Below are the 3 most recent journal entries recorded in xXxPaperDoLLxXx's Blurty:

Monday, March 8th, 2004
7:29 pm	Febuary 27, 2004 Well Hi. its me of corse. not that its an of corse cuz im now starting a journal for my computer so i can keep tabs on my life. i am terrible at these things though. Everytime i say im going to start one something screws up and needless to say i dont write anymore. I'm going to try to have a notepad for eachother month & try to write in it daily. maybe if i keep it more as just a personal thing rather then an internet thing ill write in it. Im trying to look backin this month and say things that can stick out. I got a raise at dunkin donuts on the 12th. and valentines day happened on the 14th lol as usual. i was kinda pissy but me and jon made it better in the end. ive been studying wicca and its so interesting and i love reading and learning about it. my moms not to keen on the idea tho she shares some of the same beliefs. she wont let me talk about it in front of my sister really. cuz shes kinda a big jesus freak. i got ahold of my other sister for the first time in like 2 years. im so glad too cuz i want to grow a relationship with her. andn ow i think im old enough to really try too. we talked on wednesday *25*. shes 3 months pregnant. can you believe it? im gonna be an auntie. its gunna be so cool and i am gunna spoil thebaby and love it and be so there for it. i cant wait to find out whut they are going to name it when or even find out whut its gunna be. Today i worked till 10:30am. my mom had a physical and its funny cuz i got a buncha free stuff from work. oh yah richard stayed at our house for 2 nights (23-25) he had abreak down and said he wanted to come here so we hung out and whut not. hes a good kid too. not so much of a prick anymore. alright well this is good for now... TODAY okay so its been a little over a week since i last wrote but i am writing again so i suppose that is a bit of a sign. today pretty much sucked cuz i thought the snow was gone but when i woke up there was snow on the ground and my plans were ruined. jon was supposed to prune blueberry bushes with my dad and hang out with my afterwards but because of the snow my dad decided not to do it and cuz of that jon was deprived of a ride over here. oh well next week well be together and thats all that matters to me. i got 26 hours in last week so that means decent money for florida.. yess! thast 182 before taxes so like so like 140 or so for me for florida plus all the money that i saved up before hand in change which is gunna be like 70 or so bucks.. yah im so happy. my dads outside working on the house right now.. he is working so hard. he ripped down one of the older walls and put the new wood up so now he only has one wall to do the outside part of. its funny kinda xcuz there was a lot of snow on the roof of that this morning when i woke up and now its all melted off. but thats good cuz then tomorrow dad can work on the shingeling. i was supposed to go into work at 8 tomorow but she called and asked to go in at 7 and thats cool cuz thats an extra hour of pay for me :D. 6 more days till florida. I went to my first after hours party on saturday. i got this cool bed stuff that you spray on and it makes you turn on and it feels like silk. i also got this cinnamon massage stuff that when you blow on it it turns relaly hot and you can lick it. i guess you can use it for oral sex too. but i dunno. tonight im hoping to go the y its really fun u have no idea. i cleaned my room again today it looks awesome when its clean. okay well i think im gonna stop typing now :) CONTINUED- okay now im really pissed my dog decided that my shoes tasted yummy and i hate him so much right now cuz they were the last thing my nana bought me before she died.. whut a friggen piece of shit,, whut the fuck ever right.. Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: Guns N Roses - Sweet Child O Mine (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 11th, 2004
10:07 pm	This entry right here was actually from friday.. i just wasnt online to put it up Werd. Today has been a pretty sucky day and basically nothing is going my way. Starting off with this lousy friggen snow. i mean ok i wanted it but couldnt it have happened in the middle of the week instead of a friday night. of corse not cuz that would just make my life a little bit easier. I'm ripping cds so i can have all my good songs on my lap top for when im out and stuff. or if im in my car and i dont wanna put on my radio. these are the stupid things i do when i am stuck in my house with nothing to do. ya so i cant hang out with jon because of the nsow and i wanted to hang out with audrey since she just called me but the snow is too bad to drive in. my pictures costed a million dollars to develop so my check is pretty much gone okay i kinda just stopped typing cuz i ended up having do something and now its saturday anyway.. in the am too like 10. and guess what its still snowing. okay but today was pretty good i guess. i had the day off so that alone is good. i tried a new machine at the y and it was a kick in the ass. but yah me and my mom decided that were going on a diet of just water and veggies.. well mostly.. but today i went to jons and we ended up watching general hospital . but it was good im so funny getting my boyfriend hooked to soaps. i got my glasses yesterday umm.. i ermmm.. ive been helping my sister with her webpage. ok imt alking to jon on my cell phone so im gunna stop now Current Mood: blank Current Music: Rob Zombie- House Of A Thousand Corpses (Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 3rd, 2004
1:18 pm	First Entry Woohoo. isnt this just the lucky of journals. i decided to change journals, bcause of the many of people who knew about my other journal. i mean how exactly am i supposed to say that i hate a certain person at a certain time whenthey go and read my journal. that is why i am crafty and created this one. that and im 18 so it just works out for me. Lets see how is my life right now? i suppose it is decent other then the mood swings and my constant pms. i work about 5 days a week luckily having saturdays and sundays off. but i work at dunkin donuts and morning shift. dont get me wrong i like my job and i like the people i work with. its jsut annoying since im used to sleeping till i want to and now i have to wake up anywhere from 5-7 in the am. ouch. oh well im an adult and i guess that just how things work now right? My shoulder hurts and my back needs to be cracked really badly i complain to my mom saying i need to go to a chiropractor. no doubt tho. its not my muscles in my back that hurts just the bones. maybe is someone just cracked every part of my body i wouldnt have to be in pain anymore. As of today theres only 40 more days until we leave for florida and believe me i am so friggen excited and i cannot wait until we leave. im so happy that jon is going to be going with us too. how cool is that i mean? really cool thats for sure :) Me and him are blessed this month. I mean valentines day is on a saturday and our 22 months is on a sunday. though i keep telling my mom that valentines day is going to be horrible for everyone (except me of corse cuz me and jon are happy and in love) because friday the 13th is the day before and everyone is going to break up with eachother and so on valentines everyone will be miserable and dateless. geez mom i am NOT a pessimest, i am just superstitious. :-D I'vebeen going to the gym lately with my mom and my sister. it actually makes me feel pretty good about myself. though i wish i could lose some more weight fast. i am so self contious of myself though i love compliments. though half the time id ont believe what people say to me like the guy yesterday who was so amazed by the blue of my eyes now that i have red hair. he said some big word that was just like wow. i blushed though of corse. well i suppose this is a long enough entry for now. maybe i can get ahold of my boyfriend and talk to him. wow im such a loser in love. Current Mood: sore Current Music: Finger Eleven - One Thing (Comment on this)