Below are the 2 most recent journal entries recorded in yils' Blurty:

Friday, February 18th, 2005
5:34 pm	well, today wasn't that bad i guess. I got elected head coordinator by the majority of the committee. Although afterschool on the train it was a total drag, it was so upsetting these two ppl were soo annoying and kept saying stuff like "Why are you even friends with him?", "Aren't you like using him for sympathy?, You like are such a fake", "He is SO ANNOYING, GEEZ you should really stop it"....... but like... now i dno why i let them get to me but now i feel so guilty.... like i do... but i don't..... sigh :S.... :( Current Mood: depressed Current Music: Tourniquet - Evanescence (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 16th, 2005
5:59 pm	Well, today I got hurt again by these ppl, it's scary as well since i was sick I collasped on the train and no-one noticed until my friend got on and helped. I'm really worried because my doubt and fear of my best friend and good friends turning agaisnt me is growing bigger every time a person tells me they are. Also i dno why, i went to the doc. but the doc. said he doesn't know, what happens is when i stand up or if i walk for a long time suddenly everything blacks out for a while, i get a headache than everything returns to normal. I had a badmin. tournament just after school and i only had like 10 minutes to play it so i just played it, won and got onto the train to go to Lee On Estate to meet up wth my friend. Although it didn't turn out as planned. Current Mood: weak Current Music: Make a Move-Lost Prophets (Comment on this)