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Monday, September 8th, 2003

Subject: this is my last serenade... Time: 11:09 pm. Mood: amused. Music: KillSwitch Engage: 'My Last Serenade'.

WHO LIVES IN A PINEAPPLE UNDER DAH SEEEAAA!!!? *shivers* that show is so addicting... its scary. damn. johnny depp is older then my dad, and he's so hot too. what the hell. bleh. yes i know, this entry was pointless. ah well... its not like i had anything better to do. chow.

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Subject: i'm goin nowhere fast thats what they say... Time: 12:40 pm. Mood: satisfied. Music: GC: 'Young & Hopeless'.

I ______ Talena. Talena is __________. I think Talena should _________. Talena needs to ________. I want to ________ Talena. If I have seen her picture(s), I think Talena is ________. In one word, I would describe Talena as ________. I can see Talena being (a) ________ someday. If I were alone in a room with Talena I would ________. Someday Talena will ________. Talena reminds me of ________. Without Talena, my life would be ________. Talena can be ________. ________ is how I describe meeting Talena. Worst thing about Talena is ________. Best thing about Talena is ________ One thing I would change about Talena is her ________. Talena needs ________ I am ________ with Talena! if you don't comment and fill this out your OFF my buddy list!! lol jk (but ya.. really.. FILL IT OUT!)

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Subject: when i feel the snake bite enter my veins... Time: 4:31 pm. Mood: moody. Music: Godsmack.

ever have that feeling that you wish something bad would happen to you? just so you could temporarily escape the suffocating, monotone blur of shit that you endure everyday? you get up, eat, do stupid shit like go to school, after that, go to work for shitty hours and get shitty pay and then if you have a bf or gf you go to their house to screw them and feel totally unsatisfied because you know he/she is screwing someone else... its a shitty life and you wish that the LORD ALMIGHTY could just interject with some drama in this shitty existence. i'm sure you know what i'm talking about. you wish that you could like, transmit this terrible non curable disease so you can slowly rot away in a hospital bed where your parents finally tell you they love you. only because your dying, and your bf/gf feels bad cause he's/she's been screwing someone while your body has been deactivated. a shitty life. you wish that someone you know would die so you could go to their funeral and cry about something else for a change because your parents never told you they love you and... your bf/gf is screwing someone else. you wish that the next time you get in your car someone puts a gun to your head and tells you to drive to some secluded warehouse where 8 mobsters await your arrival... you have been chosen to carry out a mission... and your not even Italian, Russian, Chinese, Japanese, or Irish. you wish to get threatening phone calls from that creepy guy at your work where you get shitty pay and shitty hours, where he constantly stares at you and brags about his vast collections of sharp knives and other illegal weapons. tells you how he thinks your hair smells divine and your clothes fit so nicely on your shapely figure. he will start to threaten your cat's life (who is your only true bestfriend. <3 Raja) and you don't mind... cause its taking your mind off all the monotonous shit that happens. just once. something... different. don't you just wish you had the power to make people explode? just look at them and PAAH! they explode in front of you, into shards and chunks of reddish pulp and ivory bone that splatters everywhere. makes things all messy and smelly. well, at least i wish i could do that dammit. there are some people... that should just explode. like, people who do stuff... that's bad... yes... or think they can sing, when they sound like a dieing cow. deeaar god shut up. [/venting]

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Subject: you know your right... Time: 11:05 am. Mood: sleepy. Music: KillSwitch Engage: 'Life to Lifeless'.

i have avril lavigne stuck in my head. if this madness does not stop, someone is going to lose an eye. weee! i am in good spirits. i bought more shoes. i think i'm becoming a shoe slut. cyrus and i are getting married. yes. thats right. you are jealous. i think i'm gonna go lay down for a while. yup. that sounds nice. say werd.

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Subject: you've got your gun to my head... Time: 12:37 pm. Mood: silly. Music: Taking Back Sunday: 'Cute Witouht the "E"'.

i haven't updated in ages it seems. hello. i'm here! alive, yet sickened. things are better... things are better. i notice i do that a lot. i will write in this thing at a really high point of emotional strain and then come back the next day or two days later and have everything settled. weird. hi cyrus. hi eliza. you guy's are sexy bee-yatchs and i want to marry you both. *MWAH!*

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Subject: best things in life drive her to cry.. Time: 8:58 pm. Mood: bitchy. Music: !@#%!@$.

yeah i'm still alive. just busy. you dumb fucks can deal.

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Subject: shitizzle. Time: 5:01 pm. Mood: annoyed. Music: KillSwitch Engage.

ew. im soaked. stupid rain. fishnet and rain do not mix. its stickin' to me. dur. i smell like a wet dog. *shivers* SHOUT OUT TO MAH DAWG BILLIZZLE MARTIZZLE! say word. bizznotch. talenaisevi1x: fo shizzle mah nizzle. talenaisevi1x: billizzle billy on acid: -gasps and pokes- JOEL ... talenaisevi1x: joelizzle billy on acid: YOU POSSESED TALENA! x.x

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Subject: get off - you can eat a dick. Time: 5:52 pm. Mood: crushed.

Immature love says: "I love you because I need you." Mature love says: "I need you because I love you."

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Subject: but you don't live here anymore so FUCKYOU!!! Time: 3:32 pm. Mood: amused. Music: Good Charlotte.

i am so insanley bored. my whole house smells like burnt chicken thanks to my lil bro. he thinks he's this master chef, when all he does is burn the damn food. bleh. i think i need to get out of this house. the smell is driving me nuts. i think i'll call fallon... yeah, that seems nice. fuck. fuck. fuck. EDIT: NO Tom, you can not sign my boobs.

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Subject: hmm. Time: 11:19 pm. Mood: hungry. Music: Disturbed.

c o r n d o g s are g o d l y. that is all.

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Subject: i'm cold. Time: 9:58 pm. Mood: sick. Music: KillSwitch Engage.

bleh. i'm sick. my food doesn't want to agree with me today. my tummy hurts. i think i might revisit my dinner in a few minutes. ugh.

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Subject: !@#!#%$!%^@$%!@FUCK! Time: 10:40 pm. Mood: lonely. Music: KillSwitch Engage.

WHY do guy's HATE me?!?! *mumbles* goth girls need luvin' too. hi billy. *throws two-year old fit* EDIT: blurty is being GAY-AY!

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Subject: limit your mind... Time: 2:59 pm.

buy me this dress and i'll give you a cookie.

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Subject: you disgust me... Time: 12:51 pm. Mood: grumpy. Music: Disturbed: 'Liberate'.

bleh... i feel like heck yo. i had 10 hours of sleep, but... ive been tired all day. i feel terrible, i would fall over right now if the chair weren't supporting me. and i want to spend money but cant. its not that i dont have money. its that i dont need to be spending it. i was just going through my closet and thinking to myself that i need more shoes, which is an absolute lie, i have more shoes than i know what to do with. actually, i want some new tongue barbells... yeah, thats what i want. oooh. yuck. i feel like crap. maybe i need to eat. i dont think ive eaten today. *shrugs* sweet jeebus. im such a ditz. ::screams:: oh, just go the hell away...

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Subject: no lovin' - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Time: 10:50 pm.

why doesn't anyone ever IM me???? AIM: talenaisevi1x i don't bite.... too hard.

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Subject: kill me now, burn my soul - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Time: 12:54 am. Mood: blah. Music: White Zombie.

blah. so i'm sitting here, bored as all living hell. morgan called my cell earlier. i still don't know why i talk to her concidering she totally screwed me over with the band. but oh well, i've got much bigger plans. plans that talena cannot share for pure amusement of torturing you little darlings. yes. it is true what they say. i am evil.

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Subject: first impressions - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Time: 3:52 pm.

alright so here's my first post. just to fill you guy's on who i am, my name is Talena Atfield, and i'm 20. i use to play bass for a all-girl metal band named Kittie, but recently left the band because of things i just couldn't go with. my favorite color is red. rosie o'donnel is my role model. and since i can't think of anything else to bore you guys with, i'm gonna go. keep it real.. or some shit like that. :x Talena

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