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oo yay -claps- been dress shopping mmhmm!! i found a gorgeous dress...its PERFECT
My wedding dress!!! ahhhh i <33333333 it!!! isn't it GORGEOUS! AHHH!! & hey its fucking the most perfect colour; ruby !! haha Tim.. its pink!! woot...well, sort of haha ooo and im getting the tiara & necklace HELL YEAH!!
Brit's maid of honor dress. isn't it pretty?? YES...ew if you look prettier than me on my wedding day i wil smack you.. -laughs- i love you hahaha
oh and a special little dress for tony who is gonna be hte flower girl..
hahaha
okok so jewlery...well imma get all that good stuff in the pic with the gown, cept the earings.
Brit's got me all up in the "somehting borrowed, something blue, something old and somehting new" So... imma borrow some diamond earings she has..worth a couple mill.; borrowed lol, she's gonan buy me a strapless bra; new, umm lmao she said my thong counts for something blue..if it's well..blue. so yeah; blue and now i need something old.. -thinks- i guess my mothers wedding ring counts -looks at it- she'll be happy i wore it -smiles- i always wear it though..
So yeah... like EVERYONE is comming? lmao yeah.. haha all my friends and family.. well.. not all my family. -sighs- my real father won't be there... but honestly, that's not somehting i am upset about. i mean yesit would be nice to have him walk me down teh aisle but i'm not even going to bother dwelling on that shit. my step=father, who in all sense is more my father than anyone, wants to do it. and i am glad. =) but argh.. -gets frustrated- my real father... fucking beat the hell out of my mother when i was a child, i didnt want to come home ..EVER..because i was scared to death he would beat ME ... my father was not a good man... -looks down- but despite him my life has been fuckign amaizing, my mother is my strength and i love her, for a single mother she did fucking awesome. ew ok out of daddy talk mode.. -gets happy again- I LOVE MY DRESS.. -stares at it- ahh so pretty.. maybe i'll look good for once? -laughs- but yah ok ok i'm done haha
byeeee! <333 tim
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[30 Aug 2003|11:41am] |
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Ok, so humor me and do this...its fucking weird!
While sitting at your desk make clockwise circles with your right foot.
While doing this, draw the number "6" in the air with your right hand.
What direction is your foot going now? .....
okok now to the real update.
So like yeah last night was good, pierre & tashy are going to canada today -misses them already- they are going to Pierre's mommy's house haha have fun kiddo's!
aww brit you know if i wasnt engaged i would SO go after you -laughs- hahahhahaha... =D
so yeah im going shopping AGAIN today..lol im addicted right? -starts sinigng SP- i know i am..i cant help it.. haha thankgod i make good money otherwise i'd be broke as hell with all the shopping i do lol
alsihas omg i get to look for a wedddddding dress. woot! ew yeah im thinking to not wear white cos like how much of a hypocrite would i be? -laughs- asiohfash well fuck that if i find a nice one im wearin it biotch lol tashy..im not wearing a black wedding dress LMAO and yes pierre you can bring your inflatable date.. no sexing it during the cermony bitch! lol
weeee so yeah i'm off for the day... i'll talk to you all tomorrow!!
Tim, i love you!
Byeeeeeeee!!
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[29 Aug 2003|02:40pm] |
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Ew ok brit..here is your update i promised you hahahaha
i <33333333333 brit
i think you are gorgeous brit
you are hot brit
you are a good kisser brit -laughs-
you are an awesome dancer brit
you are one of my best friends brit
you are going to be my maid of honor brit
you and i kissed madonna brit -dances-
umm..YOU FUCKING ROCK BRITNEY SPEARS!!!
-nods- TADA! thats my update Tim-style. hahaha all for you britty! =D DO YOU FEEL SPECIAL NOW???! YOU BETTER! hahaha
awwww LOOOOOOOOOK:
'Tis my engagment ring -nods- itsnt it gorgeous?! MMHMMM!!!! -stares at it on her hand-
dear god, i love tim more than anything.. hes my fucking life. i have never felt/been so happy in all my life. he's perfect i couldnt ask for anything more really... i've never loved anyone so much.. i feel like i am gonna explode i love him so much -laughs- so yeah, im goin' all mushy on your asses -nods- lol. oh you love it i know you do -winks- haha. so yeah.. on this happy note i am off to sleepy.. psh oh righto.. i am livin with tim now -dances- woot! ok ok IM GOING I SWURR! hahaha... -runs away & jumps in bed on tim-
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| MTV VMA's.... |
[29 Aug 2003|07:49am] |
Some pics from Last nights show.....
On the Red Carpet.... woot!
madonna & I kissing.. oooooo hahaha
On my leg? yus.
Brit, Madonna & myself. woot!
OOOOO!!!! haha
Some of an article from MTV.com about the "kiss" -laughs-
With just a few minutes of lip locking, hip wiggling and thigh stroking, Madonna, Britney Spears and Christina Aguilera set the bar sky high for all of the performers at this year's MTV Video Music Awards. Their opening number began with Spears emerging from an enormous white cake in a wedding dress and veil. After Britney sang several verses from "Like a Virgin," Aguilera came out and picked up the vocals for what was the pair's first performance together since the Mickey Mouse Club. But this was no kid's stuff. Within moments they were writhing on the ground with their legs spread.
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[29 Aug 2003|07:35am] |
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ew yeah..so went to the hospital last night..with billy. we always end up getting admitted together. i couldnt stop puking my guts out and just lost it. -shrugs- im home now.. they gave me some drugs overnight to stop the throwing up...i have never been so sick in my entire life. i don't know what happend..i hadn't been feeling very good all night. but i'm ok now just on some meds to keep the puking down. i feel bad that i made brit feel bad for somehting that well..im not even worried about now? i'm sorry brit i just wasnt myself last night...i dunno what was going on with me...actualyl yeah i do. but NONE of it was your fault i just went off on teh wrong person and i am sorry.
Ew where is Tim? -misses him- psh i got the new rancid CD yesterday..FINALLY i know..my bad haha it fucking ROCKS. omg.. i like hugged it when i bought it lmao. so like yeah.. i'm off to shower. byeeeeee
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[28 Aug 2003|05:41pm] |
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the sound of my puking? |
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why do i feel like shit?
wait.... i know.
ew so billy & i are throwing up together... we are both not having a good night. it bites majorly. the awards were tongiht..that was good. madonna is my fucking idol. but yeah... -throws up again- ew where is tim..? i miss him -frowns-
i want to sleep.. i want to stop throwing up..i want to not feel sick to my stomach... yeah.
-shuts down the computer and goes and snuggles up in bed with a puke bowl beside her-
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[27 Aug 2003|04:08pm] |
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aspifhasiohfsaoih oh.....my....god.... -pulls a billy & squeals- i'm getting married? yes? omg. yes i am. -nods & smiles- me engaged... again....to the same guy. lol -dances- omg.. i am like.. so happy.. i can't get rid of the smile off my face! -grins huge-
haha so NOW i get what the update was about Tim... -smiles & laughs- awww i love you so much... -runs around- okok i need to settle down....buuuuuut i CAN'T! weeee lol ok ok i'm going... haha
<333333333333
( HAHA oh my god..lol )
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[27 Aug 2003|07:19am] |
Ew im switching AIM names so take off: XXtantrakissXX and ADD
XXXStrippedXtina
kthnxbye.
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okok teh whole billy AIDS thing.. a joke yes. lol get over it.
XXTantra KissXX: ew i have to update..but what should i write? i am not an exciting person? lol
Blow For Billy: Um ... write about how hot my user info's gonna be.
Blow For Billy: And how hot Benji is.
XXTantra KissXX: hahaha i'll wrtie abotu teh userinfo? lol
Blow For Billy: And how I'm falling even more in love with him.
Ew, so yeah. Tim & i.. together. mmhmmm. i <3333 u -is happy-
-takes out the picture of the purple bear he colored & hugs it-
Pierre.. -sighs- you know i never want to hurt you i love ya. and you are a wanted man you will find a lovely girl lol haha =D we are still gonna be good friends... cos.... i SAID SO BITCH -nods & laughs- plus..u pregnatized me so i want child support you mofo -glares playfully- and STOP LOOSING SCREWER lmfao...
=D
( Billy & i walking abotu a Belt he has.. )
( haha about tim & benji )
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[26 Aug 2003|08:17am] |
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oh...my..god.. -paces while hyperventalating- b...billy has AIDS?.... -puts hands on her head- i...i... omg... i dunno what to do?!?! its just so...i never saw it ever happening to any of MY friends... -sighs- i can't beleive this.. i'm in utter shock...
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[25 Aug 2003|05:43pm] |
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weeee pierre & i went & bought bunnies!!! -squeals- its sooo cute billy though of the name for mine: PINK RAINBOW MOONDUST RAINSHIMMER! we all call her FUCKER for short. and Pierre's bunnies name is: PINK MOON BUNNY THING, we call it SCREWER for short. -nods- hahahha its wonderful. my wittle bunny is all tiny & white..awww -stares at it then hugs it- sooo cute! otay...BYE!!
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so yeah i am utterly pissed off right now. -glares at hte keyboard-
i don't know the whole story but what i do know, i dont liek one fucking bit. i agree with every bit of britney's latest entry. so baisically i dont have much to say because she said it all for me. tim.. u better not leave me.
-pouts- anyways im back to feeling emo... lol
oasifsihs i stole a knife from brit..but then she made me give it back =/ oh well...
ok my tummy hurts, i feel like im gonna hurl...
ew im so sad..
XXTantra KissXX: ew i feel so emo.. ....... my heart hurts =*(
LuckyLilBritxoxo: awwwwww
XXTantra KissXX: -sighs & puts her head in her hands-
LuckyLilBritxoxo: *hugs*
EW -is prone to emo-ness to easily-
-bangs head- I..NEED..TO..STOP..LISTENING..TO..THIS..SONG..
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[24 Aug 2003|11:18am] |
awwww ok im feeling all like lovey & shit right now -sighs-
im listening to Bryan Adams "Everything i do" ew it makes me think about sooooommmeeeooonneeeeeeeee......
( the song )
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[23 Aug 2003|06:52pm] |
ew im bored and Psh have this song on repeat.
( Fall Back Down )
yeah..psh thought i would share! =D
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[23 Aug 2003|09:47am] |
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Ew im bored. so like yeah, my new obsessions are handcuffs and pixi stix. -laughs- but actually i think i'm gonna chane the pixi stix to chocolate sauce cos well i'm eating it right now & its like reeeeeeeeally good. mmhmm -sucks on the chocolate sauce bottle- yummyyyyyy! so i went & got more piercings today. lol YES i managed tofind room lmao so im up from 15 to 21 -dances- i got 2 more in one ear & 3 in the other and a second one below-the-belt. -evil grin- its ashame i went alone but the people were really nice! -eats more chocolate sauce- i need to gain weight. im too tiny. -shrugs & points to the chocolate sauce bottle- that's where this comes in -smiles- so psh..im boredsomeone needs to get the hell online & entertain meeee! lol so i'm out for now.. bbyeeee
+Tina+
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| PIERRE THE PREGNITIZER!!! |
[22 Aug 2003|08:22pm] |
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PSH Pierre is an unproud father...you jackass!! -laughs- YOU GAVE ME TWINS I HATE YOU!!! you are so NOT moving to SWEDEN TO SELL CHOCOLATE just so you dont have to pay child support jerk! -dies- YOU ARE THE ONE WHO PREGNITIZED ME!!!!!! -dies again- pasiofjasopjhas FUCKBOX!!
hahahahahahhahahahhahahahaha
I KNEW those handcuff's would start something..NOW LOOK WHAT'S HAPPEND!!! -dies-
edit:it's a joke. i'm not pregnant lol.
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Psh, new picture in teh lay out -points- WAHAHA handcuff's are so fucking hot ok like isn't that picture hot? oifhasih YES! handcuffs = good.
i need to use them sometime...weeee. ok like i found pictures of myself showing my nipple ring weee ok im in a slutty mood -nods- so here is the link.
http://www.vanishingtattoo.com/tattoo/celeb-aguilera.htm
http://www.annafriel.net/pix/Aguilera_MTVDiary.jpg
yep uh huh.so like pierre & i are chillin.. ew we have to use handcuffs =X NO ONE IS ONLINE! -dies- whast up with liek NO ONE BEING ON! it makes me sad. yep uh huh!!! so like i miss billy already. he'll be back monday. i need more tattoo's/piercings. woot!!! so yeah i'm out i'll prolly update again later out of boredom!
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[22 Aug 2003|11:44am] |
Ew I'm bored :(
currently--
date: August 22, 2003
time: 10:49 PM
watching: my kittie sleeping
hearing: Rancid - "Salvation"
thinking: ew, people need to come online & that i really dont want to start school ooc.
wearing: a white tank top with a red bra WOOT!, and black dickies pants.
hair: black, and it's straight today
eating: grilled cheese! woot i made it myself -nods & smiles-
drinking: a long island ice tea lmao shhhh!
hating: not having anyone to talk to right now!!!
wanting: CENSORED -evil laugh-
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EW IM BORED! so yeah i went & stole these all from Kelly O's journal hahaha and i found some others in different places lol
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Haha well, those were amusing lol =D
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::dances to Shake Ya Tailfeather:: woot! so yeah i'm so full of energy! i got a rush of adrenaline..i went shopping ...by myself cos brit didnt wann come BUT it was fun. i got new sunglasses & a shirt & a new skirt ::smiles:: they are cool mmhmm!! ::puts on her sunglasses:: woot! black sunglasses. tip:black goes with everything so yeah...
psh where is pierre....or tim...ot britney....SOMEONE! lol ::feels lonely:: oh blah. so like yeah i haven't eaten in like 2 days..billy gave me a pice of pizza so i actually ate today. mmhmm. food is good. lol ::runs to the kitchen gets some cheese & crackers & sits down:: ok yummy... ::eyes widen and smiles at teh crackers:: MUAHAHA im going to eat you ALL ::glares at the crackers:: ok enough.
SHAKE YA TAILFEATHER
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