yenew's Blurty

All we need is just one touch
I was feeling so tired that I wanted to let go of everything.

But people around me encouraged me. To think about it. To pray about it. To just simply follow what He wants me to do about it.

He spoke, and I took steps to adjusting my life. Obedience, is really so much more important than sacrifice.

Tonight's message touched me deeply. Lena who brought two friends was so shocked to see me red-eyed while the sermon was preached. Perhaps it's part of God's will that I didn't have a personal friend who was a first-time visitor. Because He wanted to touch me so deeply, to encourage me, to lift me up once again. And I couldn't really attend to a new friend when I'm so touched. I really can't function well in such a circumstance. It's like a drowning man clutching to straw: I just refused to let Him go.

But I was on duty as a counsellor. And Lena actually thought that I responded to the altar call when I went to the front. In a sense, I was. But also, I was serving God and His people - His children who have finally decided to accept Jesus into their lives as a personal Lord and Savior. As a result, I got to know this happening girl who's my counselee. Being my first time, I was in jitters - partly because I was being ministered by the Lord as I went forth to minister to the new sheep. I forgot to give her the welcome pack!!!!!!!!!! And her phone number was too light to be seen. After much effort, I found her again. Hee. What an adventure!

Serving the Lord is really such a joy. For I have re-found my passion. Re-established the reason for joy. And once again, I'm strong. :-)

To my friends who listened when I was weak, a big thank you. And to that moon that shone through my darkest nights, thank you. *hugz*

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