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LINK!! [14 Oct 2004|12:17am]
For anyone who STILL goes here...which is like..no one...

I have an LJ now, and I have since about December or January...or...something.

Anyway--that's why I don't update the blurty much anymore.

So, if you're still inclined to read about my life, you can do so here-->

www.livejournal.com/users/starlitxdreamer

That's all, kids! It's been fun.
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Random thoughts...really random thoughts... [26 Aug 2004|08:23pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

I want these-->http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&category=63889&item=5319105655&rd=1

A lot.

Alright, so I'm not too keen on the 6 1/2" heel, because I'm already tall, so this looks like a premonition for death if I put these on.

But, they are sexy. And I will be sexy in them.

Ah...clothes. Ah...new look this year.
So I'm going to stick to my usual chucks, jeans, band shirt & what-not look. But I plan on giving it a little more "oomph" this year. I'm loving the idea of pinning and sewing stuff onto my shirts, altering clothes, and re-doing myself as well. I plan on getting a few new piercings. Next on the list? (besides the already planned lip on the side) Temple piercings. That's right, you heard me. Temple. It looks like this-->http://www.bmezine.com/pierce/11-surface/A40803/high/surfacepiercing.jpg

Call me crazy, but I think they're oober cute! And I want them. A lot.

Might suck it up and stop being a pussy and get that Scorpio tat on the back of my neck with the neck piercing to go along with, and debating the dying of my bangs to a bright cherry red. If I like that, the whole head goes. Going to try some new make-up techniques, too. Perhaps I'll look into actually learning how to apply liquid eyeliner. That stuff is seriously the work of Satan.

So the look for Marissa this year? Same old comfy "semi-punk" look, with some alterations, but I'm also going to try something a little bit more girlie-sexy. Not stupid frilly mini skirts with stiletto heels girlie...*gag* More like...plaid mini skirts with thigh highs and some rocker shirts. Nice.

I cannot wait to browse for clothes and accessories. *grin* I can't wait to change myself around again and be different. I'm getting boring. I'm getting bored of myself. This however, requires money...must....go...jobhunt...for...better...pay!

Note to self: Get haircut tonight. Can't take the growing out process of the hair again. Blah! Keep bangs long...

I was happy the other day. We went food shopping and I ran a muck in ACME. We bought cereal. This makes me happy. I loooove cereal. What makes me even more happy is that we got 3 boxes, and in my Golden Grahams, I got a prize. A mini hacky sack soccer ball.

It's the little things in life that bring me so much joy.

Seriously. The little, minute things can always make me so happy. I notice them so much more than people think.

I have a new favorite shampoo and conditioner scent. V05's "Strawberries & Cream". Oh...my...God. It smells like the strawberries and cream cream savers candy!! It makes me want to sniff my own hair...I smell like a rainbow now. :o)

Hilton said the funniest thing the other night on the phone, and I'm putting it in here right.........now--> "I'm retracting my M-16 from your foxhole!!!"

HAH!

Long story, but still...it amuses me. *shrug*

I have orientation at BCC tonight. A Part of me wants to go, and a part of me doesn't.

I really want to leave NJ. There is nothing for me here anymore. Besides the obvious of my loved ones, and family. But, no matter where I go, I'll always love them...so that doesn't matter. I just feel like I have nothing to look forward to.

I really don't. Damnitt.

A Trans Am came through my line today at work...God those cars are sexy. *orgasm* It makes me want one even more...

Do you know what it feels like to miss someone and something soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo (to be continued...) much? It hurts. A lot. Actually, a lot a lot. Yep, that one gets 2 "a lot's". Has it ever seemed like something was ripped away from you out of nowhere, and it was one way before, and then suddenly completely different?

I can't stop thinking.

Why is it that I bottle everything inside? Perhaps it's because I want to protect myself from...something. Perhaps it's just that I'm horrid at talking, or perhaps it's just that I suck at life.

Hmm...I'll pick the last one.

I love my new phone. I keep playing with it. I love the way I can just say someones' name and it'll call them for me. That's right bitch, I own you. You do what I say, Kyocera!

I need to get my car insepcted...and fixed...and washed. Damn you, Charlotte.

I can't wait to set a date for me and Leyla to go to South Street. I miss that place, and I miss her! ;o) Damn I love that sexy rump on that Turk...*yeow!*

My [cell] phone is ringing.

It's TJ.

"Cup", he says.

That makes me happy. I love that nickname.

The sunburn on the back of my leg from 2 1/2 weeks ago is still peeling. I love tan lines.

Arielle, Ashley, and Aunt Terry have food poisoning. I hope they feel better. Damn breaded Zucchini.

So, I don't know how much longer I can put on a fake smile and get away with it. I'm thinking that I'm a really transparent person. Fuck.

You made me smile.
You were an escape from everything that got me down.
I looked forward to getting through my day if it meant seeing or talking to you.
I loved every time I got to see you because it always meant that I'd have fun.
You always took my breath away..



I knew it would get to me. But I didn't think it would get to me this much.





I lie. Yes I did.


Those are my thoughts for the day.

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I felt like I was 12 again... [25 Aug 2004|04:23pm]
[ mood | content ]

Hanson was amazing.

Plain and simple.

I love the way they've grown up and matured. The way they perform now, and the way they sound is so amazing. Seeing them brought back SO many memories. It turned me into the bubbly little Hanson fan I once was. You know, minus the obsessive cries of "OH MY GOD!" and "I LOVE YOU!!", and the writing of the band names on my body. But other than that...

They looked amazing, too! They have grown up nicely. Zac, of course, always looked good. ;o) I love Isaacs' mohawk.

I loved seeing the more grown up Hanson fan crowd. There were girls there into the same music as me--wearing Casualties jackets & shit with spiked mohawks and shaved sides, punk kids, rocker kids, "preppy" kind of girls, guys, little kids, parents, teenagers, people in their 20s...it was so eclectic. That's why I love Hanson.

Taylor playing the guitar, and standing on his piano to sing, was sexy. Let me just say.

Perhaps one of the highlights of the night was when Zac sang his new solo, "Broken Angel". Which, happens to be one of my favorite songs. However, I did not know that he played piano in the song...so when he was alone on the stage and sat down at the piano and started playing and singing...yes, I almost cried. It was amazing. Everyone just stopped screaming and got really quiet and sang to every word. I recorded it on my phone :o). I'm a sucker for the piano.

I loved it because it was this really small room, no seats. So it was like I was in one big pit. The boys were about 5 feet away from me. Closest I'd ever been. Their show was amazing, and it left me jumping up & down, happy, smiling, and singing along to every single song. Not to mention, all the classic rock & roll covers they played as well! I love my Hanson boys, and I'm proud to say that! Last night was WELL worth the 3 1/2 hour drive. Even though I didn't get home until about 3:30 am! (no work today! I was beat..)It brought back memories, and I was so happy to see them perform all grown up.

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WOOT!! [23 Aug 2004|09:40am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

So, the quilted quicker pick-me-upper for today is that last night....

I FINALLY GOT MY OWN CELL PHONE!!!!! :oD

I am happy beyond words. I am now not the only person on the planet without one. That's right, I'm getting up with the times! *grin*

It's awesome--the Kyocera Slider phone. That's sexy right there! Comment if you want the number--I'll IM you with it or something. Most of you are already stocked in my contact list, though ;o)


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Quick musical update:

Tomorrow me and Laura are going to a Hanson concert. That's right--Hanson! For old times' sake...it's going to be spectacular. Plus, the 3 hour drive to Scranton, PA should be just as intersting...*dun dun dun*

When I went to the Cherry Hill Mall with Leyla last week, I met these guys there who were stopping people and asking them to listen to their band on this CD player they had. Well, I did, and, they're awesome! Morning Star is their name. Go here-->http://morningstarband.tk/ to listen to their song, and become a fan. Not to mention, Kyle & Ryan were oober awesome people!

I have come to the conclusion that....I love Yellowcard. Rats. I like a couple of pop-punk bands, and they are one of them. What can I say...something about an electric violin in a band is just sexy! :oD Besides, I happen to like the lyrics in lots of their songs. They're playing *on my Birthday* at the Electric Factory. I am going! November 8th. No one EVER plays on my Birthday around here that I remotely like...this is special. :o)

On to the other pop-punk band that I happen to have a liking for...I heard Good Charlottes' new song. "Predictable". My opinion? It's not half bad...it doesn't sound like anything they would do, to me...but it's not a bad song. It's deff. different though...it's not the original GC, and it's not the same sound as the last album either. I love the piano melody in it...I think that's what draws me in. I'm not sure how I feel about the whole 'talking while in the middle of a song', though. Joel yelling and screaming about how fucked up he is?..Eh...Never-the-less...I plan on getting the new album on Oct. 5th. Why? Because as poppy as they've become...I still manage to get into their songs. :o)

I bought the new Breaking Benjamin CD the other night...it is amazing. Buy it. I love this CD. And if you haven't already, download "Cold". Oh yea, and "Rain" is a great song, too.

That is all.

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