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    Sunday, September 28th, 2003
    12:33 pm
    chillin like a mutha fuckin villian.....
    yea......I didnt even say what i did yesterday.......pfhhh stupid ass me.....well.....here it goes.....yesterday i woke up @6:30,......got ready and dressed and shit, had a class at 8am.......it was kool.....drew the entire time......so it was easy.....got out pretty early it was only 10:30 or so and we usually dont get out until 11......so for that half an hour i went to union chilled w/ mommy (liz) and everyone.....ate my breakfast, put all my shit down so i didnt have to lug my portfolio and everything else around.......and basically i made the G-Virsus fuck everyone and made it do stupid shit to make people laugh.....which I must say, im pretty good at it.......then I went to theatre......and I was happy....I got to be all gruesome and vulgar and stuff........we broke up into groups and we had to make a id, ego and superego situation......so this other girl was the one in the conflict....the other chic was the angel, her good side.....and i of course was the Devil....ehhehehehe.....it was fun.....i made her kill her boyfriend and this other chic in our lil' skit........anyway....got out a bit early...so I went back to union.....got books......chilled....went to English.....did nothing but talk to these guys, cause i didnt feel like readin my compare and contrast essay cause it was too personal to read outloud.....so yea.....got out of that early.......**noticin a pattern here**.........then met up w. jon.......chilled...went to his house.....played w. his puppy.....he almost kicked this kids ass.......he would have killed him if he wasnt in front of his sisters H.S..........so instead he spit in his face hopin he would fight back.....but this kid didnt....hes a bitch......then we went back to my house....chilled......was supposed to chill w/ people, but i felt like shit....and so did he.........so we basically cuddled and slept........he left semi-early and i basically just worked my drawin the rest of the night.......

    TODAY: yea...woke up at 10:00........drank coffee.....started typin out my essay....showered.....did hair, makeup........got dressed and ready....Jon came over at 12..........then me, my mom and jon all left to go out to Suffolk cause my moms uncle was havin a surprise b-day party at this china buffet.........so we went.....i ate....and ate and ate.....i fed my fatness....oh yea....:-D.........created some chaos and a mess w/ my lil' 5 yr cousin Zach.......then we left and we all went to this pretty kool 99 cents store, which I got some kool shit.....then we went home.....took care of my neice and stuff.......chilled w/ jon, watched TV......waitin for my mom to come home cause she went out shoppin w/ my nana, my aunt Bunny, and Janine...............she came home...i helped her cook dinner....ate.....then me, jon, and bunny took my dog for a walk around the nautical mile where I met some people.....chilled....and yea.....came home.....caught a frog.............showed jon around on my boat which he loved and yea.....chilled some more......pretty easy goin day........but im gtg.....cause i need sleep.....goin to the Waves game tomorrow to watch and cheer them on......lata mastarbatas.........

    Current Mood: devious
    Saturday, September 27th, 2003
    12:17 pm
    blahhhhhh.....yawn....
    yup...havent written in a while....basically the past week or so....I've been goin to school, and travelin to NJ alot.......oh well....at least im playin hockey, so its all good.........The hockey season is goin good so far......our games arent scheduled yet.....should get that and my uniform in about a week........good thing we are also gettin sheilds too....cause my black sheild is soo big on me......I have to tape it up..otherwise it'll fall down when im skatin like it did the other day.............my teammates were laughin at me....I was doin my fat joke......but yea....we are gettin sheilds and warm up suits.......and we r playin at the polar bear tournament this year...oh yea!!>....and my daddy might go....yeay for me!!!............k.....schools been pretty good......have no probs w/ my class' so far....which is amazin....English is kool.....got a term paper comin up soon.....but i can handle it.......Pyschology is good...I past my first test.....YEA!!....and I didnt even study I just looked over the notes....which is good cause on that test u needed to memorize alot of fuckin definitions......but so far that class shouldnt be a problem either.....Theatre is kool........easy....fun........finally picked out a monologue...a good one too.......the only prob w/ this class is I have to go to theatre productions....which I dont know how im goin to find the time........and I still have to read that book thats 300pgs long......and im only up to chapter 2.....go me!....Art is kool....teacher is kinda out of it....but shes ok...............its fun....the 3 hrs go by fast..............even though we usually dont stay the entire 3 hrs........I like how we can take our work home and do it at home....that way i dont have to rush or anything......cause im a perfectionist....so i hate rushin....it sucks......I also have to go to a art gallery and pick out a pic and right a page about it, sayin what do I think the painter was tryin to say and what do I think about it....seems pretty easy........I'll probably do some research on that first though..........K....now im goin to go find more monologues....cause after this one thats due in a week I need another one....so it cant hurt to start lookin now.....then its off to bed cause I have to go my moms uncles b-day party tomorrow......goodthing its at that china-buffet place....I love that place......I can go and feed my fatness....oh yea.....lata journal...

    Current Mood: creative
    Monday, September 15th, 2003
    11:16 pm
    I hate NJ.......
    Yea.....havent written anything in a few days......I dont really remember when was the last day I wrote in this so yea.......well....my hockey season finally started last week.....yeay!!!!!!!!!.....I actually like my team.....good thing too......the weird thing is my hockey coach is the cousin of one of all time fav hockey coaches, dan bedard....wow.....what a small world...I knew that guy looked and sounded familar.....anyway.........the first practice i didnt like....i was nervous and shit....so that didnt go that well....but thursdays practice went alot better......it was fun.......so anyway..............this weekend was a waste..........on friday i just hung out w. jon, jovan and darcy.........chilled......that was fun..............we made plans for sat.....but that got fucked up.......my dad needed me to come in on sat to run a press machine.......so on sat. i was busy callin jon for like 2 hours.....finally when i got a hold of him I wanted him to come out w/ me cause we had another machine to run......he made it sound like a yes....then he changed the story around....it made him sound like he was lying or coverin up something.......but he was just bein Jon......so that fucked up my day cause he got me all pissed off and shit cause he was bein fuckin retarded..........anyway...........we wound up not goin to work......buy then it was too late....didn't help that my dad over-slept....so then I drove my truck around....picked up jovan.........chilled, ate dinner..........then we got jon on phone and me and he apologized for earlier..........so he came over and all of us just chilled in my room relaxin, playin on comp, and watchin TV.........Sunday........me, my dad, and jon left for Bohemia at like 10...............i ran a press machine and so did Jon.......that basically took up the entire day.........when we got home we just chilled, relaxed, ate pizza, watched TV, and after i took a shower to get all the grease off of me, we cuddled for the entire night.................
    ............so anywayz.....today.......woke up at 6:30...........got dressed and ready for college.............got there at like 8:30.....chilled w/ people until my class at 11.......actin was very weird today.......it would have been better if I was actually awake to be all cheerful and shit.......but when im tired im very cranky and shit....so i didnt have the patience to do that stupid shit........after that I found out I have to memorize a 2-3 pg. monologe in a week.......yeay.........like I have time for that shit.....goodie....afterwards I had english........which all I did was write an essay and got to leave class early.....then I went to food court......got coffee.....chilled w/ my friend john while I waited for jon.......then me and jon came home............i got all my shit together.......hockey bag packed......ate and then went back to college for psychology..............it was pretty cool.....got out early.....met w/ jon and we went straight to NJ............i got to practice like 20 mins late thanks to traffic on the cross bronx expressway, I-80, and Garden State Parkway.......fuckin Giants game.....so at least I got to play hockey for a lil' bit.....my coaches didnt mind that I was late.......they understand traffic and that im comin from LI.....after that we had a nice drove home, and yea......here I am......typin away...........watchin TV and talkin to people.....until tomorrow journal........

    Current Mood: sore
    Current Music: Watchin TV and stuff....
    Thursday, September 11th, 2003
    12:06 pm
    what a day....what a day.....
    lets see....woke up today earlier then I was supposed to......I woke up at like 9:30....chilled....made coffee......called madre.......chillaxed..watchin some TV while I drank my coffee.....after that I basically showered.....did hair and makeup and got dressed....waitin for Jon to come over.....cause he got off from work @ 11.......and we have to leave at like 12....cause he has a class at 12:30.......a nice lonnnnnnng 3 hour class......so jon came over bout 11:30........then we got a slight case of hormones........and yea....he fucked my brains out basically.............after we were finshed......which we had to go mad fuckin quick it was like 12:15.......he has a class @ 12:30............he wasn't goin to make it on time....cause i had to then clean up, get dressed again.........make breakfast real quick and get everything i needed together......then we left for college.....and once there we went our separate ways..........I didn't have a class....so I went to Union and went to Sci-Fi and put some of my shit down....Then i walked over to the bookstore and got a refund on that fuckin book.......used that money towards buyin the RIGHT book I needed......Book was like fuckin 80 bucks.....so overall I spent $130 on books....crazyness.........then I went back to Union......chilled.....there until 3:30.........I basically took notes on chapter 1 the entire time since i couldn't do it the day before......@ 3:30 I had a class...I had pyschology......which all we did was finish goin over chapter 1......which i already finshed all the notes for.....so I really didn't have to do much.......class ended at 4:45.....then i went back to union and met Jon there.....then we left for Theraphy and got some Starbucks on the way.......went to theraphy...was there for like 15 mins.....then we went back to my house and I made some potatoes and re-heated last nights steak.......we ate that, then we left to go chill w/ Jovan, Kris, and Darcy again........but first we stopped off at the Nautical Mile and I tryed to find that lady but she wasn't in............so I talked to this other women and she tried callin her and she never picked up her cellie.........cause yea.....I basically wanted to know If I got hired or not........Cause this lady claimed she was goin to call me by Sunday...........but she never did......figures......so now I have to go back tomorrow or friday to find out........FUCK ME>.....I hate stupid ass erresponsible people that claim there goin to call u and they never do.......looks even worse when ur the fuckin manager and ur tryin to hire people....so anywayz........we left...picked up kristen..........then went to Jovans house....picked him up......then went to Darcy's step-father's GF's house and we just chilled......talked about the other night and how fuckin hilarious that was......went to 7-11.........then we left darcys at like 10:15 cause she was tired and still had mad fuckin HW to do.........so we went back to Freeport......chilled on the north side for a bit...........went back to our 7-11 and got a "free" re-fill on our slurpee cup we brought out in Hempstead.......stupid ass 7-11 people didn't even notice/say anything.......Then we went to the chinese food store...so Jovan could get his apple sticks.....which are actually pretty fuckin good....I love that chinese resturant thing......its so great.....get mad fuckin food for cheap as hell.....then basically we went back to my house.....chilled....watched TV....and talked.....Now i'm about to go pack my hockey bag for another trip to the armpit of america tomorrow....New Jersery............have hockey practice.....YEAY!!!

    Current Mood: lazy
    Current Music: .....my fuckin cpu and my keyboard.....
    Wednesday, September 10th, 2003
    12:59 am
    eehhhhh...haven't written in this for awhile...
    yea...i haven't written in a lil' while...but oh well....been too busy....school's in session.....my hockey season started......lookin for a place to work.....and damnit....i still gotta go up there to that store...that bitch still hasnt called me back!!!!!!!.....grrrrrr...:-O....I also just got recruited to play for this womens travel team....so most likely I'll be playin on 2 travel teams...workin....and jugglin college....fun.........goodie....more stress in my life.....thats just what I need.....well....at least for the jersey team me and jon will be havin a lot of fuckin road trips this season....oh well...he doesn't seem to mind..i mean for one....he offered....plus....he never left new york state before....so this is a good way for him to see some of the shit that I have....so at least we would still be able to see each other.....cause soon im goin to be really busy if i do that other team....so these road trips are goin to be the only chance i get to see him basically....ok.....college is pretty good so far....but then again......i've only been in class' for like a week.....my art class i've only had once so far.....so i can't say much about that.....but hey....it seems good....teacher i aint so sure about.....kinda like the walkin dead.....but hey....i get to draw for like 3 hours.....so it seems pretty cool so far....only thing is i have to go to a art gallery to pick a paintin and write about it....i should start investigatin in that soon.......ok...theatre seems fun.....my teacher is kinda cracked out....he used to be a hippie or something....but it seems fun.....its just goin to be hard attendin those theatre productions, readin that book, writin a paper about that book, and memorizin all those monologes w/ all this shit i have to do.....i'm not really goin to have the time......anywayz.....that class seems pretty cool so far.....teacher seems pretty cool also....plus got extra credit on the first day...yeay for me!!!!....English seems cool too....also got extra credit in that class on the first day.......plus the teacher seems to like me.....cause i'm the only one that ever answers her questions.......so yea...i kinda got yelled at for that....but in a good way......but that seems like a fun class.....plus i like writin....thats why im doin what im doin right now.....i was always really good at english....so this class shouldn't be too hard for me......psychology is pretty cool....who better to understand psychology then a fucked up person....teacher seems ok.......but shes like a first year teacher....kinda....she hasnt taught a class in a while.....but shes a psychologist and she does shit w. child w/ atusim....so she knows what shes doin....plus in class...on first day she asked what we wanted to get into and talk about...so that was pretty cool...i like teachers like that.......plus i only got class 3 times a week...leavin me some time to work and play hockey while goin to school full-time...wow.....so lucky...yea.......sometimes i wish i was still in H.S......I miss fuckin around everyday w. friends....even though i still fuck around in college w/ people.....but its still not the same...plus i had less stress back then....less to worry about...but then again i found my soulmate cause of college....cause of goin to Union....if i wouldnt have gotten fucked over that summer w/ money, actually went away to college, never went to union w/ my bro......I never would have met Jon......man....i guess things do happen for a reason......so me gettin fucked over.....actually worked for the best in the long run....I hope that goes for everything bad that has ever happened to me...i could use a long string of good luck.....but then again....the longer the string of good luck is.....the longer the string of bad luck will be......Anywayz......basically for the past week or so......I just been goin to college.....chillin w/ jon.........chillin w/ friends........playin hockey......searchin for new job.........same ol shit.....well....at least i got to sleep today......was tired as all hell from yesterday............was at school from 8am til 4:45pm....then went straight to NJ for hockey practice.....got home like 10:30pm....stayed online basically all night.......just chillin....thinkin......then today i woke up at like 1:30......called mom......jumped into shower right away cause jon was gettin out of class at 2:15 and comin straight here.......so i showered.....dressed......once jon got here....i filled out consent forms and some other fuckin forms for hockey........started fillin out those job appilications.....just in case if i had to turn those in if i don't get that job on the Nautical Mile.....then we went back into room after we got coffee and something to eat..........jon slept......i did some shit online....waitin around for Jovan to come over........finally Jovan came over.........so we all made plans that night w/ us and kris and josh to go out to Hempstead to chill w/ Darcy........so we basically chilled....goofed around.....watched TV...ate dinner.........then josh came over.....then jon and jovan left to go to Kristens house to pick her up....while me and josh stayed behind.....and Josh gave me a un-activated Tamagotchi.........man....those things are a trip back in time....so i was havin fun feedin it....makin it fat as hell....druggin it up...and beatin it....I winded up killin it in like 15 minutes......so i restarted it and im doin it again..:-D.....anywayz....we got kristen....and we left for Darcy's house....but we left in 2 separte cars.......so Josh could leave straight from Darcy's.........Plus....Jon didnt really have room.......went to darcys....chilled there for a while......Buttons (darcys dog) kept on fuckin jon all night......man....that dog really likes jon a bit too much......plus it didnt help that jon fed it a dog biscuit out of his ass.....hes a very special boy......but thats why i love him....8===D :-D.......but then we had to leave cause darcys dad was sleepin upstairs and we probably woke him up w/ our laughter........plus.....she has school tomorrow....so does all of us....so we all walked out to our cars.......and sat there for awhile....chilled.....then jon went up to josh and I thought he was goin to bangcock him....but he didnt....he just punched him in the nuts.........but he just missed them.....skinnin them....so he does it again....and then he starts punchin josh and kickin him.....out of no where.........then he starts wailin out on him....but the weird thing is Jon wasn't serious....cause i could tell.....I know when Jon is serious and when he's in that weird ass silly manic mood he gets in....and he was definitly in his manic mood..........I just stood there for a few.....dumbfounded that he was doin this.....laughin kindof....cause since he wasn't serious he was kinda doin it in a way that was funny.........but then Jon started kickin his ass more....and Josh was callin out to me, cause Jon is my boyfriend.......so I started walkin over there more....yellin at Jon....tellin him to stop....luckly enough Jon slipped cause the ground was wet.......he lost his footin when he kicked Josh.......so when that happened....josh ran away to his car and i ran to jon holdin him back, cause i know he would have kept on goin.....I didn't want it turnin to a big ol' scene.....considerin it was after 11pm.....so Josh got in his car and drove away....Jon claimed he did it cause he didn't like him....I still find it very odd that he did that out of nowhere.....Lately hes becomin more and more manic.......which I never really find to be a bad thing.....cause he never ever shows it to me in a bad way...........but I can tell cause of shit like this.....and shit hes been doin and sayin lately............I guess the fact that he's bi-polar or manic-depressive doesn't really help at all.....plus also he hasn't been takin his medication doesn't help any also.....he hasn't taken his medication for quite a while.......which is bad in a way.......cause he has a fuckin flaming temper........like I said....its never EVER towards me........but still......I can't help but notice...........I just don't want that gettin any worse and his manic moods to turn into something that he's goin to hurt himself, or if he does something stupid that he gets taken away from me....cause thats my biggest fear, that hes goin to be taken away from me....I don't know what i'll do if he ever ever got taken away from me......He promises me that he won't.............But i still can't help but think that....anywayz....i should stop typing...............I have to wake up at 10 tomorrow.....cause jons like leavin work @ 11 to come here and pick me up for school...........even though I don't have a class until 3:30....oh well....it gives me time to exchange that fuckin book......I still cant believe I did that.........I acidently picked up the wrong book........so now I gotta exchange it for the right book.....so while I wait to go to class I can read chapter 1 and maybe read those assignments for English.......or maybe i'll do that on Thursday.......cause i have to go to college w. jon even though I dont have class just so me and him can leave straight from his class at 2:15 for my hockey practice in NJ...................but yea....i have to shut up..........lata journal.......

    Current Mood: gloomy
    Current Music: Drain STH CD
    Saturday, August 30th, 2003
    12:53 pm
    ummmmm......good day.... :-D
    yea....today was good.....very good....woke up at like 10:30 cause dad put dog in my room at like 8....so i had to keep checkin up on him cause hes been sick lately........plus i forgot to turn my ringer off the night before.....so the fuckin phone just kept on ringin......and ringin...........adn muthafuckin ringing.....it never stopped!!!!!!!!.......so i finally got up....and figures once im up.......the phone doesn't ring as much..........so yea...made coffee.....called jon........talked to jon.......watched TV.........watched "Riding in the Cars w/ Boys"......it was w/ drew barrymore.....i dont like her much...........but the movie was pretty good....so then i showered......did hair....did makeup...........put on PJ's..........and went online to e-mail my dad some info.........while i was doin that Jon came over..........he came over early today......couldnt take doin absolutly nothing @ work anymore......so yea......we chilled......cuddled.....then i had to clean something off in the front yard........mail came.......got more college shit...........so I did some more paperwork w/ that.......made more coffee..........chilled in the kitchen........played monopoly.........didn't really want to play.......but yea....I let Jon win......felt bad cause he still hasn't won a game yet........so i let him win.........and he started gloatin and gettin all full of himself.....but its ok......i made him shut up later............made dinner.....ate........then had the most amazin fuckin sex i've ever had in my life.....i had like multilple orgasms......I lost track of many orgasms I had in that 1 1/2 time period..........but yea......it was amazin.......then we went back into kitchen played another game of monopoly..........kicked his ass......hehehhehehe............then i had to set up something for my niece.....she came over.....and me and jon played w/ her and watched her for a bit.......unfort. me and jon were stuck inside all day cause since my mom wasnt goin to be home i had to look after my dog......and i had to wait around for my neice to come..........for the rest of the night we just relaxed and watched comedy central..............cause both of us were feelin pretty shitty.......so im gtg.......need sleep......got a hockey game tommorrow......

    Current Mood: horny
    Current Music: watchin south park............
    Friday, August 29th, 2003
    12:37 am
    Poo is on my sidewalk.....alot of it......
    yea.....woke up semi-earlier......woke up at like 10:30.........doggie woke me up......so yea.....then I had my coffee....watched TV.....for once i didnt call jon cause he took off from work...cause the other day he fucked up his ankle more, and he didnt want to fuck it up more buy doin landscaping.....so I decided to let him sleep.....plsu I knew he wasn't goin to sleep longer then 2...so I figured he'll just call me then.....when he arises from the dead.....so In the mean time....I did my pre-season hockey clean up.....I threw all my equipment outside to let it air out and I febrezed it........cleaned out my hockey bag......then I did more paperwork shit for college.........showered.........then Jon called...he finally awoke....so he got showered, dressed and ready and he came over.......then i sprayed the equipment again.......then me and him played another game of Skip-Bo...I felt bad cause I've won like ahundred card games in a row....and he still has yet to win a game...so I really didn't play so he could win at least one....which he did....and he gloated like all hell......which I didn't mind cause I knew we would play again later and then I would kick his ass....which he claimed that there would be no more games after this.....so then we relaxed.....watched TV.........I got all my old ass hockey equipment together that I didn't use anymore.....and I haven't used for a really fuckin long ass time.......cause I need a matchin helmet and matchin gloves for this seasons team.....cause there colors are black, red, and white.....and the waves colors were blue and white....so all my helmets are blue and white....and my gloves are two shades of blue.....there awesome though...there all shiny and stuff....I love my eagle gloves....:-).....yea....so I had a old helmet w/ a visor on it.....shoulder pads, elbow pads, pants, shin gaurds, gloves, and three pairs of skates.......and I went to play it again sports and traded it all in and got store credit......so I used that store credit towards my new gloves and helmet......basically those two things would have been like $200....but since i had alot of fuckin store credit cause i traded alot of fuckin stuff in, I only paid $13.57........I paid almost $14 for equipment that would have cost me $200 if I hadn't traded in all that shit.....so then we went home.....I made dinner.....then me and jon played another game of Skip-Bo while we waited for the food.......and see....I told him we would play again.......and of course....i beat his ass....I destroyed him.....so then we ate......went back in room......digested.....then we went out and played hockey over on the nautical mile..............did that for the rest of the night....then we came back to my house and it was time for him to leave....so we said our goodbye and I'll see him tomorrow.....

    Current Mood: thirsty
    Current Music: the lovely sound of my A/C...and the sounds of the keyboard.
    Thursday, August 28th, 2003
    1:54 am
    ...I feel bloated and stuff....
    yup...woke up at like 12:30....made coffee....called jon.....talked to him....same thing I do every morning.....then i chilled for a bit......took care of my puppy cause he got really sick that night :-(......vomited everywhere and had diaherra....and it was all over my moms room too.....my mom even stepped in the diaherra bare-footed too......hehhehehe.....then I called up some places...cause I was lookig for a sports store that sold the girdle I was lookin for....Its the Bauer MBP8 or the vapor 8 Ice Hockey girdle......everytime i went to play it again sports they never had my size....only sizes too big or sizes too small......i tried both the oceanside and the carle place one and i found out that its a discontinued model...so yea.....they wont get a new shipment of them for a LONNNNNG time.....fuck....so I tried this other place....dumb bitch said they had it.....so yea....I called my mom....bitched to her sayin let that be my christmas present..........thats all i want....i don't feel like payin $120 for hockey pants......I have the money.......just don't feel like spending that money....need it for other shit...then i showered....got ready.....put on makeup.....did hair......then went in kitchen waitin for jon to come.......made my late ass breakfast....then i did some more paperwork for college......then jon came over......and i took him and threw him on my bed......had our lil' hello kiss.....then that turned into something else......something that ocupied us for quite a while...then i got cleaned up.....got ready again then we left to hicksville, cause i needed to go to this hockey store to see if they have the girdle i needed.....and of course they didn't.....even though that dumb bitch that was ont he phone earlier said they did.....dumb cunt......then we went over to Iceland......and luckly enough they had the girdle and my size.....so yea...spent a houndred and twenty on it......and my mom is rembursin me....so its all good....then i found out victor was holdin a clinic on the ice....so me and jon watched....cause yea.....I havent seen victor in a year...and that guy is fuckin amazin......so we chilled...watched...........then we left......went to Jon's toy store, Guitar Center........then we went back to my house....i made pancakes for dinner...yes pancakes.......cause we had absolutely nothing else to fuckin eat in the house..........so we chilled....ate pancakes......then i kicked his ass in Skip-Bo again....wow.....surprise surprise......he still hasnt won a game yet.....poor thing.....hehehehehe.........then we went into room......chilled.....watched family guy......did more "stuff".....then jon left.......and now here i am.......talkin to friends.....lookin up shit............until tomorrow journal....

    Current Mood: drained
    Current Music: Watching TV..........plus....sounds of IM's......
    1:54 am
    ...I feel bloated and stuff....
    yup...woke up at like 12:30....made coffee....called jon.....talked to him....same thing I do every morning.....then i chilled for a bit......took care of my puppy cause he got really sick that night :-(......vomited everywhere and had diaherra....and it was all over my moms room too.....my mom even stepped in the diaherra bare-footed too......hehhehehe.....then I called up some places...cause I was lookig for a sports store that sold the girdle I was lookin for....Its the Bauer MBP8 or the vapor 8 Ice Hockey girdle......everytime i went to play it again sports they never had my size....only sizes too big or sizes too small......i tried both the oceanside and the carle place one and i found out that its a discontinued model...so yea.....they wont get a new shipment of them for a LONNNNNG time.....fuck....so I tried this other place....dumb bitch said they had it.....so yea....I called my mom....bitched to her sayin let that be my christmas present..........thats all i want....i don't feel like payin $120 for hockey pants......I have the money.......just don't feel like spending that money....need it for other shit...then i showered....got ready.....put on makeup.....did hair......then went in kitchen waitin for jon to come.......made my late ass breakfast....then i did some more paperwork for college......then jon came over......and i took him and threw him on my bed......had our lil' hello kiss.....then that turned into something else......something that ocupied us for quite a while...then i got cleaned up.....got ready again then we left to hicksville, cause i needed to go to this hockey store to see if they have the girdle i needed.....and of course they didn't.....even though that dumb bitch that was ont he phone earlier said they did.....dumb cunt......then we went over to Iceland......and luckly enough they had the girdle and my size.....so yea...spent a houndred and twenty on it......and my mom is rembursin me....so its all good....then i found out victor was holdin a clinic on the ice....so me and jon watched....cause yea.....I havent seen victor in a year...and that guy is fuckin amazin......so we chilled...watched...........then we left......went to Jon's toy store, Guitar Center
    Wednesday, August 27th, 2003
    2:26 am
    Elmo Pimps Hoes.......and He'll Pimp you too....oh yea...
    yea...today.....ummm.....woke up at 12:30.....finally for once didn't get woken up by my fuckin phone.....after all these months I finally turned my ringer off....I was always too lazy in the past to do it....I would always remember once i'm already in bed....and by then I don't wanna get my lazy ass up.....anywayz....got up.....made coffe......talked to my baby for awhile....then relaxed....got some shit settled out......finally fuckin figured out which team I'm goin to play for this season.....The Montclair Quarry Cats.....oh yea.....thank god I got that figured out....only bad thing its in NJ....and I live in long island......thats a good hour drive....minimum...and thats if you dont hit traffic and shit......oh well......it will be fun cause me and jon will be goin together for all my practices and my games.....we can have road trips 3-4 times a week......hell yea...then i had to e-mail the other coaches and tell them I settled on a team......then i showered.....while i showered my dad came home and put a fuckin fake owl on our window box to "scare"away all those god damn pigeons that are always on my house......but unfort. the owl doesn't work...the pigeons just sit there chillin w/ the owl.....and theres lke 50 fuckin pigeons......bastards......between them and the phon ein the morning....i dont know whats worse....hearin the god forsken phone or those damn pigeons fuckin on my window box......grrr......so yea...i showered.......did my makeup......my hair......put on PJ's and went into the kitchen and did some shit for college.......i did that until Jon came over.....then i had to give Jon his hello kiss...then we went into kitchen, made coffee....and chilled while I finished what I was doing.....then we compared our schedules for college and work shit out w/ that.......then we went back to blockbuster, returned halloween and exchanged the other movie since kristen picked up the wrong movie yesterday.....so we got halloween 2.........went home.....watched the movie.......watched people gettin killed is a good thing.......gotta love horror movies.....then we ate....attempted to fuck, until my dog walked in on us just to open the door mad wide, then he just walked out........he did it on purpose.......grrrr......cause then i had to stop.....put pants back on and close door again......then when we were about to again....leon called and dragged us out of the house.....so then we went to leons.....chilled in parkin lot w/ steve.....we lit shit on fire.......almost lit jons back on fire....smoked cardboard for the hell of it........fucked around.....talked.....then we went back to my house cause i had stoges for leon and steve...when we got to house....jon parked right on the border of my next door neighboors sidewalk and the driveway...and my neighbor....some gay ass mutha fucka came out startin w/ us...throwin a shit fit cause we were "in his driveway"...which we weren't.....and anyway....it was after 11pm.....that old ass mutha fucka should have been sleepin....so he stayed outside for a bit watchin us.....then went inside and called the cops....even though we told him we were leavin in like 5 mins.....not even....so then we pushed jons cars up so it was blockin there driveway......so we could then give them a reason to complain and piss them off even more.....it worked....carol came outside in a fuckin bra and lil' shorts and shes like fuckin 500 pounds....so we all went blind and started callin her a fat whore and a whale....shit like that..........then that gay guy started walkin to my house to tell on us.....ohhhhhhh....so scared.....considerin i told him fine...waste ur time....my mom is sleepin and she aint goin wake up for ur gay ass.....considerin my parents fuckin hate them and the jews across the street cause they are fuckin forever callin the cops on us and shit........so we had fun pissin them off....then we went to 7-11.....got some munchies...and drinks......played w/ all the toys.......and went back to the lot and just chilled on Jon's car....still laughing about what just happened earlier.....eatin drinkin......just chillin.....chilled there until like 12:30.....then we had to leave cause jon has work the next day....so jon dropped me off and we had our lil' 10 minute goodbye....so now im here.......relaxin....talkin to people....until i pass out....which will be soon....

    Current Mood: cynical
    Current Music: listenin to the voices in my head......
    Tuesday, August 26th, 2003
    2:28 am
    I hate worrying.......
    Yea.....today I got fuckin woken up at 10am cause steph had to call me saying she was at Tom's and to call later......grrrrr........even though she knew I still would be sleeping...she still called anyway.....Wasn't her fault, she apologized......but she created a domino effect...I hate my house....the goddamn phone rings every fuckin 5 minutes.....it's fuckin annoyin.....I can't sleep.....damn bullshit calls and bill collectors.....grrrrr...and shit.....I curse alot don't I????????....oh well.....anywayz....woke up....made coffee......called Jon like I always do every morning....but he didn't pick up.....which wasn't surprising, he doesn't usually.....cause hes at work....then I called Steph......talked about when she was goin to pick up her present.....so then she left for my house.....while she was on her way over jon called me.....I talked to him for awhile....talked about our plans for today......while we were talkin steph came over w/ tom's (stephs BF) lil' sister......so I hung up w/ jon, saying I'll see him later, and to call me when he cums.......then I gave steph her present, which was from me and jon.....We got her a Homer Simpson Antenna Topper....a gellie bracelet watch.....a spongebob air freshner (yea yea....too tired to spell correctly), a spongebob wrist thingie....and two stickers......she liked it.....I think...lol....anyway....she left w/ jamie.....then I relaxed....ate breakfast......showered and got ready for jon.....Then Jon came over about 3:15.....I had to give him his lil' "hello" kiss or else he whines......hes sooo cute!!!.....anyway.....we chilled...I ate some mac and cheese while I looked after some college brochures I just recieved in the mail.......we were talkin and shit like that.....then good ol' hormones kicked in again...and yea.....he fucked my brains out......I dont care about sayin that......nobodies reading this shit anyway......it was great....unfortuanelty my bro came around so we had to stop....damnit.....plus then Kristen called and we decided to all hang out.........then I went onine to check mail....found out that the Avalanche had a filled roster.....damnit!!....so then I e-mailed the Lawrence Falmes....to see if I could play for them this upcoming season.....damn...I need my license....good thing Jon volunteered to help me out in the beginning until I get shit straightened out w/ my truck.......cause i need to play hockey....ill die......its my life.....I need it like I need oxygen.....actually...i need it more then oxygen.....so then me and jon left...picked up Kristen......went out to Seaford so I could go to therphy......fun fun....then we went Sunrise Mall.....Kristen needed a new belt.....and I had a gift certificate that I wanted to use......but the fuckin store didn't have anything good.....and the good shit that they did have was too much.....I only had a $25 gift card....damn me and my poor self......so then we went over to Roosvelt Field mall cause they have the same store.....but I knew they had a shirt I wanted......so we went there.....I found my shirt.....me and jon snuck in the dressing room so I could try the shirt on.....so I gave him a lil' strip show while I was at it...until the people who worked there kicked him out...:-(...... but yea...the shirt is kool...its mesh.....one side is red...the other is black.....and its reversible....plus its see through......oh yea.........that was only $18, so I got a packet of black and pink bracelets......got stuck on the line for like 20 minutes......had this annoying guy behind me flirting w/ me and wouldnt stop fuckin talkin to me....it was annoying......me and jon wanted to kill him.......when I finally got to the cash register the cashier was flirting w/ me too......DAMNIT......hate men......just love my Jon......Only want my Jon flirting w/ me.....Its annoyin havin other guys on your ass.....tryin to get in your pants 24/7......anyway.....we left the store....went to starbucks......got a mocha frapphaccino.....those things are expensive......but I dont care....they are good as hell...then we left......went back to my house....i picked up some money....took my moms blockbuster card...and we all went to Blockbluster.....rented the first Halloween and Friday the 13th........came home watched Halloween first...while we were wacthing it, kristen noticed that the Jason movie was actually Jason X.....idiots put the wrong movie behind the box....damn people....so we are goin back tomorrow to exchange.....I better be able too.....if I spent that money for nothing, I WILL KILL......then Jon and Kristen left.....Now I'm online....checkin out more hockey teams......e-mailing them....checkin out a few other things......just relaxing until I fall asleep......

    Current Mood: worried
    Current Music: Watchin T.V.
    Monday, August 25th, 2003
    2:29 am
    blahhhhh.....
    lets see.......
    -FRIDAY: woke up.....relaxed.....showered....had the weirdest fuckin dream that night.....it was sooo fuckin out there.....like i know the dream vividlly....but i cant put it down on paper or realy explain it verbally w/o it sounded fuckin retarded.....but i did find out one thing.....im a nympho even in my dreams.....but anywayz.....jon came over after he got off from work....tried to play a quick card game while i was eating....but yea...that didnt last long.......game got interupetted on a case of hormones......after we finished....we went over to sunrise mall so we coud get our friend steph a b-day gift........got her some pretty cool shit at Hot Topic.....then drove home.....got starbucks....me and him are accidicted to that shit..........anyway....got home.....ate pizza really quick......then went to Newbridge Arena so we could Ice skate....cause I got new ice skates and I wanted to use them before I played my game the next day.....we skated for 2 hrs....then went back to freeport.....stopped off at a 7-11 atempting to find some shit to eat for dinner....instead got a bad of corn chips......only thing i can stand cause there not greasy @ all.....went to leons.......and found sean and jeni in parkin lot......waitin for leon....waited for leon.....he didnt show...was still w/ bro....so we went back to seans....dropped off car.....went back to a 7-11.....stole some butterfingers for jeni....went back to wait for leon.......after an hour and a half...he finally arrives...but he ignored us basically the entire time cause he was mad that our original plans got fucked up......which was for me. jon, him and jeni to go to the cove at point lookout and fuck on the rocks.....but since sean was there.....we couldnt.....plans got fucked.....so he was being a bitch....so we left and went to chill on the nautical mile......jeni and sean needed cigs....so we went to this fountain w/ these dolphins were people throw money into.....so we all got on our hands and knees and fished out all the quarters and shit just to get money for a pack of stoges......turns out it was a good idea.....in 5 mins. we came up w/ over 8 bucks.......now im goin back there everyweek w/ some rubber gloves and a fishing net and takin all that money....i need it....im a poor white girl living in a black and spanish neighborhood......but it was fun....we gave all the drunk ass bystanders something to laugh at.....anyway.......we walked up and down the mile.......watching and laughing at all the stupid drunk people....and then went to chill at the Pier......I wasnt really in a good mood.....had alot of shit on mind.....and it wasnt helping that jon was acting like a fuckin moron.....but he was doin it tryin to cheer me up.....gotta love him......stayed there until 12:30.....dropped off jeni...then sean......then jon brought me home......he came in house helpin me put the skates and shit back in the house.....and we chilled and cuddled on my bed for awhile....then we said goodnight and he left.....

    SATURDAY: woke up about 12:30.....basically hydrated, ate, relaxed, and strechted for my hockey game that afternoon......got there at like 4:45....game wasnt till 5:25/5:30....so i chilled for awhile......watchin the game before me......and tryin to work out my groin muscle......which was fuckin hurtin so bad that I couldnt lift my leg.....cause it was in a weird spot.....thank you jon.....it was all his fault that my groin muslce is pulled out.....he fucked me so hard and rough that he pulled it on me....thank you jon....oh well...I wasnt complainin at the time.....then I got dressed......and played......played in pain the entire time....it wasnt fun....especially cause we got fuckin destroyed.......but a plus is I almost caused a huge fight between my entire team and the other opposing team......I love men :-D.....then after the game i got changed and jon came to pick me up cause my mom couldnt do it.....they were goin out to dinner w/ my aunt and uncle who r moving......got back to house....i showered.....then me and jon ordered pizza......played a card game while we were waitin for the pizza.....didnt get to finish it...so we saved it for later......while we were estin jeni called....wanted to chill...i declined cause my back was sore and my groin was killin me....so her and sean just came over and chilled w/ us for about an hour and a half.....eating bacon pizza......then after they left to alisons house, me and jon just hung out...finished our game....i beat his ass like usual./......had some ice cream cake that was left over from my b-day......and basically just spen t the night inside cuddling....it was great.........

    TODAY: woke up at like 2......which was surprising...i hardly ever sleep that late.......got up....had my coffee...showed my mom what I got steph and she gave me a gift bag to put it in.....then i showered and got ready.....then jon came over a lil' after 3.........we basically just chilled and I checked movie times to see where and when "Freddy vs. Jason" was playing.....got the times and got his dad to get us the tickets......since his father is a volunteer fir fighter he gets tickets at the broadway mall for 2 bucks.....gotta love it.....so we chilled.....played a game of monopoly......which i killed him like usual.....man....he can never win.....ate dinner......i got ready for the movies.....then we went to hicksville and at the mall we met up w/ his dad......got the tickets and went inside lookin for something to do since we had an hr. before the movie began........unfort. the mall was closed cause it was like 8:45.....fuckin sunday.....so we went into the theatre early and talked to one of jons friends that worked at the theatre......then we went and sat down and relaxed.....scaring and freakin out all the preps that went into the theatre.......finally the movie started.....it was fuckin hilarious....we thought the movie was goin fuckin suck ass......but we were wrong.....the movie was actually pretty good...pretty gruesome.....good killings......lot of blood and all that good shit.....me and him were the only ones laughing at the idiotic people brutally dying.....everyone else just thought it was sick.......so after the movie.....we stole some popcorn ate that while we made our way to the car......then on the way to tec street i needed to pee....we tried a gas station, a dunkin doughnuts and a 7-11...and none of them had a bathroom......I guess it didnt help that none of them spoke a fuckin word of english.....gotta love america.....so once we went to tec street i just went over there.....times like that make me wish I was a guy......men have it sooo much easier......then me and jon went into his back seat and hd some amzing fuckin sex......but before we could go another round people had to come by.......grrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!...fuckin people had to disturbed us and make us stop prematurely.....fuckers....they should die...so then he drove me home......had our usual 10 minute goodbye.......now im inside........tryin to fall asleep.....thats why Im writing all this shit.....damn.....I guess I shouldnt have woke up at 2 in the afternoon.......it makes the day fuckin go by so much quicker........oh well.....bye for now!

    Current Mood: awake
    Current Music: the wonderful sound of my CPU.....listend to staind before..
    Friday, August 22nd, 2003
    2:39 am
    My first entry.....YEAY!!!
    My first entry....even though I know nobody is goin to read this....but oh well.....This is a good way for me to get out shit.....k.......today (well....yesterday techinically) I woke up at 11.....didnt sleep at all.....was dreding the fact that it was my b-day.....wanted to sleep the day away.....but of course I can't......fuck me....I hate my b-day....always brings bad memories and makes me realize how much I hate my fuckin life......plus.....b-days never meant shit to me, like they do for most people....I was always alone on my b-day......anywayz.......did my usual morning ritual.....made me some french vanilla coffee.....and called my boyfriend jon......but like usual, his fuckin phone didnt work....so I had to wait until he called me later.....so then I went online for a bit......checked mail.....talked to friends about plans.....just doin whatever possible to pass the time...around 12/12:30 jon called....so I talked to him for a few......he couldnt talk long cause he was at work.....so I let him go after discussing our plans for later.....then i chilled for a bit.......showered....and when I was putting my make up on and about to do my hair, I hear my doorbell.....it was steph.......i really wasn't expecting her to come.....I thought she would have forgot about my b-day.......but I was wrong.....she got me this really kool coffee tumbler thing which I can costomize and shit.......so i'm goin have some fun w/ that tomorrow....I liked it cause it was a really big cup from starbucks and she knows I live off of coffee and every morning when I go to college I always have coffee w/ me.....I can't function w/o it.....but yea....she stayed around for a few.....we talked and shit while I was finishing gettin dressed and ready cause jon was comin over in a bit....anywayz....we just chilled and talked and got some bad shit brought up which put me in even a better mood then I already was........cause originally I was in a pretty bad mood.......but yea......then jon came over and gave me my presents......one was a skull strobe light which i loved, cause i collect skulls.....and the other was a living dead doll......but it was dressed in a bunny suit.....it was sooooo cute...yea...im demented like that.....i find sic, weird shit cute......so then i pounced on jon and started hardcore makin out w/ him.....steph got the picture and let us be.......we chilled on the bed for a while......just talkin, kissina and cuddling......but then I needed to get somethig to eat, cause i didnt eat a damn thing since ive been up.....so we went into kitchen.....made food and more coffee......played some monopoly.........then stopped....went back into room......fucked......fucked until 6:30.....only reason y we stopped was cause my mom came home.......she made dinner....we ate.....watched uranium......then we picked up kristen....and we went to leons house......at leons, it was me, steve, jeni, kristen and sean......we chilled for a bit......and then went out to point lookout to chill on the beach.....went there......and it was a scay neighborhood.....it was such a small ass town....white people everywhere (where I live its all black).....people were actually able to walk the streets at night and not get shot or anything....it was bizarre...anywayz.......we chilled on the rocks.....watchin the water....after 15 minutes we all kinda got broken up.....leon and jeni went did there thing.......sean took a walk....and kris and steve chilled on the sand.......while me and jon culled up on the rocks.....watching the water hit the rocks and lookin at the stars.....and I swear....we saw a UFO....anywayz...we all got back together and headed back to freeport cause jeni needed to go home.....so we dropped off her and sean went home also....so me, leon, jon, and kristen just chilled in leons apartment and then eventually went outside to the parkin lot.......we just sat there and talked......jon played the guitar for us.....hes soooooo fuckin amazin.....he makes me sic.......even though he is alot better on a electric then on a acoustic......but still...yea.....so we just sat and talked......eventually vernon and terell stopped by, chilled for a few then they left and steve too cause they wanted to go running........then me and leon talked about plans for tomorrow......then we parted ways.......dropped off kristen.......then jon dropped me off at home and said goodnight......so now im inside....bored......cant sleep......missing jon....Im eventually goin to put up pics of me and jon, but stupid scanner is being retarted.....plus I still gotta reformat my harddrive.......stupid virsus.....so that wont be for a lil' while.....but yea...if anybody is readin this.....I hope u enjoyed my ranting and raving.......

    Current Mood: blah
    Current Music: Nothing.....Just the sound of my fuckin CPU
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