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denna its me, IM me xforty4calibur
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[21 Dec 2003|01:21pm] |
Long time..eh?
Last night Kyles party w/paul,moody,wayne,marcia,natalie,cunt 1 & cunt 2.
Kyle Lparty last night=got to see a lot of ppl I havent seen in a long time. Brendan, kyle, brian, jordan, eric, the one kid from the bonfire. it was GREAT!
Um, Been keeping busy. Moving in 2 and'a half weeks :-(
breaks g'na be effin AWESOME!
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[14 Nov 2003|07:20pm] |
im @ tha coffee beanery w/marcia, natalie, keyes, Bitch, & kelli.!
um, its great! Im having a wonderful time listen to keyes bitch!! thats always a blast :-)
Im going to um...go talk to the ladies..I love you
Meg
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What a fun weekend.
Thursday was prly the worst day that we all had to deal w/in a long time. Natalie found out her dad has cancer, & werda 'n marcia got in another fight and she had another anxiety attack. so we got rid of all the guys and had a girls night out. We went to Big Boy &...rolled out on the bill. When we got to kelli's we realized we left a cellie on the table..so we had to go all the way back up there...even tho we didnt $$. OOops. they didnt even realize so its ok.
Friday-I cried for about..2382 hours. Fuck Ya' Justin. :o(. Everything is ok now...were ok...I guess. ME & the girls decided we needed a hard core girls night. It got ho'ed the fuck out though..Fuck tha boys..Fuck em'. Dont ever trust ppl you barely know..they fucking hoe out.FUCK em'. Anyways...we went out to eat @ applebees & Natalie insisted that we walk over to bob evans to see if..Jordan was working..he wasnt. Then we drove around, did our girl things & chilled in Meijers parking lot for awhile :-D! We went to the fucking cemetary at like 11:45 and it was fucking crazy . the only thing i could think about was..walking on dead bodies. We got the cuutest camera..omg its so cute. we took pics & then morning after pics. it was a fun night.
Saturday me, becky, marcia, and natalie went out to T's house in Davison. Chris, B, JD, Duby, brad, amanda, angela were all out there..it was kinda gay. & now im home
today i think me, natalie, kelli, and marcia are going to take in the pictures and hang out. I think my justin gets his car back today..so we'll prly hang out. Who knows what the day leaves for me.
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[17 Oct 2003|08:34pm] |
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Time: 8*34..so soo sleepy. ive slept since the time i've gotten home..but Mono..like kills my system. They only gave me medicine for five days because i guess that its really strong medicine, so its been three days since the medicines been gone & this sleepyness is coming back..Again. Uh oh...so im kind of glad i didtn go out tonight.
Dallas me & just..were supposed to hang out tonight.buut..i sorda kinda got grounded & justin and dallas both had to work..and im tired and sleepy and sick. I think those are a lot of reasons why im not hanging out with anybody tonight. hopefully justin will get his car fixed tomorrow bc it sucks him not having a car. that means-no ride for me. <3 im in a horrible mood today. I cried like three times..just to cry. Just because i am so physically exhausted and there is nothing that i can do about it..but sleep. Nothing that i do makes me feel better. I wish this would all just go away. & then on top of all that, im not getting along with my mom:my friends are bringing more drama than ever..I just cant take it today. I dont know usually i dotn let things bother me..but..im so physically and emotionally drained i dont know what to do. I guess justines only aloud to hang out w/me,rachel,bre& natalie..everyone else is cut off..bc i guess her parents only trust a certain few and want to keep her out of trouble--which is totally understandable..all my *hearts*
time now 8*39 and..even tireder from 5 minutes ago. I think im going to go back upstairs and go to bed.
and to make everything worse..the 'family' is over today. There idea of a good time is screaming on the top of there lungs..I dont think they realize i have mono, I dont think they realize that they are not the only people in the house and that other people dont want to hear them bitch and be loud...Fuck this. I wanted to leave so bad tonight. I cant stand being here when everyones home, I honestly go mentally crazy. Tomorrow=a wonderful day. Dallas & Me-definitely hanging out.
so callen had a lot to say about me today. I guess everything that i have ever done in my teenage experimenting years has been wrong. Im sorry i havent met your standards..Sorry im not the person you thought me to be. If you ahvent noticed in the last three years that ive been going to grand blanc, I dont change for nobody~especially somebody who i wouldnt even call a best friend..I think you need to rethink the statements you made to me..and realize...the things ive done, youve done too!
and..for the rest of you who have pissed me off today...Burn./
bate's is home..congratulations..im glad that you've straightened your life out.
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[14 Oct 2003|05:33pm] |
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Phew. What a crazy week!* Everybody..has social problems. Goodness!
*IM FRIENDS WITH AVERY AGAIN* Wierd...I know. <3. Keyes..all my love hunnie. Whatever happens, happens. we'll deal with it when the time comes. Werda?Avery?what?? Hehe..those are the days. So..school was horrific today* but then again..when is it good~ I know..
so..homecoming was G*reat. even though we really didnt stay all to long. so much shit has happened. The clique=no longer together. everybody..hates...everybody. I still love you becky,marcia,jw,jk,rachel,b,nat,and werda. The original crew is no longer..weve all moved on but all my *<3s* 2 all of you..
Justin's doing second chance,working a lot-getting a new car...Me=happy!*
Ave,Werda & Keyes will be here at 5:30...exoh exoh!
take my hand and never let me go,
promise me...
you'll never let go
make this last forever
you're not making this easy
so fall asleep tonight, cuz' that brings me closer to you
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[07 Oct 2003|04:10pm] |
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Whatda Horrible day. Justin got expelled today. A week before homecoming and now he cant go. Should I still go? I mean..i cant even go with my own fucking boyfriend. I *<3* that kid and it wont be the same without him. he said were going to hang out on homecoming..but it just wont be the same. Im still going to the dance without him, im still not going to have a good time. me and marcia went to mrs kramers office today to see like if shed listen and understand we already bought our dress, we already got everything planned out and that it sucks bc now we dont even want to go and she told us to find another date. Obviously im not going to find a date in three days and i obviously dont wana go with anyone else. So justin came and got me after school, and what a depressing sight that was. He has to work tonight so he took me home and we like sat in my driveway contemplating all the bad things that had just happened today. :-(! Prom will be so much more meaningful and so much more fun. <3
Justine'e came home last night & me & j went over there to see her. its like shes a new person. She is so different! I love her and im so glad that shes ok :-)
Just wanted to kill derek 'n nick and all them guys last night. What?! He doesnt trust me. We went over to nicks house on saturday night and he told me he really didnt want me to go so i lied and said we were going to kelli's sisters house..well..he found out. And he really didnt want me going to waynes bc he definitely doesnt want me to hang out with philly and be around him..soo..i also went over there. But like my ride went over there, waht else was i supposed to do. So about 10:30 we met them up at 7-11 and left with them. We went to kroger's and justin locked his keys in the trunk so amy came up and took him home to get his keys. Everything is ok and everything is good. No More Drama.
I just dont know what to do about homecoming..
I HAVE STREP THROAT. I went to the doc's last night and..i had to go to the hospital to get blood drawn and shit. I'll be ok..i promise
i talked to your mom, i miss you
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[05 Oct 2003|10:40pm] |
starting line,senses fail concert=sunday.
:o) SOO SOO EXCITED!
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[02 Oct 2003|10:17pm] |
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so.i just rolled in from an exciting day out. JETS PIZZA=ME NEVER EVER GOING THERE AGAIN!* Scary..dude scary!*
my boyfriend doesnt trust me to go hang out w/philly & wayne..he knows where tha heart be..But no trust. He says he trusts me-he doesnt trust philly..so..looks like i WONT be hanging out w/them. Tonight i think im spending the night at becky's~who knows what we'll do.
HaHa conversation:
Meg:hi mom im home,*kiss* im going to bed now.
MoM: hey come back here for a second..
meg..walks back
Mom: whats that on your neck?
Meg: I told you i burnt myself with a curling iron,i came in this morning and showed it to you
Mom: no, the left side
Meg: laughs & giggles..I dont know what your talking about
Mom:those are hickeys arent they?
Meg: Haha yea,but there from my bf so what does it matter?
Mom: still your BOYFRIEND shouldnt be giving them to you...
NOTE:haha make sure you wear your hair down until you know they are gone.
<3
Well,what an exciting and CARAZY day..Im still awfuly sick so off i go.
Mom told me to stop by on saturday to some party for mike, I think we might stop in and say hi!*
Goodnight to all..
MnE
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I think something is wrong with me. IM SICK AGAIN. temperature=100.2. I dont know what is happening. I lost 10 lbs. Wierd? I havent changed my eating habits..I just sorda..lost it. I stayed home today from school. & I guess marcia did too. I guess she got caught for skipping-glad i stayed at school! :-D. Me & Justin=DRAMA. Ive fought with that kid all day long today..its not worth it ..I promise its not. Werda..& Marcia..like broke up..but are going back out?!
I gurantee after homecoming there is going 2b sOoO much dRaMa. I GURANTEE it. Anyways. amy's coming over to do my hair 2morro. justin has to work,so..my day tomorrow=boring. + im sick..What a bad day..*tear*
I have to go make a few phone calls..<3
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Homecoming=Too Much Fun. Werda&Keyes took us all over the place yesterday to get us ready to go out w/two different guys to homecoming. HaHa then they came up to dinner and made sure everything was ok. HaHa and then we like went to the dance for like a half hour & they came in & shit and then we left bc..it was gay and my date was ignoring me. We went over Amy & Jamie's and hung out and hten i came home about 12.
:-! What'da fun day,it felt like it lasted for so long. we seen bre & rachel at the dance..they looked soo soo pretty. and me & marcia..just wanted 2b out. Today, I dont feel good. My throat hurts &..my mom's in'a bitchy mood. Justin & Rachel are coming over in'a boutda hour. And hopefully he'll take me tanning and we'll hang out & shit..But til then, I need to go get ready for the day. *toodles*
<3
Much Love,
Megan.
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YaY todays going to be -wonderful-. Tanning & shower this morning. Then everyones coming over to get me and were going to Sallys Beauty Supply for rhinestones & then to..The mall. then at 2,they're taking us to our hair appt's. Homecoming pictures at 5...Dinner & then homecoming. Oh Joy.
Last Night was *crazy*. Justin Fucked up big time. He just did some things..that were uncalled for. I wish he would know his limits. <3 but were cool. The kids taking me everywhere to get all my stuff for homecoming to go with a different guy<-sound a little wierd? Thoughtso 2. But he insists on hanging out.
Ok, I guess i have to go start my day now <3.
All My Love,
Meg.
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Yeah..DONT SKIP SCHOOL. its like asking for trouble. Not really tho, I've skipped a lot this year & only got caught for half of it. Im really trying this year in school,but idk my grades still arent that good. Ive been out the last *9* days straight..but today..i cant. GROUNDED..i cant go out 2nite or 2moro night..G.A.Y. & 2morro is justins party. so idk what im g'na do. IM getting my hair done about...6:30. & saturday is goodirchs homecoming. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE..Justin i hope it rocxs. Sorry i got grounded. I wanted to hang out. <3
Homecoming is g'na be...Lovely. were gettin'a pimp ass limo. :o). were going out to eat down in Lake Orion at Cruse & Muer. Justin gets a discount or something. SO,Yes. Um..I think were going to *beckys* after homecoming. YaY. What am i going to do. I mean..I HATE being grounded. Ive been out for a fucking week and'a half STRAIGHt. J would come get me from 7th hour & I wouldnt be home til 10 on tha weeknights. Damn,that was the week'na half. I seriously actually 'like' hanging out with tha boys. I mean..Justin,Justin,Jason,Brian,Werda,chris. I just love em' all..we always have a good time w/em. AND..amy & jamie..HaHa those girls are *great* 'i kno how it was back when i was 16, I know what you guys are going through' (-thanks girls. and MARCIA..it seems shes the only one that can go out w/me. Becky can too but i dont really talk to Justin..so..we dont hang out as much as me & marcia. I got in'a fight with rachel 2day. She got pissed off that we didnt come get her when we left to go out to lunch. I dont get it? she never even told us that she wanted to go...? fuck tha drama nucca. I HATE IT!*
thats all that our group does is bring D*r*A*m*A. Fuck it dude.
Homecoming=2 days.
The Funnest night of my life=2 weeks & three days.
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aww..so justin & me got in'a fight the other day. Well actually, we never fought about it, i just wrote a note to marcia and told her what i felt & justin read it. I guess he felt bad so they came and got me from 7th hour. I <3 the crew. TACO BELL IS GREAT :o)! I got my homecoming dress last night. its so pretty. Im definitely excited. I made marcia hair appts together so we can get our hair done. Goodrichs homecoming is this weekend..Exciting. And were playing flushing in fball=me going! HaHa last night after i got home from getting my dress, J called & he was w/becky and they came all the way out here to get me but i had 2b home by like some 9:45 shit..oh well. The curfew is back to what it was,she just didnt think it would take me that long to go out to eat..which is cool. Um,2nite im goig tanning & then OUT WITH THE CREW!!
Muuch..LOVE!
*MeGaN*
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Ouu..theres sum hoes in here,there must be some playaz in tha atmosphere. HaHa Them playaz=my girls. Them hoe's=Those boys we be pimpin on.
Whatda fucking weekend. we've been everywhere & so much shit. Justines Grounded forever but i think were g'na hang out with her today. Both the rents are at work. ok..Friday we went to Amy's I think. I dont remember bc this weekend has been so filled up. Saturday, we went to Justin's for awhile & stopped by Amy's. & sunday we just hung out at jasons. Today, me werda marcia & J all went all the way out to courtland bc we were going to go see a movie,but nobody felt like going..so we turned around & came back to mikes for awhile & watched this movie on lifetime..it was so good. Now im home, I dont really wana hang out with them anymore,I think im going to stay home for the night.
I gata sandwich from Oliver t's.. <3
-Much Love
Megan
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I..have a headache. the stupid realtor lady is coming out to look at our house :-(. Hm,Im ungrounded but i forgot the password to my sn..so..I cant go on anymore. NEW SCREEN NAME=absorbtheximpact. & i have like 0 buddies bc i lost my saved buddy list on the computer :o(.
School was soo soo long today. it seriously dragged on & on. i couldnt wait for 7th hour 2b over!!! Justin came and got me & jw..and we went to beckys.
J asked me to homecoming yesterday & werda asked marcia today. so..were going with j & becky & maybe jw &..her date. Were gettin a pimp ass limmo..its g'na be so nice i gurantee it. They want to go out to eat @ hooters but i definitely do not. I think im'a talk to J & make him talk the group out of it. Im going to get my dress on sunday & I think the girls are going w/me!*
Anyways..Im tired &...<3
-much love-
meg.
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cant sleep..usually it doesnt take much for me to fall asleep buut..today idk. I have so much on my mind its crazy. Its like the third week of school & its so blah going from doing nothing every day to SCHOOL..work every day..for 8 hours! no thanks! Then, Mom decides to throw 'were moving' on me. hm,so we go look at new houses today & find one that they like..but its in waterford. Waterford=40 mins away! BLAH!! The house is pretty tho. Its like 2 x's the size of this house so thats sweet. AND..as always the girls are jam packed full of drama. I love em' but they sure cause a lot of..everything! I cant relax. Its like im taking on things i dont even need to worry about. Like getting the house ready to put up for sale. i took no part in doing it,but still it makes me overwhelmed! Im excited to move to a bigger house & everything...but..waterford..thats 40 mins every morning TO school and 40 mins every day HOME..thats a lot on TOP of everything that a teenage already has to go through. AND im sick..sick as can be. hm..whatda day!
estimated sleep time:5 hours!
^everything is drama^
Anyways..so i was talking to my mom about a car! YES! and..until i get a car & when i turn 16..I get to take her to work every day and then drive her car to school :o). But then i gata wait around up in gb every day til 4 til she gets off work. So I'll be excited when i get my own car so i can go home whenever..!
Nic's supposed 2b having a few ppl over next weekend,but..kelli and natalie suck. They suck big time. lol rule of the day:DONT GET CAUGHT! so idk if were still g'na go over there..i mean itd'll be kinda wierd bc none of us kno nic and derek and all them as good as kell & nat. I kno them lol YEAP i kno em' (Hehe) but..me & nic have only hung out once..so idk whats g'na go down.
Time:12:14..I have to go to bed..Super School is in the morning! :o)!!
hehehe school should be fun :o)!
xoxoMeGaNxoxo
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Tuesday=The Best Day Of My Life.
So,I didnt sleep swell last night. This cold is NOT getting better and it got worse yesterday! Thanks j*w. The parents are painting and getting the house ready to put up for sale. I think they're g'na put it up monday. That means i could be moving quite soon!! Moving=Bigger House! Im going to Goodrich's homecoming.Oct.26th. Bre & Rachel!! Yeah its g'na be soo wierd bc me & bre..i guess arent what we call 'best friends' AND I WENT WITH BRYCE LAST YEAR..ahh! cRaZy!! Ive felt so releived lately. It feels like everything has been lifted off my shoulders. T H A N K S!
This year has been great. 3 more days & itd'll be even greater*
I dont have a best friend. Its so wierd. I dont feel closer to one girl more than the other. Like every girl has different aspects that i fall in love with & make me wana hang out w/all of em'. Marcia's great for conversation. I gossip w/her more than anyone. But its cool bc what we say about ppl will stay between us on the phone,nobody ever finds out. JW always calls you when your bored & shes kick ass to just talk. Talk about whatever is on your mind. Rachels the sweetheart out of the group. She gets hurt i guess a lot and shes the most emotional,so when you need to cry & be all sobby-CALL HER! Kelli & Natalie be my party girls. HaHa..Fun times. Anglea's the one who keeps you out of trouble & keeps her head on straight. & me..what would the girls do without all the gossip i bring..lol they'd be far behind on whats going on. i love you girls. Without one of you,our girls wouldnt be the same!* :BEST FRIENDS FOREVER: <-And this time..I can actually mean it..not be scared of telling you the truth & FIGHTING. and thats another thing. Nobody ever gets pissed. No matter how bad of things you do, no matter how much ppl fuck up, no matter how many times the person doesnt call you back, WE look beyond that. Dont get mad at pity shit..it just fucks things up. & we never let guys get between us. Right JW? I love you hunnie. HaHa girls your the best..Thanks for bein there when the ppl i 'did' care about,didnt care about me. Thanks for bein there and listening to all the stupid pity fights i went through. Thanks for being there through the worst time of my life!! Thanks for sticking by me even though every time you guys wanted to hang out,id ditch you. Thanks for giving me a second chance! & jw..a third. I know i didnt deserve that third chance..I was wrong sweetie. Im so sorry..but as you see,everything worked out for the best! It sure does make you feel good to know that you got ppl that care about you. It makes you know it doesnt matter what happens..as long as the girls stick togetha!
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HaHaHa K-S. Marcia-T JW- O..and so on..those were the days!!
And for everyone else whose been there, Thanks!
Woah..that was wierd. I was just thinkin how much it rocked when the girls STILL Called even though i was grounded to see if i was ok,to see if i could ask to go out..you girls are the best! sorry i didnt realize it Two fucking years ago!! :ALL MY LOVE 143:
\/Back to my boring last night of sitting @ home weekend\/ Im glad i was sick this weekend rather than next!!
I guess i'll go help my mom around the house & getting ready..Ly!
B*DIZZLE-Ss CLuB-AhA Club..Hehe! :-*
..MeGaN..
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countdown: 4 more days till ungrounding
countdown: 8 more days till the 20th ..aww yea!
school..was great today.hehe!
im definitely sick..temp=100.7..Time to go to bed!*
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I did not know that you thought so badly of me, thought that I was an enemy. Cause all I did was steal a few things and now you blame me for everything. It seems that I try too hard to do the right thing but everyone is going against me. I promise not to be so stupid and clumsy, seems I did nothing, yea, never do. But from your point of view I am gum on your shoe, I suppose I am crazy for thinking you cared. You showed no signs of life when I came near you, do some harm. I only wanted to help I did not mean no harm and I was only kidding when I said you sounded harsh. Give me my life back and let me go free, I'm tired of this care you built around me.
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