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|Sunday, September 7th, 2003|
School started a few days ago. Its okay. I like it and everything its just not what i exspected to be..Oh well.
I miss my old friends..and the old times. I think thats whats bothering me.. is that things are changing and It feels like I dont know where to go anymore. People say that its normal.. but why would this feeling be normalcy?
But then again.. ive learned that nothing is normal or something thats normal to one person isnt normal to another. Most of use are the same because most of us are trying to be diffrent from others. Back to the old school. For once when i was just gettin to know where my place was things start to change. I mean nobody can take the place of my friends but i really dont want to say goodbye. I feel like parting from them is loosing apart from me. Yeah new people are nice and to get to know, but its like I dont really trust anyone more than I do with my best friends... and when i fall...there always the ones that i go to. The harderst thing in life are saying "Hi" and "Goodbye" to someone. I've already lost so many things i just dont wanna loose another........ Current Mood: indescribable
|Friday, August 1st, 2003|
i want to create a band.
im really tired.
i'll think about it tomarrow...........
::dreams comming true seem so far away but sweet dreams are never to close..........
|Thursday, July 31st, 2003|
by katrina.. my bestest friend.. i love her
he had dark eyes hidden beneath his long black beautiful hair, they looked as though they had a secret inside. he wore an outfit of black as well. he graspt my arm and kissed my hand then walked away, I followed! a sudden desire to have him come, the disiree like kissed inside my heart. he then turned around and stared at me from under his hood, i fell 2 my knees and said "don't hurt me for i have just met u" he placed his hand on my face apone my cheek and said " i wish not to hurt u,for i have also just met u". later....when we talked, when he talked his sweat gentail words just seemed to softly flow to my ears. while stars winking at me as if tell me some beautiful story. the trees swaying calmly with the nice blow of wind behind it , he had then turned and looked straight in 2 my eyes, i saw black, then heard "death will get the better of u" we turned, saw a figure draped in black from head to heel ..... we died that night...we r no longer....
Devied into two.
speparded in half.
Dont know wich direction IM going.
Lost ,confused, and distored
With much emotions I cant explain.
and with The emotions I can not tame.
the emotions in my mind esculate.
With every asking me what's going on?.. and trying to relate.
Information thats given to me..
but everything is a blurr and theres nothing i can see.
no leeway in the right direction
Im just left with emotions that I cant explain...........
Painting with blood.
a portrait with emotions.
these emotions cant bare to be displayed.......................
Current Music: none
|Wednesday, July 30th, 2003|
Days that pass.
Mommy-went to college
daddy-went to work
Kenny-went to work.. and then who knows.
Craig-lives in the city
I had the house to myself..untill Alexis came over..
We really didnt do anything.. because there wasnt anything to do.. she only had 2hrs so we just hungout n went in the pool. It was freeeezing! It was nice i guess to because it was warm outside.
It was just one of those days...