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I AM SO SICK! blegh. I dont feel good. I didnt go to school today (:. LoL nobody was there today. kelli stayed home,I stayed home,& jw stayed home. Rach & Nat had ISS so marcia was all alone.
Aww I talked to nick today. What a nice kid. He like totally helped me out that night. Thanks nick!!
I REALLY WANT TO GO TO THE FBALL GAME 2MORRO NIGHT!! hopefully even tho i get ungrounded tues, she'll let me go. So today i found out when i get my liscense that i get to drive to school every day. And I'll be rollin in'a 2002 VW JETTA. mom says all i have to do is drop her off at work and I can take the car to school. & then every I'll have an hour and a half till she gets outda work to do whatever the fuck i want AND i'll have a car. (:
aww yeah.
IM sick,tired,and dont feel good..im outie!
<3
the 20th? girls what? kelli,natalie,rachel,nick! P a R t Y what?
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[10 Sep 2003|06:24pm] |
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Woah! Im so tired. I just got blood taken from the hospital..now i have to sleep.
Its kinda funny. i have next weekend (the weekend i get ungrounded-*tha 19th*) already planned out..the whole weekend. Me & the girls are bad on plans..we usually make em two hours b4 we go out..but the 20th is g'na be
R O C K I N! im so excited. Kelli & Natalie..What? Nat..GET OUT OF TROUBLE!!!
theres this girl,who goes to my school..& she just lies..everything that comes out of her mouth is lies. She once told me that she fucked this kid i was with just because she wanted me to hate him *DIDNT WORK*. Like,then she sits here and lies about shit that could get people put in fucking jail. I think this calls for an ass beating!
Whitney..haha i love you! your my new -FRIEND- as of today (:!! lol..RACHEL WAS LOST TODAY. man,i was worried but i guess C just forgot to tell him he went home sick so they got stranded. All is good..shes found!*
...Im watching a friend,hoe out another friend..if you do something FUCKING ADMIT IT..dont be a little bitch about everything..fuck disappointment..fuck guys..be true to your friends..dont hoe out! ..u kno who you are.
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[08 Sep 2003|04:41pm] |
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Unsteady Skagasm: !!!!!!!! WHOS THAT~
Unsteady Skagasm: your best friend Avery?
^-tehehe-^
Homecoming 2003.
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[07 Sep 2003|10:11pm] |
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*I LOVE MY MOM* HaHa..i just thought i would say that.
& I love averys mom..HaHa fuck avery twice but AVERYS MOM RaWkS! (: (: (:
Anyways,Everything is swell. Grouding lasts for one more weekend & then my life is g'na change like w o a h!
Moms turning pretty cool & isnt so strict about everything. Im'a loud to party now (:..just cant drink or smoke. definitely think i can handle that. Yeah i was dumb i shouldnt have skipped school? ugh..oh well. & dont come home drunk? thats like asking for trouble. But one weekend down,one to go. KELLI & NATALIE BE My GIRLS! uh huh! so yeah..after next weekend..im g'na turn P A R T Y on yo' ass! I might be going to flushings homecoming..we'll see :/!!
IM MOVING! mom wants a bigger house so im moving to waterford. Yeap. the house is going up in two weeks. Were painting and then moving. Im still g'na go to gb tho-I could never leave them girls! And like my grades were sorda kinda bad last year so mom wouldnt lemmi take drivers training..but now since were moving shes letting me take it AND buying me a car. Since i have to drive back and forth up here every day..I get gas money. so yeah my cars paid for!! How exciting. its g'na be hard living so far away tho. Oh well i can deal w/it!
Anyways..its late & im tired. Im off to bed!
sweet d r e a m s!
-Meg
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[01 Sep 2003|05:10pm] |
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I have a new layout-but i dont think im g'na like it for long.
i supposedly am grounded again. blah blah! I havent been to a show in'a long time. hm,I kinda miss em'.
Maybe when the local gets 'restored' we'll start going again. I miss everybody from up there :-/! Whatda blah day-its so boring out AND we have to go back 2 school 2morro..how not fun. I'll go depress my feelings somewhere else.
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[30 Aug 2003|11:41am] |
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Well Good Afternoon. I'm realizing how much the girls mean 2 me. Like no joke, idk what i would do w/out them. Thanks girls for everything-friends forever
I love you Marcia,Rachel,Jw,Natalie,Angela & Kelli-You make my days R o c k!
so the Grandparents are coming in. Definitely leaving for the night! i gata talk to the ladies & see whats going on!
I wana go 2 a concert. i just..dk which one! well, I have a lot 2 do 2day. L o v e
!MeGaN!
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[29 Aug 2003|11:57am] |
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Kelli's last night was off tha heezy!* <3<3 I love my ladies! HaHa Dave & his boys & the girls are all coming over 2nite to hang out. B's havin a party-): cant go! oh well its ok I guess i deserve it!
I only write in here about avery bc i kno it pisses her off & nobody else reads this..lol but I never called you a slut down the hall..was i there? Yeap i was..did i say anything about you? Rumors!* Your friends? HaHaHaH they consist of bre & maria..Uhh huhh! woop woop! Ms PopuLaR Up In HuRrRH! i had a long night..Thanks ladies!!
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[21 Aug 2003|11:47am] |
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Man,Its been'a while!* I was @ daddies for most of the end of the summer. The grounding life suucks! (:
but it was cool it wasnt 2 bad-Hm,I miss my girls!-They mean evurything & its so wierd not seein em' for so long.
Cpl More days tho & school starts. I get ungrounded monday woop woop! The girls are g'na be driving soon! omg i found the cutest setup for snowboarding! its a forum board & bindings & burton boots. Its jp walkers pink board (: im so excited! & the girls will drive so i dont have to depend on mom for a ride up there every day! so exciting! Happy Birthday Kelli <3 Sorry I coudnt come over! Maybe this weekend mom will lemmi! :-/! Hm,So today im going to get my shot..eek! I heard they hurt-!
this is douch'e! im out!
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[21 Jul 2003|09:28pm] |
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so yeah in so much trouble..im grounded for the rest of the summer thnanks to that 'oh so special SWEETHEART girl..that everyone at grand blanc LOVES oh so much' <--u kno that girl who literally has no friends..yeah well she decided to tell! SHE SUCKS! um..im going to my dads for like 2 weeks bc its g'na be wierd just sitting around here doing absolutlely nothing..yeap..going to my dads! Summer was sooo sooo much fun until now..now its g'na suck! ugh! i hate it!
well i love you..im over it (:
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Let me share a little story about a person i know..a person that i have never had so much hate for. A person who sucks at life person who has nobody!* yeap that person..SUCKS! ahaha whose laughing w/tha friends..who has girls to back her up<--wish you could say that eh? HAHA U FUCKiNG SUCK AT LIVING! -whore!
eLiN1 988: hoonestly i have never had so much hate for someone as much as i do *tha person*
Beeanboy5: hah good call
Beeanboy5: yea *the person* is a bitch
Beeanboy5: i dont understand her at all she doesnt have any friends so she keeps bringing up shit from the past and tryin to fuck things up between other people that is shit
eLiN1 988: haha you couldnt have said it more perfect!
Beeanboy5: i swear just fuck her up
Beeanboy5: and then spit on her
hm..i could go on & on for hours about how much this person sucks!!
i wish i could get coolness like that..I just wish i was as sweet as this person..one day i will be!*
ahahahaha..I have my girls? do you have yours?
U'll always suck like you once promised long ago :-*!! MWAH!!
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[20 Jul 2003|04:58pm] |
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YaY...omg 2day was like the sweetest.. So i thought i was gunna get caught & be grounded for the rest of my life..but LUCKILLY..I got away with it & am clear! YaY! so not grounded at all. It was so sweet last night..i was grounded & sick w/a hangover so i didnt go out & liek 10 ppl called me 2c if i wanted to hang out. Marcia called to say she was going to chris's and asked if i wanted to go. Then Justin called from Carls and asked if i wanted him to come pick me up bc they were going to get kelli. Jw..called to say hi? i guess & Angela called. Haha angela text me & we were like texting for like half an hour 'n she called 'n was like 'fuck this,its just easier to call you' lol so yeah shes my NEW BEST FRIEND...shes no nice i just love her. & since marcia is going 2b gone all week & jw will no doubt be angry and mad at me by the end of this week for some 'things'. So angela..& shes just like me..I just love her & to make it even better..SHE DRIVES & even tho she goes to lk fenton,we usually end up hanging out witht the same ppl. I think were going to go out to sub zero on tuesday :o)..i havent been there all summer! so yeah..today boring,just cleaned my room,& took a shower! other than then..its'a lounging day-there really isnt much to do on'a sunday afternoon. Mm..Im going to get some food from -subway-..
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hm..so I guess i really havent updated lately! So much to say its *cArAzY* i got grounded 2day ): Ok,so like 2 days ago Justine asked us to go over to Chris's with her bc she didnt wana go by herself..so Me & marcia went over there & then Justine got in trouble so she had to go home. He said he was having some ppl over so we didnt go home w/her & stayed. Well,they got some alcohol & I got pretty messed up..I did some things im not proud of & i've said my apologies..Never take a best friends guy.<-not sweet! Well anyways..we got soo drunk and ugh i was so sick yesterday..my stomach hurt so bad! Chris called yesterday and asked if we wanted to hang out..so the *homo's* we are,me & marcia went over there & hung out. We went to Carls & hung out w/them for awhile & then went back to Chris's. Justin...Sucks at driving..but its ok bc he has a cute car :o). Well everyone was pretty 'gone' so there was no way that they could drive us home..we ended up spending the night over there :-/! & ugh..BAD KIDS<-I swear every time i hang out w/them I get myself deeper into a hole with a 'friend'. Like,I should have learned my lesson the first night..but the second night it got worse. I wish i could say what i did and who it was with..but i just cant bare this gurl finding out..:-/! I guess all i can say is from drinking i learned my lesson & I'll watch how much i drink for now on! So,Yeah we made some lame ass excuse about spending the night at some girls house who i dont even kno..DIDNT WORK!! the rents' wana talk to an adult and see if we were really over there. Chris said his mom will cover for us..hopefully she will! Then i'll just be in trouble for not calling home telling her where i was at..oops! so yeah..PARTYING-BAD..DRINKING-WORSE!
next time,I'll watch my limits & stay away from those 'taken' guys! <-DRAMA Beotch DRAMA!
Your Heart is Black
What Color is Your Heart?
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^ i wonder if this has anything to do with what happened this week^
I really like this song,or actually just the lyrics
To kill the whitest looking dove
To hate everything I love
And I'm trying to pretend
Oh in wanting life to end
That I am not another stupid
Little teenage fucking whore
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-summer sucks-
Everyone went to go see Rachel 2day..i miss that girl so much. I wanted to go see her but i had a dentist appt :(
so sad. I found a new best friend last night. Brad..you are one sweet kid! even tho you kept me up quite late! * hm,all that happened 2day was i layed out. When the girls get home,I think were g'na do something..What 2do.
I would really like to get my hair done 2day..but my douche mom cant get ahold of the lady. Hm..Well,thats my lovely day-
The Thirties.
Which Decade Are You?
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[15 Jul 2003|10:01pm] |
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What a bad day! Ugh..so last night i went over 2 marcia's. We ended up not going out..Brian kinda fucked us over! so,we just "Contemplated Life" & watched the best movie ever FEMME FATALLE..even tho its sorda in'a different language! But anywho,its the best movie i've ever seen! i've seen it like 10 times! so then..we stayed up till like 3..& had to get up @ 7 bc marcia had a hair appt! ive never been so tired in my life. I got home about 9 & slept till 3. Then,idk i was just in a bad mood all day-I think it was the weather that made me so BlaH!* Brian called 2day..wanted to hang out..but was quite fucked up-he called back but didnt answer :-*! tomorrow im dying my hair brown. I cant decide..black?purple? highlights! eh..who knwos* thats about my horrible day..hope yours was better
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Today..was alright! I layed out all day..u think im getting tanner :o)! My day didnt consist of much. I slept till about 1:30 and then was outside.*whatda day! I called Brian,hopefully we'll hang out w/them later on 2nite. :-/ We ended up not going to the local last night. Were so used to depending on friends for rides everywhere..it was kinda wierd last night we had to ask our parents? thats why we ended up not going bc of rides! Like,b4 last night i couldnt tell you the last time i asked mom for a ride..How wierd! Rachel comes home a week from thursday :o) im so excited. its so wierd bc its always been the four gurls and its so wierd not having her here! hm..well im going to go get ready for 2nite and then go to marcia's i think..have a wonderful night!*
0h yeah..one more thing-Ryan from flushing..a.k.a Little Ryan..can Suck it! Last night he Ims..me out of no where and told me not to talk shit to bre? what? what is up with that.? first of all,everything that I said to BRAD-not even him..was what i felt about bre..why i didnt like her bc he asked. I didnt say 'omg did you hear' or gossip about her..i just said what i felt and why. Then Mr..Cock ass Ims me and yells at me for it when i didnt even say anything to bre about him and it wasnt his place. So we got ina big fight on why it wasnt his business and he doesnt realize hes just going to get his heart broken..like every other guy breann has talked to! :o/! Sucks 2b him! <--RYAN SUCKS!
.Three Days Grace concert on Friday. <--Want to go so bad! :-(!
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HaHa,so today i was ready all my 'entries' and all of them start off with 'so yeah today sucked' hmm..shows a lot about my 'wonderful' life!* Nah..its not 2 bad!* 2day we realized how boring summer was. Like it was incredibly awesome till about 2 days ago. We've kept ourselves busy partying and having fun til 2 days ago. And ever since then life has been so boring. hopefully when rachel comes home in a week and a half,we'll go back to having a lot of fun. We ended up not going to the local 2nite..we ended up not doing anything. Jw didnt wana go and it woulda been pretty gay if me & marcia went by ourselves. I bet it was 'grand blanc' night up there since thf were playing..BLAH! so im sorda glad we didnt go!* Im in a really good mood..but bored :-(!
this song just made me think about things
..I try not to build you up
my beings not all that great
you see me as one of a kind
but its plain to see im no one special
when that point comes
when i let you down
and ruin you in such a way
that it ruins me
i cant do anythign more
than slit my wrists
and beg for your forgiveness
when that first drop
stains the path we once had
i cant do anything more
than beg for your forgiveness
..why is emo music so depressing..
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Yay,so 2day I get out of bed and come down to the computer and 3 people invited me to go to the local 2nite from 5 till 10! I think me & marcia just might have to go up there!* Last night was eh..so/so! me and marcia went to the movies at like 11 to see wrong turn. We were pretty high so it was quite a thriller. 2day,im layin out by the poolside & 2nite..local :o)! hope 2c you there!
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Man,I havent wrote in here in'a long while! Summer has been busy! Yesterday we just got home from Traverse City and that was about gay. Marcia came w/us and I think that over the trip we became really close. Its kinda cool bc she relates 2me on so much and I kno if I ever need someone that she is there. I can tell her things and not worry about who she is going to tell. Shes just an awesome kid <3! 2nite we might hang out w/chris & justin :-(..brings back bad memories but the girls wana so oh well. Then 2morro,were going to the local to see tnt & debby from the internet. Clio Ryan is going 2b there and its going 2b wierd bc I think avery is also going 2b there and he is a mutual friend! Lately,I realized pot isnt that great. Yeah it does bring you together when your with your friends or at a party,but I think I've been doing it to much lately...time for a break! That :boy: hasnt called since last week when we did 'stuff'. He knew I was going up north & im hoping thats the reason he didnt call. If he used me,i'll be oh so sad. Busy weekend i'd have to say..My love to all* :-*
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Well..this weekend..:-/..idk kinda sucked! Friday night me alyssa & rachel & avery..went to some church local, thingy & seen capulet & chiodos. I seen randy again..& that was sorda wierd. Avery was a bitch once again & we got in'a fat fight..Man i wanted to slap her. Once again, she chose guys b4 she did us & left w/them..oh well..im so glad im done w/her. Then we came home & jamie & kevin came over & hung out till like 1. Mom was questioning jamie on why he was still out--bc he is only "17"..oops :-*. Then, Saturday choked on balls. The gurls spent tha night & I had to get up way early & go to saturday school. THEN, we drove all the way out to fenton high school & thought that b.o.t.b was there & it obviously wasnt so we had to go all tha way back to lk fenton & found out it was cancelled bc of the weather. Ughh so then we came home & realized..we didnt have anything to do.so we went to the expo & then I got some calls & was invited to carls party, Billy Cambell & Jon Joseph did..so we had to choose whose we wanted to go 2..Well..I didnt really feel like hanging out w/a whole bunhca ppl I didnt kno so we went to Johns! & johns..WAS GAY! Greg was s'posed 2 come back & get us & take us back 2 matts..but my phone went dead & we fell asleep..& I got a really really wierd message from Jamie las night..:-/! I guess im not sure what he wants anymore...idk if he wants me for me..or me for ass? eh..I guess we'll find out 2day when we talk :-(~ & today..im tired, & cranky..so BLAH! Have a good day..remember..your loved :-(
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Alright--so 2day sucked! mom is on her way home from cancun..BLAH! I am so tired but idk why. I think its bc I couldnt sleep last night-i had a lot on my mind..boys..friends~the usual. Ladies-I talked to :him: &..:-/! iiidk!
I wish I could be cool & write in my journal & write how depressing my life is & how no one is ever there for me & how my life sucks..& how bad my EXbest friend is..Man..I wish I was as cool as you avery!* :-*! this weekend I really dont think were going out 2 holly. :he: asked me 2 go 2'a party but idk I really dont wana go. Friday night were going to the expo even tho its Ghetto fabulous & scary people are there & people get stabbed..but we'll make it fun :-X! MhM! well..my mom should be home soon & im not supposed 2b on the computer! woops!
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