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well hello, Blurty. Good Charlotte - "We Believe" There's a woman crying out tonight Her world has changed, she asks God why Her only son has died and now her daughter cries She can't sleep at night Downtown- another day for all the suits and ties Another war to fight, there's no regard for life How do they sleep at night? How can we make things right? Just wanna make this right We believe, We believe, We believe, We believe We believe, We believe In this love We are all the same Human in all our ways and all our pain (So let it be) There's a love that could fall down like rain (Let us see) Let forgiveness wash away the pain (What we need) And no one really knows what they are searching for (We believe) This world is crying for so much more We believe, We believe, We believe, We believe We believe, We believe In this love We believe, We believe, We believe We believe, We believe In this love So this world is too much for you to take Just lay it down and follow me I'll be everything you need In every way We believe, We believe, We believe, We believe We believe, We believe In this love In this love We believe in this love We believe in this love We believe in this love |
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| 05:54pm 29/05/2005 | |||
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Chevelle - "The Clincher" Touch I'll stand for nothing less Or never stand again These are the limits when one's buried This body's left the soul Well could we have known Never would I have helped to nail down Careful of drifting off Now losing taste and touch Turning a pale blue, leaning in to say This body's left the soul The brain needs oxygen Can't sneak around this bait His catacomb has got me by the chin This body's left the soul Well could we have known Never would I have helped to nail down With nothing to gain Here's the clincher, this should be you Now saturate, now saturate, now saturate, now saturate and touch Now saturate, now saturate, now saturate, the earth Now saturate, now saturate, now saturate, the earth Well could we have known Never would I have helped to nail down With nothing to gain Here's the clincher, this should be you Made cold and crippled This happened to be never changing Holding inside, the phobia of you Made cold and crippled, ending it all Now saturate, now saturate, now saturate, now saturate, the earth Now saturate, now saturate, now saturate |
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Relient K - "be my escape" I’ve given up on giving up slowly, I’m blending in So you won’t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption because I know to live you must give your life away And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and I’ve been locked inside that house, all the while You hold the key And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go promise I’m going because I gotta get outta here I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake I gotta get outta here And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape. I’m giving up on doing this alone now Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there And this life sentence that I’m serving I admit that I’m every bit deserving But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and I’ve been locked inside that house, all the while You hold the key And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go promise I’m going because I gotta get outta here Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake I gotta get outta here And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape. I am a hostage to my own humanity Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and I’ve been locked inside that house, all the while you hold the key And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go promise I’m going because I’ve gotta get outta here I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake I’ve gotta get outta here And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape. I fought You for so long I should have let You in Oh how we regret those things we do And all I was trying to do was save my own skin But so were You So were You |
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| 03:03pm 22/04/2005 | |||
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Over It - "Shine" Stretched past the edge and now I feel like breaking, my back against the wall There's little left and nothing's here to faze me Still summer fades to fall When the meaning feels so far from healing it's still my one cure-all Still dreams collide where words can't describe All the distance waiting outside Will we burn that bridge when we come to it We'll let our light shine So stay with me where whispers suffice To say all the secrets we hide Will we burn that bridge when we come to it We'll let our light shine Let's paint the town a thousand conversations, so many names to know Drift through the crowd and take my hand to go now, I've got to let you know A thousand lights shine in the valley below We're still my brightest star Still dreams collide where words can't describe All the distance waiting outside Will we burn that bridge when we come to it We'll let our light shine So stay with me where whispers suffice To say all the secrets we hide Will we burn that bridge when we come to it We'll let our light shine Don't you love the way a little quiet solves everything When you can't help wondering how's it gonna be? Stretched past the edge and now I feel like breaking with my back against the wall There's little left and nothing's here to faze me Still summer fades to fall When the meaning feels so far from healing it's still my one cure-all Still dreams collide where words can't describe All the distance waiting outside Will we burn that bridge when we come to it We'll let our light shine So stay with me where whispers suffice To say all the secrets we hide Will we burn that bridge when we come to it We'll let our light shine So stay with me where whispers suffice To say all the secrets we hide Will we burn that bridge when we come to it We'll let our light shine |
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| 11:09am 18/04/2005 | |||
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heh. sorry for all the lyric posts, but I seem to relate to every song I listen to in some way or another. *shrugs* that's what happens when music runs your life? : ) ( hey, hey, hey ) |
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| 09:56am 18/04/2005 | |||
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hmm. sorry if I tend to read between the lines and the hidden story sounded like she wanted to do something, but no one else wanted her to do it so she didn't do it. SORRY FOR THINKING, REALLY I AM. sorry for trying to keep this going because there's nothing there anymore. there really isn't. it's hard to be friends when 2 people lead completely different lifestyles. and those pleas about caring about our friendship were just because I don't want to admit there really isn't anything there anymore. because I've had 3 best friends just come and go from my life, NONE OF THEM made an impact on me the way you did and I just thought it'd be different this time, but it's not. things change and as usual, they've changed to the point where there's nothing. I've tried to stay friends with Rachel, but that's pointless cause we were best friends in elementary school and of course we're completely different people now. I tried to stay friends with Moriah, but that was middle school and yup, we're completely different now. and I've tried to stay friends with you, but we're not completely different, but so different that there's barely any common ground to stand on. and you know what's funny. you know who I feel could be my closest friend right now, besides Eric? kate. isn't that funny. so we don't need to try anymore. it's pointless. and anything I say screws something else up. so I'm done. I'm stopping now. and for once in my life, I want to say it's all my fault because somehow it is. |
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| 01:21am 18/04/2005 | |||
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I really do love Eric. really do. I wish I could make him say that this ring is an engagement ring only I wish he'd think of it on his own. because we're so in love. he makes me so happy. even when I'm really sad, I'm still really happy. and it's because I always have him. no matter what else, I have him. and that makes me happy. and I hope he knows that whenever he makes me mad or sad, it's always for some childish reason and at the end of the night, when I go to bed, I wish I could just kiss him and tell him that everything's fine. because I love him. : ) and I love this song... yeah the chorus, "I won't make you...", means I won't make you have sex with me until you're ready to... sex, with someone you love so much, really is amazing... but yeah... this song seems to hit home right about now... Something Corporate - "I won't make you" I'm under attack again my dear, I'm in the way Got no resolutions, no clever anecdotes to say And still if I yell at the top of my lungs, will it be the same I'd fly you a flag, I'd bury this pen into my veins I wanna feel through you tonight But I won't make you I won't make you The telephone number I got for you says nobody's home The best thing I can think to do right now is leave it alone And you had an apology in your mailbox since last July It's funny when you find the words to say, you find no reply I wanna feel through you tonight But I won't make you I won't make you Scream my name just one more time But I won't make you I won't make you And it's been hours now To be here like this And just to lay you down And just to taste your lips And just to keep me up God I'm tired of sleeping And just to lay inside you And just to know this feeling I wanna feel through you tonight But I won't make you I won't make you Scream my name just one more time But I won't make you I won't make you |
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| 12:18pm 17/04/2005 | |||
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All I know Is everything is not as it's sold but the more I grow the less I know And I have lived so many lives Though I'm not old And the more I see the less I grow The fewer the seeds the more I sow Then I see you standing there Wanting more from me And all I can do is try Then I see you standing there Wanting more from me And all I can do is try I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness And all the real people are really not real at all The more I learn, the more I learn The more I cry, the more I cry As I say goodbye to the way of life I thought I had designed for me Then I see you standing there Wanting more from me And all I can do is try Then I see you standing there I'm all I'll ever be But all I can do is try Try.. try.. try All of the moments that already passed We'll try to go back and make them last All of the things we want each other to be We never will be, we never will be And that's wonderful, and that's life And that's you, baby This is me, baby And we are, we are, we are, we are we are, we are Free In our love We are free in our love Try... |
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| 12:00pm 17/04/2005 | |||
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this song will always remind me of my Zishy. : P the Rocking Horse Winner - "elementary" it starts with you because you say you're so easy to talk to and if you want me then I'll run with every word and I'll race anything for you one plus one equals two buckets of rain pouring through the holes and draining me again still waiting to hear from you still wanting to be with you speak, the rhythm flows breathe to keep me warm kissing me with intentions for kissing you as I close my eyes and swim I can feel the sun burning through crystal clear it's almost been one year elementary steps can lead us to peace within the core of our hearts we met on a poor night you entangled me into your soft-spoken lines responding with a stare I found no reason tell me the reason for pushing you away three hours far behind I found no reason tell me the reason for pushing you away three hours far behind champion summer see you again when fire lights the charcoal sky champion summer see you again when fire lights the charcoal sky it starts with you because you say you're so easy to talk to and if you want me then speak, the rhythm flows breathe to keep me warm kissing me with intentions for kissing you |
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| 09:37pm 16/04/2005 | |||
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much prettier. : ) tried to give it a Wicked vibe. ha. |
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| 12:57am 16/04/2005 | ||||
I have [ almost ] nothing to be sad about. : ) and that makes me happy. |
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| 12:21am 16/04/2005 | |||
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| 12:19am 16/04/2005 | ||||
 You're A Box Full Of Sharp Objects What The Used Song Are You? brought to you by Quizilla ** ha. of course I am, you silly quiz!! I mean, it's only my favorite song by the Used. ANNNNDDDD I'll give you a dollar if you know what "a box full of sharp objects" is suppose to symbolize, stand for, whatever I'm trying to say. : ) |
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| 11:13pm 15/04/2005 | |||
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soooo. I've come back to this journal.. I don't know why. an escape from an escape? : ) I don't know just quite what I plan on posting here... it's not like anyone I'm really good friends with reads my livejournal often, so not like I have to worry about hiding anything. but still, here I am. I <3 P.O.D. I can't stop listening to them, it's an addiction. I truly cannot wait until they come back in concert. they're so fucking great live, it's crazy. one of THE BEST shows I've ever seen, period. 420 is coming up... I don't know why I smoke. and I'm not even addicted or something. I'd be fine if I was told I could never EVER smoke up again. and yet I still do it. maybe it's because I have nothing better to do. maybe it's because if Eric and I are alone and stoned, there's always sex. ; ) ha. jk. maybe it's just a last "rebellion" before I really start to settle down. I mean, I don't want to do it forever and there's no way in hell I will let my husband smoke up. at least not while our kids are young... ha maybe once the kids are all grown and out of our hands, I'll let him, but once we're married, it stops. but I'm young and I'm having fun- more power to me. I can't wait til I'm 21. I've found my latest love - Southern Comfort and Coke. ha. Eric had run to mcdonalds with Jeremy's brother and Jimmy and Hoss came back to the apartment with a cup of SoCo and coke and he didn't really remember me as Eric's girlfriend cause I've never really talked to him, but damn. he started flirting and hitting on me. it was so fucking hilarious because he was drunk. : ) it's always nice to get hit on. but yeah. he shared his cup with me and hence how I discovered my love. otherwise, things are things. things with Eric are great. I wish I could get a good picture of my ring. : ) it's real pretty... I can't believe we've been together for a little over 2 years.. that's all for now, boyfriend is here : ) |
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| 01:40am 04/01/2004 | |||
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aloha. i started a new livejournal. http://www.livejournal.com/users/x_starshine_x : ) |
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| 06:19pm 03/01/2004 | |||
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i *heart* my so-called life. from episode 7... performed by Jared Leto himself "red" I'm going nowhere Going nowhere fast Drowning in my memory Living in the past Everything looked black till I found her She's all I need and that?s what I say I call her RED She's my shelter from the strom She's the place to rest my head Late at night she keeps me warm I call her RED |
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| 03:05pm 03/01/2004 | ||||
boyfriends are always good for something.. : ) from his journal on new years day: "any fish i was sleeping with my girlfriend last night (no i wasent fucking her, get your fucking mind out of the gutter) and i woke up somewhere during the night and i stared at her for a good 15 minutes she was so pretty and cute wrapped up in her blankets i gave her a kiss on the cheek and she didn't wake up at that moment i was the happiest i have ever been that is where i wanted to be the rest of my life she was so pretty i love her" : ) |
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| 04:53pm 02/01/2004 | |||
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this is why it's always good to have a Jake around... from his journal: "so, it's a new year and all that. everyone will make (and most likely break) all their resolutions. i think i've been over this but, i don't believe in those things. it's pointless to me to plan for an entire year. so, instead of that, this year my resolution is to have none. that's right, it will make me feel better at the end of 2004 to know that i did whatever i wanted, however i wanted at the moment i did said action. i'll do what my heart and mind tell me is right this year. nothing more, nothing less." i agree. |
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| 05:38am 29/12/2003 | ||||
blah. work today 6-2. but at least shelly is the morning manager [ i think ] all week so i dont have to deal with korinne in the mornings.. but anyways. i just want to state for the record that i love my boyfriend with all my heart.. i just get in these moods... and in those moods i can't help but concentrate on everything negative... but i do love him. and the thought of breaking up with him hasn't crossed my mind.. : ) he makes me smile. and most importantly, he makes me happy. x<3x katie o. |
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| 05:14am 29/12/2003 | |||
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holy smokes. : D from Jake's livejournal: [ he was talking about how he had 2 weird dreams... this is the second one he talked about ] .TWO.) Chris and i went to a Green Day show at some venue that doesn't exist, but was really cool...but before i could get there, i had to break out of this weird warehouse place that was all boobytrapped, and this guy that looked like Gary Sinease was chasing me, and i had a kitty in my pocket...so after i got out of the place through a side exit i had to cut through a school yard that was next door and run to my house to meet Chris. in the school yard there was a cheerleading squad practicing in the snow (there was about 6 or 8 inches on the ground) to Motion City Soundtrack's Capital H. when we got to the show, the band came out and played, then stopped and said they'd be back. i saw Zuko [ zukos_euphoria ] and her friend Katie-O. except Katie didn't look like Katie at all, it wasn't her, but that's what she looked like in my dream for some reason. Chris and Zuko left to go to Chris's car for something, and Katie and i ended up making out(?). weird...again, all i remember. i think there was also some mosh pit action in this dream someplace. oh if only... ; ) hehe nah just kidding. sorry jakey, i'm taken. oh and i know you're jealous kate. : P hehe |
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