| Forget Me Not | ||||
| 04:09pm 06/04/2003 | ||||
Forget Me Not Baby Baby As I Rock You Gently Right Here In My Arms I Promise To Always Be Here For You Keep You Safe And Warm Sometimes In The Middle Of The Night I Wake Up Cryin' When I Think Of How Long It Took To Find You And Now That I Have I Know Where You Belong All I'm Asking You All I'm Asking Before This Moment Is Gone Forget Me Not Don't Forget What We Got Everyday Is Surely But A Dream I Found The Sweetest Of All Things For All My Life You'll Be My Light With Every Beat That's In Your Heart Oh Baby Please Remember To Forget Me Not Time Is Funny Time Can Fly That's One Thing For Sure I'll Wake Tomorrow Blink My Eyes See You Standin' At My Door And I'll Be Lookin' At You See he Wonder Of What Love Can Be Someday I Might Have To Let You Go And That's Just So Hard To Believe And If I Do You'll Know Just How Much You Mean To Me And All I'll ASk Of You All I'll Ask You Before I Set You Free Forget Me Not Don't Forget What We Got Everyday Is Surely But A Dream I Found The Sweetest Of All Things For All My Life You'll Be My Light With Every Beat That's In Your Heart Oh Baby Please Remember To Forget Me Not (Just Remem-Remember To Forget Me) (Just Remem-Remember To Forget Me) Forget Me Not (Just Remem-Remember To Forget Me) Forget Me (Forget Me Not For Get Me) (Just Remem-Remember To Forget Me) Don't Forget Me Baby (Just Remem-Remember To Forget Me) (Just Remem-Remember To Forget Me) (Forget Me Not For Get Me) Before I Set You Free Forget Me Not (Oh Baby Don't You Dare Forget Me) Don't Forget What We Got (Don't Forget What We Got) Everyday Is Surely But A Dream I Found The Sweetest Of All Things Forever More (Remember Me As A Soul Connection) I'll Thee Adore (Somebody Who Lit Up The Day) With Every Beat That's In Your Heart (Every Beat That's In My Heart) Oh Baby Please Remember To (Baby Please Forget Me Not) Forget Me Not Don't Forget What We Got With Every Beat That's In Your Heart Oh Baby Please Remember To Forget Me Not (Just Remem-Remember To Forget Me) (Just Remem-Remember To Forget Me) (Just Remem-Remember To Forget Me Not) (Just Remem-Remember To Forget Me) (Just Remem-Remember) Forget Me Not... "For Eric And Brian.... Forget Me Not...." |
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| Between Angels And Innocence | ||||
| 05:48pm 10/03/2003 | ||||
I Am A Manipulative, Lying, Acid-Tongued Bitch, And I Love Every Waking Second Of It. And Oh God....I Am Anything But My Least Favorite Person. Ironically, I Wish I Could Say That I'm Heavy On Drugs. Swallowing Mind-Altering Substances...And Smoking Things That Change My Personality...Thus Accounting For My Razor-Sharp Words Flying From My Tongue. However, This Is NOT The Case. My Only Addiction.....Hatred. My Only High.....Inflicting Pain..... |
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| Just A Dreamer | ||||
| 12:30pm 08/03/2003 | ||||
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| Through These Eyes | ||||
| 11:35pm 21/02/2003 | ||||
I Base My Life Between These Pale Blue College-Ruled Lines. There Is So Much More To Reveal About Myself....So Much More. I Write And Draw. I Breathe An Swallow. I Scream And Bleed. I Pray And Hope. I Sleep And Cry. I Am Malnourished And Ready To Fall. And In My Mind I See Myself In A Room Full Of People, Standing Wall To Wall. And As I Bang My Fists An Scream At The Top Of My Lungs I Ask Myself....."Why No One Else Is Trying To Escape???" Except For You.....You're Standing There.....Across From Me.....You're Skin The Color Of Paper......And You're Eyes The Color Of Bruises. I Want You To Help Me. You And Only You. But Then In The Rush Of Screams And Pain I Realize Something....You're An Inspiration For The Way That I Will Never Choose To Be..... |
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| Through These Eyes | ||||
| 11:35pm 21/02/2003 | ||||
I Base My Life Between These Pale Blue College-Ruled Lines. There Is So Much More To Reveal About Myself....So Much More. I Write And Draw. I Breathe An Swallow. I Scream And Bleed. I Pray And Hope. I Sleep And Cry. I Am Malnourished And Ready To Fall. And In My Mind I See Myself In A Room Full Of People, Standing Wall To Wall. And As I Bang My Fists An Scream At The Top Of My Lungs I Ask Myself....."Why No One Else Is Trying To Escape???" Except For You.....You're Standing There.....Across From Me.....You're Skin The Color Of Paper......And You're Eyes The Color Of Bruises. I Want You To Help Me. You And Only You. But Then In The Rush Of Screams And Pain I Realize Something....You're An Inspiration For The Way That I Will Never Choose To Be..... |
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| To Kill An American | ||||
| 02:34pm 20/02/2003 | ||||
You probably missed it in the rush of news last week, but there was actually a report that someone in Pakistan had published in a newspaper an offer of a reward to anyone who killed an American, any American. So an Australian dentist wrote the following to let everyone know what an American is, so they would know when they found one: Good on ya, mate? An American is English, or French, or Italian, Irish, German, Spanish, Polish, Russian or Greek. An American may also be Canadian, Mexican, African, Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Australian, Iranian, Asian, or Arab, or Pakistani, or Afghan. An American may also be a Cherokee, Osage, Blackfoot, Navaho, Apache, Seminole or one of the many other tribes known as native Americans. An American is Christian, or he could be Jewish, or Buddhist, or Muslim. In fact, there are more Muslims in America than in Afghanistan. The only difference is that in America they are free to worship as each of them chooses. An American is also free to believe in no religion. For that he will answer only to God, not to the government, or to armed thugs claiming to speak for the government and for God. An American is from the most prosperous land in the history of the world. The root of that prosperity can be found in the Declaration of independence, which recognizes the God given right of each person the pursuit of happiness. An American is generous. Americans have helped out just about every other nation in the world in their time of need. When Afghanistan was overrun by the Soviet army 20 years ago, Americans came with arms and supplies to enable the people to win back their country.! As of the morning of September 11, Americans had given more than any other nation to the poor in Afghanistan. Americans welcome the best, the best products, the best books, the best music, the best food, the best athletes. But they also welcome the least. The national symbol of America, The Statue of Liberty, welcomes your tired and your poor, the wretched refuse of your teeming shores, the homeless, tempest tossed. These in fact are the people who built America. Some of them were working in the Twin Towers the morning of September 11, 2001 earning a better life for their families. I've been told that the World Trade Center victims were from at least 30 other countries, cultures, and first languages, including those that aided and abetted the terrorists. So you can try to kill an American if you must. Hitler did. So did General Tojo, and Stalin, and Mao Tse-Tung, and every bloodthirsty tyrant in the history of the world. But, in doing so you would just be killing yourself. Because Americans are not a particular people from a particular place. They are the embodiment of the human spirit of freedom. Everyone who holds to that spirit, everywhere, is an American. |
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| No Significance | ||||
| 07:59pm 17/02/2003 | ||||
So How Many Times A Day Does The Average Person Think About Death? Mortality's There, All Thing Must Come To An End, Right?? But Why Do Some Things Even Begin?? These Thoughts Haunt Me. What The Fuck Should I Do? Have Another Nightmare, And Listen To All The Voices In My Head?? So Do You Ever Wonder Where You Could Be Right Now, If You Had Made A Few Decisions Differently?? Leave Nothing Behind And Make No Difference. And All The Memories Of Me Would Disintegrate Quickly, Because They Hold No Significance. So Please Tell Me...Is It normal To Cry Yourself To Sleep With A Razor In Your Hand?? |
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| Memories Of Hate | ||||
| 08:25pm 16/02/2003 | ||||
*~*Rip Chad Sharon *~* *~*Missing Since December 12th...*~* *~*Body Found...Feburary 12th...*~* *~*Missing...63 Days...*~* *~*Days Without Him...67* |
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| Gone...... | ||||
| 09:17pm 15/02/2003 | ||||
*~*Missing Since December 12th...*~* *~*Body Found...Feburary 12th...*~* *~*Missing...63 Days...*~* *~*Days Without Him...66* *~*Kaity*~* |
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| Inadequate | ||||
| 05:39pm 14/02/2003 | ||||
I feel so inadequate because I have the fantasy of cutting my throat open and bleeding to death, but I know I never will, because that would entail choking on my fear and asphyxiating through a severed windpipe and drowning in my own blood and oh god the idea of that sensation is almost as terrifying as remembering everything that's gone wrong in my life, everything that I did wrong and fucked up because all I can do is fuck things up anyway, and I do that so well I want to cry, and I want to carve the word liar into my left arm and whore into my right, because that would be the last thing I need to push myself over the edge again and oh would you go down there with me if I couldn't get back up? |
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| 101 Reasons WhyI Love You | ||||
| 12:54pm 14/02/2003 | ||||
1. When We're Together, Then Sun Seems To Have One Of Those Happy Faces Drawn On It 2. Because Sometimes You Seem To Be Able To Read My Mind! ( You Knew I Was Going To Say That Right??) 3. You'd Rather Hold Me Than The Remote Control 4. We Agree On The Toilet Seat Thing 5. You Still Think There's A Chance That Elvis Might Show Up 6. Because, Like An Ice-Cold, Refreshing Drink, On The Hottest Day of The Summer, You Make Me Go Ahhhhhhhhh...... 7. You're Not A Whiner 8. You Know How To Kiss And Make It Better 9. You Ring My Chimes, Shake My Tree, And Knock My Socks Off! 10. Your Idea Of "Sweet Nothings" Are Really Something 11. You Don't Drive For Miles With Your Turn Signal On 12. Cuz You Ear Lobes Are Just So Nibblicious 13. You Never Give Me Practical Gifts 14. You're A 24 Hour Hug Machine 15. We Speak The Same Body Language 16. Even When I'm Grumpy, You Still Think I'm Cute 17. If You Saw My 8th Grade Picture, You Probably Wouldn't Laugh, TOO Hard! 18. You'd Tell Me If I Had A Glob Of Salad Dressing on The End of My Nose 19. You're So Good At Making Up Words To Songs That Have The Hard-To-Understand Lyrics 20. You're Not A Snob About Fast Food 21. I've Seen You Get A little Misty-Eyed Just From Watching A Commercial 22. Cuddling Is One Of Your Favorite Sports 23. The Way Your Eyes Light Up At The Mere Mention Of "Pan Pizza" 24. You Appreciate French Fires That Are Done Just Right 25. You Feel A Little Bad When You Have To Squish A Bug 26. You Don't Make Spelling Corrections On The Little Notes I Leave You 27.You At Least ACT Interested About Some Weird Dream I Had 28. You Don't Think Sky Diving Is Necessary 29. You Still Love Cartoons 30. Give Me 101 Reasons Why I Shouldn't 31. If You Didn't Like Trees So Much, you'd Carve Our Initials In One 32. You Get Nostalgic Passing A Play Ground During Recess 33. You Make The Whole Ordeal Of Waiting In A Long Line Bearable 34. When WE Split A Candy Bar, You Always Offer Me The Bigger Half 35. You Find It Hard To Resist Writing "WASH ME" On Dirty Cars With Your Finger 36. NOBODY Can Tell A Knock-Knock Joke The Way You Do 37. You Don't Hang Up On My Answering Machine 38. You Get Just As Annoyed AS I do With Those Little Subscription Cards That Fall Out Of Magazines 39. You're Not Squeamish About Taking A Slobbery Ball Out Of A Dogs Mouth And Throwing It For Him, Over And Over And Over Again 40. Cuz On My Scale Of 10, You're A 20! 41. You'd Never Run While Holding A Pair Of Scissors 42. Because You Put The "Snap" And "Crackle" In My "Pop" 43. You're Incredibly Cute....Coming And Going.... 44. The Way You Love To Sing Along With The Radio. 45. The Cute Milk Mustaches You Get 46. You've Got That Certain "Je Ne Sais Quoi" Whatever THAT Is!! 47. There's No One I'd Rather Be Around, Even When I Don't Want To Be Around Anyone! 48. You're A World Class Back Stracher! 49. DESTINY! 50. You Pretend Not To Notice My Bad Hair Days 51. You'd Never Hang Up On My Mom 52. Cuz You're So Much Like Me! (Scary, Isn't It!) 53. You Can Say, "I Love You" Without Stammering 54. You've Never Once Called Me Your Wittle Snooky Wookums 55. You like To Be Spontaneous Once.......elihwa in (in awhile) 56. You Like To Honk At Cows 57. I'll Show You Later 58. That Mischievous Look You Get On Your Face When You've Done Something Naughty 59. You Secretly Love To Read The Headlines Of Supermarket Tabloids 60. The "Little Kid" IN You Can Always Manage To Bring Out The "Little Kid" In Me 61. Because Of How Sweet And Innocent You Look When You're Sleeping 62. You're So Good At "Footsies" 63. When You See That Sign That Says "WET PAINT" You're Really Tempted To Touch it...Just To Make Sure 64. You Don't Hog The Covers 65. We Both Think Extra Cheese Is A Necessary Pizza Ingredient 66. They Way You Say My Name 67. 3 Words: Lips, Lips, LIPS! 68. You've Got Me Right Where I Want Me 69. You Can Give My Goose Bumps Goose Bumps 70. You've Taken The Place Of My Teddy Bear 71. You Don't Take Those Magazine Compatibility Quizzes Seriously. Do You? 72. When We Watch A Movie You Laugh At The Same Places I Do! 73. You Know WHEN To Stop Kidding Me 74. There's No One I'd Rather Be With At Twilight On A Cobbled Street In Paris. 75. Cuz You Got It All And You Know What To Do With It 76. You Don't Mind If I Sing Off-Key....Much 77. If I Got A Job In Timbuktu, you'd Go There With Me 78. After You Ask, ' How Was your Day" you Actually Listen 79. Sometimes You Let ME Have The Remote Control 80. You Love Me for More Than Just My Body. 81. We Have The Same Opinion About Certain Family Members 82. No One Has A Better Shoulder To Cry On 83. I Can't Finish A Crossword Puzzle Without You 84. You're Willing To Go To My Class Reunion 85. We Liked The Same TV Shows When We Were Kids 86. The Way You Touch Me You-Know Where. 87. Just Because. 88. You'll make The Phone Calls I Don't Want To. 89. You Remember To Check The Oil 90. The Way You Worry About Me 91. You Look So Cute When You're Sweaty 92. You'll Go To My Kind Of Movie...Just To Keep Me Company 93. You've Been Featured In My Very Best Dreams 94. You Don't Say "I Told You So" (Well Most Of The Time) 95. You're Better For Me Than A Multivitamin 96. If I feel Down, You'd Only Laugh AFTER You Found Out I Wasn't Hurt 97. You Know How To Say, "I'm Sorry" 98. I'd Rather Talk To You Than Watch Television....Usually 99. You'd Never Want Us To Get Matching Tattos 100. You Only Sneak Good Stuff Into The Grocery Cart. 101. Because Everyday You Give Me Even More Reasons To Love You And You Always Will. |
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| Understand | |||
| 06:17pm 12/02/2003 | |||
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Understand I Understand Pain And Why People Cry I Understand Differences And Why People Die I Understand Why People Scream And Why We All Bleed I Understand Why People Help By Doing Good Deeds I Understand Why There's Suicide And Why People Blow Holes Through Their Head I Understand Why We Have Grave Yards To Visit The Missed, The Dead I Understand Why We Die And Go To Another Place But Do You Understand Why I Have An Untouchable Face? Do You Understand What Hurts Me And Why I Want To Die? All Night Long I Lay Awake With The Haunting Sound Of My Cry Do You Understand The Things I See That Are All Locked Up Inside Murder, Death, Suicide, A Pain That Won't Subside You And I Understand A Lot Of Thing More Than We'll Ever See But The One Thing I Don't Understand, Is Why You Don't Love Me??? *~*Kaity*~* |
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| So What..... | ||||
| 05:19pm 12/02/2003 | ||||
So What If I Taste The Infection In The Back Of my Throat When I Cough. So What If My Skin Is Deathly White. And So What If I Take 1000 mg Of Anti-histamnines, Just TO Render My Half-conscious For Hours On End, Just To Avoid Feeling Things.... So What If I Don't Eat Enough. So What If I Cry Myself To Sleep Every Night. So What If I Didn't Wear Underwear Today. So What If The Temperature Was Below Freezing.... So What If I'll Do Anything To Make People Happy. So What If I'm Easy. So What Id Pain Isn't Uncomfortable. So What If Scars Are Beautiful. So What If The Stars Are Beautiful, As Well. So What If I Know What Rope Burns Feel Like. So What If I Remember What Kind Of Bruises Handcuffs Make.... So What If I Lay Awake At Night, And Dream Of Something Better. So What If I Recall The Romantic Idea Of Watching The Stars With Someone Whom I Adore, Wrists And Bodies Bleeding From Razor Wounds.... So What If I Think You Hate Me. So What If You Don't Return My Calls {Idontcareireallydont}. So What If All I Can Do Is Sin, And Sin Well, At That. So What If I have No Past, No Present, No Future. So What If I'm A Fucking Melodramatic.... So What If You Can't Stand Me. So What If I Would Cut Myself Because Of All The Things I Regret. So What If Finally, I'm Teaching Myself Never To Regret Things. So What If I Have Money. So What If I'm Unhealthy. So What If People Are Drawn To Me. So What If I Can't Help Being Nice To Everyone.... So What If I'm Easily Controlled. So What If I'm Submissive. So What If I'm Drawn To Destructive Situations. So What If I Just Want To Feel Special. So What If I Want To Know People Write Poetry About Me.... So What If I'm Starting To Burn Away Again. So What If Loneliness Is Eating Me Alive. So What If I Miss You.... So What..... |
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| 08:10pm 11/02/2003 | ||||
You know i think i have too many Demons in my closet, or Baggage or CHICKENS! I Suppose that's what the phrase is supposed to say, anyways, you get what i'm saying..right?? To Many Demons, To Much Baggage,To many Burnt out ligts. And my god, do i have a lot of problems!? No.....I Think Not....But Even If I do have few problems, i think they always tend to be major problems!! Errr...Anyways.... I Need To Get All This Out Of My Mind!! I need to tear holes into my worn out body and let everything that is dirty drain out..... Everything....all of the images, of pain, death, suicide, and hate....let everthing drip away... I Need to get out of this stupid little town....let me come live with you.... Please Oh Please!! I'll Bake You Cookies...... Love Always.... *~*Kaity*~* |
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| 07:55pm 11/02/2003 | ||||
You know i think i have too many Demons in my closet, or Baggage or CHICKENS! I Suppose that's what the phrase is supposed to say, anyways, you get what i'm saying..right?? To Many Demons, To Much Baggage,To many Burnt out ligts. And my god, do i have a lot of problems!? No.....I Think Not....But Even If I do have few problems, i think they always tend to be major problems!! Errr...Anyways.... I Need To Get All This Out Of My Mind!! I need to tear holes into my worn out body and let everything that is dirty drain out..... Everything....all of the images, of pain, death, suicide, and hate....let everthing drip away... I Need to get out of this stupid little town....let me come live with you.... Please Oh Please!! I'll Bake You Cookies...... Love Always.... *~*Kaity*~* |
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