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[27 Jul 2004|04:03pm] |
Longsuperamazing story
God I don't even know where to begin.
Alright so I get to the city at around 8:30. We walked over to Joe's Pub to see if there was any way that we could get the tickets. My dad found this black guy who was selling them at like $45 a piece, but that was bull because they were only $12 face value. So my dad got them for $30. Let me just tell you it was totally worth it.
We waited outside in line for about a half hour, untill 9. Then they let us in. The inside of this place was amazing. You totally felt like you were underground. The ceiling was made up of all this piping and lights that hung down really low. The walls themselves had lighting in them too. Even with that, the place was almost pitch black. Because most of the people had reserved their seats ahead of time, we had to look for a place to stand. Fortunately, we were only two people so we got a really small table right on the side. We were only about ten ft away from him when he came onstage.
Everyone in the place was screaming when he first came on. He was alot different than john mayer, you could see that he was nervous, he didn't talk much at all, only to indroduce the songs. He has the most amazing voice. It is so strong and so good. He played most of his original songs, some new ones, and some covers. He did an amazing rendition of I Don't Want to be. I called my house and my mom picked up and got to listen to it. She loved it. I don't really remember much about the whole concert because I was soo into it. He did sing this one song, it was like a joke, about how sometimes you need a few drinks to fall in love, it was good.
Ok so here comes the amazing part.
After the show was over..everyone got up and gave him, not one, but two standing ovations. He walked out, and about five minutes later people started to clear out and I went to go use the bathroom. I walked into the back, and he was standing right there! I totally spazzed out. He looked so normal. He was just standing there talking to a bunch of people. So I ran back to the table and picked up the nearest napkin to me. I got backstage again and I summed up all my courage and walked right up to him!
He was soo nice. He just started talking to me, asking me my name. He goes "Hi I'm gavin." Haha, as if I didn't know! So then these guys pulled him away and asked him for a few pictures, he kept looking back at me while he was talking to them. When he came back I asked him if I could get a picture with him. He was like "yeah of course". So he put his arm around me and I had my arm around his back..which was soaked with sweat, haha, and he leaned his head twords me.
Great picture.
He walked up to the woman who took the picture and said thanks, and then he came back and thanked us for coming and all that good stuff. So as if all this wasn't enough for one night, on my way out, I walk through this hallway and bump right into this really tall guy. I look up at him and he looks down at me, and for a second we were just looking at each other..and as soon as he walked away I was like "holy shit that was Zach Braff.((the Scrubs guy, and from Garden State the new movie))
Tonight was amazing, the whole day today was amazing and I wouldn't trade it for anything.
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| Girl your body fits me like a glove... |
[27 Jul 2004|03:59pm] |
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Amazing day yesterday.
So Cameron came over the Bay's yesterday. It was very obvious from the begining that something was going to happen. He would like hug me or put his hands around my waist and my stomach or something like that. We were just flirting alot.
So we went downstairs and played this game sting pong.. there really was no point to the game but we did it anyway.
Caitlin went upstairs to get ready for her softball game and I went up with her to get my stuff. I got changed and then went back downstairs to get my shoes and stuff.. well, Tom wouldn't help me find my other shoe so I hit him in the ass..I walked over twords the other couch and Tom came and hit me back really really hard, and it hurt like hell. Cam kinda grabbed me and sat me down on his leg. Tom got up and went, somewhere, I don't really know. But Cam started to like kiss my kneck.
I got up and turned around so I had either leg around him and was kneeling on the couch. My arms were on either side of his head and I said "it works better this way". hahah. We started to make out..omg he is an amazing kisser.
So we just kinda sat there making out, and I was getting really nervous that Mrs. Bay or somebody would come down. He put his arms around my waist and sat me up next to him on the couch and then leaned over me..We started again. He slowly lifted his arm up and put it on my stomach. He moved it up and under my shirt. Omg it felt too good.
For some reason or another we moved onto the other couch.. I don't really know why, but I wound up straddling him again..he just kept moving his hands all over. He started to put his hands up my skirt, I stopped him, I told him I was too scared someone would come down.
He just looked at me, his hands on my waist. He has the most amazing eyes! He told me how much he wanted me and how beautiful I was. I told him I knew how he felt but I couldn't.
I had to leave..as much as I didn't want to, I had to.
After a little bit, Mrs. Bay left. So the only people in the house were me, Cam, Tom, and Lindsay.
I went into the living room, the back one, and sat on the chair and watched TV. Cam came into the room and put his arms around my kneck. He sat down in front of me and pulled me in closer to him..We started to make out again. He again tried to go up my skirt, and I told him that I couldn't, even if no one was there, I just couldn't.
I guess he was ok with it, because we kept going. Omg it felt so good. And twords the end we both started getting into it. We both were breathing really heavily and he was like pushing me back onto the chair, I arched my back up twords him and then we heard a door open.
As amazing as that was it was cut short, unfortunately.
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| And the sky opened up... |
[27 Jul 2004|12:11pm] |
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Ok. So this is going to be the first of three entries, one of which is going to be private. Sorry.
So, sunday I went to church and we saw the Bay's there. My mother and I were invited for a nice day shopping with Mrs. Bay and Caitlin, so we went.
We went to the mall, ate, shopped, and I saw Josh there. My mom was pretty pissed. haha. OH well.
We went back and had dinner at the Bay's. Caitlin and I and our moms were sitting outisde talking for about four hours. It was soo funny. Let's just say that the conversations was very informative, very uncomfortable, and very enlightening.
Caitlin and I finished watching The Counte of Monte Cristo which btw is an awsome movie. And then we went to bed.
So in the morning we got up, Watched ER, which was boring, because I have been waiting for Luka and Carol to get together but they didnt, and then had breakfast. I took a shower and afterward Cameron came over and we played wiffle ball, sting pong, and stuff.
haha
This is where I end.
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[25 Jul 2004|12:04am] |
bic o 3x: she is such a jew its not even funny, shes off the charts jew
So wait she is a jew?
hahah i love you B.
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[24 Jul 2004|11:33pm] |
I haven't felt good for the past week.
I really can't stand it.
I can't.
I just can't.
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| Beauty queen of only 18, she had some trouble with herself... |
[22 Jul 2004|11:02pm] |
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Sooo..long, few days I guess.
Went to Lancaster. It was fun. uhh, don't really feel like typing all of it out.
Hot evil prince guy.
I'm tired. I haven't felt normal in like three days and so I think I am goign to go to bed, but watch a little tv first.
BTW I love Kelly Brownett.
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| You can be mad in the morning... |
[20 Jul 2004|08:32am] |
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I had a really good day yesterday.
My grandparents came over in the morning to pick us up, I was still mad at them so I didn't go. I wound up going over to Errika's and her mom took us to the mall. We had a really good time. We went into Bloomingdales and were trying on all these dressing..Errika picked out the most ugly pink dress I had ever seen. I couldn't even zipper it up on her. I picked out these two dresses, one was all black and the top of it was like a corset because it was all laced up but the lacehooks were diamonds, and the bottom was silk and like the pieces were all separated. It's hard to explain but it was soo awsome. I felt so skinny in both of these dresses because they were sooo tight.((hard to breathe))
About an hour before we left the mall we were getting something to drink and guess who showed up? Sarah and Caitlin. Wooohoo. I said 'hi' to Caitlin but I don't even remember what we talked about because well, I wasn't too happy with the situation. At least I didn't say anything mean, I'm getting better!
On our way out we had to stop at Bloomingdale's again because her mom had to get gifts for these babies...? I don't really know, but we had to get them gift wrapped. Oh dear god, this lady who was doing the gift wrap should not be allowed to walk out of her house. She was the most ugly creature I have seen. I'm not usually a mean person but wow. Her hair was black and really thick and really curly and coverd 3/4 of her face. It was really short and almost looked like a 'fro, except for the fact that she was chinese. She had colored in her eyebrows with grey makeup and her eyebrows connected down with her nose. She had eyeliner underneath her eyes((same color as her eyebrows))that looked like she had been crying for hours. Then, in the crease of her eyelid, she had a thick grey line. Her lips were lined with that very same color. Let me tell you, Errika and I got a good laugh over this.
We came back to my house and walked over to Blockbuster to rent some movies. We got Thirteen and Gothika. On the way home we stopped at Shoprite to pick up random things. We went to the rasor isle because we wanted to try that new veet rasorless stuff, but unfortunately it wasn't there, so we decided to get hair masks instead. "WHICH ONE? BLONDE!
Errika thought it would be really funny to get diapers? And on the way there she saw, well, some feminine products and also thought it would be funny if she ran down the isle yelling their names. It actually was kinda amusing.
We came back to my house and watched Thirteen. I was soo disurbed by this movie, I don't think I could ever watch it again. Seriously, it really freaked me out. Maybe because I know people who are actually like that, or maybe because, ugg I really don't know, all I know is that I was in a really weird mood for like two hours after I saw it. I don't recommend people seeing this movie.
John Mayer was on Jay Leno. He sang Come Back to Bed. OMG soo good I was about to cry.
So yeah, I am about to leave for LANCASTER!!! Fun stuff. Meanwhile, my three FAVORITE ER episodes are on within the next two days and I am missing them. Not fun stuff.
Untill I return..
Mogan
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| A stupid quiz i thought was cool |
[18 Jul 2004|06:12pm] |
WHICH IS BETTER
Girls or Guys: Guys
Scruff or Clean shaved: either
Blondes or Brunettes: either
Bitchy or Slutty: sluty, I can't stand bitchy people.
Night or Day: Night
RANDOM QUESTIONS
What do you notice first: eyes
Worst Question To ask: "So what happened with you and Josh?"
Romantic memory: kissing a certain guy in the rain.
Person You Hate Most: I'll give you one guess
Who has it easier, girls or guys?: GUYS!
Ever wish you were someone else?: Maura Tierney or Cory.
Favorite Movie: right now? The Notebook.
" "Artist: please! John Mayer..do you even have to ask?
" "Season: In the summer? Winter. In the winter? Summer.
HAVE YOU EVER
Fallen for your best friend?: Oh yeah. I have the BIGGEST crush on Caitlin
Made out with JUST a friend?: oh boy, I don't think so
Kissed two people in the same day?: Again, I don't think so
Had sex with two different people in the same day?: Have I had sex?
Been rejected: I don't think I have had the guts to put myself in that position.
Been in love?: unfortunately no
Been in lust?: Yes.
Used someone?: ((gasp))never!
Been used?: yes.
Been cheated on?: again yes, by the same person I was used by!
DO YOU...
Color your hair?: Highlights
Have tattoos?: I WILL get one.
Have piercings?: 5 i think
boyfriend/girlfriend?: DAMNIT
Own a thong? pshh..
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| She Will be Loved |
[17 Jul 2004|09:28pm] |
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Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Try so hard to say goodbye
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| You need a friend, I'll be around... |
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Wooah. Long day yesterday and even longer day today.
So yesterday Caitlin and I went to see A Cinderella Story with Justin and Greg. It was actually a lot of fun. I love both of those guys, they are soo cool, why they are hanging out with me I have no idea. haha.
The movie itself, well, hard to describe. It was HORRIBLE, like it wasn't even cute for little kids. I have to admit though that the step-mother was pretty funny at some times. But Hilary Duff can't act and I feel so badly for Chad because I can't believe he actually took that kinda role. It was so bad. Damint
After the movie we all came back to my house and just kinda hung out for a little bit. :) it was amusing.
I slept over Caitlin's last night and we had to get up at 6:30 to leave for her softball tournament. I really didn't think that anyone would care that I was there but they did and that felt really good. I miss them all so much.
They lost all three games unfortunately, but they played well besides that. Travia came for the second and third game and I hung out with her. She is soo cool. Like I guess I didn't really get to know her that well during softball but she really is amazing.
Me and Amy and Jenna and Caitlin and Travia are going to see The Notebook. The question is When.
The ride home was the best part of the day, even though it was kinda short. But well, me and Travia and Caitlin were singing along to the radio. Let's just say you had to be there.
From the window---->
<----To the wall
To the sweat drop down my face.
aaww these females crawl
aww ski ski ski ski((on the snow))
Good times girls, good times.
I am beat. I can't even imagine how tired I would be if I actually played. I wish we had been able to go to the movies tonight. I might go again tomorrow! I hope it rains really hard cause that would be fun!
Mogan
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