. Even though I was in a bit of a bad mood, it was good to talk to him again. He keeps bugging me about writing that Creem article, and he swears that he's going to keep on me about it until I finish it and send it to him to edit. Thank you E-boy, sometimes I need a kick in the pants. I know he's busy as hell, so it's nice to know that he's willing to take time out to help me with the article.
After the show, Beck and I headed to 7-11 to buy sluprees for ourselves and for Jeremy. Then, we went over to his uncle's house where he was house-sitting for the week. We sat around and watched American Choppers on A&E and the monster truck special. I can't wait for the next Monster Truck Rally. Jeremy and I are going to be SO HOT in our white trash outfits. Bleach blond ratted hair and Wrangler jeans, here I come. Awww snap! I can't wait.
Beck, I'm so glad that we got to hang out tonight. It was another rad Lauren/Becky adventure to add to the list. I don't know what I'd do without you sometimes. You totally own, I just wanted to remind you of that. Oh, and Jerm's LJ is Nancyboy2000. His e-mail address and all of that other stuff is in his profile. Current Mood: lethargicCurrent Music: Reel Big Fish-Take On Me