yea...   
06:01pm 11/05/2004
 
mood: okay
music: lalala
i wasnt gonna write anymore, since i hav such a short attention span nd all

but i decided to write randomly whenever a feel like it nd put my blurty on my pro only when i make an entry

thtll work right??

kk well tonights the season fianle of One Tree Hill
lol britt
*so excited* lolol

umm yea so mhm... was gonna go 2 candices but mi madre wouldnt drive me
*sighs*
o well ill see her when her brother has a baseball game this week
not sure when tht is though
hmm

okay well i thought today was monday, but britt helped me to relize tht it was tuesday
odd? i dont remember anythign tht happened on monday,,,
i think i hit my head or something :/

o wellz..


i went on quizilla cause i havent been on in s u c h a long time
nd these r the results i got...


SEXY LADY/ HOT BOY. You are hot, no matter what you do. There are not much people like you. Beautiful from inside and outside. The opposite sex feels pleased with you . They treat you like a god/goddess. The other ones are jealous of you because they try to be sexy and attractive but you are it. Maybe youre a bit arrogant, or you seem . And some think that they should better not even try to get a date with you because your sex appeal scares them. Sometimes it even nerves you the way they are running after you. . You need change-Sometimes you like shy and sometimes you like extrovert


lol so me right?

take the quiz if u wish... ill put the hyper link lata on

You have a beautiful soul! These are rare and very special. One who has a beautiful soul had beauty inside and out, and are always very kind. You may be the one who always applies make-up to look better and achieve certain standards, but you look just as gorgeous without makeup. You take pride in yourself because you know that you are worth better. Sometimes you preen in front of the mirror for hours, but youre never too busy to help someone. Everyone loves you and you love them back, with a lot of friends, and popularity. But you didnt get it because of your clothes-you got it because there seems to be a radiance around you, a sort of glow, that attracts people to do better and be better.


--- whoa freaky with the mirror nd makeup thing
lol sarah, missa, britt, eme nd whoever else is in on tht inside joke or knos me vry well
 
     
im allready torn
 
   
03:30pm 03/05/2004
 
mood: okay
music: lalalala
i feel so special :)

im adding yet another new entry to my journal
making tht 3 new entrys
hah yea i think i might actually keep writing in this for awhile, it amuses me

so today was okay i guess

woke up late
i had been studying sanish ALL night
i think i actually did pretty good on the test
wont find out till thurday though
cause of the math state test thing, thts gonna b fun
so im gonna miss spanish nd band 2morro
o wow i didnt even relize i was gonna miss band, now i dont havta bring my blute in
*yay*
nd then on wendsday im gonna miss spanish nd chorus
i wish i was missing science
i hate science
o yea tht reminds me, i gotta do science hw for pat
its his birfday present *happy birthday pat*

umm wht else? o yea i was tellin u wht i did today

kk so i was 'late' for school but not really 'late' cause they fixed the clocks, if they didnt fix the clocks i would hav been late though, so thts good
english was okay, i missed sarah
i handed in a packet thing tht was due like the bigining of last quarter lol
i dunno wht the point was, o wellz

in spanish i said we took the test. which i think i did good on
i forgot how to spell brush though i think it its cepillo or something
but i put cequilla or something wierd like tht

mayb shell think the q and the u next to eachother is a p,
ya nvr kno

chorus was boring so i walked out nd visited brittney's gym class
umm then home ech. which isnt as fun as art nd tec. use 2 b, but it pretty amusing with the table i sit at
jess jimmy dylan taylor the other jess will nd this kidd aaron tht i dont really kno

lunch was okay. i like sittin with rosalia, nd its cool tht my friends r friends with them too
so we were like one big happy family

then math which i slept in
nd then gym, we started the weight room. it was the intoduction thingy. i think the weight rooms gonna b fun
plus ill b able to get some abs before i get my bellybutton pierced ;)
hah candice u knoooooo u wanna pierce it for me
id do it for u ;)

then was history which we just sat nd read in
i think the essays gonna b okay. Mr. Fernandes' class is nvr tht bad
hes a really good teacher
my favorite besides Augustin

i could hav sworn i saw Mrs. Augustin in Marshals or Macys or some place like tht, i forget where i was
but then i blinked nd she was gone

*yawns* im tierd
i was so0o tierd this morning, i dunno y. i got more sleep then usual

after history which was science, which is alwys boring
plus today pat was giving hand jobs to random objects
. nd there wwas a dead bunny skin think which was discuting
nd it had like bones in nd stuff. nd they kept throwing it at me

nd at lunch Yae-In kept throwing her hamburger meat at me
eww i think thts so nasty
*gags* i really dont like meat

kk well thts about it im gonna go get a blanket or somthing

its freeeeezing in here, theres a bunch of guys in my attic put in airconditioning... but its not instaled yet it thinks its just cold cause theres random holes in my celling

o yea nd this means we prbly wont move
so 'yay' i suppose :/



lata take the suicide test if u want
i hav 8 years left to live, is tht good or bad?

Your Suicide.. by Konstantine
Your Name/Username
Favorite Number?
Favorite Color?
Gender?
How will you commit suicide?You will hang yourself
How many tries will it take?87
When will you commit suicide?October 23, 2012
What will your suicide note say?Now there's simply one less heart left to break
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!




hahha post ur results

take the orgasm one too, tht 1s amusing
 
     
4 you're a lil lates| im allready torn
 
////   
09:00pm 02/05/2004
 
mood: annoyed
music: outcast documentary, hah i kno im a loser, whtcha gonna do?
kk, so i admit it. i wasnt gonna keep writin in my blurty

im like way too lazy

but then joe got me in a blutyish mood with his whole sexi entry about the good old days

i miss those days
it was like the same wit the kiddz at mount
**sighs**

o well

yesterday was fun
candice got dropped off at my house nd then we started walkin twords the mall

we stopped at bagles nd a whole lot more nd i almost did somethign really stupid
hah see thts y i nvr carry around large amounts of cash

we both had everything bagels *yummy*
o hah yea i had a nesquick which made us remenisce

*haha i needed help frm brian wit the big words ;)*

kk then we walked down the highway nd picked flowers. hah yea


umm yea then candice FARTED
haha just playin lol tht was funny

yea then she through a glass snapple bottle at a guy near a truck
thts alwys smart ;)

umm then we waited at the cross walk for like a half an hour nd cursed out this guy cause he was blocking it and gave him evil glares lol

umm then we went 2 the mall nd candice got her nails done all perttttty nd i got eyeliner nd sexi new eyeshadow

umm hmmm... o yea then zach called nd umm i 4get wht happened afta tht?
HAHH we were walkin 2 the food court nd these guys tht had honked us while we were on the highway started talkin 2 us, they had like bandanas nd shit, they were prbly like 22
can u say i l l e g a l hah candice
lol like 5 cars must hav honked at us. it wasnt as bad as when i was with rosalia in like 4th freakin grade nd these guys in black car were like stalkin us
tht was some scary shit lol

umm yea anyway getting off topic
then we got nathons nd these girls gav us evil glares, i think they were frm smithtown or something
i dunno
i wasnt really paying attention


umm yea then we called the taxi place nd the guy sounded so0o stoned

then we waited outside nd then this scary guy pulls up nd were like o shit hes scary

so we get in nd yea

nd it smelt So0o bad


nd he keeps lookin at us in the mirror it was frekay


so then he asks for directions
nd were like how the hell r we suppose 2 kno>? ur the taxi driver


nd then candice calls zach on her cell but for some reason hes like not given her the right directiosn or somthin? i hav no idea

nd then r driver told candice to tell zach tht hes a retard

hah tht was funny umm...

yea then he stops at starbucks nd leaves outside, wierd?

so were just like sitting there nd candice is like talking into the guys radio thingy and taking all his cards nd shit

so finaly he gets back with his stupid coffee nd he starts like asking us how old we are and where we live
nd candice tells him? hah okay not even gonna go into tht
eventually we get 2 steves house

but we get out at the wrong house

smart right/?

so yea but everyone was on the front lawn so its all good

then we just like walked around trying 2 find corbit, nvr did i think he was at the movies or somthin

i started carryin candice on my back nd then everyone else started doin it nd then everyone started getting onto eachotehrs backs nd kicking eachother
it was like chicken except... on pavement>?

so yea thenn umm we went into this dead end nd me nd candice sat while steve nd john nd nick nd zach nd phil nd peter nd mendez nd the other phil nd umm who else was there?? alot of other people, well while all of them were playin kickball me nd candice just sat on the grass nd played with chalk. nd then these bitchy girls came nd started yellin at steve. this one girl was SUCH a bitch to steve. i really wanted 2 slap her. i mean it was his birthday giv him a goddamn break
hah kk betta now

umm yea everyone was takin pictures wit camera fones nd people kept gettin pictures of me, lol i really dotn likke pictures. hah except mine and candices lezbian pic hah jk thts a good pic. i think its in Dr. Mince's office

umm..wht else? then we went bac 2 steves house nd people ate food. i wasnt hungry! GRR im not anorexic, lol i mean i just ate nathons shesh

then we all went on steves lil brothers play thing nd me nd nick went on the swings while candice was on the fone *caugh caugh*

umm yea

then i 4get wht we did?

hah yea we sat in the chairs by the pool nd listened 2 music while people were throwing phil into the bushes

then we went in the front nd me nd nick nd i think zach saw a shooting star while candice was on the fone again *caugh caugh* lol j/p.
i love shooting stars, the last time i saw one was on halloween tht was awsome

everyone was like having a shaving cream fight nd me nd emily nd sarah were just layin there randomly lookin up at the sky while everyones attacking eachother

nd then all of a sudden everybody stops nd looks up at the sky
nd we all see the shooting star
*good times good times*

kk bac to last night

then my mom was bein physco

but candice ended up sleeping ovr anyway

hah her nails glow in the dark now
its awsome

yea nd thts about it

other stuff happened but im just to lazy to write about it

thnxs for gettin me in a writin mood joe :D
xoxo lyl

night all
 
     
im allready torn
 
Wo0t   
12:03pm 01/05/2004
 
mood: amused
music: kanye west
starting my blurty again

miss me? lol


nothin much happened lately, well yea alot of stuff happened
i just dont feel like typing it all

yesterday i went 2 see mean girls
it was funny

then went 2 missas house nd in da hott tub wit danielle sarshe' nd missa

tht was fun, we were in there for like hours


I HAV THE BEST IDEA FOR YAE-INS BIRFDAY PRESENT!!!!!!
i dunno if i can get it though
ill try my best ;)

umm umm umm wht else?
last week i went to kohles nd got the cutest red skirt, tht was fun.. ummm

yea did other stuff, but not gonna write about eveything
ill try frm now on though ;)


call the cell if u wanna hang out lata


Lata love
xoxo
 
     
2 you're a lil lates| im allready torn
 
yea...   
06:01pm 16/03/2004
 
mood: weird
music: pretty girls make graves
sorry i havent writen in such a long time.

i was gonna like... not use my blurty anymore
but people kept tellin me to put it back on my profile

so i suppose i will

theres nothing really to write about though

most of the stuff tht happens to me i only tell certain people
like i tell certain people certian things
like sarah i tell the important stuff
missa i tell most of the stuff, stuff other people dont understand
missa & kelly i talk about guys wit
& i cant really type about guys on my blurty....cause wht if a guy reads it?
so yea
o yea nd i tell candice stuff too...but thts just a givin


hmm... okay so im goin on a science trip on thursday
*woot*
i kno ull miss me ;)

according to Yae-In i should kill myself before the trip "it's worse than watching you're grandparents have sex."

wow, Yae-In...i really didn't need tht image in my head

umm wht else?

nuttin really tht i feel like sharing with any random person tht decides to go on my blurty. i think ill talk to missa kelly or some1

LaTa love ;)
 
     
im allready torn
 
err   
07:12pm 09/03/2004
 
mood: pissed off
music: pretty girls make graves
bEaCh bUm 4I: hola
uXrMySHiNiNsTaR: err
uXrMySHiNiNsTaR: people r stupid
bEaCh bUm 4I: yes they are
uXrMySHiNiNsTaR: kjsahuasdm
bEaCh bUm 4I: what happened
uXrMySHiNiNsTaR: nothin err
uXrMySHiNiNsTaR: *slaps people in general*
bEaCh bUm 4I: *bitch slaps people in general*

lol sarah alwys makes it a lil bit easia ;)
 
     
im allready torn
 
Rar   
05:34pm 08/03/2004
 
mood: .
music: .
err pissy mood
 
     
im allready torn
 
peachy keen jellybean ;)   
06:44pm 07/03/2004
 
mood: amused
music: greece *beauty school dropout*
eww people r giving me 1s on buddypic just to spite me cause i nvr bped them bac
not cool
i feel so unloved :(

i dont like bping stalkers, rapists, nd ugly people though
lol

hah i kno im mean

dontcha love me?
teheh

kk i gotta go

LaTa
 
     
im allready torn
 
hola!   
08:11pm 06/03/2004
 
mood: contemplative
music: havana nights is stuck in my head
god damnit i just wrote the longest entry ever!! and wht does sarah do?!?!/!? -she deletes it! err

kk now im gonna hav 2 start ALLLLLL ovr


im at sawdewawas house
wait now she dosnt DESERVE to be called sawadewawa casue tht naems wayYyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to cool for her

we went to the movies to see dirty dancing havana nights

my fone just pissed on missa
hahaha

sucks for her

umm

were gonna make cookies lata
yum
awww cookies remind me of when britt was ovr my house nd we made cookies nd looked at cuban porn

good times, good times

hahaha missa was just like "cuban popcorn??"
lol u had to be here

umm

err this was gonna b the like the longest entry EVER
but no0o
sarah has to go nd delete it
err

no no sarah u can not type
u kno wht happened?!?!? she wanted to type nd i was being the nice person tht i am nd i let her hav the keyboard
nd how does she re-pay my kindness?!?!? she deletes my entry!
Rar

kk bye for now
LaTa love ;)
 
     
3 you're a lil lates| im allready torn
 
oweys   
04:18pm 03/03/2004
  amy pierced my ear today in gym

my mom dosnt care
lol so thts good

it didnt even hurt

it just burned a lil afta

nd no my ears not gonna get deformed pat
lol

kk thts about it

LaTa love ;)
 
     
im allready torn
 
kay   
09:34pm 02/03/2004
  im bored.

buddypic.com is being stupid

im bored

*yawns*

kay

LaTa
 
     
im allready torn
 
SexiSexi A-haaaaaa   
06:46pm 01/03/2004
 
mood: sleepy
music: pretty girl make graves
AHHHHHHHHHHH

W T F??!!!!?!?!

the sky is falling
THE SKY IS FALLING
we must go save the king!


*caugh caugh*
....yea......


I want amy to pierce my ear...but im scurrrd
everyones telling me somthin bad is gonna happen :/

poop

hmm wht else

mm...
english was boring, hmm
spanish i slept in
omg emily fell asleep in history *tisk tisk* thts so not like you emily! *shame*
but tht wasnt till 7th period
i went ALL day without makeup...well mayb a lil eyeliner
but STILL! i felt naked :(
thts y i didnt hug as many people as i normally do
lol
only a privlaged few get to hug me when i feel naked ;)
hahah jkjk...or am I?

ummz chorus was okay i hav missa danielle jesse becca steff jacey nd 2 people i dont kno tht talk to me so its aight

4th i hav art which as ive said many times b4 is alwys kick ass cause i hav jess katelynn nd kerrilynn... kristen jimmy tht kid with the mushroom cut nd otha people r cool too... i suppose
hah jk i love u all ;)

lunch was really bad i started felling sick
when i was walkin wit djoanna i sat down, nd then jimmy came ovr nd sat down nd then there was like a bunch of people sitting down around me... it was wierd, i think they were saying somthin about revoulting or somthin like tht, but i wasnt really payin attention

5th i got a lil betta cause i got to sleep in math, o yea i hav math homework
GODDAMNIT
i 4got to do my history homework
grr
i hav alot too
ill do it in the morning

ummz damn i left my history book in school, tht could be a delema

o well ill worry about tht in the morning

where was i again? o yea gym
aight, i dont like gym though, someone through some stuff at me in the lockeroom nd now i smell like chlorine *sniff sniff* *inhales deaply* *hmm...*

history eme fell asleep nd i drank alot of wata, thts about it

science is awys really boring, not even gonna go into tht, i decided to stare at mrs. duffy the whole time
she looked scared
teheh

afta school i decided to b slow nd walked with jimmy, so i missed brian so i gav his sweata to eme to giv to him so its aight

then i walked wit becca nd saw david nd then i went home
*YAY*

i dont kno wht happened... i fell asleep... hmm
then i ate dinner nd now im here about to talk to people nd then go back to sleep
soo...night

LaTa babe ;)
 
     
im allready torn
 
mhmm   
03:16pm 29/02/2004
  i did alot of stuff yesterday...
stuff is fun

i dont really remember anything from the morning...hmmm
i was gonna go 2 the movies wit people but no1 ever called me
so i decided to go on a walk wit brain tom britt nd em

they met up b4 and took kelsy for a walk nd then i met them at brians house
me nd britt played with a ball nd then eveyone else joined
lol were so wierd
then we went online nd did other shit
nd then we went on the trampolineeee
tht was fun
we decided to elave since brians parents werent home
nd were were hungary so we ordered a pizza nd started walkin
we stopped at steffs house nd called becca, becca met us there right when we finished eatin
it was good food
yumm

then we went to 2 different store (i lost yet another purse *im so forgetful*)
good thing im not materialistic
*caugh caugh*

then we went to marshal, me britt n eme went to look for my purse nd then we left the lil shopping center thingy
it was fun

i wish everone could hav come though
thtd hav been so much fun.
mayb next time
spmeone allways has somethin 2 do
hopefully one of these days everyone will b able to hang out together

then we went through the hole in the fence nd hung out in britt's driveway
nd then learea and devin came nd people ate chinese food

me nd eme were like hysterical laughing the whole time,
no one gets r logic lol
*indirect stupidity*

ummmz then people started walkin home..or whever they went, me britt nd em went back to emes house nd hung out

tht was fun
we watched the princess bride, just married, and stand by me
OMG err i never get to see the end!
but eme let me barrow it
*YAY*
so im gonna watch it wit mi hermana lata

we ate chinese food, me nd britt shared chicken and broccoli, not really "shared"
cause she wouldnt EAT any
*tisk tisk*
but she had dumplings *caugh caugh *gags*

ummz we ate popcorn nd talked nd laughed alot mucho fun
ummz yea nd thts about it i got home 3 hours ago
i needa go get some eyeliner from walbaums but no one will drive me
*tear tear*
i guess ill just get some from my sister
hmm... i think im gonna go do tht now since shes out

LaTa
 
     
4 you're a lil lates| im allready torn
 
   
11:19pm 27/02/2004
 
mood: awake
music: pretty girls make graves
i went into the library on thurday during lunch to work on science

nd i was on the computer

nd next 2 me were these 2 7th grade guys
nd one of them was like
"dude! this is so boring"
nd the other ones like
"dude! i kno, lets go on a porn site, thtd b fuckin awsome!@"
nd then the other ones like
"dude!, ur so stupid they hav it blocked"
nd then the other ones like
"dude! who cares"
nd then im like dude!... shut the fuck up
nd i walked out of the library
it was quite amusing

the 7th graders r so short this yr
i swear we were NOT tht short

hah
LaTa
 
     
im allready torn
 
mhmmm   
08:02pm 27/02/2004
 
mood: amused
music: alotta stuff
helpin my sister pick out some of my clothes 2 wear 2morrow

were best friends ;)
lol

also measuring crap in my room 2 see how im gonna re-arrange stuff
wo0t

i was gonna go out b4...but i fell asleep
lol im such a loser
hah

got this from beccas pro...pass it on...



LaTa
 
     
im allready torn
 
kkkkk   
09:34pm 26/02/2004
 
mood: yeaa
music: stuff
YoUknoiLLbTHeRe: shes suppose 2 call me in like 10 min
bEaCh bUm 4I: really?
bEaCh bUm 4I: how do you know are you like psychic
YoUknoiLLbTHeRe: she said...
YoUknoiLLbTHeRe: in school
bEaCh bUm 4I: ...
bEaCh bUm 4I: ooo i see..i think as i get older i get ditzier
YoUknoiLLbTHeRe: lol
YoUknoiLLbTHeRe: i think ur right
bEaCh bUm 4I: lol
bEaCh bUm 4I: oh god you should've seen me today...
bEaCh bUm 4I: when i got home i was trying to pull of the thing that holds the cd together and then dave took it and hes like...you have to take the wrapper off first dumbass
YoUknoiLLbTHeRe: HHAHAHAH
YoUknoiLLbTHeRe: ur suchhhh a dumbass sarah
YoUknoiLLbTHeRe: but i wouldnt hav u any other way
YoUknoiLLbTHeRe: ;-)
bEaCh bUm 4I: haha
bEaCh bUm 4I: i know if i wasnt dumb i wouldnt be me...id be like boring sarah
YoUknoiLLbTHeRe: lol
YoUknoiLLbTHeRe: pretty much

hah sorry ilusfm

LaTa
 
     
im allready torn
 
   
08:10pm 25/02/2004
 
mood: amused
music: "im free, im free" commercial
bEaCh bUm 4I: anyway
bEaCh bUm 4I: whatcha doin
YoUknoiLLbTHeRe: nuttin
bEaCh bUm 4I: sure sure i know what kinda sites you go on
bEaCh bUm 4I: you naughty girl

omg lmao tht was the radomest thing ever
u make me smile sarah
lol


*earlier today*

Simplii xo SoEr: i love it when they cum in my ass
Simplii xo SoEr: i love to swallow
O 0CanDy xX: yeah thats the best


haha my friends are the best


LaTa
 
     
im allready torn
 
mr. hyde   
06:09pm 25/02/2004
 
mood: wo0t
*THIS ENTRY HAD TO BE DELETED DUE TO PERSONAL CIRCUMSTANCES*
sorry babe *mwah*

"'cause happy endings are
not in the script"
-violins of violence

mr. hyde is awsome
love ya chris
xoxo

LaTa
 
     
im allready torn
 
wo0t   
05:22pm 25/02/2004
 
mood: Wo0t
music: commercials
im in s u c h
a good mood
:^D

i cant stop smiling
lol

LaTa
 
     
im allready torn
 
mhm nd it all comes down to this   
03:14pm 25/02/2004
 
mood: apathetic
music: last train home
But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love

I wonder if you're listening

Picking up on the signals

Sent back from within

Sometimes it feels like I don't really know whats going on

Time and time again
it seems like everything is wrong in here
 
     
im allready torn