More QUIZZES!!!   
09:00pm 28/06/2003
  okeydokey, more quizzes for you little people that don't read my journal. *sniff* anyway, i took a lot of quizzes last night, and they're hilarious, so take some yourself if you get the chance. if anyone reads my journal, that is. which i'm sure nobody does. god, this is so great for my self esteem. i hate everyone and everything. yes, i'm talking to you. YES!!! you the bubble gum blonde, and you, the freaky kid that needs a new face. muahahahahahahahahahahaaaa!!!!! i know where you SLEEP!!!!! well not really. but don't tell them i said that. here are my quizzes. bye for now little people.

Soroity Slut
You're Soroity Slut Barbie! You're easy and you're
really cheesy! Have fun with the entire
football team.

If You Were A Barbie, Which Messed Up Version Would You Be?
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well, if all the guys on the football team were HOT i'd make them have an orgy. and i'd watch. heheh. maybe join in after a while. yeah, if they were hot i would. *...drool...*

You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.

What kind of kiss are you?
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yeah, i'm special all right. and no, i didn't cheat.

You're Perfect ^^
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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What's your sexual appeal?
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god you dumbass.

What swear word are you?
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innocent kiss
innocent kiss - you're cute and sweet and like it
that way

What Sign of Affection Are You?
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god these are all so ACCURATE!! how could they tell i'm a slut!??\

Tramp Bear
Tramp Bear

Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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Info Black
Your Heart is Black

What Color is Your Heart?
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breast implants!

what's YOUR deepest secret?
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I DO NOT!!! well, ok, maybe a little... WAIT, NO I DON'T!!! *runs off crying*


Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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Bondage movie! You're into BSDM (Bondage &
Discipline, Dominance & Submission) and chances
are, you're fond of whips, chains, harnesses,
and tight leather outfits. You like to mix a
little pain with a LOT of pleasure, baby!

What kind of porno would you star in?
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What's YOUR sexual fetish?
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I hate you so bad
you are the "I hate you so bad" happy
bunny. You hate everyone and eveything and your
not ashamed of it.

which happy bunny are you?
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I am a sniper/professional killer.

Which cat that thinks it's human are you?
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09:50pm 27/06/2003
  here are some quizzes i took a while back. i keep forgetting to post them. but here they are.

I am an overly happy A.D.D kitten

Which cute or possibly strange kitten are you?
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The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Sixth Level of Hell - The City of Dis!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)Moderate
Level 3 (Gluttonous)Very High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Extreme
Level 7 (Violent)Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Very High

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test


-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

everyone makes things so hard for me.   
09:22pm 27/06/2003
mood: cynical
music: i think im paranoid by garbage
i just realized i left out who else called me. Kit and Jeremy called me from his house and they were all happy and stuff and i had no idea what was going on because they were really just talking to each other while i was on the phone with them. so then after i got off the phone with them, i went back to reading, which was basically what i have been doing for the past 2 days, nonstop. except people kept calling me today, and i went somewhere with Kitana and Jeremy and Dylan yesterday. the beach or something. sort of. it was fun, because we shot a glass bottle to pieces with Jeremy's bbgun. well, it's sorta a pellet gun, but whatever. but anyway. then amy, another of my friends (sorta. she gets annoying really fast.) called me from her mom's house in missouri and told me that she heard about the guy i like and sorta yelled at me because he's really skinny. she was saying it was gross, and i was like, hey, better than fat. amy said he also had no muscle and i was like, yeah he does, i know him better than you do.she also said he was a tease, and i was like um, i don't go into a relationship looking for sex, so why should this bother me, right? she also said that i thought i was a tease, but i'm not, and i told her that i never said i was a tease, i said i was a ho, and there's a big huge fat difference. well, maybe not fat. then after i got off the phone with her, i went back to reading and finished the last good book i had to read. the only ones i had left were this one about america's dumbest criminals (some were sorta funny, but it gets boring really fast) and another one about a professional strangler who's into philosophy or something. whatever. so i don't really have anything else to read for a while. good thing i have work tomorrow. then i can work and then just sleep afterwards, to waste time. i probably won't get to see Kit much anymore because of her new job. she used to work pretty much the same hours as me, but now we wont get to hang out unless one of us has a day off. she starts work at around 3 and i get off work at like 3, so i'll have no-one to hang out with. boo hoo. i'm just in one of my depressed moods now i guess. i was sitting on the windowsill earlier and had a sudden urge to just keel over backwards and fall 2 stories to my definite injury and possible death. i decided to go sit somewhere else. i think im just sorta depressed now that i've accepted i probably wont see justen at all this summer. this sucks. i can't help but hope that i'm just being paranoid and i'll just run into him randomly like i've BEEN hoping to for a while. well, if anyone i actually know reads this they'll be like AHA!! but i don't think anyone has any interest in me at all. except dylan and justen, and they don't know i have a blog. probably for the best. whatever. bye now little people
08:16pm 27/06/2003
mood: depressed
music: going under by evanescence
poo. i have no life. i should have gone to work today. well, if i hadn't all of my friends would have yelled at me for saying i had the day off, but it's not like i saw any of them today anyway. i got calls from pretty much all of my friends today. well, 4 of them. pretty much all, yeah. first, this guy that likes me called dylan called and we talked a bit. i don't like him the same way he likes me. i would be perfectly happy just being friends with him. and we are friends, but he wants more, i guess, according to Kitana and her new boyfriend jeremy. jeremy is like one of dylans close friends, i guess. i suppose it would be well, CONVENIENT for me to go out with dylan, because then me and Kit and jeremy and dylan could all hang out and nobody would feel left out and lonely and out of place. there is this other guy i like, but i've pretty much resigned myself to the fact that i probably won't even see him again until september. which is poopy. i don't know his phone number. dylan probably does, but i would feel horrible asking him (the guy that likes me) for the phone number of the guy that i would rather be with. so i won't see the guy i like for the whole summer, so i may as well go out with dylan for a while, then when school starts up again i can see if i still like the other guy better. whatever. i feel like shit, but do any of you people care? no, probably not, because i doubt anyone even reads this. goodbye now, little people.
10:51am 18/06/2003
mood: drunk
music: alive py P.O.D.
ack! my computer hates me. i wasn't able to go on it for a while because it was screwing up, and then when it finally began working again i installed silver chaos and it crashed again. well, not really crashed, but i couldn't use either the mouse or the keyboard for a long time. so we got a new keyboard and mouse that the computer likes better. luckily, we got the computer working again in time for my mom to leave. she went off to be by herself and listen to the quiet. right. my mom's kinda weird. but me and my friends have been partying for a while. the sad thing is, Kitana has to work, so we can't stay up all night, or sleep in. well, i could, but something's wrong with me lately. yesterday i woke up and i was like 'this place is messy, i think i'll clean it up.' normally i wouldnt care if it was messy. when my mom's gone away before, we've just let the trash pile up until the last day, then we clean up. but i'm being strange, so i will clean the house (besides the bathroom and my brother's room) every morning, and i make the meals for me, my brother, and Kitana. oh yeah, and Kitana's living here until my mom gets back, probably. this is so cool. my mom's never gone away for this long before. she's gonna be gone for like a week. but we can't get Silver chaos to work!!! Mori is a cool game though. the losing scenes are better than the winning one. in one of the the losing ones you get captured by the kids' teacher and his hottie boyfriend the school nurse and you get raped and there's this really KAWAII picture of the main kid with his face covered in cum. in t he other one the main kid and his friend get captured by the teacher and the nurse and they both get raped and then they have to have sex with each other (like they mind) and then you're just chained up. in the winning scene they get away and the hot cop-like person gets the nurse and teacher arrested and then the main guy's friend spends the night at his house and they have sex and the last pic is of them sleeping. BORING!
Kit and i went to a friend's birthday party. it was fun, except his mom kinda ruined it. we were playing strip poker and all of us girls had at least our shirts off, and the guys were basically all fully clothed. i was about to take off my pants but then she came to the door. Kit and the other 2 girls hid under a table that we were going to use for 7 minutes in heaven (game where you go in a private area with a random person for 7 minutes and you have to take off articles of clothing if the people outside tell you to. what you do while you're in there is completely up to you.) i had nowhere to hide, so i picked up this giant pool toy inflatable alligator and hid behind it. the guy's mom said she was trying to protect our virginity and i was like "UMM..what if..." but we had to put our clothes back on. then for probably the rest of the party all of the girls but one were hanging all over this one guy. all i can say is, well, HE was happy. he got a lap dance during truth or dare and he shoved my face into his crotch and kept it there for about five minutes. not that i minded. heheh. plus he had three girls hanging all over him. i got pictures of the on of the guys in my miniskirt and tube top. it was funny as hell. he kept trying to pull the tube top down and it wasn't meant to be pulled down. me and kit were like pull it UP!! anyway, i'm going to stop wasting the time of you people that really couldn't care less about what i have to say. wait, no i'm not. i need to tell you about the fanfic that Kit is writing!! it will be Fushigi Yuugi, and basically Nuriko being slutty. he gets fucked by all of the other Suzaku Seishi, and when i say all i mean ALL!!! this means including CHIRIKO!!!! isn't that kinda sick and wrong, but you wanna read it anyway?!! the first chapter (and hopefully the second by the end of today) will be posted on under writer KitanaChou. ok, NOW i will stop wasting your time. goodbye little people who dont give a fuck about what i have to say!!! hugs all around!!! have a nice day.
all the stuff i was GOING to say yesterday but didn't + more   
08:54pm 12/06/2003
mood: listless
music: Heart ni kiraboshi sakashitare by Tasuki of FY
ok, now that i'm in a better mood i will tell you little people out there that don't give a fuck as to what i have to say all of the stuff that i was GOING to tell you yesterday but didn't. because the dumb computer hates me and wishes to rape and murder me.(which is no fun. if i get raped i want it to be by a hot guy and it'll be very kinky and enjoyable. without murder involved. attempted murder maybe but...) but oh well. ahem. first off, me and my best friend got Silver Chaos in the mail yesterday and we haven't yet had a chance to play it because 1) her computer wouldn't accept it and 2) my computer accepts it but my mom is in the house and i don't think it would really be fitting to play a gay porn game with her here, seeing as how then she'd probably ground me for life, not let me be friends with my good friend Kitana (yaoi_girl), and would probably tell HER parents as well, so we'd both be screwed, and not in the pleasant way that involves hot guys like Tasuki and Nuriko (and many many others that i don't want to mention right now. take a look at my interests and you'll have the names of some of mine. Kit has about twice (maybe less?) as many guys as me :( but that's not my fault. grrr. anyway, i just need to patch it (silver chaos) on my computer, and then it'll probably work. and my mom's going somewhere this week she said, so then we'll be able to play silver chaos several times over and get lotsa sex scenes with (hopefully) hot guys making steamy butt love with other guys. yum. anyway, onto the other game we got. it was a bonus that came with Silver Chaos. it's called mori no kioku, and it means like "mystery of the forest" or something. we did get a chance to play that one. it's Shota, (really young boysxreally young boys) so it's a little weird. we have no idea whats going on in the game, because it isn't in english. we make it up as we go along by looking at the faces of the guys. they have lotsa different expressions. from what i gathered, the two ten-year-old boys have a love nest right outside their school. one of the boys convinced the other one to take off his pants at one point and then gave him a hand job and a blow job. it was blurred, and i'm punching myself in the head for being disappointed. i mean, they're little kids! they found another little kid who i think had been raped and held hostage by their teacher. that part, where the kid explained what had happened to him was also blurred. grr. it's kind of a hard game to play, because you have to talk to people and collect items and you have no idea what you're supposed to do.
now about my sunburn. it really hurts. i've been suppressing the pain by saying to myself "be like heero, be oblivious to the pain, think only of the mission" over and over. but then i realize that there is no mission, so i can't really do that. it's really grody now, because i had a sunburn to begin with, then it peeled and i didn't put sunblock on over the skin that was peeling because i thought "eww, gross!" so i got ANOTHER sunburn on the skin under the freshly peeled skin, which gave me sun poisoning or something. so it made this big scab-like blotch on my back, then when i was in the shower this morning, THAT started peeling as well. so i had to put some stuff on my back, and it really hurt. :( but i told myself to be like heero, who can pop his leg back into it's socket without screaming.
oh yeah, and i was going to tell all of you little people out there, the link to the kare kano yaoi page isn't mine, it's Kitana's and she wanted more publicity for it. it's really great. guys making steamy butt love with other guys. ahh, the beauty of gay porn. yumm, asaba, arima, and kazuma. her first fanfic is really good. and you can check out her other fanfics at under kitanachou. ack, now i feel like i've been possesed by her or something! she like lives on praise or something. btw, be sure to review something of hers. if you do, maybe she'll get in the mood for writing again and she's planning this great sounding hotohori fic.
ah, now what i said about my hair smelling like grass yesterday. i did this weird healthy-majig to it that was like this weird plant-powder called henna that you make into a paste and put it on your hair. then i had to let it sit on my head for longer than an hour, and i was not happy. plus, my mom was on the phone, so i couldn't just go online then and complain to all of you people. so my hair has smelled like grass for the past 2 or 3 days. oh yes, and the henna i got was supposed to change my hair color somewhat. and it did. somewhat. it's slightly darker brown and slightly reddish now, but not really enough that you'd notice. not that most people who see this will see me anyway, so like they could notice it, right? actually, nobody'll probablyread this anyway, so what does it matter?! anyway, that's enough for me for today. goodbye all you little people out there!!!! :P
08:08pm 11/06/2003
mood: aggravated
music: kachou fuugetsu by chichiri of fushigi yuugi
i hate computers!!! i had typed a bunch of stuff about how i got Silver chaos and how i had this icky sunburn that was going to give me cancer and about the game that me and my friend got as a bonus with SC and how my hair smelled like grass and why, and all about the games and some misc stuff too, but then the computer died on me (sorta) and all of it got erased and i had like 2 big paragraphs and the text was about 6 inches long and GRRRRRR IM SO MAD!!!!!! oh well, i'll tell you little people about it some other time. bye for now, little people that probably dont give a fuck about what i have to say. ahve a nice day.
09:07pm 09/06/2003
mood: suddenly hyper
music: wake me up inside by evanescence
hi peoples. i was bored-ish, and my friend has been nagging me to work on my blog, since she went and made me get one. whatever. it's not like many people will read this anyway, so it doesnt really matter. i don't really have all that much to write about. right now i'm thinking of just stopping this so i can go look at some pics af hot anime guys.*drool* yum. i should do that now, and write in this later when i actually have something to write about huh? hmm, which guy(s?) should i look for pics of? i don't have any fruits basket pics on my computer yet, can you believe it?! i must get yummy pics of the guys from that show immediately!! how have i managed to live without them? oh yeah, from actually watching the show. ha. ha. ha. ahem. anywhich, i'm off now, to get some nice pics of kyou, (drool..), and yuki (slobber..), and haru and momiji and shigure, and umm, maybe ayame as well. wahhhh!!!! haru isnt mine anymore....i traded him for kyou and the hot red-haired guy with one eye and the hot god guy from silver chaos. i can't wait until i get that game. it's really cool. there's no girl characters in it at all. and its a PORN GAME!!!! hahahahahahahahahahaaaaaaa!!!!!!! anyway, i'm going now. byebye!!!!!